Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

"Try harder?"

"I would have done it without you telling me."

I forced myself to think, even though I didn't have any clues, there was no place to start, even if I racked my brains, what I got was nothing.Lipatia's preferences are like a mystery, I don't mean to look down on Lipatia, because she is my fiancée, but what I want to say is, she is an angel, what do you really like? something?

Ah, I do know something Lipatia likes.

"Lipatia likes heaven and her compatriots. This king may not catch another angel back."

Here it is again, my mother shook her head in denial and sighed helplessly, as well as that slightly sad expression, which was complicated and uncomfortable.

Even though she is my mother, she always denies me. Such a mother is too bad!

I almost yelled those words, and if I did, I was a kid who didn't grow up, and any of these gossip about wanting a mother would be solid.

"Honey, how on earth did you get so many girls? You obviously don't know anything about girls."

"I am the lord of the Lucifer family, the great demon king, and the supreme commander of a huge army. I think these are enough to deal with all the girls in hell. After all, the devil only cares about these."

"You also know that these are only suitable for girls from hell, so think carefully about the difference between Lipatia and girls from hell."

Although the tone and demeanor perfectly imitated the appearance of a child, this personality that likes to guide and preach has not changed at all.I prefer my former mother. When I was young, whenever my mother criticized me, I had a desire to push/push her down.Who told her to look so nasty.

But at the moment, I really don't have this desire, I just feel a little irritated.

"Since you know it's okay to tell me." I said.

"That's not okay, my dear, after all... How should I put it, if you get married in the future, I can't help you deal with all the problems."

"I think it's a good idea."

Mom smiled, then turned around and fell backwards, leaning on me.

"The important thing is the mind, do you understand?"

"It's the heart that counts," I repeated in a comical way. "You really know how to say, which gift I gave before was expensive and thoughtful, isn't Lipatia still the same?"

The situation seems to be at an impasse, at least in my opinion. In any case, my mother knows the key to solving this series of problems. My mother, who is usually obedient to me, has become so resistant now, and refuses to tell me the solution.

"Ah, I'm so annoying, the big deal is that I won't send gifts."

Seeing that I gave up on myself, my mother didn't intend to hide it anymore. She grabbed one of my hands and played with my two small hands, fiddling with my fingers.

"Actually, the answer is very simple. You can buy suitable gifts here at Grady."

"Oh!" I sighed. "You mean the theological signs?"

Mother's consciousness and body were slightly startled, and then she looked at me with a stiff smile.

"Oh, I didn't mean to say that."

"Didn't you want to say it?!"

"After all, this is a bit too vulgar. It's something that can be guessed. It's a little boring."

"My love affair is not used to entertain you."

With her hands behind her back, my mother leaned forward slightly and straightened up from me.

"Sorry, Mom still can't tell you."

After hearing these words, what mother received was not forgiveness, but the angry eyes and wordless silence from the angry demon king. The fear of destruction that can only be felt in such silence is spreading.

Given the choice between my mother and my fiancée, I would definitely choose...

"Don't look at mom like that, mom is also for your own good."

"..."

"Why don't you go to the street and think about it, maybe you will have the answer?"

"Are you treating me like a three-year-old kid? Your education method is really childlike."

"That's right, I have cultivated a demon king who may unify hell through this kind of education."

This sentence made my anger disappear instantly, and more importantly, I don't know how to answer this sentence, after all, it is a truth.

I turned my head and took a sneak peek at Lipatia and La Servillier over there. The two of them were talking about something. Lipatia lowered her head, her back looked a little lonely, and she was always very proud. At this moment, his back was bent, as if his energy had been completely exhausted, he looked at the ground without saying a word, but blinked his eyes from time to time, and the speed of the tail wagging behind him became very slow.

Lasevier, on the other hand, spoke comforting words to Lipatia with a completely opposite enthusiasm and a forced smile.I guess so.

When seeing Lipatia like this, any self-esteem and self-willedness in her heart disappeared without a trace.

"Hey, just walk around the street."

I don't have time to chat with my mother here anymore, so I asked anxiously while holding my mother's hand.

