i was my mistake

"Don't be afraid, if you dress like this, you won't be able to recognize it unless you see your face." Wan Qing patted her on the shoulder, "Even if your father is here, it's fine, if you stand by my side, he will think he's admitted his mistake Human."

"Hmm..." Having said that, she still looked around vigilantly, and after confirming that there was no sign of her father, she led Wan Qing up the stairwell.

Every suspicious sound made her subconsciously stop.

He came to visit his mother, but it was like a thief.

Wan Qing felt that she had never seen such a ridiculous thing.

But this era is indeed much more chaotic than the future...

How many women find it difficult to talk about domestic violence—although she doesn't understand why it would be embarrassing to say such things.

The idea that family ugliness should not be publicized is too extreme in people's minds.

Sometimes it is as absurd as those few stories promoting filial piety.

"How do you know which ward your mother is in?"

"The first time was accompanied by me..."

"I see."

Wan Qing didn't ask any more questions, but silently followed behind the scrawny girl.

Although she was only a first-year junior high school student, her face was full of maturity and stability that did not belong to her age.

In comparison, Hua Yinyin is more like a naive and lovely little girl.

The burden of life will always force people to grow.

Li Wanyan's mother lives in the cheapest ward. In a small ward, there are four beds in total, and the other three are all lying on people. There is no curtain between them. Even the nurse cleans the body of an old man. There is no cover at all.

People lying on the hospital bed seem to have no dignity at all.

Only one of the teenagers seemed to have just undergone an ordinary operation, and his eyes looked quite agile, and he even got up to go to the toilet by himself.

Listening to his mother talking with relatives and friends who came to visit, it seems that he just has appendicitis.

Li Wanyan's mother was lying on the bed closest to the window, the window was only opened a gap, and her lips were still a little purple from the blowing.

She didn't look well, but she was still awake.

"Words..."

"Mom...how are you?"

"Fortunately..." the mother showed a comforting smile, and said softly, "It's just a slight injury to the muscles and bones, no fracture."

"...What about him?"

"He hasn't been here."

"then you……"

"It's okay, I'll find a nurse if I need something." Li Wanyan's mother worriedly touched her gloved hand, "Go back and let your dad know, he's going crazy again."

"If he really treats you so hard and you can't get a divorce." Wan Qing sneered, "It's better to kill him, at least your daughter won't have to suffer like this."

Wan Qing's words made the whole ward quiet, and the people beside the beds looked at her one after another.

The hot gaze rarely made her feel a little stressed.

"Carrying pain but not daring to resist, it's like a lamb at the mercy of others." Wan Qing took a deep breath, "Numb and docile, that's why anyone can bully you."

Li Wanyan looked at Wan Qing quietly, her eyes neither angry nor sad: "Mom, she is the one who lent me this suit and let me take a bath at her house, she is the one who encouraged me to come see you."

"Hello..." Li Wanyan's mother showed a slightly embarrassed smile, "Thank you for doing these things."

"I'm just idle and have nothing to do." Wan Qing waved her hand, "Forget it, I'll make you feel awkward standing here, you can talk, I don't have anything to do here."

"Wait...!" Li Wanyan caught up with Wan Qing who was walking towards the door, "The clothes... will be returned to you next time."

"Let's talk about it next time. It's okay to send you to wear it." Wan Qing said generously, but she didn't have many winter clothes like this set herself.

"It will definitely be paid back."

"what ever."

Wan Qing put her hands in her pockets and walked out of the ward. In the corridor, Li Wanyan stopped her again.

"Miss Wanqing."

"Ok?"

"Thank you, you are a very strong person."

"Strong? Me?" Wan Qing sneered, "No, I'm too weak to die."

"I hope that one day, I can be as strong as you."

"That's not necessary." Wan Qing waved her hands with her back turned, "If you want to endure this kind of life, you have to be ten times stronger than me."

Li Wanyan didn't say anything more, just watched Wan Qing leave.

When I left the hospital, I was alone again.

Even Xiaobai wasn't around at the moment, she looked at the empty road to the left and right, and she didn't know where to go.

go back?

It always feels like there's something else to do.

Out for a while?

But I can't remember what to do.

So she wandered off again.

This time, I came to the depths of the alley selling dessert shops.

The door is locked tightly, and it seems that this fat-hearted old lady also wants to rest.

It's normal, anyway, she usually does business a little casually, and in such a deep alley, except for regular customers, almost no one will come.

She turned around and went back the same way, and saw some adults returning with children.

This is probably when I went out to visit relatives and friends and came back to pay New Year's greetings.

