My ability is the original god, please enlighten me!

"And now that I think about it, it's been a long time."

The moment Li Shengnan took the initiative to hold Zheng Wu's hand, some past images flashed in her mind, causing ripples in her clear eyes.

Maybe, since then, I have been to him...

"wait wait wait..."

On the small road among the woods, Zheng Wu, who was shocked by Li Shengnan's domineering speech and his brain froze, said blankly like a log: "You, where are you taking me..."

Seeing Li Shengnan holding his hand in front of him and striding towards a certain direction, the inexplicably heroic, domineering and determined Li Shengnan, and Zheng Wu who had recovered from the situation of being forced to hold hands, strange thoughts popped up in his heart crazily. out.

Is it.....

No no no no...

Zheng Wu quickly stopped the strange thoughts that were churning in his heart.

How could it be possible that after an ensemble, under the cries of some brainless audience, such a beautiful and amazing girl would fall in love with me!

She liking me is the biggest illusion in life!

It must be that Li Shengnan wanted to take him to a certain place, so he said such words and made such actions in a moment of impatience. After all, Li Shengnan seemed to have always ignored the distance between men and women. With a personality that is easy to be taken advantage of, it is reasonable to do such things on impulse.

Maybe the other party regards himself as a good friend and girlfriend?Isn't it normal for girl friends to hold hands, so don't think too much about it.

It must be so.

Don't be deceived by some appearances, which eventually lead to embarrassment for both parties...

Zheng Wu warned himself deceptively in his mind, suppressing the throbbing in his heart.

Deliberately keeping himself from paying attention to the beautiful feeling coming from his palm, Zheng Wu resumed his usual expression, and said to Li Shengnan cautiously:

"Well, even if you don't hold my hand, I won't run away..."

Looking at Li Shengnan who ignored him, Zheng Wu thought for a while, and silently complained: "I'm not a child..."

"Yeah, we are not children anymore, so I know better what I want to do now."

Tightly holding the self-deceiving tree behind him, Li Shengnan sighed helplessly: "Do you still remember the first time we met when the club recruited newcomers?"

"The first time we met..." Zheng Wu was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and said a little embarrassedly: "I remember..."

"At that time, you thought I was a boy. It was really rude." Li Shengnan slowed down, turned his white face and glanced at Zheng Wu, with a bit of complaint: "It's okay for others, but I don't want to be treated like this by you. ..."

"Ahaha..." Zheng Wu scratched his head.

At that time, he was lying on the recruiting table, and when he looked up and saw Li Shengnan's short hair, he subconsciously thought that the other party was a boy, so he called brother, which almost made Li Shengnan's expression collapse.

"However, your hair was really too short back then. I rarely saw girls with such short hair, so I called it wrong..." Zheng Wu couldn't help explaining.

Presumably Li Shengnan must have been very angry at that time, and that's why he still broods about it until now.

"Yeah, my hair was very short back then." Li Shengnan's tone became softer: "Because I want to catch up with someone and become as handsome as him."

"A figure of a certain person?" Zheng Wu was stunned.

"Well, the figure of someone." Li Shengnan suddenly smiled.

"arrive."

The sound of soft words brought Zheng Wu back to his senses.

He looked around the scene, a little puzzled.

What did Li Shengnan bring him here on purpose?

I saw that this was a remote and uninhabited corner of the overgrown forest near Lanhai University. The faint sound of insects sounded in the surrounding tall grass, which made the place even more desolate and quiet.

"Look over there?"

Li Shengnan let go of his hand with a smile, and pointed his snow-white fingers in a certain direction of the grass in front of him.

Zheng Wu was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously looked in the direction Li Shengnan pointed.

Then the eyes became a little surprised.

"Uh, fireflies?!"

In Zheng Wu's field of vision, in the grass not far in front of him, suddenly a few beautiful light spots rose slowly.

{【_

That is an extremely rare firefly!

While being surprised, Zheng Wu also suddenly felt that this place gave him a familiar feeling.

Yes, I used to be...

"Didn't you come here to find fireflies to practice harmonica music?"

Li Shengnan who was standing beside him suddenly laughed.

The reason why she came so late tonight was to collect fireflies and put them in the grass.

Put it in the place where she first met him in college.

"Eh...?" Zheng Wu, who finally remembered what he had experienced here, suddenly turned his head, looked at the playful and cute expression on Li Shengnan's face, and suddenly seemed to understand something: "At that time...you were here too?? ?”

"That's right, I was also here at that time." Li Shengnan smiled and said, "Watching you being beaten violently in the grass."

"..." Zheng Wu didn't know what to say for a while, and his expression looked a little embarrassed.

"Why don't you fight back?"

Li Shengnan's eyes became serious.

"If it's you, that kind of person can't beat you at all."

The embarrassment faded away, and Zheng Wu became silent.

And Li Shengnan couldn't help sighing when he saw him silent.

