Lixiang is also working hard to survive today

Damaged, mutilated, crumbling, broken.

Every moment, the existence of the so-called "self" is constantly disappearing, every minute and every second, the man named "Emiya·Alter" is constantly rotting and dying, and the only one remaining is Yes, the heart of steel that was forcibly endowed by the restraining force.

Ah, ah, this is good, this is good.There is no need to cling to borrowed ideals, and there is no need to waste your feelings on illusory dreams. The murderous executioner doesn't need to whitewash himself. After all, the so-called partner of justice is just an ideal that is difficult to realize .

It seemed that the man who remembered his name was laughing at himself.

So, sure enough, just give up thinking.

So, sure enough, it’s okay to forget your ideals.

Yes, don't think about anything, don't ask anything.Like a walking corpse, I have always been a cog of restraint, until the moment when this body is completely broken, I will continue to be a puppet called a guardian, if I continue to work continuously——

【No, in this case, Dad, you will be broken. 】

!!!

That immature, gentle voice that made the eyes cloudy, which was obviously impossible to ring in my ears no matter what, appeared again.

[Remember it quickly, the name that really belongs to you. 】

my name?

Didn't I call, 【Emiya · Alter】......?

【Remember, it belongs to you, a unique memory. 】

my memory?

Isn't my memory just to fight as a guardian forever, forever...?

【Well, it's wrong, it's wrong!Don't rush, don't rush, take your time, take your time. 】

[Honestly speaking, regarding my name, if you forget it, it doesn’t matter. 】

【Honestly speaking, if you can't remember the memories related to me, really, there is no problem. 】

[Although it will be very sad, although it will be very uncomfortable, but I will not complain.but!There is only one thing, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely not to be forgotten, that is, Dad, you must remember Mom, because...]

because......?

His hands were trembling for some reason.Deep down, something is crazily refusing to recall the past.

Can't remember, can't remember, absolutely can't remember, because of me, because I—

【Because of mom, but the most -- I like you, dad? 】

There is a touch of red figure, with awe-inspiring and heroic spirit, accompanied by a trembling voice, breaking through the memory that has been sunk into the deepest part of my heart by heavy shackles.

[So, come on... come on!come on!After all, Dad, you are...]

Wait, wait, don't say any more, don't say any more, I obviously, obviously didn't—

[You are, my hero. 】

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

No, no, no!

The man who had lost his heart roared crazily in his heart.

I, I, I did not, did not save you from that woman named Seseiin Kiara, I did not, in advance, perceive the true face of that woman who was worshiped as a saint.

It was only after the fall that he woke up, but it was too late, and the craziest killing could not bring back the lost precious thing.As for at the very end, he fell into the devil's way like atonement, and sold everything he had to his restraint, in exchange for nothing more than sending that woman to the underworld, like a walking dead. Just myself.

The wife's tenderness did not respond well.

My daughter's expectations were not fulfilled.

What, partner of justice?

Haha, hahahahaha, no, perhaps, the end that even the one you love cannot save is the end that belongs to the so-called righteous partners.

blocked life.

Youth wasted.

I gave up a lot.

What ushered in was a hellish [end].

Of course, [myself] also understands that I am just one of the countless possibilities of the Heroic Spirit named [Emiya Alter].As long as the man named Emiya Shirou can't really abandon that borrowed ideal, then, in the end, he can't get rid of the ending of being used by someone.

Perhaps, some people will say that Emiya Shirou, who chose to be with Rin, cannot become a partner of justice.But ah, it is easy to say that you give up, but think about it carefully, when there is no one in the middle of the night, when you dream back in the middle of the night, when you are in love with the scene, you (I), I can really guarantee, Have you completely abandoned your previous ideals?

And as long as there is still the slightest bit of reluctance, then...

So, for this end itself, I have no resistance.

But, even so, this remorse that will never be forgotten until death, this remorse that will be firmly remembered in the deepest part of my heart even if everything is lost——

"its not right."

"what?"

"I said, that's not right." The man whose complexion was dark to a certain extent, who looked like a little gangster somewhere raised his head for the first time, and looked at him with eyes that were undoubtedly called "own will". Opposite, "I am not [empty shell]."

"You, don't you..."

"The things that should be remembered, I will record them in the notebook, one by one, in the notebook. Even if I forget everything, it doesn't matter. I just need to remember that I came to [Atonement], and I have already done it." enough.

Do you know that the world I live in has become a fixed matter, and it is impossible for me to save [her].

Ah, that's right, the child who will wear her favorite white bunny slippers and say to me with a smile, "Dad, welcome back" when I come back.

The child who would lie on the table and guard a table of meals, from evening to early morning, without moving a bite, just to have dinner with his father.

The one who would wear my favorite raincoat on a rainy day and walk carefully, earnestly, and cautiously to my work place. Even though his face was covered with rain and many places were wet, he would still bring me an umbrella with a smile child.

