Lixiang is also working hard to survive today

Don't worry, you will definitely survive.

Don't worry, you will never be harmed by what I saw when I observed other worlds.

Don't worry, you will definitely laugh, even...even if it takes everything, even if you sacrifice my life, you will definitely, absolutely, live happily and happily.

After that, there will be human destruction.

After that, there will be many human beings who will be rampant.

Afterwards, some sad child will emerge from the cocoon and become a butterfly.

But you don't have to worry, because no matter how terrible the future is, you will not be harmed. I will always protect you.

Now, Gaia?

"I love you."

In this empty and lonely world, the girl who was alone whispered a confession that belonged only to herself.

PS1: I originally mentioned a few sentences, and then [emphasis] wrote UBW, which is the world line of this book. After the ending, what happened to Emiya Shiro, and then described in detail the inhuman encounters Lixiang suffered in those years, but before After reading the comments, some readers said that this is in the water, and some readers said not to write, otherwise they will not be able to resist selling Wei Gong, so, very good, I discarded some of the saved manuscripts, and then chose the B route, a sick girl Rye Line, GO!

PS2: Who can guess that Alaya is behind the scenes 23333333333333

SP3: Well, I can’t even make complaints about it, I’ll build a group after get off work (#?Д?)

Chapter 59 Chapter 54. Lixiang's answer

That night became a point of divergence between different worlds.

Yes, the same boy who was saved by Emiya Kiritsugu, the same boy who wanted to be a partner of justice, the same boy who was involved in the Holy Grail War, the same... However, the world is so wonderful, as long as there is one subtle difference, In the future, things may change.

Lance retreats, followers approach, Saber meets the enemy, the boy is startled, uses the command spell to stop Saber, and Archer retreats without injury... The completely different development from the previous line, or the previous world left Lixiang, who was observing the course of history, dumbfounded .

And when the man who made him feel vaguely familiar turned out to be Emiya Shirou in the future, when he knew that the purpose of the opponent's participation in the war was actually to obliterate his past self, thus disintegrating this unsolvable tragic spiral, Knowing what a guardian is, Li Xiang was really stunned.

Hey, what, that seemingly friendly family husband and uncle I saw at the singularity, is actually the father of a parallel world?

Hey, what, that dead-headed father (in his youth), even if he faces his future self and knows the end that he may usher in, he still wants to move on?

Hey, what, Wang Jiang, your vitality is so tenacious?

Hey, what, Father Mapo, who doesn’t sell Mapo Tofu Ramen, did you take it so easily this time?

Hey, what, that Aunt Ilya, who seems to be my relative, was blinded and heartbroken by that golden pickup? ! ?

There were so many things that stunned Lixiang, so for a long time afterwards, he watched with a WTF expression on his face.So, the Holy Grail, the black mud, Shinji Matou's transfer to the Holy Grail container, the counterfeit versus the real one, Kim Picka's transfer to the Golden Elbow King...

The ending, the Holy Grail, was destroyed again, Saber disappeared, and Tohsaka Rin and Emiya Shiro went to the Clock Tower in England to study.At this point in history, countless possibilities were created again, and among these countless possibilities, Lixiang suddenly saw tremblingly, saw that part, the world line where the child named Emiya Lixiang was born.

But, but it's not right, but it shouldn't be like this, because, because this Emiya Shirou, logically speaking, it is absolutely impossible to become the father-sama in my impression!

"That's right, face your future self, win the battle, and continue to move forward. As long as your mother is by his side, then it is absolutely impossible for him to become...!"

what……!

It wasn't until this point that Lixiang finally understood what was wrong.

Mom, she, it seems, died when I was nine years old?Indeed, if the mother who has been explaining and supporting the father died suddenly, then a certain idiot might indeed embark on the same strange road as that uncle (Lixiang changed his name for the sake of distinction), no, maybe even worse.

wait, no!

The previous argument was immediately overturned, because Lixiang suddenly remembered that her father had been running around as a partner of justice before he was born, and maybe he went astray here with the death of his mother. Shirou Emiya does exist, but his father is definitely not!If so, why? ! ?

