The Injured Teenager Refused the Love of the Blackening Fairy

"Orphans like me have always been plundered. On the way to escape, they were almost captured and eaten several times. Along the way, they suffered from the warmth and coldness of the world, and the vicissitudes of the world..."

"So I was really envious at that time... I was very envious... those children with blood relatives... because they had a reliable elder and brother to rely on, and they were able to find something in the endless suffering comfort..."

"But I have nothing....I have no parents...no sisters...nothing. All I have... is endless loneliness...and the fear of the future. ..”

There was a slight pause in the narration, Su Lingxuan seemed to be a little immersed in the painful years, and her voice gradually became a little choked.

But she quickly adjusted and continued to talk about the past softly.

"Later, I don't know where I was fleeing. I was taken away by an old monk. After I woke up in a panic, I saw a somewhat evil house and an unusually old woman .”

"After the old monk saw that I was awake, he told me that I had the aptitude to cultivate immortality, and asked me if I would like to step into the immortal path. Maybe it was enough of running away, or maybe it was the fear of the old monk in my heart, I subconsciously promised her."

"So just like that, I stepped into the fairy road in a daze, and started the journey of cultivating immortals..."

"As the days passed and my cultivation level improved, I gradually integrated into the life here, and began to involuntarily call this old monk my mother."

"The memory of fleeing from the disaster has gradually faded away from me. I gradually fell in love with everything here. I realized the blood relationship that I dreamed of before, but I didn't dare to hope for it. In my heart, I really recognized the old monk as my mother." ...."

The choked up tone gradually became a little gentler, as if corresponding to Su Lingxuan's state of mind, slowly changing.

But soon, as her words changed, a hint of pain that could not be erased suddenly emerged.

"However... all of this is just a dream after all... I was still too young to distinguish between reality and fantasy... In that chaotic era, how could there be a monk who was nice to you for no reason. ...If there is... then it's just a pawn for you to use..."

"As my cultivation level got higher and higher, I reached the peak of Qi training after a year and a half, mother, I finally revealed my long-hidden fangs..."

"The flames of despair are burning everything in the house. I can't believe that my mother, who raised me, would want to use me as a sacrifice material to make alchemy. But the huge sting from the body and the pain from the mouth The screams brought me back to reality..."

"I have to recognize a fact. Yes... That old lady didn't treat me as a child at all. The reason why she led me into the fairyland was just to...as her evil pill, for She lives on..."

"Blood and tears stained my cheeks, and the former home collapsed. Even if my mother died because of the failure of the ceremony due to old age and weakness, I didn't react."

"I feel as if I'm dead, and I don't have any memories of the world anymore. The family relationship I thought was just a complete farce and tragedy. I've always been just... alone..."

"In this great despair and pain, I slowly walked to the edge of the cliff, wanting to die. But at this moment, under the stimulation and torture of this extreme pain, the fairy body...awakened. "

"The tremendous pain of awakening the Unscaled Body made me unbearable for a while, and I passed out. Until I woke up, I found that there was an extra memory in my mind out of thin air."

"I just discovered... So in this world... I'm not alone, I have a younger brother! There is a relative who is truly connected by blood! Waiting for me somewhere in this world!"

The trembling voice slowly became excited and excited.Su Lingxuan turned around abruptly, looked at the girl sitting on the bed table, and asked for the first time breaking her calm and tolerant demeanor.

"Yu'er, can you understand... my excited and hopeful mood at that time?"

Some complicated emotions emerged in her heart, the girl stared blankly at Su Lingxuan whose expression became extremely excited for the first time, and did not answer.

Because even she felt that her sister's life experience was so pitiful, and she was unwilling to just give up her husband.

But in the girl's heart, she also vaguely understood the position of her husband in her sister's heart...

Perhaps because she understood that Lin Shengyu might not be willing to answer this question at the moment, Su Lingxuan did not force the girl to answer.Instead, he lowered his head slightly, turned around and began to speak slowly again.

"My heart rekindled the hope of survival, because I knew that my brother, whom I had never met, must be waiting for me somewhere!"

"I searched a little bit. I found spring from winter, and winter from spring. Day after day, year after year. But I couldn't find it... But I didn't despair, let alone give up."

"Because...because...that's my...last relative in this world..."

Her voice gradually became trembling. When Su Lingxuan mentioned the emotional part, even if it was as strong as she was, she still couldn't restrain her inner feelings, and she was a little choked up and sad.

"Later, my cultivation gradually increased, and I gradually got to know Xiaodie, A Cai, Meng Ning, A Lan and Xi'er, life and death sisters, and created my own power together, and slowly walked to Beihan Continent peak, but still looking for the whereabouts of my younger brother."

