Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

The conversation between the two made me very puzzled, what was going on, I stared blankly at Lucifer.

Just like before, Lucifer came to me again and hugged me into her arms. This time she hugged me even tighter than before, as if she was afraid of losing me, she wrapped her arms around my chest fiercely. body.

"I hope you can understand that I don't have any other feelings for you, only eternal love."

My vision blurred, and a strange mood spread in my soul, so that my eyes could no longer see clearly everything in front of me.

"We shed the same blood, and that blood was pure, and it's still pure today."

Lucifer's voice trembled, it sounded like he was crying...

"I didn't expect to see you again in this life. I don't hate anyone anymore, let alone God. Enough is enough...it's enough for me."

"What the hell are you talking about..."

It was as if something had been detonated in the sky, and suddenly the empty black hole became distorted, quickly contracted and then disappeared, and a second later, a huge dark red flame exploded at that point, like a ghost in the water Ripples spread, and at that moment, the sources of magic of the five sinful demons were completely confused, including Goloy...his source of magic was also completely disordered...

Three or four seconds after seeing that scene, a huge roaring explosion that matched it also rang through the sky.

The whole hell is illuminated brightly, without even a little bit of darkness. At this time, the hell is as bright as heaven...

The power generated by the explosion also spread here. Lucifer held me in his arms and held me tightly. I can tell from the feeling that once I come into contact with the power generated by the explosion, I will either die or be injured. ...

The scorching storm passed by us, and Lucifer's wings began to rot as if they had been eroded.

"Cough!" Mammon over there suddenly vomited a mouthful of muddy blood, then lost consciousness and passed out completely.

Only me, the only one in the whole hell who was protected by Lucifer was not affected.

However, this situation is simply too unusual...it shouldn't be like this...why would Satan go berserk all of a sudden, why would Lucifer suddenly return to me.

At least the result of the battle has come out, Goloy and the others lost, and now I understand that Satan has been suppressing his power just now, fearing that the whole hell will be affected after it is fully released... But I don't know what happened, forcing Satan to stop caring so much.

After a long time, the storm gradually weakened, although it has not completely disappeared...

Lucifer let go of me a little...

"Lucifer! Your face!"

When I saw Lucifer's face, I almost fainted from fright. Lucifer's face was burned by the storm just now, the skin almost fell off completely, and the smooth golden long hair became like dry grass. It was still as beautiful as before. The moving angel appearance turned into a monster at this moment.

Before I could fully understand the situation, things happened one after another.

A black figure suddenly fell down and hit the ground heavily, denting another piece of the already dilapidated ground.

That figure slowly climbed up from the pit... It was Goloy!Although he didn't turn into Lucifer's appearance, he was not much better, and a large area of ​​his skin was rotten.

He looked at me with half-closed eyes, stretched out his hand towards me, and opened his mouth to shout something, but he didn't have the strength anymore.

"This may be God's punishment for me..."

Lucifer suddenly said such a sentence, and when I turned my eyes from Goloy back to her, my body suddenly tensed up.

It was an indescribable feeling, and I don't know how to describe this feeling... Maybe it's pain. Under normal circumstances, this feeling might be pain... But now... this what does it feel like...

I lowered my head, only to see a hand with a little white skin remaining in my body, and a hole was opened. The bright red blood escaped from my body screaming along the hand, and dripped drop by drop on the ground, on the dust and gravel...

Immediately after that hand exerted force, I trembled again...

I saw that hand pulled out a beating thing from my body. The shape of that thing was very strange, it was as red as a fruit in the Garden of Eden, and it beat so powerfully.

With a little force from that hand, the red "fruit" was crushed, and the "fruit pulp" splashed on my body.

My eyes are fixed at this moment, why...why my body can't move...it's so cold...so cold...why is it so cold...it's like my body is being swallowed by ice and snow...

The body involuntarily fell backwards...

Why... do I have to die here...

The last person I saw was not Lucifer, but Satan. She was hovering in the air not far from us, her expression was so gentle... peaceful... like the surface of a lake after the ripples had dissipated, it was refreshing.

I'm sorry, I know you're sad, no one understands you except me, but even I, who understands you best, can't stand with you, we are of the same mind, but we are opposite each other...

I'm sorry, my current expression must be very distorted, I let you see such an expression at the last moment of my life...

You said... angels die... will they go to hell...

Chapter 90. Angels and Demons

What is the world after death like?

I'm curious.

Such unknown things are always full of attraction to me. It has been like this since before. Although I am not good at using magic, I am quite proficient in the theory of magic.

Heaven and hell, both are regarded as the two extreme ends of the world, leading to either one or the other.

If you think about it carefully, you are very happy, no matter what, you will not be troubled by the unknown, suffer all kinds of suffering in hell or enjoy all kinds of blessings in heaven.

So for the lives that already exist in these two places, do they still have the concept of "death" and where will they go after death?

I do not know.

I am sitting on the ground, or I may be sitting in the sky. This is a space that extends infinitely outwards. It is pitch black, without time, space, or temperature. All conceptualized things seem to have never existed.

Am I now material or spiritual?

I do not know.

How long am I going to stay here.

I do not know.

So what do I know.

Probably, I died.

Am I sad?

Probably not sad, maybe at the moment before I died, my mood was mixed to a peak, but after crossing this peak, I was very calm.

