I'm sorry, I want to be a new person

After feeding Liu Xiaoqian and Xiaoqing a handful of black ice, Ye Da picked up his backpack and went out to class.

The roast meat shop at the entrance of Xingfu Lane has not yet opened, but the A4 paper on the rolling gate has been changed, saying that it will open next week, and the time is much earlier.

It seems that the boss's daughter is recovering well.

There is nothing to say about the one-day class. Ye Da is just playing the role of a student on campus. At most, he is more handsome, more popular, and better grades.

Relying on the blessing of "Yin Qi Concentration", he has actually completed most of the self-study courses this semester. During the class, reviewing the past and gaining new knowledge is enough for him to maintain his grades at the forefront of his age. It just so happens that next week is the mid-term exam, when the time comes to show off Bundle.

Wang Weiwen asked for leave today. I don’t know what to do. Zhou Meirong came here once to share the excitement of receiving 10 yuan. I chatted with Ye Da in the aisle of the teaching building. She lives in the youth training camp. The house I contacted, the rent is the same but it is cheaper, and they also said that we will have dinner together another day.

When he got home, Ye Da found a big cardboard box at the door.

"I haven't bought anything recently..."

There is no logistics bill posted on it, and it seems that it is not a courier.

Crouching down to look at it, I found a string of small characters written on the side.

(something I said before)

The inscription is "Li Siyue".

Ye Da knew it well, and immediately said to Liu Xiaoqian in his arms, "Xiao Liu, don't perceive the outside world, stay inside for now."

Liu Xiaoqian was used to Ye Da giving such orders from time to time. Sometimes it was because she was afraid of being discovered, and sometimes she didn't know why.

But obeying Ye Da almost became her instinct, and she didn't think much about it.

"Good benefactor."

After Ye Da confirmed that Liu Xiaoqian had no perception of the outside world, he carried the big box into the house.

The box was very new, it should have been repacked, and it was delivered by someone like the driver. Ye Da tore off the tape, and a stale smell wafted out.

It has been a month since the exhibition, and Li Siyue just delivered the things. I don't know if the things are hard to find, or she has forgotten them.

There are a lot of things inside, yellowing notebooks, old-fashioned trinkets, stationery boxes, and even two pieces of clothes, which are quite old.

Liu Xiaoqian's dormitory relic.

At the beginning, he wanted to investigate the cause of Liu Xiaoqian's death, trying to satisfy his wish to make her disappear like an old grandmother. However, after the library incident, Ye Da's mentality changed, and he did not reject Jiuyin and the things brought by Jiuyin so much. .

Especially Jiang Hou's behavior style gave him a good sense of official power, and he is not so worried about exposing anything now.

At this moment, when he got these things again, Ye Da was a little hesitant and complicated for a while, whether he should continue to check...

According to Li Siyue, after Liu Xiaoqian disappeared, the police intervened for a short time, but they didn't pay much attention to it. Liu Xiaoqian's things left in the dormitory were not picked up until Li Siyue graduated from senior year, and finally she cleaned them up by herself.

In terms of quantity, this should not be all the supplies of a college student, but it is rare to have such a few left after many years.

Ye Da first took out the most insignificant clothes, two short shirts, which had already collapsed due to the erosion of time, and put them aside.

The knick-knacks are cheap, cheap crafts, such as glass blocks with patterns of bubbles inside.

Surprisingly, there is a series of koi ornaments of various styles, which seems to be a complete set. It seems that Liu Xiaoqian liked fish, or like koi before his death.

After screening out the irrelevant things one by one, Ye Da began to check the notebook.

There are seven or eight notebooks, and Ye Da has turned to the fifth one. They are all class notes. The content of the daily class is recorded stroke by stroke in beautiful handwriting. It can be seen that Liu Xiaoqian really liked the ancient literature major and the deeds of famous people. , The analysis of the poems is recorded, and occasionally I will copy some of my favorite poems on the blank page next to it. It is not an exaggeration to say that I have read the poems and books.

Back then, she won the grand prize of the "Kyushu Poetry Conference" because of her love for ancient poetry.

Ye Da read it more seriously, so as not to miss some useful information. At that time, it seemed that the ancient literature major did not need to learn advanced mathematics, and it was all liberal arts.

