life in the world

Whether he wants Izumi Nogami to realize his mistakes and negligence, or to satisfy his own desires in the name of "correctness", he thought to himself, the thing called "Huigen" below is really scary.

However, it is not in line with his aesthetics to make excuses for failure and to blame all mistakes.

In the final analysis, didn't he impose the thoughts in his heart, the ambiguous longing in his heart, on Nogami Izumi without authorization?

Obviously reminding himself again and again, it was just to teach the bully a deep enough lesson, but he stopped in this quicksand called love, and fell into it unknowingly.Even the most righteous revenge has gradually degenerated into greed for beauty...

"Ridiculous third-rate acting skills, do you think you can fool me? A bastard who doesn't even dare to take off his underwear after pushing down a girl."

Izumi Nogami climbed up from the messy quilt, put his slender legs back together, pulled his nightgown with one hand, supported the bed with the other, and sat there leaning slightly forward.

Who was the idiot who wiped the tears before, he just didn't mention it.

"Virgin, disgusting virgin, the one kissed by me in the evening, couldn't it be your first kiss? Can't you bear it after the first intimate contact with a girl?"

"Although I took it for granted that I was at fault first, but I only touched my face and didn't touch my thighs. Don't overdo it... And what's so embarrassing about virginity? Is virginity shameful? I have kept my body like a jade for more than 16 years. Proud, I just want to leave the first time to the person I like, where is it disgusting?"

He carefully covered his red and swollen side face, muttering in a low voice.

"Does Nogami-san, who looks down on virginity, have a lot of experience?"

"Hey... yes, yes! I used to take down the ace three-ball senior in the school's baseball club, and the first time it was a whole night!!!"

"Hey, Nogami-san, do you know how to use the security measures?"

Hearing this kind of question suddenly, Nogami Izumi couldn't help being slightly taken aback, and he hesitated and refuted loudly after a while.

"Of course no security measures!"

"? After that.........?"

“?……………………?”

"Ah, after all experienced people have experienced it, are you also used to it, Nogami-san?"

"The back... the back is also okay?!"

"Ok?"

Harutaki turned his head slightly, glanced at Izumi Nogami who was sitting behind him from the corner of his eyes, and found that the other person's face was already flushed red, and he was so flustered that he didn't even notice his turning back.

"I...after...after—"

What are you kidding?That kind of disgusting thing is unacceptable just thinking about it, how could she do it.

"It's so funny, I did it all night in the first night, Nogami, where are you from the ghost tribe or monsters? Seniors, why don't you just stop playing baseball and apply for a male actor. What kind of bloodless Kaicheng in the new era, Nogami... No, Miss Tokugawa Izumi?"

"..."

She clenched her fist tightly, squeezed it for a while, and then let go. Finally, she took a deep breath and closed her eyes in a broken jar.

"Yeah, what's wrong with me being a virgin!? Are you happy now? Besides, even if I'm still a virgin, you, a guy whose first kiss was taken away by a girl he doesn't like, what is there to be proud of?! Mere Xingchuan... ..."

How do you say it feels like I'm at a disadvantage when being kissed by a beautiful girl?

Harutaki Xingchuan did not respond, after all, the sudden kiss in the evening made him really not know what attitude he should take to face Izumi Nogami, so the room was once again filled with silence wrapped in a strange atmosphere.

And the young girl was smothered by an unspeakable sense of shame after her brave lies were ruthlessly exposed.

Does he like Izumi Nogami?

Do you like her, or are you simply greedy for beauty?

If everyone has an attitude of trying something new and playing it, no one will be hurt, and no one will bear the psychological burden because of it.

However, Izumi Nogami is obviously not someone who can be played casually, and the responsibility he has to bear afterwards will be fatal if he thinks about it seriously.

Besides, he is not the kind of bastard who likes to play with girls' emotions and bodies.What he wants is not only the satisfaction of carnal desires, but also a love affair that is as bright as summer fireworks——

If he insisted on saying what regrets he had in his previous life due to his superior background, it would be that he spent all his good youth and school time in the sea of ​​exams and questions, and rejected the affection of his deskmate and classmates.

After entering university, he never rests at all, for fear that if he is lazy, he will be a step behind.Even if he has a girlfriend, every date is hasty, eating, shopping, shopping, amusement park... the ubiquitous sense of form fills his tired heart.

