i was my mistake

It's like a body with residual warmth.

Idealized people will die in their own ideals.

But secular people will also die in the secular world they plunge into.

What dies in the former is the body, what dies in the latter is the soul.

At this moment, she doesn't want to think about whether the so-called mundane life is meaningful - she just wants to hug Ye Chen tightly.

She cried even louder.

Ye Chen stepped forward, trying to comfort her, but was hugged.

At this moment, on the contrary, she was more like that younger child.

He was a little overwhelmed.

I began to reflect on whether I was too harsh.

He hurriedly patted Wan Qing on the back: "Don't, don't cry, didn't you always say you were an uncle, why, why did you start crying like a little girl? No need, I didn't scold you , I mean... I just refute you, lest you always feel that you are right, I have to listen to you... Uh... don't, don't cry..."

When a person enters middle age and then goes back to the past and sees his former self, what does it feel like?

For Wan Qing, it was like seeing a dead person come back to life, even if it was herself.

Moreover, he is not the past self that he imagined in his heart.

It's the real, past self.

He is alive, and he has different ideas from his future self.

He is positive and always up.

He is steadfast and always seems hard to beat.

If life is a game, then the young self has a long, long blood bar, but the old self has only a short one. Although it recovers quickly, it is also more Fragile and unable to take damage from numbers that are too large.

Maybe it was because I was already crying, so I just stopped suppressing myself and cried to my heart's content.

She cried and cried, but smiled again, and wiped her tears on his shoulder: "Thank you, me in the past."

"...Ah?" This sudden thank you made Ye Chen extremely at a loss, he didn't know why Wan Qing would say such words suddenly.

Didn't she just sneer at herself, thinking that it was because he did too many wrong things when he was young that his later life was so bad?

But Wan Qing actually understood very well.

It wasn't him who was wrong.

but the future self:

The self who always blames his mistakes on the past, the self who is always indulging in regret and unable to cheer up, the self who always feels that everything he does now is correct...

It was she who lost what belonged to her.

Why blame your past self?

— because she didn't want to take on the responsibility.

"Sorry……"

"Ah, why, I'm sorry again." Ye Chen felt extremely embarrassed, "Shouldn't you refute me loudly at this time, or scold me a few words, don't, don't do this, I'm not used to it ..."

"Actually, in the future, it is you who will support me to keep going. When I no longer want to see you, I will be alone, and I will not be able to go any further."

"What...and what?"

Wan Qing was talking about the two selves in her heart.

It is also a metaphor for the two selves at this time in reality.

She wiped the tears from her face, and the pear blossom looked pitiful with the rain on it.

She sat up with her legs crossed, and smiled as if she had let go of something: "Didn't you think that the me who came back from the future is omnipotent and knows a lot about the future, just like a prophet, I can predict the future, I am better than you Maturity, I am stronger than you, and I can bear hardships more, just because I have experienced many..."

"Uh... isn't it?"

"How can I be so powerful? I am much weaker than you think. I am a person who can't make a lot of money even if I go back to the past. I like it, my paranoid self."

"Who said that, it's just because they can't see your heart, you are not paranoid, you are very strong, you just...can't help but complain."

"Cough...!" Suddenly being comforted by her past self, Wan Qing suddenly became shy again. She coughed dryly twice, trying to show some uncle's aura, but when she suddenly felt as if she had forgotten him What should I be like.

"Napkins, here."

"Thanks."

"Actually, it's good to talk about it."

"Ah."

"After all, if there is anything that we can't talk about between the two of us, it would be too sad to be alive."

"Okay, you still have to make progress, you want to be a life mentor, don't you?" Wan Qing rolled his eyes at him, and pressed the light switch with a 'slap', "Sleep!"

……

74. Get bigger

Waking up early in the morning.

Ye Chen dazedly brushed his teeth in front of the mirror, the foam stuck to his lips, and the mirror reflected his appearance at this time.

If you don't look carefully, you will feel that she is a delicate girl.