Continue to observe, continue to observe, after a long time, Lixiang finally found a trace of abnormality, yes, abnormality.How should I put it, it's as if the ending of what was originally a Happy End turned into a tragedy because of the intervention of some existence. If it is said that once or twice is accidental, then if multiple accidents appear in succession, it is because of some existence intentionally. of course.

During the last battle, his mother had endured the pain of being burned by the black mud overflowing from the Holy Grail and cursed her body, and rescued the idiot named Matou Shinji, and Lixiang actually recognized that idiot, But what he recognizes is a Matou Shinji who has been influenced (physically) by him after he grows up.

Of course, saving people is a commendable thing, not to mention that the rescued is a scum with a bad relationship with the rescuer, and the consequence of rushing to save a certain seaweed leader is Lixiang's mother's body, More or less, it was eroded by the black mud.

But don't worry, because this bit of erosion is actually nothing, at most, it's the level of a cold, and it's probably fine even if you leave it alone.If you really care about it, you just need to raise some money and ask someone to help you or remove it yourself... But, his mother learned gem magic, that gem magic that costs money like water.

So, after having an excuse to make money, a certain father who originally wanted to be a partner of justice was very happy to be half forced and half active to pick up some tasks that suit him. Be a partner of justice.

Ever since, there was the father in Lixiang's memory who never came home and was always busy with something.

However, one day, because of the root cause of the disease that occurred during childbirth, and the trace of the curse brought by the black mud, which had been fairly honest before, suddenly broke out collectively. Lixiang's favorite mother died suddenly.

To make matters worse, a few days before his death, Li Xiang, who had sensed something was wrong and wanted to ask someone for help, received another bad news-it turned out that the same mother who had always been close to her mother (which the two of them would never admit) Aunt Luvia, friend and foe, had been missing for a long time due to an accident. It is said, it is said that it is very likely that she has already died.

After hearing the news, in a panic, I couldn't contact my father, nor my mother's usual friends, nor my mother's teacher, Mr. II's Lixiang. In the end, I could only cry and watch. Before the bed, accompanied by his mother until the last moment.

That day, looking at the second before dying, I was worried about whether I could live a good life, and told myself to find Teacher II if I had something to do, and if I couldn't, I went to Aunt Luvia's mother. Once again, pray to the gods, hoping for a miracle to happen.

In order not to irritate his mother, Li Xiang did not tell her that Aunt Luvia had been missing for a long time, and there was a high probability that she had passed away long ago. Nishi-sensei who doesn't know where.

He understands that his mother and Aunt Luvia have always been tit-for-tat, they have always been enemies and friends, and they would never admit defeat. However, it was this kind of mother who said to him when she was dying...

[Lixiang, be good, don't cry, don't cry.Listen to me, listen to me carefully, remember, if you really can't do it in the future, go to that muscular idiot, after all, you also have the blood of that family. 】

This is her only and last time to admit defeat.Lixiang knew very well that if it was normal, her proud and self-reliant mother would definitely not say such things, but at the last moment, she, who was worried about her child's future, gave up her arrogance, gave up Persisting and giving up the concept of winning and losing, she chose to die as a mother compared to a magician.

At the moment when he realized this behavior, Lixiang grew up, from a naive and immature child.So he prayed harder to God, prayed to the gods, prayed for all existence, not to take away his relatives, but miracles require a price, in front of a black hand behind the scenes who also resolutely acted to make his loved one happy, The pleas of little children are so weak...and powerless.

In the end, Lixiang's favorite mother died.

In the end, she didn't see the person she met until the last moment, and she swallowed her last breath with regret.

In the end, after crying and fainting, and then being woken up again by starvation, Lixiang, in a state of confusion, forcibly energized, with the mentality that I can't embarrass my mother, can't worry the dead mother, I have grown up, After stumbling, the funeral was finally held.

However, the real nightmare has just begun at this moment.

Part of the awakening of the origin, the endless spiral of death, if you don't want to die, you have to move, run away, struggle, work hard, otherwise?Otherwise go to hell.

"Ah...ah...ah..."

Covering his head in pain, certain memories that he no longer want to remember are constantly jumping out from the deepest part of Lixiang's mind.

run away, get caught, run away, get caught...

A friend I made for the first time, a gift I only received with great difficulty.

