Lixiang is also working hard to survive today

With good eyesight that is not possessed by other people of the same race, he immediately found out that the friend he had made with great difficulty suddenly started to be in a daze after sniffling. The chubby, chubby, cute creature with black and white fur, but black is not pure black, and white is not pure white, stopped eating.After thinking for a while with his simple head, he hesitated for a while thinking he had found the reason, and then resolutely handed a piece of bamboo shoot that he had treasured for a long time to his cherished friend.

"Huh?" Lixiang, who didn't react from [Missing Mind] until she realized what was stuffed in her hand, raised her head and looked at the cute creature beside her with some doubts. Then, she easily walked away from it. Doubt, worry and concern were seen in his eyes.

I'm not hungry...

Although he really wanted to say such words to it, when the words came to his lips, Li Xiang realized that he couldn't say them.why?After she tilted her little head and thought for a while, she finally realized.Ah, I understand, because I really have not felt this kind of kindness from others for a long time.

"Thank...thank you." There was no refusal. During the escape, I did not know how many deaths and failures. Today, Lixiang has mastered the ability of [Animal Conversation] He thanked him sincerely, then silently lowered his head and gnawed on the bamboo shoots.

To be honest, unprocessed bamboo shoots are really not a very delicious food, but the meaning contained in them is very precious. In this bamboo forest where there is only one panda and a tattered little girl During this time, no one noticed that tears were slowly streaming down the girl's face.

How long has it been since then?While gnawing bamboo shoots, Lixiang, who was caught in memories, let go of his thoughts again.

Starting from London, Guildford, Winchester, Bournemouth, Stowaway, France, Carteret, Orleans, Paris, Belgium, Germany, Poland, Ukraine, Belarus, Russia, Siberia, China..... .

Running away all the way, growing up all the way, although I don't know what Lixiang in other worlds thinks, but she in this world is already, very tired.

Constantly escaping, constantly being caught, constantly experimenting, constantly escaping again, constantly fighting, this seemingly endless journey, when will it end?

I once vowed that I want to be a gentle person, a person who can laugh all the time, a person who can cook delicious food, and a person who can sew clothes skillfully …

But, can I really be, such a person?

The heart has become tattered, and the reason why it can continue to move forward is because of the things that cannot be given up on its shoulders.However, up to now, this tattered heart has almost reached the final critical point, if it continues like this, it will definitely perish by itself.

Perhaps, just find a reason to live?

But where should I find this reason?Lixiang in other worlds may be able to support himself with the reason of "revenge on his father", but he can't, ah, yes, he absolutely can't.

Thinking of this, she found that her hands holding the bamboo shoots were trembling slightly, and the salty taste of tears was added to the bamboo shoots, which were not particularly delicious, making them even less delicious.After a wry smile, the little girl shrank back, looking even more worrying.

Yes, unlike Lixiang from other worlds, at least those who died, she once, um, the only time, met her [father].

What kind of man is that?

Not very conspicuous, at least compared to my mother, not very conspicuous.He is not short but not very tall, he is good-looking but not too handsome, and his skin... seems to have been exposed to the sun for too long, and it looks dark. To be honest, just by looking, my [Dad ] He can only be regarded as a not very outstanding man.It's just that the eyes, yes, there is an extremely strong will in those eyes.

If I remember correctly, it should be...it must be a late night when I was six years old, right?While I was falling asleep, [Dad] came back.

Even though it was only a short stay, even though the only thing he did to himself from the beginning to the end was to touch his head quietly and lightly with those calloused hands, but that warm feeling, that feeling of being trapped The feeling of caring, even today, I can't forget it.

Indeed, as a father, [Father] probably failed, and as a husband, he was probably not qualified either, but ah, after all, I couldn't feel resentment towards him.

Weak, timid, stupid, clumsy, only smirking, don't want to doubt others, hope that the countless dead selves can be redeemed, the clumsy, ridiculous, stumbling self who keeps moving forward is probably really not suitable for this kind of life Bar?

I'm sorry, the me in other worlds, I've reached my limit.Although it is very shameless to say this, please, take my share and live well.

For a creature like a panda, life is nothing more than looking for food slowly after waking up, finding food to eat happily, sleeping happily after eating, and looking for food slowly after waking up... So Even if you have an extra friend, it is nothing more than having an extra companion when you are looking for food to eat and sleep.Therefore, when Mr. Panda fell asleep again, he didn't notice that his rare friend suddenly got up quietly, and then walked slowly to the cave entrance and left.

Turning back with some reluctance.After showing a sad and apologetic expression to Mr. Panda who was still sleeping soundly, Li Xiang resolutely left alone.

The goal is the top of a certain hill one kilometer away, where the air is good and the sun is abundant. Although it is a bit ridiculous and childish, she still hopes to draw a big, big cake on the ground like last year Pattern, and then, looking at the beautiful scenery, celebrating the 11th birthday, and then, drawing a terminator for his life.

..............................

The pattern is already drawn.

Resting her cheeks on her hands and looking into the distance, the little girl tried to recall the good memories of her life at the end of her life.But it wasn't until now that she realized that there were very few good facts that she could remember, so tears fell down again without disappointment.She was crying so intently that she didn't notice that not far behind her, the strong magic power began to gather gradually.

Detection.

inference.

analysis.

It may cause harm to the world, and appropriate handling should be made before the accident occurs.

Guardian Retrieval...

The conditions are entered, the most suitable candidate is selected, and the [cleaning] work begins.

Sequence 11, Guardian [EMIYA], attack.

"Hey, hey, is it such an annoying job again? You black-hearted boss." The strong magic power turned into a shape, and the white-haired guardian dressed in a tight costume and coat made of holy relic cloth, led A half mocking half empty smile appeared not far behind the girl.

