Poverty story after Tokyo actress

Just then, a tall, long-haired woman with sunglasses walked up to the empty seat next to Yuko with a bag of Starbucks coffee.

"Hey, girl~ can I sit in this seat for a while?"

The tall slender woman raised her sunglasses slightly and asked Yuko.

And Yuko looked up at the woman, her face couldn't help but become a little curious. After all, she has been on the set for two days, and she has basically met everyone she should meet. Everyone in the set probably has an impression of her. However, She had no impression of the woman in sunglasses in front of her.

However, although Yuko was curious, she didn't think too much about it. After all, there were quite a few people in the crew who she had never met, and it might be the logistics crew.

"Ah... you can sit down, please."

"Ah~ thank you."

"You're welcome……"

The woman in sunglasses smiled slightly, put the coffee on the ground, and sat in the place where Jiang Bai was before Yuko.

After the woman in sunglasses took her seat, she took off her sunglasses with both hands, stretched her legs and lay half on the chair, and looked towards the filming set directed by Fujimoto. All concentrated on Maeda Hui, did the corner of his mouth curl into a smile.

And Yuko was also silently observing the woman in sunglasses beside her. The moment she took off her sunglasses, Yuko's eyes lit up, and a familiar feeling came to her heart, as if... this person was very familiar to her. By.

Quickly searching for information in her mind, Yuko finally overlapped a depressed woman in her mind with a single blindfold, shoulder-length shattered hair, and a cigarette in the corner of her mouth with the woman in front of her.

"You! You are Himeno-san!!?"

"Hmm...hahaha, don't always say I'm Himeno, I'm just a cosplayer, my name is Yuki Tiansa, please give me more advice, isn't it a girl, what is your name?"

"Ah! I'm Yuko Ishii! It's the first time we meet, please give me your advice!"

Yuko Ishii's eyes lit up, and her attitude changed in an instant, as if a fan girl met an idol, and introduced herself to Tian Sayuxi nervously and nervously.

And this reaction also made Tian Shayouxi couldn't help laughing, and comforted Ishii Yuko: "Don't be nervous, I'm not a particularly serious person, just casually."

"No, no, I'm just...I admire Miss Tiansha Yuki very much...I decided to audition for the chainsaw crew because of your role as Miss Himeno!"

Yuko was unwilling to let go of her figure and get together with other actors on the set, but facing the woman in front of her, she showed her praise and admiration without hesitation like a fan girl.

This is not Yuko's pretentiousness, she is really full of respect for Tian Sa Yuxi, and the actress in front of her does have the ability to make her respect, this can be seen just by looking at her honor.

Last year, with the role of Himeno, she won the three heavyweight awards of the Japanese TV Drama Academy Award, the Tokyo TV Drama Award and the Nikkan Sports Movie Award for Best Supporting Actress in one fell swoop. For a while, she had the best actress in the water, the hard-working Shatian Yuki anecdote.

How could Yuko Ishii disrespect such an actor.

"Well, hahaha, I... Actually that's all. The reason why I played Himeno well is because Himeno is more like me... Actually, I'm also surprised that I won so many awards... "

Facing Yuko Ishii's praise, Yuki Tiansa could only explain it with a wry smile, then took out a cup of coffee from a bag on the side and handed it to Yuko Ishii.

"How about a cup of coffee, latte?"

"Ah! Thank you!" Ishii Yuko happily took Tiansa Yuki's coffee, the curiosity in her eyes seemed undiminished, and she asked Tiansa Yuxi: "Well, Miss Tiansa, can you tell me how you acted at that time? Himeno's?"

"Ah? This..." Hearing these words, Tian Sha was in trouble. She could only scratch her head and think for a while, then half-lyed on the chair and told Yuko about other things: "Actually, I can't say... Well, how about I tell you a funny story?"

"Fun?"

"Hmm, guess how I was chosen by Director Fujimoto to play Himeno?"

"Um... I don't know... I can't think of it. I just heard Director Fujimoto say that you are very unique when you are interviewing..."

"Hmm... It's really quite unique... She herself is also a very unique person. Before I played the chainsaw man, I didn't have any qualifications. After graduating from the idol team, I fell into a trough... How about you guess Guess why I graduated?"

"...I remember, it seems to be because of style..."

"Yes, I fell in love with smoking and drinking at the time...Of course, it's not a big deal to love to shake off smoking and drinking. The premise is not to be known by the media. Unfortunately, my habit was dug up by paparazzi who doesn't know where...The company is out of image Just let me graduate."

