Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

I realized my mistake, a sad and sad truth.

My relationship with Dipalona is no longer based on feelings, but on cold interests.

On the one hand, my sister and mother are very disgusted with my decision, and on the other hand, Dipalona's people in the Asmodeus family also oppose her sharing the power of the demon king with Lucifer.

Me and DiPalona are in love and we don't see that.

But others can see clearly.

Sooner or later, the Lucifer family and the Asmodeus family will have a battle.

The two of us cannot share this power.

And gradually, we also began to come back to God.

Dipalona also began to have reservations about me.

Yes, I am aware of this, if I really give power to Dipalona, ​​she will betray me, she will abandon me, she will be swallowed by power.

I can't sleep at night just thinking about it.

Countless nights I have spent in painful contemplation.

I promised Dipalona the throne of Demon King, but I ruined our relationship.

I can't accept it, if betrayed by Dipalona, ​​I will die, I will be in pain.

Rather than that, I might as well go first and betray Dipalona.

So, I deceived Dipalona, ​​led my troops into Satan City, killed the devil and his family, and ended this love.

It was also from this moment that Dipalona began to hate me to the bone.

Because I betrayed her.

But we both know that if it were her, the ending would still be the same. Our love is no longer pure, but has become an empty and cold transaction.

This is what I dread...

Why did you sign a marriage contract with Lipatia.

Because I am afraid of pure love, I despicably try to bind each other's feelings and relationships with contracts.

I fell in love with Lipatia, and I don't want to lose the person I love again, and have to choose to be betrayed by the person I love, or to betray the person I love.

However, when I chose to bind all of this with a contract, the nature of love has already changed.

And I also know that Lipatia signed this contract with me for the benefit of heaven.

This marriage contract is the former "Demon King", I think it will eventually destroy me and Lipatia.

But I don't want to betray the one I love anymore, I can't do it... This feeling is more painful than imagined.

I am glad that I betrayed Dipalona myself, because it is far more painful to bear this sin than to hate the other party, and I don't want Dipalona to bear this pain.

However, when facing Lipatia, I no longer have the courage and experience to bear another sin.

Even if this marriage will ruin me and Lipatia...

I can't, I can't give up this engagement, because I'm afraid Lipatia will leave me just like that.However, if we continue like this, there will be only cold interests waiting for us, and we will no longer have any feelings.

I still yearn for love and to be cared for. When I was a child, no one paid attention to me because people felt that there was no need to care about me, because I was useless and of little use value.But now people still feel that there is no need to care about me, because in their view, the devil is absolutely powerful, how could he be like a child, longing for his mother's love.

However, demons are greedy and want what they have not had.

As for me, I never had anyone to care about, and I never had anyone to rely on.

I want someone who will take care of me and love me unconditionally, and I want someone I can depend on unconditionally.

Dipalona was that person once, but she isn't anymore.

And now, beside me, in front of me...

Lipatia has a stronger will than me, I dare not make a choice, but she made a choice.

A low-level angel chose to rely on her own will to complete this journey. To a certain extent, she betrayed the interests of heaven for me, because if she didn't tear up the engagement, she could control me more easily.But after tearing up this marriage contract, there is only pure affection left between her and me, which no longer includes any external interests.

What a cruel and arrogant angel, she chose to make me fall in love with her crazily, so that I could not extricate myself to control me, and she did not choose to control me with a marriage contract.

If I change my mind in the future and stop loving Lipatia, she will have nothing and lose everything.

"Willing to play this game of chess... Lord Angel is really capricious and kind..."

I kissed Lipatia's lips and chose to accept her challenge.

From now on, there will only be pure feelings between us, without any attachments, and each other may betray each other at any time, but it is precisely because of this that the feelings are more pure.If one party betrays the other party and abandons the other party, it can only be due to the dissipation of feelings, not because of other interests.

Lipatia gave me this opportunity, she gave me maternal love, that is...

unconditional love.

This is the first time that Lipatia has made a decision against the interests of Heaven entirely for me.

It may also be to maintain the dignity of the angel.

However, she is indeed the person who understands me best, the person who sees through my heart, the person who gave me kindness, and the person who left me with a trace of dignity.

Slowly leaving Lipatia's lips, she was still asleep, wrapping around her slender body, I hugged this lower-level angel I loved so much, and whispered in her ear: "I swear to you, angel, no matter how despicable I am as a devil, I will never betray you. If there is even a ray of light in my heart, even if there is even a little bit of God's glory in my chaotic soul, That is the love for you, only this feeling is as holy as an angel."

Thank you for not abandoning me.

Chapter 8. Purity is Purity (Lipatia)

Demons are very greedy. Once the Demon King is promised, everything will be decided by the Demon King. The relationship between the two is no longer necessary to decide everything.Although Goloy didn't tell me, I still guessed privately that Goloy promised Dipalona the position of Demon King.

And my reasoning is very simple. First of all, I can confirm that Dipalona and Goloy were in love at that time. At that time, the Asmodeus family and the Lucifer family were in a state of close cooperation. The two families conducted military operations together. Then Goloy and Dipalona must have considered the matter of the Demon King.

If it was determined from the beginning that Goloy wanted to take the throne of the Demon King, then it would not be a betrayal of Dipalona, ​​unless Goloy promised to give the throne to Dipalona, ​​but then took it away by himself, that would be called betrayal.

In the eyes of outsiders, this kind of behavior is undoubtedly betrayal.

Goloy was dazzled by power and betrayed his lover at all costs.