So, who is the target of this mission?

The data synchronization is completed.

"Oh, so that's the case, the goal is..."

"The goal is..."

"yes......?"

Hey, hey, it's impossible, it's impossible, there must be something wrong, there must be something wrong, this, child, this child...

The relevant experience of the target is synchronized, the guardian [EMIYA], attack.

!!!

The man who was still in astonishment was caught off guard and witnessed a little girl's life full of hardships from the perspective of a bystander. While this too miserable experience reminded him of some memories of his life, he also It made him feel deeply sad.

However, before this grief could expand, the man mentioned the order to attack again.

Guardian [EMIYA], attack.

"...Damn, damn, wait!"

"Huh?" The unfamiliar male voice from behind frightened Lixiang who was still crying.She hugged her shoulders in fear, the little girl turned around and saw the man who appeared behind her at some point.

Ah, this face, why does it seem that I have seen this face before?

Guardian [EMIYA], attack.

Shut up, shut up!Hey hey hey, this must be somewhere... wrong?

Looking at the girl who was all in tatters, with many scars on her bare skin, who was looking at her in fear, the guardian's steel-like heart, which had been tempered for a long time, was shaken for the first time.

Although there was a lot of dirt on that face, it could still be seen that it was very similar to Rin.

Ah yes, what am I suspecting, isn't it a matter of course?Because of this child, this child is...

It is judged that the guardian [EMIYA] is mentally abnormal, automatically takes over the body, and the cleaning begins.

and many more......

Raging magic power flows in the magic circuit.

and many more......

Love Knife, Gan Jiang and Mo Xie appeared in their hands, and then they were tightly held by strong hands like in countless battles.

and many more......

The body automatically unfolded its stance, which was honed in countless battles, and it was definitely able to kill the little girl in front of him with one blow.

wait! ! !

"dad?"

Even though his appearance had changed, and even though the man in front of him felt as dangerous as those dangerous magicians, the little girl who could tell his essence at a glance still yelled out these words.

There is no doubt that it is his father, a man named Emiya Shirou.

what......

Thinking stops at this moment.

Can't make any sound either.

The man never thought that just two words could make him so happy.

In the heart that I thought had turned into cold steel long ago, there were strong emotions reverberating fiercely.

Ah, yes, yes, this look, this sound.This child, this child is indeed... me and Rin's...

..............................

I am, am I dreaming?

The little girl was puzzled.

Or is this a beautiful but cruel illusion like the little match girl?

Oh, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore, because the one standing in front of my eyes is the [Dad] that I have always missed very much?

All hesitation and all vigilance were put down at this moment, with a happy smile, Li Xiang stumbled towards the man, and at the same time, the two knives in the man's hands were also stirring with magic power, as if it was an agreement, at the same time For a moment, the two moved together.

! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

stop......

The distance shortened to the limit in an instant.

stop............

The double knives in his hands were raised high.

stop..................

"I'm so happy! On my 11th birthday, today... my father actually came to congratulate me..."

Stop it now!

It's a pity that the movements of the body didn't change because of his will. He raised the knife and dropped it, and the person in front of him fell to the ground slowly, as cold-blooded and ruthless as he had done countless times before.What the man who had burst into tears at some point saw was the little girl who remained in the embrace until death, with joy and tears still on her face, lying in a pool of blood and falling into eternal sleep.

Even at the last moment, she who had the ability to avoid the vitals still did not dodge, but maintained that posture and ran towards the man.

Why is this?

Ah, probably, she just wants her father to give her a hug. She just wants her father, who has never hugged her since birth, to give her a hug.

That's all, really, really, that's all.

Judgment, the task is over.Guardian [EMIYA], return immediately.

"what......"

In the throat, there seems to be a fire burning.

"what......"

The hands that could be controlled again trembled uncontrollably.

"Ah... ah ah..."

In the chest, there was something violently colliding, broken, and urgently needed to vent.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

The blade in his hand suddenly shattered into pieces. A certain man who used to be called Emiya Shirou never hated him so much as at this moment. As a partner of justice, he was himself... a scavenger of restraint.

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There were tears running down his face.

He had a dream.A very sad dream, a very angry dream.

"Ha, haha, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! So you have become a heroic spirit, my great father who is called a partner of justice!"

Laughing wildly and crying at the same time, the originally cute and even beautiful face became extremely hideous in the distortion, and he, who bears the name Lixiang, strengthened his thoughts even more at this moment.

Although I don't understand the difference between a guardian and a heroic spirit, although I understand that the power gap between the two is too great, but I want to complete that—starting from the fingers of that man's hands, breaking them bit by bit, bit by bit The bones of his whole body, and at the same time asked him with the most enthusiastic smile: "My dear father, partner of justice, is it so interesting?"——The desire of the thought undoubtedly became stronger. up.

Well, let's get up, after all today's escape and hunt are about to start again?Today, Lixiang is working harder than ever to survive, today, Lixiang is also there, holding hope and...full of anger.

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Half asleep and half awake, the little girl felt herself floating up and down.

Surrounding me are countless resentments, sorrows, unwillingness, pain and many obsessions.

If Lixiang has a strong heart, he can probably get rid of everything and move forward with a golden spirit, right?

If Lixiang has strong resentment, maybe even if the curse is imposed on him, he will walk with gray feelings?

Unfortunately, I have nothing.

But, at least for one thing, I can do it for nothing.

Whether it's resentment, sadness, resentment, or pain, I can at least tolerate you.

So take it easy, laugh it off, everyone, good boy?

Ask an interesting question.