An Infinite Journey From the Sea of ​​Stones

It is a thing that will fall into madness sooner or later, become a disaster sooner or later, and will be worse than death sooner or later.

He didn't consider his father and family relationship, and he didn't consider these elements that are not included in the rational calculation.

After all, it is a variable that cannot be considered.

No, father will not become like that.

Jianzi comforted herself so much, but didn't she know?Family affection, love, these things... are always easy to deteriorate.

There are three deaths in a person's life.The first time, when your heart stops and your breath dies, you are declared biologically dead, and the second time, when you are buried and people attend your funeral in black, they declare that you are no more in this society. exist.

And the third death is the last person in this world who remembers you and forgets you, so you really die.

Even if the father's affection and love for them maintain his current sanity, but when the son gets married, but the younger brother leaves the family, even when the mother remarries...

Or, if they were all dead, what would father do?

Ghosts are not a permanent phenomenon. Compared with lingering spirits that will be cleared by disintegrators, they are rare phenomena.More souls will only 'ascend' to leave after they die.

Yun Juan didn't know where he was going after he ascended to heaven. He didn't know if there was a heaven and hell in this world, or to use a more cruel scientific understanding.The passing of life is the disintegration of consciousness and soul, which will be returned to the entire universe as collapsed matter.

So if she studies the method that can make her father ascend to heaven, does that mean she is just 'killing' him in another way?

Jianzi's heart was very confused, extremely confused.

She finished her meal like a walking dead, said "I'm full" and went back to the room, lay down on the soft bed, looked at the note on the table, and opened it.

To be honest, she had no idea of ​​what Yun Juan was going to do, or any idea of ​​trying to stop and cater to her.

As Yunjuan said, what he said and what he did was too far away and ethereal for a JK who was still in school.

But it's a pity that Yunjuan left her research notes, but did not leave the power to make her change.

No, it should be said that he couldn't leave these things behind.

Neither the mind ability nor the double is suitable for the girl Yotsuya Miko.She does not have the talent and psychic strength of a stand-in, nor does she have the life force necessary for the ability to awaken consciousness.

Even though she has a unique 'talent', the huge gap in vitality means that she can only exist as an ordinary person who can see.

Unreconciled, angry, compared with the powerlessness of being unable to do anything, this feeling of powerlessness that can be seen but cannot be touched, which is clearly known but cannot be changed is even more desperate...

"Sister, Mom asked me to ask if you are not feeling well."

Outside the door came the question of concern from the younger brother who pretended to be impatient, and Jianzi, who was tossing and turning, cheered up and responded,

"I'm fine, tell mom not to worry about me... it's just my period."

Using her menstrual period to prevaricate her depression problem, Jianzi, who couldn't calm down after tossing and turning, let out a deep breath and made a decision!

"I'm going out!"

Jianzi picked up his clothes and rushed out of the house, walked into the dark and cold night, and ran on the empty street.

Until, she saw a motionless black figure in front of the vending machine, something that she would avoid in the past!

Jianzi took a deep breath and walked forward, and that thing also approached Jianzi, saying in a low voice

"Saw?"

"...I saw you?!"

Jianzi summoned up all her courage to say these words, and the next moment, the coldness that made her shiver and the icy touch that entangled her body hit her instantly!

Limbs were cold and numb, consciousness faded like a tide, Jianzi kept fighting for himself in his heart, but he still felt huge regret in this feeling of approaching death!

But just before she almost lost consciousness, the familiar sharp and terrifying scream of the spirit body sounded again.

"Miss Yotsuya, helping you solve the problem of actively seeking death is not within the scope of my service."

Jianzi opened his eyes, and Yunjuan was standing in the shadow of the street lamp, dragging the wraith being devoured and chewed at the other end of the chain, the expression under the black-framed flat mirror is a kind of dissatisfaction that people can read indifferent.

"...I want to learn from you! Please accept me as an apprentice!"

Jian Zimeng bowed ninety degrees to Yunjuan, and said loudly with great sincerity

"I should have said it, Miss Yotsuya, you don't have such a talent." Yun Juan looked at the girl and pronounced the sentence flatly and ruthlessly.

