Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

I squirmed and leaned against the pillow. The size of the whole bed was not smaller than that of Goloy in the Demon King's Palace. It was a lot quieter for me to lie on it alone.The head of the bed is curved and protruding, like a harbor, I hugged the pillow and curled up on the edge of the bed.

Apart from the Leviathan-style decoration around the bed, the rest and the most attractive thing are the murals on the ceiling and the walls on both sides.What was painted on it was Leviathan, the great sinner, whose huge body jumped out of the ocean, and the continent where human beings lived was just a grain of sand in front of it.

The body of Leviathan in the painting is blue, with thirteen beards, but a pair of golden pupils that are as dazzling as the sun. It is roaring in the rolling tsunami, and the huge flood is about to swallow everything in the world. Under Leviathan is hell, and all the demons are worshiping it. Above Leviathan’s head is the sky. The angels under him fled in horror.

"The real Leviathan is not like this..."

I looked at the painting with half-open eyes and said.

Although I was still in Goloy's soul at that time, I was still one body with him. I was him and he was me. We saw Leviathan at that time. What a petite and innocent child, how could he look so cruel.

Another mistake in the painting is that when Leviathan turned into the legendary sea monster, her body was much larger than in the painting. As Leviathan himself said, Jehovah threw her into hell because she was incompatible with the world. Yes, the world created by God couldn’t accommodate her at all. Even if she was thrown into hell, her body was still as huge as the universe.

Looking at the Leviathan in the painting, I have mixed feelings in my heart.

What exactly am I? Even I myself can't give a definite answer.

Belegia, this name was given to me by Lipatia. When I came to this world as an independent person for the first time, the name I reported was "Goloi", Goloy Lu Sifa, that's what I used to call myself.

However, when I actually separated from my other half, the male self, I realized that because I was a woman, I could never be Goloy Lucifer, which is why I embraced the name Belegia.

People see me as a monster different from Goloy, that I am attached to Goloy, or that I am born of Goloy.

It is really absurd, I am Goloy, and Goloy is me. This is like saying that the back of the silver coin is attached to the front, and the front is the main body of a silver coin, and the back is only attached to the front.

How ridiculous.

I buried my head in the soft pillow, which exuded a faint fragrance, which made people feel at ease.

What should I do, what should I do next, I am very confused.

Lipatia was turned into a woman by "I" when she came to hell. After living in hell for so long, she gradually accepted her identity as a woman.But she really felt how sad a woman in hell is. I didn’t change from a man to a woman. It’s hard for me to explain what my original gender is. It’s like a piece of paper. If you don’t draw something on it, a piece of pure white paper. Who can say which side is the front and which side is the back.

All the achievements that man has achieved so far are my achievements, and my achievements are also his achievements.

But things are different now and I can no longer be a Goloi.

My birth was a tragedy, but I had to accept all the consequences of this tragedy, and I needed to earn everything for myself.

Lipatia was right, she really touched my sore spot, Beda's words made me feel extremely inferior and overly strong sense of reality.

I am a woman, and I have to live as a woman, but only when I really live as a woman, and a very weird woman, do I feel the cruelty of hell and my own powerlessness.

Why is this so? I don’t understand. The seven sinful devils used to live as women, but when did the sexes become so contradictory and unequal? ​​Now women in hell have to advertise themselves as slaves in order to truly live in hell.

I still have this problem.

That man and I formed the entity "Goloy Lucifer".

But why, he inherited the identity of Goloy Lucifer, but I have to start my life with a new, distorted identity.

Because I got the body of a woman.

Everything I ever fought and earned was lost just because of this damned body.

How ironic.

Just because of my woman, people think that my soul is produced by attaching to that man, why no one thinks the other way around.

Even Lipatia would think so, poor angel, she has fallen, she has admitted that this inequality in hell is the norm, and this can't be helped, because she herself is in it, she doesn't even realize how inferior her status is, she accepts this slave-like plight of women.

I know, I'm running out of time, it's for profit, for the truest good, not for heaven, not for hell, just for myself, I have to make it happen.

I finally understood what kind of thoughts Ze Kui had in mind to destroy this cruel hell.

If she has the will to fight God at the cost of every soul in hell, then so can I.

Chapter 148. Who Remembers (Lipatia)

I got kicked out by Belegia, hoping she knew what she was doing.