After all, it was afternoon.

"Ms. Ji! Are you going home?" A little girl asked bouncing around, at most she just entered junior high school.

The man called Mr. Ji was tall and handsome in this era, he nodded with a smile, and his glance fell on Wan Qing.

As if knowing each other, he nodded slightly, smiling.

Wan Qing was a little puzzled, but she still nodded lightly—this was probably just a habitual courtesy.

Especially today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, most people will have a very good attitude even when facing strangers, especially enthusiastic ones, and even send a New Year greeting.

"Mr. Ji, I want to eat shaved ice!"

"Okay."

"The kind that turns manually! But don't break the machine this time!"

"This time I will control the strength."

"Yeah! Go home, go home~!"

Some came back from visiting relatives and friends, and of course, like them, they went back after visiting relatives and friends.

It's just an interesting combination.

It turned out to be teachers and students.

Perhaps, this is a child boarding at the teacher's house.

These days, some parents who are doing business outside are usually busy and have no time to take care of their children, and some don't want to neglect their children's education, so they send them to the teacher.

Generally, the fees are charged according to the semester, or the winter and summer vacations are included-the fees are charged according to the year.

Some teachers even host seven or eight students at home.

The income will be relatively higher, and of course it will be much busier.

After all, they also have to take care of students' basic necessities of life.

And after returning from get off work every day, they have to teach the students more seriously, so the teachers who often let the children board are more responsible than the average ones.

The combination of the teacher and the girl gradually drifted away, and the surroundings became quiet again.

Wan Qing patted her forehead and suddenly remembered what she was going to do today.

That was what she would do every year she lived alone.

——That is to go to the supermarket to buy something as a New Year gift for myself.

As for what to buy, you won't know until you get the supermarket.

The price is generally not too expensive, and it will be recorded in which year the New Year gift was bought and what mood it was at that time.

She put her hands in her pockets, feeling her heart suddenly settled: "Oh, let's buy one for that kid Ye Chen too, um, do you want to buy daddy's? Forget it... no, he bought what I bought. Might not like it."

Even on the first day of the Lunar New Year, Century Lianhua is not closed.

To be precise, it closes in the morning and opens in the afternoon, after which it will return to the normal opening time.

Of course, there won't be too many guests during this period of time, and the employees who are busy on weekdays also seem to be very leisurely at this moment.

She just wandered here casually, from the second floor to the third floor, from the third floor to the first floor, and then back to the third floor.

I ended up buying a videotape.

In fact, there is no video player at home.

But she bought it anyway.

And when he discovered it, he didn't hesitate at all.

——This is a box of EVA video tapes, including the complete works of the TV part.

Wan Qing found it in a foreign language videotape, which means it has no Chinese subtitles, but it is very likely that it is the original Japanese version without editing.

There is absolutely no problem even if it is left as a commemorative collection.

Although it is just an ordinary commodity now.

A box of video tapes cost tens of dollars, but she felt that it was worth it, and she had already started to think about whether to buy a broken video player in the future, and then find some parts to repair it.

Thinking like this, she walked out of the supermarket with the receipt and the gift she bought for herself.

Standing in the cool wind for a few seconds, he couldn't help but laugh.

——In the end, he still didn't buy a gift for Ye Chen.

"Forget it, this is also a gift for her—our common one."

……

105. New Year's Flu

"Ah chirp!!" Wan Qing covered her mouth and yawned big. Xiao Bai thought she was looking for it to play with, so she moved over very actively.

Today is the second day of the Lunar New Year. Everyone got enough sleep yesterday, so they got up extra early today. Only Wan Qing was the last one to wake up.

The sun was already shining on her face, but instead of feeling warm, she was extremely sensitive to the style blowing out from the gap.

"Cough, cough cough..." She coughed twice, feeling a burning pain in her throat.

My head is groggy, no day is more nostalgic for this warm bed than today.

She curled up, obviously holding back for a long time, but she couldn't muster up the courage to get up and go to the toilet.

"Wanqing? Can't you afford it? It's almost ten o'clock." Ye Chen, who was sitting at the desk doing his winter vacation homework, tilted his head and looked at her suspiciously, "Your face is so red."

"Red?" She lightly touched her cheek, which felt as hot as water that was about to boil, "Maybe it's from the sun... Cough, cough..."

"Slept for too long and can't get up?"

"I don't know, I'm a bit tired." Wan Qing narrowed her eyes lazily, and put her legs together, "Phew...I can't hold it anymore, go to the toilet..."

She got up from the bed in a hurry, and almost stepped on Xiao Bai who was lying beside the bed.