"Well, it depends on whether you are good at thinking." Saying that, my mother narrowed her eyes. "Or...to be good at understanding human nature...Your Majesty the Demon King."

When I saw my mother showing this expression, this tone, and this address, I looked back at Lipatia over there, and then nodded silently to her.

Then, I shook off my mother's hand and ran away at the speed of a demon king.

Wait for me, Lipatia, I will definitely find the most suitable gift for the current predicament.

Chapter 151. Angel's Re-entanglement (Lipatia)

I don't want to describe my mood as bad, although there will be no misunderstandings at all if I use the word bad to describe it, but this kind of description seems a bit too plain, as if I really just because Some things and made a bad mood, want to act like a baby and so on.

This is by no means the case, I know very well that my current mood is much more than "bad", and it contains words like helplessness and irritability that have something in common with "bad".

But if I really want to say something more, it is probably exhaustion.

This isn't the first time I've described my exhaustion. Living in hell can't help but be such a bad time.It's nothing, what's worse, sometimes when I'm enjoying relaxation and leisure, it's rare to have such a feeling in hell, but the invisible devil that's hard to describe and comes from nowhere reminds me immediately...

Remind me where I am, who I am, and what to do next.

This demon is probably my pride.

Although I prepared very well with Melika yesterday and said that I would fight Lasevier, it is a bit ridiculous to think about it. I can't do such a thing by letting an angel compete with a demon for the love of the devil.

And judging from the situation, La Servier needs Goloy's love more than I do, so I try to maintain a peaceful mood all day today, not forcing myself to maintain it for these two, but I want it myself Enjoy some peaceful time.

Although I myself once said that indulging in comfort is the weakness of angels, how can I get rid of this weakness?

I sat on the chair and kept moaning and sighing like an elderly person. I don’t remember where I heard such a sentence.For me, for angels, age is not an issue, what matters is the issue of rank.

For me, it is more appropriate to change this sentence to "the class is only low, but it bears the worry of the holy rank".

These words seem to be self-defeating, I don't mean to give up my mission, it's just...

"Lord Lipatia, don't be too angry. Your Majesty has been like this before, and you are used to it. It also shows that Your Majesty likes you very much... Even though I know that you don't care what His Majesty thinks at all."

I don't want La Servier to persuade me, she is too gentle, she can't see the majesty of the general and the shadow left by the male in her body.

What is this feeling? Is it the feeling of losing? I have persisted for so long, but now...

Say something nasty and I wish La Servier would stay away from me.

It's not La Sevier's fault, absolutely not, and I know La Sevier's concern for me better than anyone else, and she is harmless now.

But when I realized my failure and cowardice, such tenderness became a burden on my shoulders. It looked like La Servier was persuading me, but I felt like... I was suffering a twisted insult.

At that time, I was chatting with Goloy on the street, and we were talking meaningless things to each other as usual. Originally, I was serious to him at all times. Since when did our relationship become so natural?

I can't remember clearly, if I had to go back, I really couldn't find a node, was it when I was facing Buno Farani that I kissed Goloy and gave him my magic weapon.

Or after I fought with Agadina, he complained to me and changed the city of Belial to the name of the great Gabriel according to my request. Did we have a tacit understanding at that time?

Going back a little further, after the Monstein incident, I was with this lonely devil that night, or earlier, when I decided to sign a deal with him, I pressed on his body and felt the trace of the devil's heart bright.

The origin of the world is light, it is God, maybe I am attracted by the ray of light that exists in the heart of the devil.

What an amazing feeling.

Was Goloy putting his arm around me in the street, shy?Shy for sure, and even more ashamed, my angelic self-esteem won't allow me to do this kind of thing.

But I didn't completely reject Goloy.

At first it was just a joke, but after holding me for a while, this guy really had a desire. At that moment, I understood that his desire for me, his desire for me, is not because I am an angel or a demon, but because I am an angel or a devil. In the longing for myself.

Such a statement is a bit absurd, but it is indeed what I feel.

He was treating me like a completely natural woman.

I have somewhat forgotten that I was forced to become a woman by Goloy until today.