A few days later, when he was restrained by force, he could only watch his friend being ravaged to death little by little in front of his eyes. When the gift I received, an ordinary glass bead full of goodwill, was ruthlessly destroyed in front of my eyes, what was the expression on my face?

When the sharp blade cuts the skin, bright red gushes out, when the muscle blood vessels are carefully peeled off, I am forced to watch all this, when the red bone marrow and a small amount of yellow (white) bone marrow flow out, when the dedicated magicians gentlemen When I announced with a regretful expression [this rare origin has nothing to do with the body, at least it has nothing to do with this part of the body, this experiment is in vain, let’s start the next vivisection experiment, such as the study of the spinal cord], my face Come on, what's your expression?

When suffering from pain countless times, for the sake of experimental effect, not only did not use the surgery to eliminate the pain, but to use the surgery to increase the pain, whispering "please kill me quickly, gentlemen magicians" In front of him, he watched the magicians who had never looked at him in the eye, talking and talking about——

[Speaking of which, the father of this experimental object seems to be some kind of righteous partner?It's really interesting, a person who can't even protect his own children, still pretends to be a partner of justice, it's so interesting! 】

——Then looked over with a smile, and said [the rest time is over, that's great, this time I just woke up in a coma for one minute and 60 seconds, so hurry up and start the next experiment], what kind of expression was on my face ?

When I used snow water to establish my body in the snowfield with good intentions, and although I was dressed in tatters because of fleeing, I tried my best to make myself look clean, and I greeted the people in the city, and then, my last Precious, most important, favorite, two blue eyes exactly like my mother, when I was shouted "Where is this beggar, stay away from me", and then one was blinded by a stone, What is the expression on my face?

Countless times in the middle of the night, looking at the hands that had been twisted like twists and had various problems, I once swore that I hope to become a person who can cook delicious dishes, and become a person who can skillfully mend clothes. On his own face, again, what expression?

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A certain man is constantly working hard to realize his ideal.

A certain man is constantly moving forward in order to make money.

Feeling that the manpower is so small, feeling that I still have my family, and I don’t know how long it took, and I finally escaped the pursuit of some forces who offended because of saving the weak, and finally returned to the man in England. In front of him was a piece of ruins.

what is this?

After that, he learned the whole story from Mr. II who was full of self-blame.From then on, the man who once determined to be a partner of justice disappeared, and what was replaced was just a heartbroken man who anxiously wanted to find his last relative and last bond.

However, no, no, I can't find it anywhere, as if the child no longer exists in this world, is it dead, or has it become a seal designation like the rumors?There is no answer, even if he traveled all over the world, even if he tried to break into the Seal Designated Section of the Magic Association, even if he left his own footprints unconsciously, this man still did not find his child.

The existence worthy of protection no longer exists, and what is left of this man in the end is only the borrowed ideal.Continue to search in vain, continue to maintain justice in vain, and continue to let the remaining human nature gradually disappear. In the end, this man is only an empty shell called a partner of justice.

After his death, he thought that he could finally become a true partner of justice. This time, at least he could stop regretting, but he was ruthlessly betrayed by his ideals.Keep killing, keep killing, that's the job of the guardian. As a result, he still became the heroic spirit Emily who is not the heroic spirit Emily.

If there is a difference, then it is probably the coat made of holy skeletal cloth given by someone who loves curry, which is different.But the nightmare did not end. In the end, he had completely turned into a killing machine, and even the memory of being a human was almost forgotten. One day, when he was on a mission, he accidentally met...

After this ending, everyone already knew that it was the ending that caused a certain man to completely collapse.

【Your time is running out. 】

Miss Bubble's reminder sounded in my ears.

"Well, I see. I really didn't expect that all this actually..."

With a three-point smile and seven-point misery, Lixiang looked at the last world line, which was the story of a girl who gave up her ideals and struggled just for a girl.

Soon after, Lixiang stopped observing and started thinking.