That, even though he has died, the only concern is still his parents, whether they will be sad or cry because of this, and sincerely hope that [Rin and I] will be a happy child.

I couldn't be saved.

So, at least, this time, she in this world—"

"So, I understand what you mean, but I'm sorry, I have already made an appointment for this seat, so you should wait until the next call. To be honest, do you want to change your hairstyle or something? After all, you are now He doesn't look like a serious person."

"About this point, compared to me, who can pretend to be a certain priest just by changing his priest's clothes, or pretend to be an Assassin by wearing a skull mask, no matter how you look at it, compared to me who has nothing to do with【Shirou Emiya】, you will be fired upon as soon as you appear The possibility of this is really too high, for the sake of your life, it is better to retreat here, Mr. Righteous Partner?"

"Tsk! Don't worry, I took a mask from Mozart before I set off. Besides, if it's really impossible, just hit the wall and pretend to have amnesia in the next second, wouldn't it be fine? I'm very skilled at faking amnesia. !So I'm really sorry, I don't want to retreat this time! I still want to be here, after the summoning, to stab myself in this world!"

"I agree, but I just plan to beat him into a sieve."

"..."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Damn! Ah, sure enough, the two guns are so handsome! But I won't give up, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Needless to say.

unlimited blade/lost works! ! !

"I'm very sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop."

A golden radiance appeared nearby without knowing when.

"Gold, color? Could it be that you... uh, wait, sorry for the wrong person, are you?"

"I'm just a heroic spirit not worth mentioning. Speaking of it, friendship, hard work, and reconciliation are all very beautiful things. I admire you very much. But, sorry, this time, I also want to , answer the call."

The visitor glanced at the void.

Essence: [Spicy Mapo Tofu].

Costume: [Lion Doll] X2.

Dress: [Magic Power Meter].

Dress: [Necromancer Magic].

Dress: [Battle of Kamla].

Essence: [Gem Magic · Reflection].

The remaining positions are three.

However, this does not mean that these three positions are all followers.therefore--

"Use your own martial arts to decide the summoned! Weapons are meaningless, a true hero...【Kill the enemy with eyes】!"

The sooner you are called, the sooner you can be sure!

"...The grace of saving at that time, and the regret of not being able to protect after that!"

Just as the three of them started to fight fiercely, the saint with a gentle and polite appearance began to enter the arena.Not only that, behind him, the figures of many heroic spirits emerged one after another.

"Oh, little monk, I want to follow Master Ushiwakamaru!"

This is the monk who came out of nowhere.

"I seem to have heard something interesting just now, you guys, can you come here for a while?"

This is a certain gangster who just finished beating up and still wants to beat up. Well, it's a certain saint.

"...The previous encounter was almost unworthy of the title of French knight, this time, it must be done!"

This is the indistinguishable Juggernaut Europa.

"By the order of the first generation of adults..."

This is a certain Assassin whose right arm is tightly wrapped with a bandage.

"So, is the Holy Maiden here?"

This is, well, this one needs no introduction.

"▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅!"

This is, hey, wait, forget about the others, why are you here, obviously you and Xiao Lixiang have never met before, right? ! ?

"▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅."

(Why ask? Here, the heroes gather!)

"...It seems that peace talks are impossible, so—"

"Let's see the real chapter under my hand!!!!!!" XN

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It seems that the Heroic Spirits started a war in a place that Tachika didn't know.But now, Li Xiang seems to have no time to worry about it. After all, among the seven summoned dresses, there are two four-star dresses!Now, she's being tested!

"Well, he looks like a good boy... By the way, today is Halloween, that costume that mixes Little Red Riding Hood and Grandma Wolf is really cute. Heh, once upon a time, I..."

I, too, had, had an heir.

However, the magician inheritance of the Shishijie clan has come to an end.Not only is it impossible to give birth to offspring, even the magic engraving is poisonous to death.The result of forced inheritance was tragic death. For him who actually liked children very much, this was an unacceptable fact anyway.

Although, the real him is dead.

Although, the current self is just a replica.

But...even so—

At the time of the summoning, the vaguely captured bits and pieces came from the memory of this child named Lixiang, which made him make the final decision.

"pass."

Eh?Just pass?

"Wow?"

"I said you passed, little one, well, how should I put it, I always feel that you and my last partner in life are somewhat similar in some places, heh, come on. Okay, sister over there, don't you?" Are you as easy-talking as I am?"

"Eh?"

In the next second, Li Xiang came to a tea room in the garden.

Ah, by the way, by the way, when Lixiang started the trial of the magic dress, [Gem Magic · Shadow], a certain servant with a confused face appeared in the summoning circle.

"Well, may I ask, is Lady Saint here?"

It seems that from the beginning to the end, this certain marshal who has not participated in the battle, but kept asking if the saint is there, unexpectedly survived until the end...?

Now, the remaining places are two.

PS1: I'm not very satisfied with this chapter... Last night's night shift, I didn't get off work until [-] o'clock this morning, and my head still hurts...