"I just said that I cut my hair short because I want to catch up with someone and become as handsome as him..."

"And that person is you in junior high school."

She spoke softly.

"You may not believe it. In junior high school, when I saw you foolishly fighting with a group of delinquents for the sake of those students who were defrauded of protection fees, I thought you were very handsome and powerful."

"When I was young, my mind was very simple. Since I thought you were handsome and powerful, I naturally had the idea of ​​becoming a person like you, so I dressed myself in a maverick, boyish way, trying to stand out. I am 'very handsome and powerful, no worse than a boy', for this reason I cut off my cherished long hair..."

"I like that long hair very much." Li Shengnan seemed to be remembering something: "But I still cut it off at that time, because it is necessary to make a complete change."

"However, it was you who made me look forward to like that, but you were beaten violently by others and didn't fight back. I was so surprised at that time that I forgot to go up and help..."

Li Shengnan looked at Zheng Wu who had been silent all this time, and suddenly sighed.

"In that high school in Qianquan Town, the incident of Bai Xiaomeng's falling from the building must have something to do with you."

Zheng Wu's eyes trembled, under the faint moonlight, his chiseled face looked helpless: "Have you investigated everything?"

"Yeah." Li Shengnan didn't hide anything, just nodded directly, his eyes were a little distressed: "At that time, I heard from others that you crazily self-mutilated after Bai Xiaomeng jumped off the building, stayed at home for half a year, and then transferred to another school..."

"It must have hurt you a lot..."

Li Shengnan's tone became low.

At that time, she had inquired carefully, and Zheng Wu seemed to blame herself for Bai Xiaomeng's death, and kept saying that she was the one who killed her.

Carrying the weight of a life, the other party is still his classmate, how heavy it was for Zheng Wu at that time.

She felt suffocated just thinking about it.

How painful and self-blaming is Zheng Wu like that?

A big change in personality is also inevitable. Rather, it is already a matter of not being forced to collapse...

"That, actually, you don't have to worry about it. I've figured out what happened to Bai Xiaomeng now."

A cheerful voice suddenly interrupted her thoughts.

Li Shengnan looked up in astonishment.

What came into view was Zheng Wu's face with a sunny smile.

Just like when he was in high school, in front of that cowering girl, he narrated his goals and dreams aloud.

"She is no longer here, so what I have to do is to do my best to prevent such a tragedy from happening again."

Zheng Wu's eyes became serious.

"The me now is much stronger than when I was in junior high school."

"So, if I see that burly man forcing a girl again, I will punch him to the ground, make him cry and beg for mercy, and make him dare not bully girls again, don't worry."

Clenching his fists, Zheng Wu's firm black eyes seemed to be burning with crimson flames, and he smiled at her and made a promise.

This scene, just like the wooden sword school bully that Li Shengnan longed for in the past, was so handsome that her heartstrings fluctuated uncontrollably.

The feelings accumulated in her heart for a long time could no longer be suppressed, surging like a volcano, and uttered with her words.

"Hey, you know, cutting off my long hair is the only thing I regret."

Zheng Wu couldn't help being taken aback for a dreamy soft voice sounded.

Looking at the girl beside him quietly watching him, Zheng Wu asked curiously:

"why?"

【=

"Because you thought of me as a boy back then."

Li Shengnan said softly: "This is the only thing I regret."

"Really, when you treated me like a boy, I thought I wouldn't care, but..."

Li Shengnan lowered his eyes and gently covered his left chest.

"But I don't know why here, it hurts a little."

The clear eyes began to become hazy.

"Since the day I joined the club, I've been following you."

"Whether it's in club activities, in elective courses, or in the interval of teaching on duty,"

"I've always had only you in my eyes."

"But the longer I spend with you, the more it hurts me."

"Because I know that you've always treated me like a boy since the day we met in college."

"The closer I get to you, the farther I feel from the place in your heart."

"so--"

Li Shengnan suddenly smiled.

"I started growing my hair long."

"If I had long hair and dressed more like a girl, wouldn't you treat me like a boy?"

Looking at Zheng Wu beside him, Li Shengnan described her emotions.

"Even if I give up the appearance I once dreamed of, give up such a handsome lifestyle, give up being a heroic big sister, and become a weak little girl again, it doesn't matter."

The sound of cicadas suddenly resounded in this hot night.

Lights flickered faintly in the distance, and the light of fireflies lit up.

Like an elf in summer night, Li Shengnan jumped in front of Zheng Wu, his white skirt fluttering lightly, with his hands behind his back, he turned around and showed Zheng Wu the brightest and most beautiful smile as a girl.

"I would like to grow my hair up to my waist for you, so,"

"Can you stay with me for the rest of your life, my wooden sword master?"

Volume Two · Final Chapter · Fourth Confession Note · Eating Night

The moonlight is obscured.

Fireflies rise and scatter in the summer grass.