It wasn't until the sixth book that useful content appeared.

Liu Xiaoqian's own collection of poems, or essays.

Occasionally, when she expresses her feelings, Liu Xiaoqian will leave some short poems in the style of ancient Chinese, usually only one or two couplets.

And he seems to have the habit of describing why he felt that day before writing a poem.

It's like a diary in disguise.

Liu Xiaoqian disappeared in her sophomore year, but the earliest content in this book can be traced back to when she participated in the "Kyushu Poetry" conference during the summer vacation of high school.

The cover of the book says "Donghai TV Station".

Ye Da went straight to the point and started watching from the second half.

Chapter 117 Retrieve memory

"October 10

The weather is getting colder, and it feels like autumn is coming. Today, the teacher said that I can stay in school with good grades. I am very happy, but I still want to engage in work related to ancient literature. I have thought about it since I was a child. The teacher persuaded me to think again. I majored in ancient literature. Employment opportunities are too narrow.

The moon is very round at night, and the balcony of the dormitory can just see the moon from the shadow of the trees, which is very beautiful. "

Outside the cold smoke of autumn leaves, the moon shines on the shadows of trees.

The road ahead is dusty and chaotic, and there is nowhere to return.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

Ye Da turned a few more pages.

"October 1

The holiday is coming soon, the dormitory is much colder, Li Siyue and Huihui have found boyfriends, I don’t know what kind of person my future husband will be, my mother has been asking me if I have any friends, when I was in high school, I strictly guarded against it, but now Urged again.

Come on Liu Xiaoqian, you can always fall in love, get married and have children, don't be afraid!

I don't think about the old days, I don't know what time it is today.

A branch does not fall in the spring breeze, and there is no warbler before the flowers.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

Judging by the standards of Ye Da's previous child prodigy, Liu Xiaoqian's poetry writing level is not very high, but it is quite rare for modern college students.

According to what Li Siyue said, Liu Xiaoqian disappeared in winter, and there are only a few pages in the following content, so it should be very close to that time.

It was also the first time Ye Da knew the name of Liu Xiaoqian's other roommate, Hui Hui, the girl who died in a car accident one month after Liu Xiaoqian disappeared.

Very suspicious.

But Li Siyue also has a boyfriend?In school or in society?

She should have married a rich man as soon as she graduated, but she didn't know if she planned something when she was a student.

The content of the next few articles became much more normal. It can be seen that Liu Xiaoqian usually lives very regularly. The school, dormitory, and library are on the same line for three days. She occasionally mentions her mother, but never mentions her father. It seems that the family is a single parent.

It's a pity that the address of the family was not mentioned, and most people would not copy the detailed address of the family in a diary-like place.

"October 1

Huihui and her boyfriend had a big fight downstairs in the dormitory, and just met Siyue’s boyfriend to send her back. Maybe she felt ashamed. After returning to the dormitory, Huihui and Siyue had another fight. She didn't dare to interrupt, feeling that Huihui was very excited. If the housekeeper auntie hadn't come in, they would have fought, and Huihui even said that she would kill Siyue.

Although I knew it was angry words, but what I said was too much. Siyue did nothing wrong, but the anger of arguing and arguing with Siyue was spilled on me again, and I didn't know where I offended her, so wronged.

I wanted to write something at first, but I really couldn't write a poem, so let's forget it today, it's uncomfortable. "

This is the penultimate article. Ye Da added a state of "yin energy and concentration" to himself, not letting go of any details.

Then turned to the last one.

"October 1

Siyue’s boyfriend got my mobile phone from nowhere, and sent a message saying that Siyue’s birthday is coming soon. He wanted to ask me what Siyue usually likes so that he can prepare gifts. I mentioned a few of Siyue’s favorite things In fact, I have never seen the cosmetics, but it looks very advanced.

It's great to have a boyfriend. Besides my family, other people think about my birthday. My birthday is coming soon, but no one mentions it except my mother.

Only my mother is also happy, I don't know if I will go out for a big meal this year!There is cake to eat.

Lang's love is unspeakable, I don't know where and what year.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

In the future, it will be gone.

Liu Xiaoqian does not record and write poems every day, but she writes every three to five days. In other words, the date of disappearance was around late January ten years ago...

