i was my mistake

"Oh?" Wan Qing narrowed her eyes, "Then you take the initiative?"

"what!"

There was a sudden silence in the steamy bathroom.

After a while, Ye Chen mustered up the courage and leaned forward.

"Stop—it feels weird, let me do it."

"Ah... no, I'll come!"

"No, I'll come, or I won't kiss."

"You... okay." Ye Chen sat back and closed his eyes, like a girl asking for a kiss.

Wan Qing snickered, leaned forward slowly, and then...

Then he put one of his index fingers into her mouth.

"Cough, cough, cough!"

"Hey."

"Hey, what are you doing!"

"Teasing you."

"You are deceiving the young man's beautiful and sincere feelings!"

"Hahahaha... Poof...Okay, don't be so serious, the more serious you are, the more I want to laugh, cough...haha...like a child."

Ye Chen's eyes widened angrily, and he suddenly rushed forward.

The petite Wan Qing was pushed into the water unexpectedly, her eyes widened in disbelief.

——Perhaps Ye Chen was too bold at this time.

then……

The girl with black eyes also immersed her whole body in the water.

Like a bird, it lightly touched her lips, then moved away in a panic.

"call--!"

"Hahoo! You murdered!" Wan Qing panted heavily, "I almost suffocated to death by being held in the water by you!"

"I, cough...it wasn't intentional..." Ye Chen curled his lips.

Wan Qing pressed her palm on her forehead with a 'slap'.

"Why, youth has sprouted? The small mind of a teenager has started to operate? Was it the male part of consciousness or the female part that drove you to act just now?"

"...how would I know." Ye Chen showed a regretful expression, "I should have known it before I transformed, as in the book, directly, directly..."

"Little guy, you have a lot of bad ideas? Don't be dominated by your body, that's not love."

"I do not have!"

"Tch, the little guy who wants to do bad things, and you still say you don't have one?"

"You, you didn't always think about..."

"I'm very honest, I just want to do something that satisfies my body's pleasure, and I didn't say it was love, well, of course, there is a bit of evil in it."

"Is there nothing like that in love?"

"At least I don't love when I'm dominated by these things."

"..."

"Do you know why I rejected you? You don't even know why you love yourself."

"Understood." Ye Chen curled his lips, the heat in his heart seemed to have cooled down all of a sudden, "...let's break up."

"Huh?" Wan Qing coughed unexpectedly, "Pfft, isn't the change too fast?"

"No, it's not! I decided to think it over, and then I'll let you experience mature, adult love, not the kind of children! It's not the kind dominated by the body, it's real."

"Oh~?" Wan Qing looked at her sideways, with a faint smile, "Okay, I'm waiting for the day when you love others like an adult."

"But, what about you...? What if I really, really love, but you don't...don't love me?"

Wan Qing narrowed her eyes, and a sly smile flashed across her green eyes: "Well, I like you a little bit now - when did it start?"

"Eh?"

"However, I don't know what kind of liking it is." Wan Qing's expression suddenly became serious, "I never thought that I would fall in love with my past self."

"Well."

"So let's explore together and see what it is, is it the love of a couple, the love between relatives, or just the desire that arises from the mutual attraction of the bodies."

"Yeah!" Ye Chen opened his eyes wide and laughed from the bottom of his heart. It seemed that a knot in his heart had been truly untied.

She smiled very frankly at this time.

Perhaps, the result after all is not so important.

--maybe.

"Okay, stop making trouble." Wan Qing turned around, "Rub my back."

"Eh?"

"Why, why don't I ask you to come in and take a shower together? Hurry up and rub your back. It's been a long time since I rubbed my back. There are some places I can't reach by myself."

"I can get them all. Is your body flexibility too poor?"

"Really?" Wan Qing narrowed her eyes, and suddenly pressed her body close to Ye Chen's, "Well...let me see, it seems that I am bigger?"

"Eh, huh?!"

"So it's normal if you can't reach it, it's a burden."

"...I know why you are not as tall as me."

"Go, stop talking and rub your back quickly."

"Yes Yes Yes--"

……

5. Memories of the past

Tuesday, April 1997, 2.

It was already afternoon, and the sun, which had been hiding for a long time, finally poked its head out from behind the clouds, and sprinkled the golden sunlight obliquely on the dusty playground.

A group of second-year high school students are taking physical education class here. Under the arrangement of the physical education teacher, they are playing a game of eagle and chicken.

