i was my mistake

"Well……"

"Come in, you'll be warm under the blanket." Wan Qing said, leaning towards Lin Sumeng, "Ha...huh...sleepy."

"Sleep?"

"Of course I'm asleep, otherwise I won't want to get up tomorrow." Wan Qing muttered, stretching her white lotus arms, and turned off the light with a 'snap', "Sleep!"

To Lin Sumeng, today's night was a bit long.

Her eyes were wide open, and she was not sleepy at all.

At this time, even watching the light and shadow changes on the ceiling is an interesting thing.

"Why, are you still asleep?"

"Hey, you haven't slept yet?"

"Falling asleep soon." Wan Qing yawned again when she was speaking, and her breathing gradually became calmer in the silence, just when Lin Sumeng thought she had fallen asleep, she suddenly said again, "Xiao Meng, who took your name?"

"My name? My grandma took it..."

"It sounds quite special, not like a very common name for ordinary people."

"Um……"

"However, it turned out to be your grandma's name? How strange."

"Well, my grandma knows fortune-telling and is literate. I heard from elders that after I was born, I originally wanted to have another name, but after my grandma met me, she... must let me be called this name. "

"Is there any moral?"

"I don't know either."

"Su Meng, the person who hosts the dream?"

"perhaps……?"

Wan Qing turned over and turned her back to Lin Sumeng: "It feels like you've been very nervous tonight, relax a little, or you won't even be able to sleep."

"Actually, it's okay, at least I'm much more comfortable here than when I was at home."

"Oh, really."

"Well, at home, everything should be done according to the arrangements of my parents, and I can't have my own ideas. Once I don't follow their arrangements, they will get angry. Sometimes, I always feel that I am an outsider who lives there .”

"Oh, such parents are quite common."

"I will never be that kind of person in the future."

"People, things will always change. Maybe you will treat your children even harder in the future."

"Absolutely not." Lin Sumeng said firmly.

Wan Qing didn't continue to say anything, but her light smile seemed to reveal her true thoughts.

"Will I be scolded when I go back?"

"I don't know... Maybe I will still be beaten." Lin Sumeng smiled wryly, "However, I haven't been beaten since I was in high school, so it should just be scolded."

"Ah."

"Wan Qing, tell me... will my parents worry about me?"

"Who knows." Unexpectedly, Wan Qing did not give an absolute answer, "People are complicated, maybe it seems to you that your parents don't care about you at all, but they actually care about you?"

"...Really." Lin Sumeng pouted, seemingly disapproving.

"It's just a possibility. You have to feel and judge for yourself."

"Um……"

"Do you want to stay longer?"

"I don't know... maybe tomorrow the class teacher will come and ask me where I went last night."

"Too."

"Huh..." Lin Sumeng retracted half of her face into the bed, "Sometimes I always think, if only I had a sister, if they are all girls, there must be a lot of common topics, and if parents prefer younger brothers If not, we can join together, or rely on each other, and go out to live on our own."

Wan Qing didn't answer, she was breathing very lightly, as if she really fell asleep.

"But I don't have an older sister or a younger sister, so sometimes I really envy you..."

"..."

The rain continued to fall, but Wan Qing's voice never came, until Lin Sumeng finally felt drowsy in his heart——

"The only thing you can rely on in this world is yourself."

……

32. Sunny afternoon

(One)

Thursday afternoon.

Even without the first-year students, the school is still lively.

Wan Qing was standing on the roof basking in the sun, she thought, it would be better if she had a cigarette at this time - even though she can't smoke at all now.

Sure enough, Lin Sumeng was called to the office by the head teacher at noon, probably to ask her where she went when she didn't come home last night.

When she was called to the office by the teacher, Wan Qing felt that she seemed a little happy.

Yes, she must also want to be cared about.

Don't children who run away from home hope to be valued by their parents?

When thinking about the parents anxiously looking for themselves, the lack of caring heart will feel filled all of a sudden, which makes people very fulfilled.

I hope that is the concern that Lin Sumeng wants, not the desire to control that people want to stay away from.

Zhao Jinyu behind him was feeding the cat again. After a few days, this tortoiseshell kitten with a yin and yang face was no longer afraid of her. Now it was walking around her feet very affectionately, coquettishly 'meowing', It was as if he regarded her as his own mother.

The originally emaciated kitten has become much healthier in the past few days, and its bulging stomach can be seen to be full of food.