From the initial resistance and incompatibility, it has become a natural state now.

At that moment, when I realized that Goloy wanted me, my soul trembled, an unfathomable crack appeared in my heart, and a strong sense of contradiction was tearing every cell in me.

What am I fighting against, is it against my identity as a woman?

But it's been so long, will anyone care? I'm afraid people have long forgotten how I got to where I am today.

"La Servillier, have you ever hated me for turning you into a woman?"

Faced with this relatively sensitive question I suddenly raised, La Servier was taken aback. Her hands trembled, but she didn't hesitate for a few seconds and said in a panic: "How is this possible, Lipatia? Your Excellency is my benefactor, if there is no Lady Lipatia, I would not be where I am today, how could I hate Lady Lipatia."

"Thank you, Lasevier..."

"Master Lipatia, what are you..."

"It's nothing, it's just a little...to myself...I don't know what to say, sometimes I think, should I really exist now."

"Miss Lipatia..."

I felt Goloy's desire for me, I even felt a little happy, the devil likes me, Goloy likes me, he wants me to be his wife, let me be his only woman, I shouldn't be happy, but I have a happy mood.

It pains me because my angelic pride won't let me do it.

This is the source of my current mood. Obviously everything is going smoothly, and I almost forget the contradiction, but at this moment, the conflict of contradiction is revealed again.

I know I can't escape, I have to make a choice, but...

"Isn't Lipatia-sama angry with His Majesty..."

"Of course it is. Of course I'm angry with the bastard devil. He actually got angry on the street. What kind of joke are you taking me for?"

La Servier didn't know, because I didn't dare to tell her that Goloy's desire for me appeared suddenly at that moment, not just physical desire, as if at that moment he completely ignored the people around him, including La Servillier, and only wanted to be with me.

Even in front of so many people, there was such a violent reaction... When my lower abdomen was pushed by that hard thing, my mind really went blank...

Yep, I had a woman's reaction, since when did I get more...specific...

Originally, the concept of an angel was very abstract, but now, I am becoming more concrete bit by bit...

Do I like Goloy.

I also often ask this question.

Although the answer is absurd, I'm afraid I still like it, otherwise I wouldn't be where I am today.

But aside from this, of course I would be angry that Goloy suddenly reacted to me on the street. La Servier is still there, and I hope he can take into account other people's feelings.

I don't know what that bastard devil is doing now, is he looking at us over there, I dare not look up, once I meet his eyes, it will be so embarrassing.

Chapter 152. The Invisible Demon King (Lipatia)

When I was distressed, I didn't dare to express my true feelings, nor did I dare to explain my feelings to La Servier, which resulted in no one who could really comfort me. This is really to blame for my self-esteem.

And the reason for my bad mood is the reason of Goloy's rude behavior in public, and the deeper reason about some specific details, which is the contradiction between my feelings for Goloy and my angel's self-esteem. When combined, it leaves me feeling sluggish and exhausted, drained instantly.

If I want to give an example, it is equivalent to playing with friends outside, but suddenly remembering that I still have a lot of work to do, and immediately lose the mood.Although it is not very appropriate, it probably feels like this.

I hung my head, not knowing what to do next.

What is that guy doing?Why don't you come over? I should come over and apologize for doing such an excessive thing. I dare not ask Rasevie Goloy what he is doing now, and I dare not look up by myself. After all, I am just a coward. Obviously, angels should be outspoken, but I am timid, and I am still on the issue with demons.

I'm so useless...

"His Majesty is gone..."

I immediately sat up and looked at La Servier.

She took the initiative to bring up the matter about Goloi, which made me feel relieved. It makes me uncomfortable that the atmosphere has been so deadlocked. It would be great if the topic can go on without touching my sensitive self-esteem. that's it.

But what was Lasevier just saying?Goloy is missing?For a while, I didn't understand what she meant, what did she mean by missing, did she disappear, or she didn't know where she went, but I just wanted to say, how could Goloy suddenly disappear at this time?

Lasevier stood up from the bench and looked around. Sitting on the chair and looking up at her like this, he felt that Lasevier's figure was really slender and tall.