Lixiang is also working hard to survive today

After confirming that this is not a curse, nor any other messy situation, but just [for ordinary people, a very common snooze], the follower, Sasaki Kojiro, suddenly shed tears.

Indeed, a man has tears and does not flick them lightly.For a swordsman who has long been accustomed to seeing life and death, and who is indifferent to the world, there are very few situations that can make him cry.

However, today, when he suddenly discovered that his master did not [curl up and sleep like an insecure animal], when he suddenly discovered that the child did not [wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, trembling and wondering at this moment, being The self that is gently guarded by others is just a dream, while hiding in the corner and shaking constantly], when he suddenly found that there is a little master whose every move seems to be able to purify the heart, no, [Obviously In a deep sleep, but because a certain part of the body cannot function normally, and the magic power did not keep up for a while, it caused severe pain, but subconsciously, he pursed his mouth and did not make a sound], just, like other ordinary people of the same age, After [sleeping late], this follower who had already understood the profound meaning of the mirror and still water, finally couldn't hold back, and shed... tears.

"Take it."

This is......

Beside the swordsman whose vision was already blurred, someone seemed to hand out a handkerchief.

"handkerchief?"

"Well, at least I'm also a servant of my brother. If my brother opens the door and finds that the servant I trust is crying strangely, according to his personality, he will definitely be panic-stricken and caring. After all, to For him, the "family" he values ​​is more important than himself."

"Niu Ruo, Your Excellency?"

Looking at this servant who had always been very indifferent in his impression, someone with a handkerchief stuffed in front of him was very surprised.

"No honorifics, well, though, you seem to be like this to everyone."

The girl waved her hand.

"Of course, likewise, there is no need to be grateful. To me, my brother is the most important thing. Therefore, it would be bad if you make him feel embarrassed or feel uneasy because of you. That's why I'm doing this." Do it. Then, Niu Ruo, let me say goodbye, after all, tomorrow is the eve of Halloween in the West, and the preparations have only just begun."

After finishing speaking, the coolly dressed girl quickly disappeared into the corner of the corridor without looking back. The purple-haired swordsman could only shake his head and smile wryly.

"It seems that under the influence of the little master, even this one has grown up. Think about our master who will always smile at everyone no matter how uncomfortable he is. Sure enough, I am here. You can't lag behind either. But, you said, for the Master, the "family" who is more important than yourself is more important, so why not you?"

Compared with myself, you will definitely cherish the master who you call "brother", that is to say...

Shaking his head, the purple-haired swordsman who wiped away his tears with a handkerchief indifferently quickly adjusted his emotions.

"Then, it is estimated that the master will open the door after a while." The King of Sparta, who has been acting as the real stone statue of the door god and has no sense of disobedience, said at this time, "But if you want to dry your tears, you can directly open the door." Wouldn’t it be good to transform into a spirit body and then materialize?”

"That can't be done, that can't be done, so you really don't understand Flowers and Birds Fengyue, Flowers and Birds Fengyue, maybe even your head has been trained into muscles? Look, this is a gift from a lady? If It would be a pity if I don’t use it, wouldn’t it?”

"..." After a moment of silence, Muscle King said that he gave up thinking, "No, what, I still can't understand... By the way, I can't agree with this sentence about muscles. After all, although most of my brain has been exercised into muscles, compared with my compatriots, it is already very good!!!”

Uh?

Wait, sorry, let me calm down first.

......

.........

............

Huh--? ! ?No, have you really trained most of your brain into muscles? ! ?

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"Well, it always feels a bit noisy outside, but forget it."

Inside the house, I wake up refreshed. Although the gender has returned to male, the appearance has not changed at all. In other words, a certain master whose cuteness has increased by about three percentage points is now, for the first time in his life. Lying in bed.

However, after all, the self-consciousness was too high, and after lying down for another 5 minutes, the guilt in his heart broke out, and Li Xiang, who was lying in bed, ended and started to get up.

"Speaking of which, it's really troublesome to say, I seem to have entered a strange state by accident." A certain little animal that had lifted the quilt but didn't get up rolled around in the quilt, "Well, Oh, good! Pull it out!"

Outside the quilt, a snow-white tail is looming.

"Ha, it's really uncomfortable to shrink in the clothes. It's much better this way, but in this way, how should I wear clothes?"

Jumping off the bed, Li Xiang, who had entered the state of walking on four legs, shook the wolf ears on the top of his head, feeling a little helpless for a while.

Last night, he got to know the wolf sister named Holo, and happily exchanged experience about tail maintenance—and chatted about some little knowledge by the way—and reluctantly bid farewell to his new friend.