And after entering the society, he has no leisure or conditions to have a pure love like a boy or a girl.

In the end, when he was looking for a job, he realized that his efforts of more than 20 years were not as good as his parents' protection.

What a cruel and boring life, he thought to himself, after rebirth, he must cherish this unique youth.

"Nogami..."

He turned around with complicated emotions, and looked back at Nogami Izumi who was sitting behind.

"It's getting late. Go to sleep, go to sleep."

With a clatter, the girl who helped herself up by the bed pressed the overhead light switch, and the room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Harutaki Xingchuan:?

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The kidney will also be removed later, but the main tone is to remove the heart before the kidney is removed.

(There are a few paragraphs that are weird because the revision is blocked, and the original manuscript is in the group)

Chapter 47--The Story of a Wise Man

"It's sunny tonight, and the moonlight is beautiful, don't you want to take a look together? Nogami-san?"

After Xingchuan Harutaki finished washing, he returned to his bedroom again. Seeing that Izumi Nogami didn't chase her away, he assumed that she had accepted the roommate's rest by default.

However, after the trouble just now, neither he nor Izumi Nogami felt sleepy, so he opened the curtains and lay on the balcony to admire the crescent moon in the late spring night.

Although he lived in the most prosperous Tokyo, there were not many high-rise buildings around him. From his room on the second floor, he could clearly see the bright moon hanging far away over the Eastern sea.

"The stereotype is dead, Natsume Harutaki-san, please change it to something interesting."

Sitting on the head of the bed with his hands folded on his chest, Izumi Nogami said sarcastically with his mouth curled up.

Huh?Was Harutaki Hansawa who was passionate, inspirational and revenge before, but now he has become Harutaki Natsume in his spare time?

"Why should the eldest lady of a famous family refuse in a more elegant and tactful way? For example..."

He paused, and took up the conversation without any dissatisfaction after being ridiculed.

"...The song of the tree warbler is beautiful, and it's difficult to go to the meeting because of sleepiness?"

"The random changes don't rhyme at all, please let Natsume Soseki go."

"Then... are you full for dinner? Would you like to take a look at the leftover pancakes in the sky?"

"This kind of metaphor, where did you come from a primary school student? It's really inferior."

Despite the irritating words on his lips, Izumi Nogami crawled from the bed to the window and looked up at the leftover pancakes that could only be seen at the beginning of the month and the end of the month.

"Then what do you think of dorayaki?"

"Too dry."

She responded to the other's non-nutritious words one by one, and the gentle spring night sea breeze brushed her cheeks, carrying an almost imperceptible salty smell.

It's good to be like this once in a while, she thought, under the cold moonlight, it seemed as if all the previous resentment and grievances had been thrown away.

"I hate violence—"

After "basking" on the moon for a while, she spoke suddenly, drawing Chun Taki's attention away from the flashing red light on the top of the building in the distance.

"—people who like to use violence are really bad."

"..."

"What are you looking at? I know! Of course I know that I am also a bad girl with a bad personality, and I am not much better..."

"You probably can't understand the joy and pleasure of bullying an interesting guy, right? Where can you find something more interesting than this?"

She whispered, as if talking to herself.

"Um... playing video games?"

The response Hoshikawa Harutaki got was a look as if he was looking at an idiot.

He clearly knows that he has a bad personality and is doing things that are difficult to forgive, but he can still speak out with confidence.You are really bad enough, Nogami-san.

"By the way, Nogami-san, have you read the biographies of those great men? Like Zweig's "When the Stars of Humanity Shine", Franklin's "Franklin's Autobiography", or Romain Rolland's "Biography of Celebrities"..."

He suddenly brought up an irrelevant topic, which made Nogami Izumi a little puzzled.

"For a while, I have enjoyed reading such books, savoring the anecdotes of great people who are world-famous and even influenced the course of the human world."

"Among the stories I have read, there is a sage I like and respect the most. There is such an anecdote in his growth experience—"

"He comes from a wealthy family and comes from a superior background. Not only is he smart and has excellent grades, but he is often praised by adults such as teachers and parents. He is called a "child from other people" by many parents. He also looks very good. Many sisters and aunts will laugh when they see him. A handsome boy, even his athletic ability, was spotted by professional coaches during school activities and invited to participate in professional training... However, he realized that he was different from others since he was a child, and he just hid his pride and conceit In the bottom of my heart, no matter who I am, I am gentle and polite enough.”