[In the first world, for the borrowed ideal, for the promise of that night, he spent his life like a machine without any regrets.Have you ever regretted it?No, he is actually quite satisfied with carrying out his ideals to the end.Have you ever regretted it?No, from beginning to end, he has experienced many ups and downs and has never regretted it. 】

[In the second world, he knows that there may be a hell in front of him, and he knows that he is probably a fake of hypocrisy.However, these are really things that I really want from the bottom of my heart.Therefore, it doesn't matter if this ideal is borrowed, so even if you know a certain future that is not good, you will continue to move forward.After all, this intention was genuine, so in the end, he defeated his future self. 】

[In the third world, he, for her, gave up the ideal he had insisted on since he was a child, and vowed to become a knight who only protects her.He sacrificed everything for her, just to rescue her from the quagmire of disaster, so that she can also obtain real happiness.Abandoning ideals, saying goodbye to the past, surpassing the limit, blocking life, and finally, at the cost of everything, he really succeeded. 】

[Perhaps in the eyes of normal people, this man named Emiya Shiro is distorted and abnormal. Even the ideal of working hard so far is borrowed. No matter how you look at it, he is a fool.But, this so-called fool has been working hard until the end, persisting until the end, even the him who gave up his ideal, did not give up saving her until the second before he died. 】

Pursing his lips, after reading and commenting on the three lines, and witnessing the strangeness of the man named Emiya Shirou in his own world, Lixiang suddenly sighed with pity.

"I said, I don't actually hate you. The reason why I can't forget it all the time, and the reason why I keep resenting it all the time, is because you didn't protect my mother well, that's all. That's right, although my life has been because of your The reasons became messy, although countless I died indirectly because of you, but [we] never held any hatred towards you."

"But if you want to talk about the reason for this...it is because you are deeply loved by [our] beloved mother."

Mom loves you very much, so [we] forgive you.

For her, [we] can even let go of all unwillingness, curses and hatred.

Therefore, if someone wants to ask me about your evaluation in the future, I will answer him/her like this:

"That's a persistent, naive and somewhat naive idiot. Maybe it's stupid, but it's not ridiculous."

However, even so, I still will not forgive you!

I didn't spend more time with my mother, I didn't protect her until the last moment, and I didn't even see her for the last time!

Only these, only these, I can't forgive no matter what!so……

"So, before we meet next time, you must be mentally prepared? Because I will definitely start from the head and correct your distorted personality step by step!"

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By the way, a real couple in love should be like Rama and Sita... Come to a cute cartoon, GO!

Xiaoyu asked Rama what kind of person Sita was, so after a lot of praise, Rama directly cosplayed Sita, um, so cute.

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PS1: The substantially cut version, there is no way, after writing out Lixiang’s experience in those years, I am full of glass scum, delete and delete!

PS2: Arrive home at 06:30, collect clothes, take a shower, cook, eat... After lying down for a while, typing, I am really tired, and there is still a lot of work to do.

PS3: The water monsters in the group simply amaze me ==

Chapter 60 Chapter 55. So I have been guarded by everyone...

When Lixiang said these words, as if some wonderful resonance had been triggered, bursts of milky white light suddenly began to emerge from his body, and then, soon, in Lixiang's surprised eyes, the light It quickly dissipated and was replaced by countless pure white light spots.

These points of light poured out from him one after another, surrounded, touched, and scattered, and finally...under Li Xiang's gaze, they disappeared completely.

"This, this is...?"

The voice trembled for some reason.

Surrounded by countless light spots, Li Xiang, who looked as lovely and pure as an angel descended into the world, looked at these light spots and felt an inexplicable sadness for no reason.

"This is [us] yo."

As if seeing his doubts, the space in front of Lixiang suddenly had water-like ripples, and then, Miss Bubble, who looked relieved, slowly walked out of it.

"us?"

"That's right, these light spots are [us]." After lightly touching one of the light spots, and watching it disappear like a dream bubble, for some reason, sadness appeared on Miss Bubble's face Mixed with joyful expressions, "I'm very happy, because Xiao Lixiang, you finally let go. It's really great, really really great, if that's the case, [we] can rest assured left."

"Eh?"

Miss Bubble's words are not clear, if someone else listens to it, she will definitely be confused, but Lixiang is different, looking at the things that surround (watch) herself, touch (say goodbye to) herself, and scatter Looking at (leaving) his own light spots, he suddenly understood something.

"Could it be, could it be that you are actually... [me]?"

This statement seems to have worked.