Maybe it's because my body is dead and my heart has stopped beating, so I'm calm.

I'm superfluous, I've been superfluous from the start, no one understands me, no one cares about me, no one cares about me.Since I am such an insignificant existence, how was I born?

I curled up, and it needs to be mentioned that my body was gone, but I felt like I was curled up now, sitting in this dark place with my knees hugged.

Well, how I was born.

This question is easy to answer. I was born from kindness. So far, I don’t think I am evil. I have obeyed God’s words. I have always maintained a benevolent heart. I am afraid of death and fear of eternity. Endless violence, yes, I'm cowardly, so I want to be at ease, and I don't see anything wrong with that.

But the result is like this. I continue to give kindness and kindness to my surroundings, longing for comfort in my heart, and humbly begging that one day, I can stay away from death and violence and return to the warmth of comfort.But the reality is that when I came back to my senses, I had separated from kindness and benevolence, and became the biggest and most evil existence.

Let's just call me evil, it's okay, just call me that way.

I'm just evil or something.

Well, even though I have become evil, whether God, the great Michael, Goloi or the devil of sin, even I am on the opposite side of me.

That me is the real me, that me is the real angel, and I am just an opposite that has differentiated from her.But even this kind of me has countless memories and the longing for comfort and peace.

I was born out of nowhere, an angel in hell, desperate to go home, constantly giving kindness to those around me, and over time this angel is no longer what it used to be.

And I'm like a virus that changed the appearance of an angel.

It turns out that being a "Satan" is so lonely, and you have to be abandoned by everyone.

It's so dark, is there anyone, is there anyone, I don't want to stay in this kind of place alone.

In fact, I should not exist, but I have all the memories of "me", the memories of heaven, and the memories of hell.

Isn't it ridiculous.

In this way, Satan is indeed a fallen angel and a devil, because she has both the memory of heaven and the memory of hell.

Did Goloy hate me so much? I didn’t think it would become like this. I begged him to stay with me because I was very scared, afraid to be alone, because there was no one around me anymore. God abandoned me, the great Michael abandoned me, and I myself abandoned me, so I reached out to Goloy.It doesn't matter if you fall, I don't expect anything in return, I just want a little "acceptance".

But I was rejected, and Goloy saw me as an enemy, as someone who must be eliminated.

It's ironic that I finally opened up to him, only to become his enemy in that moment.

When Famda was eliminated, I knew that I must die. Famda is the embodiment of my soul. Gender has been completely confused in him, just as gender has long been confused between my soul and body. Lonely and helpless, the only person who accepted him was me. When he finally died, how powerless he was, trying to struggle, but he couldn't even make a sound.

Well, this is how I am, I want to say that sentence, say those words, please, don't hurt anyone anymore, don't inflict any violence, don't let life disappear meaninglessly.

Don't leave me so alone anymore.

For the gods, the great Michael, the Goloi, and the sinful demons, the other me is the real me, what I am, and I am just a contradiction born of me and different from me.

Great, the contradiction has finally been eliminated.

I died.

But why "I" also died.

I don't care anymore, because I'm dead, I don't know if I will always exist in this unknown darkness, maybe I will disappear in the next second, or maybe this is where I will stay in the future, endless nothingness and chaos.

I sat hugging my knees, bent my back, lowered my head and buried my face.

Well, I don't have a body anymore, so I just thought I did the moves.

If you really want me to die, please, erase my memory and my feelings.

Let me be pale and pure consciousness, without memory or emotion, without memory of past or future.Then there would be no pain.

How long has passed, one second, one day, one year, ten years, what is the difference to me, time is just an illusion.

I have no consciousness, no body, exist in the unknown chaos, I can no longer feel pleasure and pain.

But why, I think I'm crying, why can I feel the warm tears, the helplessness spreading in my heart, and the cold body.

No one will give me charity, no one will accept me, no one will look at me again, or be close to me.

I will be in this chaos forever... forever...

"some."

I heard it.

I heard something.

I raised my non-existent head and looked at the dark front with non-existent eyes.

It's so bright, the light is so bright, but it's not dazzling at all, it can make people watch peacefully.

The light came to me from the endless chaos and darkness, as if it had gone through all kinds of trials and obstacles, and appeared in a humble but holy, broken but perfect posture. in front of me.

The surrounding darkness did not dissipate due to the appearance of this light, and this light did not illuminate any dark places. Although it was very dazzling, this light was so weak at the same time.

This light is both a man and a woman, both sexual and asexual, with the gentleness and femininity of the female, the fiery masculinity of the male, the sensibility of the sex and the rationality of the asexual, as if this light is a collection of the most positive things in the world.

Whatever it is, this light is beautiful.

Why……

Why this time...

Why does this light appear here...

Can't you just let me go... I've already disappeared, what else do you want to do to me, what do you want me to do...

It’s okay, I’ve been wiped out, my value has been realized, isn’t it?

That being the case...why is this light...

"True mercy, true goodness, true holiness, true glory," said the light to me. "The true truth is both sentient and ruthless, whether it is happiness or cruelty, abandoning or escaping, this truth will last forever."

After all, haven't I been abandoned yet?

This is the case.

What's the use of saying more.

I won't blame anyone, because this is cause and effect, this is effect and cause, and it is a law that is not interfered by individual will.

"no."

Yes.

"no."

Yes.

"no."