"You are just a lucky one who got to spy on the real world by chance. My power...is not suitable for you."

If Yun Juan helped Jian Zi open the reading, there was a high probability that she would die in the flow of life when the fine pores opened during the first opening of the reading, because her vitality was too weak.

It might be a bit biased to say this, it should be said that Jianzi's vitality is only at the level that a girl of the same age should have, but ordinary and ordinary are already too weak pronouns.

Compared with Jianzi, maybe her friend Baihe Chuanhua, who can't see a trace of ghosts, may survive the first stage of Kai Nian and become a Nian ability user.

But... at the end of the day, it's just a possibility.

People in this world with a modern background are too weak, perhaps because humans in the hunter world are not a species at all.

Jianzi just kept bowing, her clenched hands trembling slightly, as if she wanted to impress Yunjuan's heart with such 'sincerity'.

Yunjuan looked at Jianzi, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly.

As he expected, she would eventually give in to him.

Compared to a girl who has not made up her mind at all, he wants someone who has experienced gains and losses, made up his mind after worrying about gains and losses, and is really willing to follow him.

People always know the rareness only when they lose it.

"If you really insist on doing this, then fine." Yunjuan said gently, caressing Miko's cheek, feeling the girl's slightly excited trembling, said softly

"My power is not suitable for you, so I have another way to give you what you want, but you will become an important link in my plan..."

"What should I do instead?" Jian Zi asked tremblingly.

"Get ready to ask for leave from school during this time." Yunjuan let go of his hand, pushed the light mirror flat, and said with a smile

"We're going to be out of school for a long time."

9. Do you want to die once?

"Six Dings and Six Maos, the Xuantian is authentic, the majestic power of the sky, and the thunder department!"

Accompanied by Steve's incantation like howling ghosts and wolves, the talisman he threw burned up in the sky instantly, and then a thunderbolt from the clear sky was attracted, and the thunder that fell suddenly turned the pale and mournful ghost in front of him into fly ash.

With the sky turning pale, the endless night finally faded away, and the ghosts hidden in the night seemed to disappear with the return of the sun.

Steve was panting with difficulty, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was pale, and his hand holding the mahogany sword was extremely green!

There are only three people left in the Dongshan team.

Apart from him and Tang Ci, who had been sealed by a miracle of pain, there was only this half-dead teammate in front of him, whose hand had been cut off, and his heat and life had been taken away by evil spirits.

"Captain, we...have we passed?"

The dying team member looked at the captain's face, breathed out with difficulty, and asked weakly

They made it through the seventh day!Survive the last day!

but......

Steve raised his head in despair, even until now, they still haven't received the message that the space allows them to evacuate.

There have been continuous attacks in the past few days. Let alone making big news according to the original plan, it is extremely difficult just to survive...

Just in the past night, they survived the attack of Sadako, survived the claws of the Kayako family, killed Hanako, and broke through the ghost wall space of the thirteen steps... They survived Countless attacks of evil spirits.

But the day was about to break, but they were still in this damned and terrifying world, and that person hadn't even thought of showing up until now.

"Can we just stop here..."

Steve lowered his head and said in despair

The breathing of the team members in front of him gradually stopped, and the whole world seemed to be silently suffocated, as if he was the only one left, boundless loneliness.

Steve took the pistol to his temple in desperation, he was tired, he didn't think he could survive in this goddamn world.

Just when he was about to pull the trigger and take his own life—

With one hand, he snatched the pistol from his hand without mercy.

He raised his head in confusion, and saw an unexpected person, a...person whose style of painting was not quite right!

"You are..." Steve widened his eyes and said loudly

......

"I'm home."

Masao Aoyama inserted the key into the keyhole, turned it slightly, pushed open the door, and whispered in the cold and deserted room

No one responded, no answer.

He turned on the light in the room, and the light blue soft LED light seemed to add a touch of warmth to the home, but it was just an illusion.