"After graduating, I fell into a trough in my career. After all, no one would ask a former idol who likes to smoke and drink to act. I have been depressed for more than two years. During these two years, I did everything, such as a waiter at McDonald's, a salesperson in a convenience store I do whatever I can to make money."

"Even if there is no hope, I still continue to submit my resume to the crew. It's not because I insist on my dream, but because I can't go lower than that. It's good luck to be picked by the crew. It's nothing for me to lose."

As she said that, Tian Sha Youxi sighed lightly, as if she couldn't bear to look back on that past.

"Then, a year ago, I sent my resume to director Fujimoto, who was selected by director Fujimoto and asked me to go for an interview. Actually, I didn't even get the script at that time, and I didn't know what I could play. I just sent my resume as long as it was The crew all voted."

"So after I received the news, I actually didn't know the name of the TV series that the crew was going to shoot. I didn't really see the script until I went there. Then, I saw the role of Ji Ye, and I felt that this role was very suitable for me. So I rushed the ducks to the shelves and went straight to the interview."

"But I definitely can't do my homework. The reason why I chose Himeno is that she likes to smoke and drink like me, and then I directly told the reason to director Fujimoto who watched my interview."

Yuko stared dumbfounded at Tasa Yuki's description of her experience of getting the role of Himeno. She had guessed a lot about how the actor Tasa Yuki took on the role of Himeno in a legendary way, and then became a blockbuster.

As a result, when Tian Shayouxi said this, this sense of legend disappeared immediately, leaving only the skinny feeling and reality of a social person.But this still made Ishii Yuko very curious, so she continued to ask.

"and then?"

"Then...Director Fujimoto handed me a cigarette directly in the interview room, and asked me to smoke on the spot... Anyway, I had nothing to fear at the time, so I smoked it directly, and I would continue to ask for a few cigarettes after smoking, hahahaha ..."

"Ah~ Then, maybe because I look good smoking, I was chosen by Director Fujimoto to play Himeno. So if you ask me how to play Himeno, I can only say... When will you be cast? Forced to like smoking and drinking, then you will understand how to play Himeno..."

As she said that, Tian Sha Youxi instinctively touched the inner pocket of her coat, as if she was about to take out a pack of cigarettes, but when she touched it, her face froze, as if she remembered something.

Immediately Tian Sha Youxi smiled wryly, pulled out her hand, and then took out a bag of chewing gum from her outer pocket, picked out one and threw it into her mouth, muttering while chewing: "Hmm... Habits are hard to change..."

While Yuko watched Tian Sha Youxi's every move, she felt disillusioned. After all, since Tian Sha Youxi won three authoritative awards in a row for best female supporting role, the media in the entire film and television industry were all satisfied with her. is praise.

The former obscurity is called Qianlong Zaiyuan, the obsession is brewing, the bad habit of smoking and drinking in the past is called a maverick personality, and the crazy resume submission in the past is called perseverance and persistent pursuit of dreams, but the self Tian Sha Youxi said is a thorough and thorough It's just a disqualified idol who got up by luck.

"Ha... It feels really good to say it... Originally, my manager didn't allow me to say these things to other people. After all, the media wants to create stars for me. It's definitely inappropriate for me to speak out like this."

"Then...why..."

"Hahaha, because my old lady quit and didn't have any interest. I have been with this idol for more than ten years, and I have been in the entertainment industry for three or four years...the flashlights, applause and reputation in my dream are nothing, and I basically remember everything. It's the pressure that makes you breathless.

And there are bad people everywhere around you, those who slander yourself, mock yourself, oppress yourself, deceive yourself...everyone has seen it, but no one has said to yourself that you are very good...

"After becoming famous with Hime Ye this time, in a blink of an eye, there are no bad guys left, only the good guys are left... um... But the life is not as comfortable as it was when I was in the trough, I just feel more and more tired... Looking at it this way , the motivation disappeared...I don't want to continue working in this industry anymore."

"Probably tomorrow you will see the news of my retirement announced on the news..."

Before Himeno could finish speaking, a column of news alerts suddenly popped up on Yuko's cell phone.

"Shocked! Well-known actor Sha Tian Youxi announced his retirement from the entertainment industry, but the truth is...!?"

"Well~ It seems that I still underestimated the speed of these paparazzi, hahaha~"

Chapter 31 Frank, confess, confess

"Ha...Actually, it feels pretty good to make up my mind to quit the showbiz. Just this year, relying on the popularity brought by Hime Ye, I saved some money by shooting commercials and photo shoots. Now I decided to open a bar."

Tian Sha Youxi smiled lightly, affectionately quite free and easy, as if she had relieved a heavy burden, she sat on the chair and stretched, and did not look at the reports and revelations about herself on the mobile phone, because these things have been related to her. She is two worlds.