However, the friends I made this time seem to agree with Lixiang too much. As a result, a certain ability that has not been activated for a long time suddenly came online again. It has grown a beautiful tail, and has a pair of animal ears on its head, which has become a glorious four-channel sound.

The trouble is, unlike wild-sexual-awakening-awakening, this state cannot be lifted. According to Li Xiang's experience, in the next two or three days, I will go back without even thinking about it, so...

"...So, it seems that the costume for this Halloween can be decided. Well, well, if that's the case, then it's confirmed! Aww, aww! I'm a big tail from the north The wolf said! Uh, no," turned around and hugged his snow-white tail, and after a careful look, Lixiang immediately changed his words, "Accurately speaking, it is a white wolf from the snowy field?"

Why not Sledge Three Idiots? ! ?Li Xiang expressed that she was a little disappointed.

"However, that's right, this change comes from Sister Holo, to be precise, it's in [Hometown in the North], [My understanding of the concept of North], and [Sister Holo's main body], a mixture of the three It was born later, I'm sorry, lovely Wang sauces, I became a wolf sauce this time."

After finishing speaking, he stood up unsteadily, and after gaining an extra tail, Li Xiang found the balance point again, opened the small cabinet by the bedside familiarly, took out the needle and thread to modify his clothes, there was no way , if you don't change it, where will you put the tail!This is not a battlefield, there is no need to force yourself to feel uncomfortable!

"Hmm, wolf alone is still too monotonous. In this case, let's sew a red coat later, yes, that's it! The elements of Little Red Riding Hood and the elements of wolf! Fortunately, my hands did not turn into flesh Ball, before today's operation starts, hurry up and finish it!"

Thinking of this, Li Xiang, whose eyes were already shining, quickly started working.

"Speaking of which, I don't know what Matthew and Qing Ji's Halloween costumes are this time?"

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The other side of Chaldea.

"Don't worry, your Halloween costume this time is carefully made by me, it will definitely surprise that child, I promise!"

...For some reason, Ms. Da Vinci in front of her was very believable, but Matthew Kyrielight subconsciously felt that something seemed wrong.

But what is wrong?The girl frowned.

"Compared to this, it seems that a certain servant's mental state is worse?"

What?Mental state is bad?Who is it, this will make the seniors worry...

In the next second, when the girl with cloudy eyes, tears in the corners of her eyes, blue face, and a murderous look all over her body entered the main control room, Matthew knew who Ms. Da Vinci was talking about.

"...It seems that the [dream] last night made you a little uncomfortable."

"Stop talking nonsense... tell me, where is that man, that man named Emiya Shirou, and, by the way, that group of magicians, that group should be completely burned with flames What the hell are the scum-"

"Please calm down..."

"How can I calm down in this situation, huh?!?"

The eyes were already bloodshot, the originally pale blue kimono turned into pure black, and even the color of her hair became like a pale girl like ashes after a flame completely burned something, and grabbed Mashu's kimono. leader, and asked with words that seemed to contain flames in them.

[No, it's not as if... the flame in her body is really so violent that it's about to overflow. 】

Taking a deep look at the girl in front of her, even the pure white dragon horns that had been carefully maintained because she was praised by her seniors, the girl, Mash Kyrielight, took a deep breath. ,Then--

"You should also know that those things are already in the past. No matter how sad or angry we are, it is impossible to change the experience of our predecessors. Is it sad? Is it painful? Is it furious? Ah, I know very well, I It's very clear, after all, back then, I was just like you, so furious! But! But! Because of this, I can't show it! Hiding doesn't mean forgetting, we can't let seniors worry!"

!!!

Qing Ji, who was dazzled by the anger, was startled suddenly.

"The current seniors, both physically and mentally, are very unstable. Therefore, we [family members] who are most cherished by him should not have any problems, and even more so, we should not make him worry. Are you Senior, you are called "husband", right? And senior, you also accepted you who would be regarded as an abnormal person by ordinary people."

Suppress all jealousy and express all feelings!

"Then, show me the appearance of a qualified wife and loving mother! The blazing love that burns everything is good, but in all fairness, how can the senior who cares the most and loves all of us the most? Have you fallen into the kind of situation where you give up everything and want to carry out love to the end? So, quickly become your normal you, if you show your current appearance, you will definitely be panicked if you let seniors see it?"

"...Yeah, I seem to be dazzled by anger. It's really outrageous, obviously, it's hard to meet someone who can accept everything about me... "

"Huh... don't blame yourself, cheer up." Let your own hands hold the hands of the girl opposite, the purple-haired Matthew smiled softly, "We are not friends, not offensive and defensive. An alliance? Definitely, to make senior happy, as long as you remember this, then it’s all right—no problem! So laugh, let’s go to meet senior, shall we?”