"After I became famous, I stood on the highest snow peak in Beihan Continent countless times, exhausted all my spiritual power, and searched all the land in Beihan Continent bit by bit, inch by inch, but there was nothing. Get a little perception about my younger brother."

"It's as if everything about my brother is something I imagined, and it doesn't exist. But I'm not reconciled, and I don't believe it. I have never given up looking for Hao'er."

"Until a year ago... I finally felt a breath that I had never felt before, and finally saw Hao'er for the first time, ending this hundreds of years of searching..."

The words gradually fell, and Su Lingxuan looked at the speechless girl at the side, calmed down her mood slightly, and then sat down slowly, putting her in the same position as herself.

Opened the mouth full of sincerity.

"Yu'er, after these few months of getting along, I can feel that you are a good girl who loves Hao'er wholeheartedly...and similarly, Hao'er also loves you wholeheartedly."

"Although in terms of blood, you and I are just strangers, but to be honest, in my heart, I also intentionally treat you as my own sister. And I don't want to make Haoer sad. So you don't have to worry, Yuer, I will not snatch Hao'er away from you."

The jade hand slowly took the girl's little hand, and Su Lingxuan's phoenix eyes were full of emotion.She said to her sister word by word, a path she had already thought of in her heart.

"I've said so much, and there is only one hope. That is, if I win Hao'er's heart in the near future, I hope Yu'er, you can accept me, and the three of us in the future... live a good life!"

......

Transition five thoughts

"Hoo hoo ~ hoo hoo ~"

The cold wind outside the house was blowing fiercely, and even across the house, the sound of wind and snow outside could still be heard.

The winter in Beihan Continent seems to be colder than that in Dongling Continent. Even if they have already been covered with thick fur quilts, they still feel a bit chilly.

The small body curled up into a ball and slipped into Xianggong's arms.The steady and long breathing of the senior brother came from the ear, silently indicating that the boy had fallen asleep.

The delicate and beautiful eyes closed and opened, opened and closed again.He had obviously been lying on the mattress for a long time, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Whenever the clear consciousness sinks, the words with my sister in the afternoon will suddenly appear in my ears.

(Yu'er, I won't take Hao'er away from you, I just hope that you can accept me in the future....)

In the dark night, the young girl's beautiful eyes were filled with a little remembrance, she was stunned, and after a long time, she unconsciously murmured.

"...Three people... live together...."

The jade hand clenched slightly, and in the young man's arms, Yu'er slowly lowered her head.She felt the warmth of her husband beside her, and on the other hand, she imagined the scene of living together in the future if she followed what her sister said.

His breathing gradually became a little short, and his heart seemed to be pressed against a huge rock, and he was extremely depressed.

No... She doesn't want... No matter how sincere and earnest my sister said, she is not willing to...

She knew that what her sister said to herself before was absolutely true.I also know that my sister is sincere and loves my brother deeply.

She understands better that if the three of them live together in the future, she will definitely treat herself equally and will not have other ideas...

But...but even so...she doesn't want to...! !

Because if she really followed what my sister said, then in the future, Xianggong's warm embrace would no longer belong to her alone.

Another woman will be squeezed into the husband's arms, and she will also share with that woman, the warmth of the husband...

Every night, not only she and her husband will be lying on the mattress, but another person will be added. Even if the husband will not favor one over another, the fact that the love she gets will be reduced by half will not change.

...so...so she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to add another person to her small family, because love is always selfish, she doesn't want to share her husband's love with others...

she...don't...

The jade hand that stopped the young man became more and more forceful, and a fierce struggle was going on in the young girl's little mind. She didn't want to agree to Su Lingxuan's request, she wanted to reject her...but on the other side, a scene appeared in her mind, sister in the afternoon The scene when I said another sentence to myself...

(Because...because...that is my...last relative in this world...)

.....

The cold wind outside the house was still whistling, whistling, disturbing people.But even so, the girl still couldn't forget her sister's trembling and slightly choked voice when she said these words.

A little strangeness slowly emerged in my heart, mixed with a little sympathy.

In the past, she might not be able to understand Su Lingxuan's feelings when she said this, but now that she has had the experience of being forced to part with her closest relatives, she can deeply understand it.

It was an indescribable loneliness... loneliness...

She is not a hard-hearted person. After feeling that her sister treated her so well and had such an experience, she also felt distressed and sympathized.

To a certain extent, they also have similarities... that is, in this world, there is only one family member... the husband...

"..."

