I interpret life in Tokyo

The man smiled, "Of course I'm here to express condolences to you, you and I are both the only seedlings of STARS agency, you don't have any companions here to film alone—"

"—for dinner?"

Madoka Higuchi met with cold eyes, she unpacked the crepe, and took a bite of the crepe.

"Here, is that how you see me?" Kaede Sakakibara said heartbrokenly, "I'm not here today for anything else. I just want to discuss the plot of the confession with Director Oshima. Don't you do it for me? Are you moved by this hard-working spirit?"

"Tonight's bento seems to be a vegan healthy bento."

"What? My long-cherished eel rice—"

"Ah"

Higuchi Madoka chuckled, with a sense of looking down from above in his purple eyes, he caught the moment of the man's failure in his eyes, the corners of his mouth curled up, he bit the crepe and left.

The man stayed where he was, clenched his fists, and turned his head to the sky, the cry of senior eyesight resounding in his heart.

What's wrong with being a fool?

"Huh? Sakakibara-kun, why are you here?" Hideo Oshima pushed open the door of the lounge, with a lollipop in his mouth and a thick manuscript under his shoulder. He stepped forward and patted the ecstatic boy on the shoulder. , "Are you here to see the acting skills of other actors?"

Seeing the boy's difficulty in opening his mouth, he continued to nod deeply, "I understand, I understand. Well, after all, you're not acting opposite Sakurajima-kun, right? I think so too. If Sakurajima-kun is here with you It will be much more convenient if you have a partner."

"what?"

The man put a question mark in doubt, what does this have to do with Mai Sakurajima?

"By the way, speaking of tonight there will be a bonfire party, so you should take part in it to relax." Oshima Hideo pouted at the playground, and Sakakibara Kaede followed his gaze and found that the playground had already set up a wooden tree. Wait until the last rays of the sun go down, and that's when it's time to light the bonfire.

"It's a pity that the lighting is too poor and there are too many people. It is difficult to shoot such shots as the bonfire. I wanted to shoot, but I gave up."

"Yes." The boy nodded in agreement, turned to look at Hideo Oshima, his eyes were serious, and he became serious at this moment, "Director, I'm still a little unsure about the confession scene, please teach me! "

Oshima Hideo, who saw Lie Xinxi, smiled slightly, and stretched his fingers forward, "I like actors with many problems like you. At this moment, I just want to sigh...Why is Qingshan so lucky? Okay? Do you have a new generation of actors like you who are modest, prudent, and hardworking?"

The boy clasped his fists together and said, "Boy, this Huaiyou commoner, thanks to Director Oshima's guidance on the way forward, it is my honor."

Chapter 47 Before the campfire, under the stars

"Generally, students who participate in the bonfire party will invite a dance partner? Who set this rule?"

The boy's voice trembled, and his eyes were moist as he stared at Oshima Hideo. At this moment, he was betrayed!

Hideo Oshima was taken aback by the actors under him, sighed in his heart, and quickly comforted him in harmony, "It's okay, Sakakibara-kun, even if you are alone, you can participate in the bonfire party~"

Ignoring his thumbs up and Wink's expression, the words that came out of his mouth were full of sympathy or pity. This kind of comfort without any self-consciousness was like a Greek warrior hiding in a Trojan horse, easily breaking through the fig leaf in the man's heart.

"hiss..."

Seeing the boy's tangled appearance, Hideo Oshima rubbed his chin, "Aside from Sano-kun who debuted early and filmed many TV series, the most popular among girls in the academy is you, Sakakihara-kun."

"I think you just have to walk up to any girl with a smile on your face and ask her to dance with you. I don't think any girl can refuse such a request."

"Director Oshima, you are so skilled." The boy praised sincerely.

Hideo Oshima curled his lips, turned his gaze to the gradually bustling playground, and a flash of memory flashed in his eyes, "After all, I have been in the entertainment industry for a long time, and I have heard a little bit of strange gossip and gossip. It is not even worthy of inviting fans to dance. into the newspaper."

The family members who were originally in the school have almost left. Tonight, it only belongs to the students of the private Shuzhiin Academy.

"Well, that's it, our crew has the /*-/光*-, /*- cast members of the council's Nanjin Outer Group 51/*-/*-7880761, thanks to the actors who can participate in this school festival They, the boss is grand." He cupped his hands towards the distance, expressing his respect for Party A's father, "I'll go to the playground to buy something to eat, Sakakihara-kun, you can enjoy this long night."

Snapped.

The lounge door was slowly closed.

The air in the room suddenly became quiet. The young man put down the manuscript in his hand, and turned his head to look at the dark blue night sky outside the window.The orange-red bonfire swayed gently in the evening wind. Most of the students from Shuzhiin Academy gathered around the playground. Many people sat around the bonfire early in the morning, eating snacks and waiting for the activity to start.

There is laughter and laughter in the distance.

The room was completely silent.

"It's just self-inflicted."

The young man got up and pressed his palm against the glass, the warm palm quickly cooled down.