Please don't get me wrong, I am not angry with Belegia, the worries and sighs like my predecessors are not from the expression of my own feelings, but purely, purely hope that Belegia knows that she No matter what you are doing, you must not lose your purpose.As for the fact that I was kicked out, people would naturally think that I was angry. After all, in the eyes of many people, "Lipatia" is such an existence, resolute, willful, moody, and even a little ignorant of current affairs. You can always read it in literary stories, the king's queen is often talked about by the servants, and there is no friend in the palace.

Of course I am not a queen, and Goloy is not a king. Our relationship is far more complicated than love, and it is far more evil than the kind of intrigue depicted in the story. If we really enter into a marriage relationship, you must believe me, the factor of interest is far higher than love.I don't even deny that Goloi will kill me one day because of profit.

Although I think this kind of thing is unlikely to happen, did you expect today when Goloy and Dipalona fought each other?

Still, I'm not worried, but I wouldn't outright deny the possibility.

And I am in the devil's palace, no, it should be said that I have been maliciously speculated and slandered by countless people in the whole hell, but it doesn't matter. I hope the devil can continue to insult me ​​like this and hate me, because once the devil greets me with a smile and no longer treats me as an enemy, it means that I have fallen.

Standing at the door, I stared blankly ahead, all I could think about was Belegia.I said before that I hope she will not be stupid, referring to the conflict between her and Goloy. I don’t want to continue to expand. Although such a desire is full of extravagance, it is very necessary.

I left the door of Belegia's room, Beda and La Servillier went to inspect the city defense work, and Finicely returned to her room to rest, I couldn't bear to disturb her, I knew how she felt It is also quite complicated.

Perhaps at this time, it is best to stay alone and think and reflect on yourself. If you want things to become what they should be, you should first think about what they should be like.

But I don’t have much to think about. I just need to stick to God’s principles. What are God’s principles?That is, I want to benefit Heaven, and Heaven and my people are the ones that need to be considered the most. This was reminded me by Belegia, and her strong anti-God mood reminded me again. .Goloy is a demon, she is a demon, this is hell, I am an angel, as long as I remember these, I will be fearless.

Afterwards, Beda and La Servier came back after inspecting the city defense. I happened to meet them in the restaurant, and it was already late at the moment, not very suitable for chatting, and the content of their conversation was nothing more than some ideas about the city defense and future strategic deployment. I didn't care much about these issues, because I didn't understand specific military issues, only abstract military issues.

For example, the simplest one is that evil does not overpower good.

"There is nothing wrong with the city defense. According to the current defense deployment, we rely on our natural geographical advantages. It is impossible for anyone to take this city, but the biggest problem should be..."

"Supply problem." Beda said. "If a full-scale war really breaks out, the supply problem will become the biggest problem. The enemy does not need to completely annihilate us, as long as they implement encirclement tactics."

"Then the most important thing now is to ensure the connection between the surrounding cities and this place, right?" Lasevier thought carefully, the tenderness and immaturity of the female could not be seen on the face, and the coldness once again took over her soul. "You shouldn't have to worry about this issue in the short term, and Last didn't say it would be so easy to start a war with us."

I didn't listen to their chats very much. It's their soldier's job to complete the strategic deployment that is in the interests of the Demon King, and all I have to do is to ensure that the demons in these armies know what they are fighting for, and don't let them betray Goloy, or Constructing an army with wrong values, such as material stimulation, is a methodology that both demons and humans like, but this is a ridiculous way, because when a country, an army, or any form of organization , when it needs to be maintained by material stimulation, it means that its extinction is not far away.

The empire that once nailed the Holy Son who came to earth to redeem mankind was a huge empire. This country believed in paganism and suppressed those who believed in the true God. Methods such as material stimulation were also quite popular in the army and the government, such as appointing officials to make wishes.

However, the final outcome is quite dramatic and realistic. This kind of empire was destroyed by angry people, pagan idols were pulled down, pagan temples were burned down, emperors were either executed or assassinated, and those armies and governments that operated on so-called material incentives were reduced to ruins in an instant.Even if they have excellent equipment and good training.

Therefore, I will never allow Goloy to implement policies such as material stimulation in the Demon King's Army. The soldiers of the Demon King's Army should understand why they are fighting, not to protect the dignity of the Demon King, not to protect the interests of the Demon King, but to protect their own interests.

After I finished eating, the food in front of Beda and Lasevier didn't move much, and the two chatted, talking about some strategic ideas in the future, or some interesting examples and hypotheses, and occasionally mentioned Some historical battle or event that I haven't heard of.