The students frolicked into a group, and when they played to the end, it was no longer like an eagle catching a chicken, but like a ghost catching a person.

Several high school boys were playing basketball on the basketball court in the middle. Basically, a few people were playing on a backboard. They gathered under the basketball backboard, some were fighting for each other, and some were taking turns throwing the ball in an orderly manner.

On the playground, there are almost no senior high school girls, because every physical education class, they hardly come out for activities. After the warm-up laps are over, they will return to the classroom to continue doing their homework.

The physical education teacher has emphasized several times that physical education should be taken seriously, but most people still do so, so they just don't bother to care about it later.

"Shall we go back to do our homework?" Ye Chen rubbed his eyes that had been blown into the wind and sand, took out a comb from his pocket, took off the headband and hairpin, and smoothed his hair carefully.

"I feel like I'm going to rust when I'm always sitting there doing my homework." Wan Qing twisted her neck from side to side, "Move it, at least."

"If you want to move so much, you can go back and ride with me at night..."

"That's up to you, ahem!"

"Then do you want to play badminton? Shen Huijuan is playing with a few other girls over there. Let's join in the fun too?"

"Forget it, it's already two-on-two, why are we going to join in the fun, is it three-on-three?"

"Isn't that impossible?"

"Come on."

"Then we get a ball and beat ourselves?"

"Forget it, the school's filming is too bad, basically there are not many good ones."

"...You are really troublesome."

"Isn't it good to bask in the sun?"

"The sun comes and goes, and it's not warm yet. What's there to bask in?"

"Then go back and do your homework by yourself."

"Oh, then I'm going back."

Ye Chen turned around and left without hesitation, which made Wan Qing stunned.

"Hey, let's go."

"what."

"Okay, let's go, I'll go shopping alone."

"Finish your homework early, and you can write other papers during the evening self-study. I don't want to do my homework recently. I feel that the ones that are always assigned have not improved for us..."

"You are really motivated."

"Don't be left behind by me."

"Tsk, go up, I'll talk about it later."

"Oh."

Wan Qing watched Ye Chen turn the corner and disappear from her sight, and sighed helplessly.

She put her hands in her trouser pockets and wandered aimlessly.

Walking slowly along the shadow of the wall, her eyes fell on the top of the wall, where a lot of broken glass was scattered there, just to prevent the students from climbing over the wall and going out.

However, if someone really wanted to go out, they might not be able to stop them.

The place where people often climb over the wall, the small piece of broken glass has been cleaned up. Just as she was looking at it, a boy wearing a high school uniform suddenly turned in from the outside.

He held a bag in his hand, which contained steaming fried skewers, and he didn't know where this kid went to buy them.

Yinjiang High School is very remote, and there is no small shop in front of the school. The nearest grocery store has to walk three to five hundred meters.

When the boy saw someone waiting for him behind the wall, he looked at her in surprise, and seeing that it was only a senior high school student, he immediately ran away with the things in his arms.

This made her couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth, revealing a nostalgic smile.

She has been climbing over the wall and out of school since junior high school, but she usually goes out to play quietly at noon, and turns back when the indoor lunch break is approaching.

Don't skip class like everyone else.

She climbed over the wall and was never found.

As for what to do over the wall...

Sometimes there is nothing to do, just wander around casually.

When I was in junior high school, there were small shops everywhere outside the school, and I could even go to the game room to play for a while.

When I was in high school, going out over the wall was either going to a fried skewer shop a few hundred meters away to buy a small portion of fried shredded pork, or I was blowing the wind on the edge of the field, watching the busy farmers and the occasional cars that drove by.

Occasionally I go out with my buddies, but most of the time I go out alone when I go over the wall.

Perhaps, just to enjoy the feeling of freedom.

For her when her mind was still naive, the school was like a prison. Every time she got out, even if she didn't run far, it was like a caged bird flying freely under the sky for a short time.

"Heh..." She couldn't help laughing at herself, touched her pocket, and subconsciously wanted to take out a cigarette to light, but remembered that she had no cigarette at all. At this time, she was not that lonely uncle, but more Not the boy from before.

People always like to miss the past, because the past in memory, the lost time, always seems to be very meaningful.

"Do you want someone to pee when you go to the toilet?"

"Damn it, I'm not going to be able to go to the toilet by myself while crawling, right?"

"Hey, that's good, I still think that I will have to help at that time, how embarrassing it is, by the way, what should I do with the big one?"