In Liu Xiaoqian's situation, there are not many people who have intersected in their lives, so let's put aside the "completely accidental" situation for now...

The suspicious point seems to be Li Siyue, Huihui and the unknown boyfriend of the two.

But this thing was delivered by Li Siyue himself...

Has Li Siyue seen these notebooks of Liu Xiaoqian himself?

Likely, but not 100%.

These things looked like they hadn't been touched for many years, Li Siyue might not have looked through every one of them during the one or two years in the dormitory, and might not touch them again after they were packed away.

Ye Da had an idea, it is indeed possible to find out about this matter.

But... the spirit body that fulfills the wish will dissipate like an old lady...

Ye Da was a little relieved.

Although Liu Xiaoqian usually seems heartless, her biggest wish is to recall the memories of her life and know how she died.

After going through so much, Ye Da is no longer as firm as before in the matter of "getting rid of all the abnormalities in his body".

Especially after the library incident.

He wants to become a living person, marry a wife and have children, and live a stable life.

But there are more and more abnormal or extraordinary things around me.

If it was a month ago, he would have investigated without hesitation, so that Liu Xiaoqian would dissipate and stop pestering him.

But at this time, he is a little deceiving himself and others when talking about how persistent he is in this matter. The water in Kyushu is far deeper than he imagined, and the stable life he pursues does not necessarily mean that he should be mediocre and let others slaughter him. .

For example, people like Jiang Hou and Yan Yongheng can marry wives and have children, right?

However, the progress of "The Law of Entering the World" has really stagnated recently. I don't know if it has something to do with being in contact with too much Chaofan. This method is really weird.

Ye Da let out a foul breath, put everything back into the box, put the tape back on, and put it on the balcony, next to the sunflower.

After thinking about it, Ye Da informed Liu Xiaoqian that she could come out.

Resolutely carrying out Ye Da's instructions, she didn't know what was going on outside, and rode Xiaoqing around the house, making unexplained sounds like "Chong" from time to time.

While Ye Da was practicing "Black Hand" and advancing the coverage of the Yin Qi Gauntlet, he was thinking about other things.

After a while, Ye Da suddenly said to Liu Xiaoqian: "Xiaoqian, do you still not remember any memories of your life?"

Liu Xiaoqian was taken aback: "Grandpa, what did you call me?"

Ye Da moved his mouth: "Wrong call, Xiao Liu..."

Liu Xiaoqian was a little disappointed, thinking that she was finally called Xiaoqian, she thought for a while and said, "I think about it every day, it hurts my head, but I just can't remember... Is there any way for my benefactor to help me?"

Ye Da twirled the broken hair on his forehead and said, "Aren't you afraid?"

It certainly won't be a fond memory.

Liu Xiaoqian hugged the big herring and said: "Don't be afraid, the spirit body seems to want to accomplish one thing instinctively. For me, it means remembering the things in my life. I think about it every day, maybe even 100 years. , I might as well have known earlier. I know the truth may be bad, but after seeing the grandma's last moments, I think I can face it."

Liu Xiaoqian floated a little closer, looked into Ye Da's eyes curiously, and said, "Is Engong worried that I will disappear? No! Even if I regain my memory, I will stay. There are Engong and Xiaoqing, and you are still here." There is black ice to eat, and I will not dissipate."

Getting too close, Ye Da turned his head away: "I wish you had your wish and dissipated happily."

Liu Xiaoqian puffed up her face angrily, turned her head and said to Big Herring, "Xiaoqing, let's go, let's go upstairs to see what the neighbors are cooking today."

After speaking, he rode Xiaoqing and penetrated into the ceiling, leaving only Ye Da in the room.

Ye Da looked in the direction of the balcony and stared blankly for a while.

Then a phone call was made.

Chapter 118 Su Wei

"What's the matter?"

Yang Tian's voice was not affectionate, it sounded businesslike, and Ye Da would not be polite to him, and he hadn't received a dime of the promised compensation.

"You are a middleman, aren't you? I want to entrust you to check something."

"It's not entrusted to me, it's passed...forget it, it doesn't make any difference to you, check what?"

"A person, I will send you the general situation later, without a name, a student at Tunghai University 10 years ago, I only have his girlfriend's name."