I didn't have any interest, and I didn't mean to disturb them, so I said hello and left first.

Although La Servier hated her former male status, she didn't seem to hate her military status.It's no wonder, after all, all her interests come from her position.

I went back to my room, although I really wanted to take a shower, but my body was too exhausted, I staggered to the front and back of the bed and fell on it, the soft bed made my consciousness quickly become blurred and chaotic , but what I think about is still my work.

Beda said that no genealogy of the Leviathan family was found...

This is for sure, she can't find it, although I haven't told anyone, but if I guessed correctly, the genealogy of the Leviathan family should have been destroyed by Zekui.

Zekui’s hatred of hell is no less than that of angels. Although I don’t understand the reason, I know that she hates hell and the Leviathan family. Zekui is willing to cooperate with Buno Farani because she knows that no matter whether Buno Farani’s plan is successful or not, as long as Heaven is annoyed, hell will usher in its own end.

Even if hell is not destroyed, the Leviathan family will definitely decline. This is probably Zekui's intention. Although the reason is unknown, this killing intent is real.

Therefore, how could such Zekui allow the genealogy of the Leviathan family to be passed down? She wanted to ensure that the Leviathan family would not be revived again.This should also be the reason why Zekui is willing to cooperate with Buno Farani, because she understands better than anyone else that she cannot accomplish this goal by relying on her own strength, and must cooperate with the current Leviathan family lord.

Facts have proved that she succeeded, hell was not destroyed, but the Leviathan family is almost broken. Even if the Leviathan family will rise again in the future, according to my guess, this situation will inevitably occur. Some new forces will appear.

So it is impossible not to fight with other families, and now that the genealogy of the Leviathan family is gone, we have to use other methods to find the descendants of the Leviathan family...

Some people may think that since there is no genealogy, it is impossible to find anyone, just find someone who claims to be a descendant of the Leviathan family.

We need Leviathan’s blood. In addition to the “name”, more importantly, blood is also a kind of magic source. In order to create a new magic industry system, especially to create such a magic industry experiment base in Enwei, the role of the Leviathan family is indispensable. We can not get the descendants of the Leviathan family as puppets, but it is dangerous. If we can’t get it, it means that other families may get it.

These trivial matters are too heavy on my shoulders, and I want to find someone to talk to, but who is close enough to me to talk to them.

At this moment, I deeply felt the importance of love. Love is sad. I have emphasized it countless times, because the surrounding environment is cruel, and love is precious. But for the whole world, isn’t this a sad thing? Life should be alive quickly, or be grateful for living, but living in a harsh environment, without love, will make life unsustainable.

On earth or in hell, love is so important, even more than life, because the world is full of sins, and this is absolutely wrong, so I can proudly say that in heaven, love is not worth mentioning.

I was curled up in the spacious bed, back arched, legs crossed hands, exhausted, but inner worries kept me awake.

Say some willful words, if you can... at least in hell, I also hope that there is such a person who can unconditionally... love me and the like...

Such thoughts are full of blasphemy, but as I live in hell for longer, my desire becomes stronger and stronger. I hope that there is someone who can love me and care about me regardless of right or wrong.I'm not sure if this mood has anything to do with being a woman, but if a man thinks this way, in the kind of values ​​that are prevalent in hell, it's weird.

I sighed and buried my face in the pillow.

I'm so tired... I really want to go back to heaven...

When will I be able to return to heaven, everyone... Are you waiting for me...

In heaven, no one hates me, everyone likes me very much, and I like everyone very much... What a happy time that was, every moment was shining with holy light.

In the eyes of all the demons, even in the eyes of Goloy, I don't see me as an absolutely strong angel, the "angel Lipatia-sama" who never compromises or surrenders.

But who still remembers, I'm just a very ordinary, nothing special... low-level angel.

Chapter 149. The Morning Awakened (Lipatia)

This is a battle between the simple needs of my body and my overly sensitive sense of responsibility. The anxiety and anxiety make it difficult for me to get any restful sleep. Maybe I will rarely mention this aspect. , but the environment of hell has been tormenting my resting state. It takes "talent" to completely get used to all of this, and to treat the smell of sulfur and howling as indifferent daily.

But at least this time, the needs of my body still defeated my sense of responsibility to the Demon King. This can’t be called irresponsible or betrayal to anyone. I also need a good rest. Sometimes I hate my body like this very much. A little thing will make my fragile heart restless and difficult to sleep.