"Then...Miss Yuki, you came to the chainsaw crew for..."

"Of course I met some friends. After all, I was able to live like this because I was promoted by Director Fujimoto and Makoto Hoshino... Hey, by the way, where did Makoto Hoshino go?"

Prior to this, Hoshino Makoto was dragged by Jiang Bai to an unoccupied corner of the theater. Jiang Bai pulled him to a wall and looked at Makoto with a subtle look and a specious smile at the corner of his mouth.

And Zhenqin leaned against the wall, gently fiddled with the hair hanging from her ears, looked straight at Jiang Bai without avoiding her eyes, and there was an intriguing smile on the corner of her mouth.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and finally Jiang Bai couldn't hold back the woman in front of him, so he could only lower his eyes and mutter to Zhenqin: "Really, like a child who is afraid that his toys will be taken away by others..."

"Otherwise~ that Yuko is so close to you, of course I can't let her snatch you away." Zhenqin said bluntly to Jiang Bai as she rolled her hair.

"I'm not a generous person. Since you have told me that I like you, then I will never give other people a chance! I only like you, so...you are only allowed to like me!"

Zhenqin is quite domineering and declares her possession of Jiang Bai. She never feels that she is a gentle and kind person, nor does she have any tolerance like Yamato Nadeko. For her, what she likes, then Find a way to get it, and never allow others to take away what you get.

She doesn't like watching Jiang Bai get entangled with other men and women, and she doesn't allow anyone to rob Jiang Bai from herself. For her, party struggles are all compromises, and all threats must be killed in the cradle!

And Jiang Bai looked at Zhenqin's serious and stubborn expression, and could only smile bitterly. It's not that she couldn't understand this kind of thinking. After all, most men would never allow their girlfriends to have any male girlfriends.

So, she nodded slightly and said.

"...Well, I can understand your thoughts, but I can't just have a good relationship with you forever, just like you have a good relationship with Director Fujimoto? Then, I want you to have a good relationship with Director Fujimoto now Clear the boundaries, can you promise?"

Jiang Bai still decided to reason with Zhenqin.Although Zhenqin is headstrong, she is not an unreasonable and savage woman. She curled her lips and thought for a while, then nodded to admit that her behavior was inappropriate.

"...Okay, you're right, I did something wrong this time, but..."

Speaking of which, Zhenqin rushed forward and stood in front of Jiang Bai, staring at her eyes quietly, and asked her: "Jiang Bai, you have to promise me that you are not allowed to hook up with others, whether it is a man or a woman!"

Zhenqin stared at Jiang Bai's eyes, as if examining the slightest hesitation and intention in Jiang Bai's eyes.However, for this promise, Jiang Bai smiled instead. She did not answer directly, but thought and hesitated.

She did hesitate, but what she hesitated was not whether she could promise Makoto, but another matter.

You know, I have only known this girl in front of me for two days, and my feelings for her are still vague and ignorant...

Thinking of this, Jiang Bai hesitated. She looked at the girl in front of her who was wishful thinking about her, thinking about whether she really liked her. She admitted that she was tempted by her last night, but... that kind of feeling, is it right? like?

Jiang Bai also knows that he can say that I promise to deal with the matter at will, but...she doesn't look like this...she doesn't want to be so irresponsible.

After a long time, she finally opened her mouth, not to make a promise, but to truly confess her heart.

"...Makoto, I'm actually quite boring. Apart from acting, I have many hobbies, but I don't have the so-called passion. I lack enthusiasm for everything, unless the trouble comes to me."

"I don't like to judge or argue with people, so I don't look at things I don't like, and I don't listen to voices I don't like. Lest they affect my state of mind."

"I don't like consumption. I appreciate but don't pursue so-called hobbies, because spending money on these things is a stupid behavior for me. Apart from satisfying my own appetite, I will always make do with other things."

"If I really want to say, my biggest dream may be to go to the countryside to open a vegetable garden, get up early in the morning, make a hearty breakfast, and then study what to eat at noon in the morning, and what to eat at night in the afternoon, and watch it at night. The movie is researching what to eat for tomorrow morning."

"So I'm very bored, and I don't have any desires. I'm so bored that I'm actually not interested in dating... I haven't been in a relationship, but I have acted in a lot of scenes about relationships, so I can barely understand. But in the final analysis, I'm still not in love."

"So, if you want to ask me not to hook up with others, I can only say... I never had this kind of desire, even... I didn't have any desire for you at the beginning, it was just curiosity at most, let alone liking .”

"Last night, I said that I like you. That was the truth. However, you also know that people are impulsive. Perhaps, it is possible that I didn't like you at that time. It may be pity or empathy or something else. Emotions, but I mistook them for liking."