Most people probably think so, but I have never felt that way.

Because I know Goloy.

This is a private matter between Goloy and me, and the marriage contract is a private contract between the two of us, so whether it is established or broken, we don't have to tell others, and we don't have to do anything special.

A marriage contract is only a verbal agreement, and people may feel that this kind of agreement has no effect in the first place.

But I, as the representative of heaven in the eyes of the demons, and Goloy as the demon king, what we say from our mouths is effective.

It is important that, as an angel, I cannot lie.

"You'll regret it."

In the darkness, a familiar yet unfamiliar voice sounded in my mind. When I regained my sight, standing in front of me was an angel with long soft golden hair and green eyes with a disdainful smile.

"It's rare that I signed a contract with him for you, and you just gave up like this. Is it really okay?"

"I'm an angel."

"Hey, is that the answer?"

"I will not do the same thing as the devil. Neither the emotions nor the flesh created by God should be used as a tool. This is blasphemy."

"So you want to talk to me about God's will now?"

"I just don't want to..."

"Look at the facts, dear." She interrupted me rudely. "You are too kind to the devil. You put on a tough attitude on the surface, but you are so weak in your heart. Do you know that this is the beginning of degeneration."

"Could it be that being as unscrupulous as you is maintaining the dignity of an angel?"

"You are destroying yourself, you know, at least for demons, I don't have any real feelings, they are a group of ants in my eyes, in our eyes, but you... have feelings for ants, this is actually It doesn't matter, as long as you see them as tools first, and as bearers of feelings second, this is correct...do you understand?"

"I don't need you to tell me these truths, and I don't need you to teach me how to be an angel. I have been an angel since I was born."

"If you did the right thing, how could you conceive me? Admit it, my dear. My existence is because of your subconscious mind. You realize your mistakes and you need my help to correct them."

"Maybe it's better for me if you choose to shut up."

"Is it worth giving up everything for a demon king?"

"I didn't give up anything, and I didn't do anything for the devil."

She smiled with disdain, as if standing in front of her was an illusory thing of no value.

Then she said to me, "Don't you realize, I'm not an individual, I'm you, so it's not me who said these words, it's you, dear."

When I opened my eyes, I only felt that my body became more and more tense, my flesh and blood were wrinkled together, and it became difficult to move my body.

Is it just a dream, or...

I was panting heavily, and found that I was tightly hugged by the demon king. The sultry feeling made me uncomfortable. I wanted to break free from the embrace of the demon king, but as I said, I couldn’t do it. The oppressive feeling of the dream just now remained on every inch of my body, making it extremely difficult for me to even breathe.

When we fell asleep, I don't remember, after I told Goloy to break the engagement, everything became... blurred, as if I fell asleep because my body was too relaxed.

Ah, right.

We chatted casually about other things after that, and for some reason, my body felt tired for a while, and I fell asleep right away.

It seems that not only for Goloy, but also for me... the pressure brought by this engagement is too great.

My body was already drenched with sweat. While feeling stuffy, my body was pierced by an indescribable cold, and my head felt a throbbing pain.After a while, I broke free from Goloy's embrace with my heavy body, and sat up straight in a daze.

I was completely naked, so lying in Goloi's arms didn't make me feel shy or anything, I glanced at Goloi next to him, he was still wearing a robe, it seemed that he didn't What did you do to me.

I covered my head, and slowly breathed a sigh of relief, then pursed my dry lips, and my throat felt a little hoarse.

What did her words mean in the dream.

I don't think I did something wrong, and I don't think I should be crazy enough to use all means to deal with the devil. If I really want to completely wipe out the devil, then God has already done it, and it's not my turn to do it.

My first task is not to deal with the devil by any means, but to keep myself pure first.

And I don't think playing tricks like a devil is the way to stay pure.

Am I pity Goloy?

Yes, maybe.

Do I have feelings for Goloy.

Yes, I do have feelings for him.

But I am also asserting my purity and dignity as an angel.

And I don't think that the dignity and purity of angels can only be maintained by dirty means. If things have really developed to that point, and pure and noble things have to be maintained by despicable means, then the purity and nobility are still in their original form. Appearance?

I did nothing wrong.

At least for me, the development of things has not reached that point, and the purity of my soul has not reached the point where it needs to be maintained by dirt.

Therefore, this marriage contract is wrong for me.

I put my hands on my chest, and that mighty heart was beating more violently than ever.

Lucifer, do you think so too?

But what exactly did you fall for...

I know God's laws are sometimes harsh, but if we don't obey God's laws, how can we ask God for mercy.

My gaze once again fell on Goloy, and at this time, I don’t know if it was because of me, Goloy also opened his eyes. After waking up, he hesitated for a while, maybe he found that I was missing in his arms, and then his gaze moved upwards, and I met my gaze.

Seeing that I was panting heavily and drenched in sweat, Goloy sat up all of a sudden and slowly hugged me.

"What's wrong, Lipatia... are you okay?"

"No..." I swallowed. "It's nothing, it's just... a dream."

Chapter 9. The Plan to Go to the Military Factory (Lipatia)

After getting up, I chatted with Goloy for a while and woke up.

Just like what Goloy said, I have talked about some complicated emotions in the past, and now I feel much more comfortable in my body. I don’t really like the feeling of accumulation of complicated emotions, so expressing all these straightforwardly can be regarded as a kind of venting.

After that, I got up a little and cleaned up, and it was almost time for breakfast.