This middle-aged man walked into the house like a walking dead, took off his shoes, and walked into the house in silence.

He walked past a photo, looked at the happy family in the photo, and slowly, slowly knelt down on the ground.

This small house was bought by him with his parents' life savings and worked hard like a snail with huge housing debts.

This place once carried the only ray of light in his gloomy life.

The most desperate thing in life is to wallow in the dust of pain and mundaneness, but it is also the most inevitable thing.

As a social animal, a social cog, for that meager salary, maybe an illness, an accident, or even a simple trifle can destroy his life and stop everything he worked so hard to maintain .

He is indeed a cog, but he is not an indispensable part of the great machine of society, he is an indispensable part of the family.

Maybe his leader, and many other "big shots" have seen this point of countless people like Masao Aoyama, so they just strangle them by the throat and make them work hard like cows. The same can only work hard.

But Masao Aoyama didn't complain.

He has long passed the age where he can complain, and the cruelest and most helpless fact he recognizes is that if you don't do it, some people will do it.

Life is like this, you change from sharp to smooth, from cynical to insensitive, from the one who is willing to stand up and resist, to the cow who lies down and suffers silently.

The whip of society is whipping you, the media and the news are mocking you, you are indeed a small cog, but you are so fragile and so useless.Even if you are abandoned, there will be no interference with the operation of this huge machine.

A celebrity once said that recognizing life and falling in love with life, although very high-sounding, but for most ordinary people they can only do so.

Masao Aoyama recognized his own life, and he also tried to make himself fall in love with his own life.

He married his childhood sweetheart, and had a lively and lovely daughter named Naruko. His wife was not beautiful but gentle and virtuous. Although his daughter was naughty, she was only lively and cute.

Living in such a simple and ordinary life, until the day when he was unable to work and his children grew up, Masao Aoyama felt that his life should pass so simple and ordinary.

But... until two months ago, his life fell apart.

His lovely daughter, Naruko, ended her own life by jumping from a tall building.

The answer given by the school was depression and suicide, but how could he not understand his daughter?How could her own daughter die so easily?

He wanted to check the surveillance camera, but was told that it was broken. He wanted to ask for an explanation, but the school told him that there was no such thing.

He wanted to seek help from the media, but the media was bought by the school. He had no place to speak. His voice sank like a stone thrown into a river...

He and his wife will never give up, even if they sleep in front of the school every day, they still have to ask for an explanation!He wants the truth, his own truth and justice!

Perhaps God has eyes, a student sent him a video anonymously.

In the video, my favorite daughter is surrounded by a group of girls on the rooftop, wantonly insulting and bullying her, pushing her, beating her, insulting her, picking her clothes...

He also knew how his daughter was bullied and insulted by these well-dressed girls, from isolated mental bullying to physical assault...

He went to the school with the video, he wanted an explanation, he wanted his justice!

Finally, a newspaper was willing to report his news. He saw his daughter's story spread on the Internet, and he saw someone defending Naruko. He thought his justice was finally coming!

but.....

How long can the heat of a bullying suicide matter last?It's just commonplace in this country, and there are even rumors that his daughter Naruko is a female cousin who steals other people's boyfriends and doesn't know how to cleanse and love herself.

Public opinion is like this, just relying on one sentence, a small piece of specious diary, can completely turn the wind direction to the other side, just because the bully is a sunny and beautiful student president, and her mother is a member of parliament, it can make a victim The victim turned around and became the object of verbal criticism.

The police came and told him his daughter had committed suicide and had nothing to do with the bullies.

The parents of those bullies didn’t know how to repent, they even united together and besieged Masao Aoyama’s wife, insulting her righteously because of her bad parenting, because she couldn’t manage her daughter well, because her daughter was too fragile... ....

On that day, the exhausted wife crossed the road in a daze on the way home, and was hit and killed by a car.

On the second day, Masao Aoyama, who had been asked for all leave, had to return to his post.

Looking at the strange eyes of my colleagues, it seems that I can hear their whispers behind my back. Is it a mockery of myself?Or do you feel sorry for yourself?