"What should we do during the holidays?" Wan Qing asked, facing the sunshine and looking at the sophomores who were playing ball on the playground.

"Then we can only put more food." Zhao Jinyu gently rubbed the kitten's head, "Little kitten, grow up quickly, grow up to be able to live alone, grow up to be able to catch prey by yourself, so Don't worry about you."

"Meow~" the kitten let out a trembling cry, rubbed against her trouser legs, went to lie down in the sun.

The rain in the past few days seems to make it feel very humid. It is basking in the sun, squinting its eyes, showing a look of great enjoyment.

"It's sunny."

"What's wrong."

"Do you want to go to church with me this weekend?"

"Oh, it seems like you haven't been there for a long time."

"Haven't been there for a while."

"Going to pray?"

"No, it's just to relax."

"You also need to relax?" Wan Qing was a little surprised.

"Of course, I need to adjust my mood once in a while."

"Okay, go on Saturday?"

"Well, either Saturday or Sunday is fine. There may be more people on Sunday."

"Saturday." Wan Qing took a deep breath of the fresh spring air, "I don't like places that are too lively."

"Really? I thought Qing'er would like to join in the fun."

"Where did you see it?"

"intuition?"

"Ha... intuition."

……

(two)

When the two returned to the classroom, Ye Chen was lying on the table, as if he was about to fall asleep, his saliva flowed out, and wet the cuffs of the school uniform under his head.

"I slept soundly."

"Pfft, Chen'er went to bed very late last night."

"Why is she sleeping so late?"

"Talk to me."

"Oh, so you are not sleepy today?"

"I'm fine." Zhao Jinyu said, suddenly his expression changed, he quickly covered his mouth and yawned secretly, pursed his lips a little embarrassedly and said with a smile, "It's just a little sleepy."

"How long are we talking?"

"One o'clock soon."

"What are you talking about, so energetic."

"About life, the future, and... Wanqing you."

"Hey, isn't that idiot looking for you to discuss some love topics?"

"Eh? Why this?"

"Huh...? Oh, nothing."

"I just talked about the relationship between sisters."

"Ok?"

"As a younger sister, Chen'er is very attached to you. Although she didn't say it explicitly, I can feel that she doesn't want to leave you."

"It's easy to see."

"Well, but I also told her that no matter how good the relationship between sister and sister is, they will still be separated. Everyone has their own life. As a sister, Qing'er will also get married in the future."

Wan Qing couldn't help making a joke: "It's okay, if she is interested, she can marry me together at that time, beauties and sisters, most people wouldn't refuse, right?"

Of course, Zhao Jinyu saw that she was joking, but he still carefully considered the possibility of her bold idea: "But there is one person who can't get the certificate."

"It's okay, as long as you have money, nothing can be done. Besides, if that's the case, it doesn't matter if you don't have a legal certificate."

"Pfft... Even if you have money, you can't do everything." Zhao Jinyu pursed his lips and smiled, glanced at Ye Chen who was still asleep, and suddenly grabbed Wan Qing's wrist and tugged, "Qing'er, what's the matter?" I want to tell you."

"what?"

"Let's go out and talk."

"Oh, what's the matter, so mysterious." Wan Qing said, and walked out first.

In the corridor outside Class [-], only two students were reciting vocabulary words, and Zhao Jinyu grabbed Wan Qing and walked to the corner of the corridor.

It is not only quiet here, but also gives people a sense of security that is not easily disturbed.

"Originally... I didn't want to say it, but I think it's better to tell you." Zhao Jinyu bit his lip lightly, with a hesitant look on his face, "But... maybe it's just my feeling, not necessarily true, That is, there is a relatively...high probability that it is true."

"So, what's the matter?" Wan Qing lay on the railing, leisurely looking at the vines covering the wall outside the window, and asked in a relaxed tone, as if she had already guessed what Zhao Jinyu was going to say.

"Well, that is to say, Chen'er, I seem to like you, not... between sisters." Zhao Jinyu's expression was very serious, "What I feel is the kind of liking like a lover, or rather, Chen'er Seems to be in love with you."

"oh, I see."

"However, you are sisters. Such a love is difficult to get together, whether it is legal or ethical."

"Ah."

"So before getting too deep, it's better to clarify the matter, so that it won't lead to a bigger tragedy in the future."

"Thank you." Wan Qing looked at Zhao Jinyu and said sincerely, "Jinyu is really a person who is very considerate of others."

"We're good friends after all."