At this moment, staying here, the long-lost, familiar feeling of loneliness in my heart once again shrouded the boy.

This kind of loneliness is not so hard to swallow, cold, stiff, stuck in the throat like a stubborn stone, hard to swallow.

In the past, the group assignments in school were the last to be selected.

In the past, the New Year's fireworks in the city were appreciated alone.

In the past, Haidilao's hot pot was eaten by dolls.

A person will indeed feel lonely when he goes out quietly and looks at the noisy place.

"—to live passionately." The young man came back to his senses, and he didn't know when he was chanting these words silently.

If an accident happened tomorrow, the only thing I would regret is that I didn’t attend the bonfire party today and went home directly.

"I will put it into action, so let's move forward without any scruples." Speaking of the lyrics that touched his heart, the boy patted his cheek to disperse all the emotions of the disease-free crooning.

I want to be a person like Hiroshi Kitahara, the young man who confides his dreams under the stars.

With such emotion, the boy opened the door.

Standing outside the door was Madoka Higuchi, who had raised his hand halfway through knocking on the door. The latter saw the boy turned his head, and frowned, "It takes so much time to discuss the plot? Going late to your dinner party?" eaten by others."

"Have you eaten, Higuchi-san?"

"I regret now reminding you."

Madoka Higuchi snorted softly, turned around and was about to leave, the boy immediately followed her footsteps, he breathed into his palm and stuffed it into his pocket, looked sideways at her and said, "Thank you for reminding me."

The girl felt the gentle and jade-like peace in the boy's eyes, and she gave a soft snort as an answer.

Sakakihara Kaede shook his head with a smile, he thought he had already figured out the tone and meaning of this colleague's speech.

Stepping on the stairs all the way down, the oncoming heat wave caused the boy to stretch his hands out of his pockets, and he pulled the school uniform open a slit, revealing his white collarbone.

This feeling is indeed very warm.

"Sakakibara-san, Higuchi-san, here, here." The actors of the crew who worked together extended their hands and greeted warmly. The boy found that the actors of the crew occupied a corner of the playground, the table was full of lunch boxes, and several actors had already eaten. up.

As soon as he sat down, the boy immediately felt the attention of his eyes, and different kinds of eyes seemed to be full of the same meaning.

"Get used to it as soon as possible, Sakakibara-san."

Madoka Higuchi, who is still an idol, is used to all kinds of stares. She sat down opposite Kaede Sakakibara contentedly, opened the wooden chopsticks and whispered, "I'm starting."

The boy who misjudged his own popularity gave a hum. Now it seems that it is not a question of him inviting girls to dance, but that many girls want to invite him to dance.

Out of face, or because of the slightly professional atmosphere of the crew, no girls were invited first.

"Well, it looks like it's about to start."

The boy who was struggling with the eels raised his head when he heard the words, and saw whistles and booing coming from the campfire in the distance. Several men and women stood up from the crowd holding hands, and danced slowly in front of the campfire to the music with a hint of self-abandonment.

The music played on the stereo is Antonio Vivaldi's music, the spring chapter in the "Four Seasons" concerto.

Following the rhythm of the violin, the still young high school students imitated the adults, holding the hands of their partners, one forward and one backward, one forward and one backward, dancing the most traditional ballroom dance.

The boy's fingers tapped the rhythm, and his heart fluctuated with the music. Seeing more and more students joining in the dance, he couldn't help sighing, "Ah, what a youth."

"You..." Hideo Oshima nodded dissatisfied with the boy's head, "Stop embellishing the laziness of winter and the pungentness of adults in your heart, you are only so old now, and it is the season when butterflies fly like spring."

"It's just a feeling. After all, after college, the school festival is not as innocent as in high school." The boy smiled and fooled.

"Isn't that right, Sakakihara-kun is already a senior in high school." Oshima Hideo said seriously, "Then you should take this opportunity to experience things that you haven't had time to experience, so that it will not be a loss to go through this world."

The boy nodded slowly, "I didn't expect the director to be connected with me. I'm quite touched."

"So you're not going to dance?"

"Inviting anyone can make me a target of public criticism. Sometimes the status of an actor will bring many negative effects, and this may be one of them." The boy sighed speechlessly, his popularity in the school is not bad , Everywhere he goes, there will be students watching him, which is a good thing and a bad thing.

Kaede Sakakibara asked back, "Is Director Oshima not going?"

Oshima Hideo shook his hands, "Young people's spring, why don't middle-aged uncles like me go to join in the fun? Well, look, Zetian will go."

An actor from muse gladly accepted the invitation of a girl from Shuzhiin Academy, waved and smiled at everyone, and stepped into the green grass of the playground.

"Okay, okay, I'm so envious."

With a slightly sour blessing in his mouth, the boy accelerated his eating speed towards the box lunch in his hand, and watched from afar with a polite smile.

Sometimes, politeness means rejection.

He can't dance, let alone this kind of ballroom dancing that requires time to practice, as if people can become taller after learning this dance step.Inviting your dance partner to dance together under the elegant music, the satisfaction in your heart can make people sublimate.