The heart is even more depressed... The girl's heart is in great pain.She doesn't want to make her sister who is so good to her unhappy, but she also doesn't want to share her husband's love like this.

And what made her feel even more uneasy was Xianggong's frank confession.

He was born facing his sister, with an incomparable sense of intimacy and dependence.

Now that she has learned about the secrets of the Wushou Body, she has fully understood that the intimacy of the husband is not caused by her sister behind the scenes, but from their mutual attraction.

Just like my sister said.They are destined to attract each other and blend with each other.

This is not the assumption of her supervisor, but comes from the instinct engraved in their blood.It is a desire for each other from birth, as long as time settles, they will naturally break through the boundary between men and women.

However, she couldn't stop this matter... because it was an instinct from the fairy body, even the boy and his sister couldn't stop it.

It's impossible for her to let Xianggong directly abolish the Wushou body!This is something she absolutely does not want to see!

The safety of the young man is a top priority in her heart, even surpassing her own!

Feeling more and more confused and depressed... The girl couldn't see the road ahead, nor did she know how to go next.

She tried to start by leaving the Beihan Dynasty, as they did in Donglingzhou, the two of them went to find a secular countryside again, and went to a leisurely and contented life without being disturbed.

But just for a moment, she gave up again.

Not to mention whether the elder sister is willing to let the two of them leave, just talk about the husband, for him, the only blood relative left in the world is the elder sister.

She is the boy's bedside person, she knows the boy's past, and also knows the boy's character.I understand very well that Xianggong attaches great importance to feelings and family affection.

If she proposed the idea of ​​leaving her sister, out of love for her, Xianggong should agree to her.

But that would be equivalent to forcing the husband and sister to separate.Xianggong didn't say anything, but he must be extremely uncomfortable and reluctant in his heart.

After all, my sister is my husband's only relative in this world...

So she doesn't want to do it, and she can't do such a thing...

Ever since she married her senior brother, she had sworn that she would be a good woman, that she would love her husband for the rest of her life, and that she would never do anything that would make him sad...

The selfishness of my own love, the distress for my sister, and the desire not to make my husband sad, these three emotions are intertwined and intertwined with each other, and finally blend together tightly, turning into an invisible confusion, echoing in the chest , unable to disperse.

Slight soreness rose from the tip of her nose, and the girl, who felt powerless to the current situation, could only gently hug the sleeping boy's waist, and kept rubbing her husband's face gently with her small face, and then... sleep...

.....

The icy wind and snow hit her pretty face, stirring up her snow-white hair.The emperor in the cold night looked at the world covered by heavy snow, wondering what he was thinking.

“…”

There was the sound of light footsteps behind him, not long after.A fur coat was slowly put on the body.

"Your Majesty, it's so late, it's time to rest..."

You Die's soft call came from beside her ear, but Su Lingxuan didn't respond.She slowly closed her beautiful eyes, as if she had finished thinking about something, she closed the window, and walked slowly to the bed.

Then, I asked an inexplicable question.

"That matter...how did you prepare for it?"

And as her voice fell, You Die's expression was also slightly startled, and then she immediately reacted and replied softly.

"Well, everything is going according to plan, and it will be completely ready in half a year."

She nodded her head slightly, listening to her sister's words, the empress in fur clothes also seemed to remember something, and murmured slightly.

"There's still... half a year..."

transition six bland

The slender hand holding the chopsticks hesitated slightly, and the food in his mouth didn't seem so sweet.The young man looked across the table at the absent-minded woman. After a while, he still couldn't help calling softly.

"Yu'er...do you have something on your mind...?"

Yun Hao felt that there was something wrong with the lady.After you came back from your sister's place yesterday afternoon, you've been in a trance?Or in a daze.

He originally thought that the girl might feel homesick after returning from her sister, and she missed her hometown Donglingzhou, so she was a little depressed.

As long as you coax me like before, then comfort me, and tease my lady for a whole night.

But what he didn't expect was that after the girl got up this morning, she was still the same as yesterday afternoon, still a little dazed and full of thoughts, even though she had eaten until now, there was no sign of improvement at all, which made Yun Hao unable to keep calm anymore .

"Eh!"

Hearing Xianggong asking herself suddenly, Yu'er panicked at first, and then instinctively wanted to cover it up.

She quickly picked up the bowls and chopsticks again, picked up the food on the table and ate.While eating, he replied gently.

"No...it's nothing."

A touch of speechlessness emerged in Yun Hao's heart. Others don't understand the girl, but he still doesn't understand.From this point of view, the lady is lying in order not to worry herself.