"I don't know how to fall in love, Makoto, I don't know how to fall in love. So far, I don't have the desire to kiss you, I don't have the desire to share the same bed with you. I am really happy to be with you, but maybe That's all..."

Jiang Bai quietly narrated her own thoughts. In fact, she herself was very contradictory, because she didn't need to say such troubles, and there was no need to say these words. With her acting skills, she could completely say to Zhenqin affectionately and sincerely. With that sentence, I agree to deal with Makoto.

In this way, there is no trouble at all.

However, I don't know why, Jiang Bai didn't want to do this. Looking at the girl who was sometimes self-willed, sometimes cute, sometimes sassy, ​​and sometimes quiet, Jiang Bai chose to confess his true inner thoughts.

And Zhenqin listened to Jiang Bai's narration, and her calm and frivolous expression gradually became serious and silent. She didn't express her position, but quietly listened to Jiang Bai's words.

Seeing that Zhenqin didn't choose to respond, Jiang Bai bit his lip, lowered his eyes and chose to continue talking about his thoughts.

"Actually... Makoto, have you ever thought about whether the four words I like you are too hasty? I only need to say four words to make a person give his heart, feelings, and money to him. , Give all your youth to me."

"And the price of all this is that I only need to say four words that I love you...and I love you that can be entrusted to you for the rest of my life is simpler than I like you. It only needs three words...they are too light ..."

"It's so light that as long as you are shameless, you can say these words to anyone, but just for these few words, is it really worth giving your feelings to a stranger you have never known before?"

Said, Jiang Bai licked some dry lips, fell into silence for a while, this time, Jiang Bai did not look directly at Zhenqin, but lowered his eyes to look at the floor under Zhenqin's feet.

"I said this to let Makoto know my true thoughts... I don't want to lie to you, nor do I want to cheat on your feelings. I have never been in love, and I don't want Makoto because I like you. Kidnapped by me..."

"Jiang Bai..."

Jiang Bai's words were interrupted by Zhenqin, making Jiang Bai's face slightly stunned, and he looked up at Zhenqin.I saw her gently lifting the hair around her ears, and said with a slight smile: "Jiang Bai...you are such a good woman..."

"what……"

"Obviously you can deal with it by promising me, even if it's just a verbal promise."

"Well, I know, I've thought about it too... But, I don't want to answer in such a ambiguous situation that I don't even know myself... This is very hasty... very irresponsible."

"So, you are a good woman... I am really lucky." Zhenqin smiled softly and was very relieved. Then, she looked directly at Jiang Bai and spoke her confession.

"Jiang Bai, I haven't been in love before, I have to confess this, but... I can feel it, I like you. I like you smiling at me, I like you watching movies with me, I like you The breakfast I made in the morning..."

"I have the desire to kiss you, I have the desire to share the bed with you, I want to possess you, I want you to go down with me. I like Jiang Bai and you are with me, I hate Jiang Bai, you and other different Mixed together."

"That made me very angry, so angry that I wanted to use the power of the company to ruin them, because I was jealous of them. But, I know Jiang Bai, you don't want me to do this, so I won't do it."

"Jiang Bai... I know that you said these things to be responsible for me, so I also confess myself, and I will also be responsible for you! So, Jiang Bai, can you associate with me?"

Looking at Zhenqin who confessed everything to herself, at this moment, the affection in her eyes was something Jiang Bai had never seen before.She didn't know if this was performed by Makoto, but if someone really used such acting skills to deceive herself...she couldn't resist...

Jiang Bai suppressed the throbbing in his heart, and various imaginations flashed in his mind. She is a very boring person, but she didn't say that boring, because her previous life made her so boring .

She did fantasize that she could have a beautiful other half, but she was just fantasizing.Jiang Bai, it's not that she doesn't want to have the other half, she just... dare not ask extravagantly.

At this moment, the girl standing in front of her has confessed so much, Jiang Bai must respond, a responsible response.

She took a deep breath and asked Zhenqin tremblingly, "You...really decided...to be with me? Actually, if it's just a simple friend, I will also help Makoto get you into the three major film festivals... ..."

"...No, I don't want to be just simple friends with Jiang Bai, I like Jiang Bai."

"However, Makoto... You must know that we are all girls, and we are not encouraged to be together, whether it is in the family or in society. We... probably have no results."

"So what? This is a matter between the two of us, and we don't need to tell anyone. Since there is no result, it is enough to just keep going through the process. As long as we can stay together forever, isn't that the best result? ?”

Zhenqin smiled freely and replied to Jiang Bai.