i was my mistake

There is no barbed wire protection on the roof of the building, only a slight bulge at the edge, but it can't stop people at all, and they might fall down if they stagger.

But in this day and age, the pressure on the students is not great. No one has ever jumped from here, and everyone is not a fool. There is still no protective fence around the roof to block the door for others to come in, so it is left to break down and no one repairs it.

What blows head-on is the wind of spring.

City H in March is already quite warm.

You might even sweat standing in the sun.

But at this moment, the sun was hiding in the clouds, and did not shine brightly on the rooftop.

Wan Qing took a deep breath and held it towards the sky, as if she wanted to grasp the illusory 'freedom'.

Standing on such a rooftop, she felt very familiar.

Because last time, he jumped and jumped off a similar rooftop.

This jump takes me back to more than 20 years ago.

In silence, she thought too much for a while.

"Meow~" The weak cry interrupted her silence, she tilted her head to look at Zhao Jinyu, seriously suspecting that she was meowing like a cat.

"Pfft, why are you looking at me?"

"Today are you learning how to meow?"

"no."

"Then you just heard..."

"Meow……"

Another faint meow.

Wan Qing turned sideways and looked around.

In a dilapidated toolbox embedded in the wall, a little wild cat was meowing, as if it had just been weaned, but the big cat was not by its side.

"It's a kitten." Zhao Jinyu walked over curiously, and carefully stretched out his hand to test it. The latter shivered and backed away, but there was probably no place to retreat behind, so he touched it forward with the tip of his nose again, as if In familiar with her smell.

"Meow……"

"Where's the big cat?"

"I don't know, I didn't see it."

Wan Qing narrowed her eyes, looking at the remaining traces and the kitten's deflated belly: "The big cat... seems to have been gone for several days."

"How did you get it?"

"If the kitten is weaned, the big cat should be able to feed some food, and there will be some fresh food scraps left beside it. If it is not weaned, the big cat will generally not run too far, and it will not let the kitten's belly So empty." Wan Qing judged based on experience, "There are so many leftovers in the school cafeteria, it should be no problem for the cat to eat as a mess, it seems that the big cat abandoned it gone."

"Why? Shouldn't a cat that has just given birth be very maternal?"

"So maybe he died? He was run over by a car or ate rat poison." Wan Qing spread her hands, this is a very common thing in life.

"It's so pitiful."

"Why, Jinyu, do you want to take it home?"

"But I've never had a pet... well... let's just feed it here, shall we?"

"Fortunately, it's spring. If it's winter, you'll freeze to death... Even now, it's quite cold at night."

"Qing'er is watching here, I'll go down for a while!"

"Okay." Wan Qing didn't ask her what she was going to do, she nodded slightly, and squatted in front of the kitten.

Upon closer inspection, it was still a tortoiseshell cat with a yin and yang face. The left side was yellow, the right side was black, and the transitional area in the middle was dark yellow.

She thought of the cat she had given away after a few days, and couldn't help laughing at herself, stretching out her hand to gently scratch its chin.

"Meow~" This kitten seemed to be naturally close to Wan Qing, she leaned over very affectionately, and sniffed back and forth around her palm.

She used to like cats very much.

Probably some kind of trend. In the age of the Internet, people always advertised that raising a cat would make people feel better, and that a home with a cat would bring harmony and happiness.

All kinds of cat videos make people feel very healing. When she meets a cat on the road on weekdays, she will squat down and touch it.

Then, finally one day, she got a cat.

But cats are animals after all, and they can jump up and down. Even if there is cat litter, it will make a mess around the litter box, and sometimes it will sprinkle a bubble in an inexplicable corner...

She likes all the advantages of cats, but cannot accept those disadvantages.

So finally sent that cat away.

In all fairness, it was actually a well-behaved kitten.

Ye Gong likes dragons, that is her last evaluation of herself.

There are many beautiful things for her, but she can't get to the bottom of them.

But in reality, we have to go to the bottom of it.

So she reaped more and more disappointments in this way.

Maybe it's because I've always been alone...

Thinking wildly like this, she gently nodded the kitten's head: "Is it really interesting to live?"

She asked herself this question many times.

Sometimes I find it interesting, and sometimes I find it boring-whether it is interesting or not seems to be related only to the mood at the time.

"Qing'er, is the cat still there?" Zhao Jinyu poked his head up to look at the rooftop and asked in a low voice.

"Yes."

"Well! I brought something up."

"What is it?"

"The English weekly newspaper of last semester."

"what?"

This kind of English weekly newspaper contains a lot of cloze questions. It seems to use the same material as ordinary newspapers. Compared with the test paper, it is a little less formal. It is usually used as a supplementary homework or class exercises.