"Which celebrity are you talking about?"

Nogami Izumi asked puzzledly.

In her mind, this kind of perfect genius-like existence should be a very famous person.

"Doesn't Nogami-san think that he actually resembles you?"

"Tch... don't think that you can win favor by bragging about me!"

Although I can't see clearly, my face is already a little red, Nogami-san.

"What does Nogami-san think about this boy who is more perfect than you?"

"Damn guy, what is perfect is not perfect, it just makes people want to kick off it."

Well, very Izumi Nogami's speech.

"However, if there is no suitable weakness or handle, it will be quite troublesome to deal with him."

As expected of Mr. Nogami, he has rich experience and theory, and his perspective is also very unique.

"That young man thought the same way. So he worked hard to please the teacher. He would still ask for advice if the knowledge was simple, and he would actively raise his hand to answer questions when the class was boring... But in front of the students, he proudly said He disdains to communicate and play with those childish guys, but he doesn't want to cause trouble, so he has been acting alone. Whether it is class activities, going to the bathroom after class, or the way home from school."

"Sounds exhausting enough."

She commented so.

"Even so, because of his excellence in all aspects, the boy still attracted the attention of many girls in the class, and even the prettiest one became attached to him when he was at the same table as him."

"It's just that the boy doesn't want to fall in love with a girl whose head is full of cream, but he is precocious and knows how troublesome it will be if he directly refuses, so he has never paid attention to the other party. He thought that as long as he 'isolated' other classmates in this way, he would be in love with her." I can live a peaceful life.”

"As expected of a sage, he has understood since childhood that lions don't mix with cattle and sheep."

She nodded approvingly.

But the point is completely wrong, right?

"Relying on this method, he safely waited until the last year of entering school, but in the last year, a repeated student was accidentally added to the class. He had dark skin, a tall and strong head, and a two-year-old The gap proves that time can beat talent."

"From the day the repeater joined, the boy's campus life changed. Mischievous and poor-grade students followed behind the repeater. Just because they didn't like the boy, they took a group of people to find him. Stubble. From deliberately bumping into the edge of the desk when passing by, causing the book to fall to the ground, to laughing at him for making mistakes and failing to get full marks when the results were announced, and even later laughing at him for his strange walking posture, ugly hairstyle, etc... "

"Boring low-level bullying, that is, a guy with no brains will do this."

Nogami Izumi pouted contemptuously.

"So that person is a repeater."

Xingchuan Harutaki said helplessly, and then asked her thoughts again.

"Nogami-san, what do you think the boy will do?"

"Teacher will become a guy that everyone hates, which will only make the situation worse. And he was isolated from the class group before, and he didn't even have many friends. In the end, he must have swallowed his anger and endured it? If I were him , will definitely take advantage of the opponent's weakness of repeating a grade to retaliate back."

"As expected of Nogami-san, the analysis is very accurate... But the boy's patience did not bring good results. When the repeater likes the prettiest girl in the class and finds out that the girl he likes is a boy, So I went to find him trouble directly from embarrassment."

"In the beginning, I grabbed the uniform and dragged him to the corner of the corridor to threaten him to stay away from the girl. Later, the girl refused and blocked the boy from school on his way home, beating him up because of his age. Later, the boy couldn't bear to report it to the teacher and the parents to report it, but the repeater, under the coercion of dropping out, bullied him even more."

"Until this time, the boy who had eaten many fists realized how naive and stupid he was in thinking that as long as he obeyed the rules and relied on the rules to protect himself, he could live a good life. , he is simply an even stupider idiot for talking to the other party."

"That's why I hate violent garbage..."

Hearing this, Nogami Izumi basically understood why Harutaki told her this story——

Just like his previous ridicule and reprimand, just like the helpless struggle that made her feel desperate.

She suddenly realized that what she had been relying on all this time was just her background that allowed her not to be strictly restricted by the rules, and those people happened to be guys who were used to obeying the rules and being limited by the rules.

If one day she meets someone who doesn't directly compete with her in the rules, her fate will undoubtedly be...

Harutaki's violent pushing and restraining, his obscene smile and obscene words are still in her mind for a long time.