My hair has grown so much that I have to cut it as a boy.

His chest was slightly heavy, and his elbow seemed to be able to touch something.

When she woke herself up completely with ice-cold water, she finally noticed something was wrong.

Yes……

he--

got bigger.

The place that should be bigger has not become bigger, and the place that should not be bigger has become bigger.

In the mirror, she almost looked like a girl.

Unless you look carefully, you will see some male characteristics.

"It's over." His face fell down.

"Why, it's so early today... Get out of the way, I'm going to the toilet."

"Uh... Wan Qing." Ye Chen turned his head slowly and looked at her with dull eyes, "I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear..."

"Get the bad news first?"

"The breasts... have grown a lot."

"What about the good news?"

"Hey, it's still there."

"Isn't that still bad news? If it's not thorough, it's half man and half woman."

"What should I do."

"Cold salad." Wan Qing grabbed his arm and dragged him out, "I'll talk about what's going on later, I can't hold back now and want to go to the bathroom!"

The room was very lively in the morning.

Zhao Jinyu also woke up.

Father is in good spirits today. He switched the TV to the radio channel early in the morning. Although there is no picture, he can hear the voice of the host chatting with the audience who cannot speak.

The tape player in the bedroom is playing Teresa Teng's singing.

In fact, there are several other tapes at home, but Wan Qing is too lazy to change them.

After washing up, the kitchen started to get busy again.

Zhao Jinyu rubbed his eyes and returned to his room. After washing up, he walked back full of energy.

And breakfast was just finished.

"You look good today?" Wan Qing took the rice cooker to the table and asked with a smile.

"Well, I had a good night's sleep yesterday—a good dream."

"What kind of dream?" she asked with a smile.

"Well... that is, the dream of two very good-looking girls sitting together and watching the sunrise."

Wan Qing and Ye Chen subconsciously looked at each other, and then couldn't help laughing.

But Ye Chen didn't laugh much, because Zhao Jinyu discovered his changes today.

"Ye Chen is getting more and more obvious, is it okay? Maybe wearing a school uniform can't cover it up?"

"Ah..." Ye Chen pressed his chest, "It's inflated like a balloon, it's so annoying..."

"As a girl, that's part of beauty." Zhao Jinyu rested her chin, "But it will be troublesome if it is discovered, after all, I haven't graduated yet."

"Yes."

"Let's not talk about the chest, just this appearance is enough to make people suspicious."

"I'm going to get a haircut after school today..." Ye Chen couldn't stand the strange looks from others.

"But what to do here?"

"If you're wearing a school uniform and don't push your chest out, you shouldn't be able to tell?"

And Wan Qing's mind, which had read many weird anime and novels, was spinning rapidly.

"There's a way, just wrap it up, wrap it up, and then flatten it!"

"Can it work..."

"Trust my skills!"

"Do you have experience?"

"No—but I've read a lot! From novels."

If it is possible to surrender, Ye Chen should have raised the white flag by now.

This breakfast was eaten very quickly.

Because both Wan Qing and Zhao Jinyu seem to be very interested in this matter.

The point is - Zhao Jinyu actually wanted to see it for himself.

"Wow...it's exactly the same as a girl's, it's amazing."

"Although it's still relatively small." Wan Qing looked down at her own.

"Enough trouble, okay..."

"Which wrap is better..."

"I have a medicine box with bandages in it!" Zhao Jinyu suddenly raised his hand.

"Okay, just use that!"

The bandages were quickly brought, and the interests of the two girls seemed to collide at this moment.

Ye Chen felt like a little white rabbit being slaughtered on the operating table at this time...

"What a wide bandage, it seems to fit well!"

"Well, it takes a few more turns to make it work."

"Hiss—too tight, too tight, loosen up!"

"It won't work if you loosen it, just tighten it up!"

"Hmm, let me tie the last part? Tie a bow..."

"Not bad, very cute." Wan Qing rubbed her chin, showing an evil expression, "Hmm...it's quite astringent..."