Zhao Jinyu handed her a stack of newspapers, and then opened a small red plastic bag.

It contains some ham sausage and non-spicy braised chicken legs.

"What's this?"

"Just bought it from the grocery store."

"Do you want to feed it?"

"Well! Then, use this newspaper to put it in its nest, it will be much warmer, right?"

"Although it's not as good as cotton or something, it still has a warming effect." Wan Qing nodded slightly, took out a sheet and rubbed it.

"Maomao~ come to eat." Zhao Jinyu struggled to peel a sausage, and gently called out to the thin kitten.

"You just bite with your teeth."

"I haven't tried it..."

"Forget it, I'll do it." Wan Qing rolled her eyes, picked up a sausage, bit it hard with her teeth, tore off some of the outer packaging, and then tore it open with her hands very deftly, breaking the sausage into small pieces A small piece was placed in front of the kitten.

This thing is actually too salty for cats, but for it, it is not bad to have something to eat...

"Why did Qing'er crumple the newspaper?"

"Oh, it will be much softer this way, and it will be more comfortable to lie on, otherwise it will be very hard."

"It seems to be so."

Wan Qing smiled, this is also one of her life experiences.

Of course, it wasn't the result of some kind-hearted research to improve the accommodation conditions for wild cats.

In fact, this was researched while spending the night under the flyover.

At the beginning, I used newspaper as a pad, and it felt hard. Later, I used a cardboard box to add newspaper, but I still felt that the newspaper was a bit hard. Later, I found that rubbing the newspaper would make it much more comfortable to lie down, and it has a cotton texture.

The time when she had no place to live was probably the most difficult time in her life...

"This is too salty, is there any water?"

"Yes." The rich lady even bought mineral water, which many people find expensive in this era, to feed the cat.

But because there is no container, I can only pour it into the small bottle cap and let the kitten lick it slowly.

In fact, the kitten can't eat too much, half a ham sausage, and a few bottle caps of water are enough for it to eat, and then it goes back to the nest that Wan Qing has rebuilt for her - this one embedded on the wall. The metal box is a good nest, because the opening is small, so it can not only keep out the rain, but also keep out the wind.

"Meow~" The kitten with a yin and yang face put half of its head next to the entrance, and let out a very comfortable cry. Its two paws stretched out straight and relaxed rhythmically, as if it was stepping on milk.

"What should I do with the rest? Let it eat by itself?"

"From now on... How about feeding it every day?" Zhao Jinyu asked with great interest.

"Uh... okay, once at noon and at night?"

"Ok!"

"Imyo likes cats very much."

"It's just that I can't bear to see it die... If I really want to keep a pet at home, I'm still a little embarrassed."

"Hey, Ye Chen must like it."

"Does Qing'er's family want to raise another one?"

"Forget it." Wan Qing rolled her eyes, a dog is enough, and if some new members come in, the house will be too lively, and the two of them have to go to college in the future, and the family pets can't be brought with them. My father works alone and has to keep two pets. No matter how you think about it, it is a troublesome thing.

"Pity……"

"And I guess most people wouldn't raise it."

"why?"

"Yin-yang face, so ugly..."

"Is it... I think it's quite cute..."

……

25. The Tenderness of Spring Rain

There are two forms of spring rain, one is the torrential rain that falls in two to three minutes, which always comes and goes suddenly.

And the other is that the gray clouds in the sky gather little by little, turning the whole world into a gray one, and then the bean-sized raindrops fall 'patta-patta', accompanied by the People feel the sassy wind, blowing down without rush.

Such a continuous drizzle sometimes suddenly becomes heavy, and then suddenly becomes smaller.

The rain in spring is so unpredictable, like a quirky naughty girl playing a little joke with the world.

Crystal raindrops fell on the window sill and splashed on the window.

The transparent glass window was wet by the rain at this time, coupled with the slightly covered water vapor, the world outside the window became hazy and blurred.

Wan Qing rested her cheeks, her thoughts drifted away.

The classroom is very quiet, except for the occasional slight movement of chairs.

Now it is the big break after the second class has just ended, and the time to end the class is a little longer than the normal break.

So many students take advantage of this time to go to and from the toilet.

"Wan Qing, are you going?"

"Don't go."

"Oh." Ye Chen nodded very normally, and walked towards the toilet on his own.

For girls, the 5-minute break between ordinary classes is really too short, so they usually choose to go during the big breaks, but everyone thinks so, so during the big breaks, the bathroom is actually a little bit less. It will be more crowded.

Wan Qing was not interested in queuing in that long line, so she looked out the window at the rain with her cheeks on her hands.

Zhao Jinyu turned around, leaned on the back of the chair, and put both hands on Wan Qing's table: "Qing'er, do you think that kitten is still there today?"