"Ok!"

"By the way, by the way, what are you going to do if you see Senior's father?"

"Huh? I, I will salute respectfully, and shout [Father-in-law, Qing Ji, I hereby swear that I will live forever and ever, and I will definitely make my husband happy]!" Then, I stood up and took a sip. The fire burned him down to ashes."

"Very well, we are indeed friends!"

...Then what, why do I always feel that your speech is a big problem, as if you are a man who goes to his girlfriend's house to propose marriage, or the kind whose anger value has been maxed out, but forget it, after all A certain person also deserved what he deserved. It is already pretty good to be able to restrain himself from attacking immediately. Compared with this——

"Matthew, that's pretty impressive, isn't it? Romani."

"Ah, that's right. To be honest, this feeling of my own children growing up is really subtle. So, Leonardo, about the preparations for Halloween?"

"It's in progress, we must let the child have a happy life. Similarly, this event is also to relieve the pressure of other staff..."

"With that child around, is there really any pressure?"

"I can't touch my head, feed me, or hold my head high for several days. Is it really stressful?"

"Hahahaha, yes."

Just like that, in the joyful atmosphere, Li Xiang didn't notice at all that a certain Miss Long's concert had already entered, the countdown, after all, compared to this...

"Fuwu, Fu, Fu!"

Lixiang is more concerned about a certain cute creature in front of her.

"Ah, long time no see, Fufu!"

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By the way, in the singularity at the same time, in the field of dumb hair explosion (Chapter 6), the current situation of the knights of the round table is...

PS1: In the future, I will be on the evening shift, from 04:30 p.m. to 2333333:[-] a.m., and the working hours will last until about [-]:[-]. As for why I still have to work afterwards, it is to make up for sleep. After all, the company thinks it is too late to go back Confused and prone to accidents [-], therefore, the update will be affected, but it was originally a weekly update. It seems that there is no problem in saying this... This chapter was written when I was fishing

PS2: Lixiang, actually changed many people...

Chapter 107 Chapter 95. It turns out that the tail is not used to turn the pot

"Fu, Fu Chiu! Fu Chiu!"

"Yeah, so, because you know my birthday is coming soon, have you been preparing my birthday present by yourself?"

"Fu! Fu!"

Now, it is ten twenty-three in the morning.At this moment, a certain little Master is in his room, accepting the birthday congratulations from Chaldea's only (current) animal friend.

Well, although judging from the time, the congratulations seem to be a bit early, but Lixiang is still very happy, um, very happy, very happy-after all, whether you are good or me, we all know , the child, after a certain point in time, never again...

"Thank you, Fufu."

Gently squatting down, and then, compared to her peers, Lixiang, who was too thin, carefully hugged the friend in front of her in her arms, and gently rubbed her face.

"Already, how long ago? I received birthday congratulations from others. Although subjectively speaking, in the eyes of others, this is at most, it is only about four years, but I have to keep in mind [innumerable For [me] of my death experience, really, it was too long, too long, um, too long, too long, it has been so long that even myself, I am about to forget—”

[So it turns out that birthdays need to be celebrated? 】

Indeed, too many memories.

Really, too painful a memory.

Indeed, a past that was too hopeless.

In the [initial period], there was indeed [I] who would make a pattern similar to drawing a cake on the ground, lonely and helpless, laughing and crying at the same time, congratulating myself, However, as the number of [deaths] increased, as more and more people passed away, similar behaviors were eventually abandoned.

reason?There is no other reason, because this is already, meaningless?

For those [self] who no longer want to continue, the so-called birthday is just to remind them that this miserable life is still going on, not only that, but also make them doubt why they are here born.

If the only meaning of this life is to be born in this world, and then to be the object of others wanton beating, scolding and bullying, to become the experimental subject on the dissecting table, and to become a specimen soaked in formalin solution, then, It's better to end this life immediately.

Well, [I] know, well, [I] understand, this is caused by what the magicians call [spiritual pollution]. After all, in that situation, going crazy is already the best result, But, no matter how those [self] choose, [I] will never kill myself.

That's right.

Miserable life?

The meaning of birth?

birthday meaning?

ridiculous.

Boring self-lamentation is enough, [they] seem to have forgotten that the reason why they survived is because of countless sacrifices of themselves.

【Never forget that I am standing on top of hundreds of millions of corpses (myself). 】

Mental pollution?

The most hysterically crazy?

So what?

In order to escape reality, he split his personality.

Due to the cruel treatment, all personalities including the split personalities [dead].

Then, on top of the walking corpses, what was finally awakened by countless [us] who went to death with a smile, only to learn more about the facts, so that the selves in other worlds can have a little hope of living, now exists in This [me].