More than half of the actors were invited to leave. The boy didn't feel uncomfortable or embarrassed. He didn't care about this kind of face. Compared with the clumsy dance steps, he just wanted to stop and watch the high school years that he couldn't repeat.

"Sakakibara-san won't you go dancing?"

Madoka Higuchi returned to her seat with a can of freshly squeezed juice. She held a mobile phone in her hand, and at the same time released an aura of no-one-in-law with an iceberg face. It seemed that no boy was willing to break the ice and invite her to dance.

"No, I'm too full for dinner, and dancing at this time will only make my stomach feel more uncomfortable." The boy chuckled and shook his head, the reason he gave was impeccable.

"Dance steps of this level of ballroom dancing will only digest food." Madoka Higuchi showed no mercy to the boy who was looking for a reason to cover up, "Sakakibara-san can't find a dance partner, right?"

"It's fine to be alone." The boy smiled. At this time, the starry sky above his head is the same as the starry sky in Chiba County. The stars twinkle around the waning moon, the moonlight is gentle, and the stars are dazzling. Don't get too close to the edge, because you will be burned, don't be too far away, because you will get frostbite, this sense of distance is difficult to grasp."

Madoka Higuchi blinked her purple eyes and said, "The sense of distance you mentioned here refers to the truth of your life?"

"Ah."

For the first time, Madoka Higuchi didn't hear the boy's usual tirade, and she looked at the boy's profile in surprise.

The young man's face was covered with an orange glow from the bonfire in the distance, his blue eyes were looking straight ahead, with a smile on his mouth, and his fingers were waving left and right to the rhythm of the music, like a conductor conducting an orchestra.

For no reason, she felt that the boy's figure was shrouded in a layer of gray plating. Although he smiled, he laughed lonely. Most of the time is average.

This strange feeling passed away, and when I saw it again, the boy turned his face and took a sip of his drink, "I'm going home soon, it's getting late now, Higuchi-san, when are you leaving, do you need me to take you to the subway station?" ?”

Madoka Higuchi once again paused at the sunshine that the boy inadvertently revealed, and said. "...No need, my agent will come to pick me up."

"Hey, I really envy you actors who are picked up by agents."

Sakakibara Kaede feels that his talent is not met. At any rate, he can be regarded as an invincible player among rookies and actors. He has been praised by Aoyama Yooshima show many times, but his own military adviser is at this time. His wife and children are hot on the bed, enjoying the winter night comfortably, right?

"Well, I'll go first, Sakakibara-san, take your time."

"Well, see you next week."

The two said goodbye to each other under the streetlight next to the playground. The boy watched the girl put on her earphones and walked towards the school gate step by step.After she got out of the school gate and got into a black private car, the boy looked away.

"Next, it's time for me to leave."

The boy got up and stretched contentedly, with a big arc of force, as if he wanted to embrace the ignited orange light, smiled and nodded at several familiar actors and actresses, got up and left the table.

He regretted not bringing a bag into school. The food sold at the school festival is cheaper than outside, not only cheaper but also full. If he brought a bag, he would have to buy dozens of hot dogs home for breakfast, lunch and dinner?

The school festival is over, at least for the boys.

"that..."

Has anyone finally appeared who is a moth to the flame? Hearing the voice behind him, the boy is quite helpless. What did he say when he refused?Sure enough, I should resign on the grounds that I have work tomorrow.

Turning around, in the eyes is the jumping butterfly.

"Senior Sakakibara is leaving now?" The clear and gentle female voice and the smooth long chestnut hair forced the boy to swallow the words he had prepared before.

"Sure enough, it's because of busy work?"

Yuuki Asuna carefully observed the boy's face, saw that he was still smiling and continued, "Senior Sakakibara, rest is also very important, don't you want to stay for a while?"

The boy was stunned. He glanced at the awkward Yuuki Asuna and the girls who were watching quietly in the crowd. Although the eyes of watching a show and prodding were not malicious, they made people feel abandoned.

"Truth or Dare?" the boy probed. Senior Yuki's silly sister wouldn't lose the bet and was sent by her classmates to test him, right?

"Huh?" Yuuki Asuna was taken aback, for a while, the arc of the topic jumped from caring about the seniors she knew and paying attention to rest to truth or dare.

Seeing her in a daze, Kaede Sakakibara sighed. Truth or Dare can at best enhance the relationship between classmates, at worst it can directly destroy a classmate’s sincerity—letting a girl confess to a boy who has a crush on her, Then tell him that everything is fake, deceitful, and a big adventure.

The mentality has not collapsed.

The boy foresaw the tragedy, and before it happened, he still had a chance to redeem something.

This girl is the younger sister of the senior, so she can be regarded as his junior in a reasonable sense, so she has an obligation to take care of her.

However, this can be regarded as breaking the statement I swore before, why don't I want to dance, don't want to find a dance partner or something.

Perhaps, the boy just didn't want to see similar things happen to him again.