I slept very comfortingly that night, or to put it another way, I was comatose very comfortingly that night. The long journey and the not-so-optimistic situation that followed kept me on my toes.

But even such a rare sleep can’t escape the noise of hell. Even in this magnificent palace, there will always be something to defile everything about you, tearing apart all the short and illusory beauty cruelly. For me, this humble requirement for sleep is absolutely intolerable in the eyes of hell, so it must be destroyed.

In the dream, I only felt a strong burning sensation in my body. At first, I didn't feel any burning sensation. I just noticed a bit of biting cold air entering my body. When I realized it, that chill quickly turned into a violent burning sensation, smashing my not-so-good dream to pieces.

"what!"

I let out a miserable cry, and the drowsiness of drowsiness dissipated without a trace. After sitting up, I hugged my body tightly, feeling as if a ball of fire had penetrated into my body.

I became a little panicked, because I immediately understood what happened, it was the source of magic, and my source of magic was invaded.

I jumped out of the bed in a hurry, and rushed out of the room with a somewhat out-of-control body. The servants in the corridor were stunned when they saw me, but I didn't care about other things at all. I looked around, and while enduring the strong burning sensation, I ran towards the source of the injury.

It is a very painful thing to be affected by the magic source, because the magic source itself is a very abstract concept, and its material manifestation is usually spirit or blood. When we talk about the magic source, what we are talking about is An energy that can be used for magical activities is either a powerful spirit or a unique bloodline, so damage to the magic source is equivalent to a part of one's body, and a very important part has been damaged.

After passing through half of the palace, I came to a hall located underground in the center of Leviathan Palace. I knew this place. It was the place where Zekui forged the matrix of gods before. When I realized this, I didn't even care about the pain anymore, and a terrible thought unnaturally sprouted in my mind.

When I came to the front and back of a closed door, the tension reached a peak state. If it weren't for Lucifer's strong heart, I'm afraid I would have already...

Before I had time to think about it, I pushed it away, and all my consciousness was concentrated on one point at this moment, and the scene that was performed like a stage play also turned into a blank in my mind.

It's just that the scene in front of me is not worthy of my fuss. On the contrary, when they saw me coming, the people in the room showed a look of panic.

"Miss Lipatia..."

"What are you doing!"

Although I knew subconsciously that nothing serious would happen, I still hadn't calmed down rationally. I roared angrily and raised my hand abruptly, and the source of chaotic magic turned into a force and rushed out, hitting La Servier's body directly, causing the poor child to fly out, hit the wall hard, and then fell to the ground.

Faced with this situation, Beda was somewhat at a loss as to what to do. I guessed this way, but judging from her actions, she did not destroy the beauty of her appearance. She just stood there and looked coldly at La Servier who was knocked down. After a few seconds, maybe she was afraid that she would suffer the same treatment, so she looked at me and bowed politely.

"Good morning, Lipatia-sama."

Lasevier slowly climbed up from the ground, and a big hole was knocked out of the wall. Even I was surprised. My strength should not be so strong...Of course, I know that all of this is due to Lucifer's heart. Powerful power always needs to exist in a certain form of expression. For example, why the seven sinful demons are so coquettish and soft, with the absolute supreme form in appearance, it is because their power is destined to exist with that appearance.

Therefore, I don't need anything special, as long as I have Lucifer's heart, I am equivalent to having part of Lucifer's power.

It just looks like... this power is more difficult to control than I imagined.

"Miss Lipatia...you, what's wrong with you..."

Lasevier walked over here with her back arched, wondering if she hurt her just now.

"This, this is me asking you! What are you doing!"

In the center of the room was a triangular table standing on the ground, which looked like it was made of pure gold, inlaid with gems and diamonds, and I recognized it at a glance, that table was a magic tool.

"What is this."

My tone inevitably sounded a little tough, because we have to realize that we are in the Leviathan Palace at this moment, which used to belong to the Leviathan family palace, where the God Matrix with terrifying power was born, so I have a kind of... unavoidable vigilance or...a sense of fear for all the magic tools here.

Of course, he was afraid that someone would be attracted by this power and do something that would threaten Goloy. That would be a headache.

"Master Lipatia, don't panic, this is just a simple barrier construction device."

"Boundary structure?"

"Yes...we are using this thing to construct defensive enchantments for palaces and cities..."

Hearing Lasevier's explanation, the tension that was full of suspicion just now disappeared, and all doubts were answered in the most favorable way. Although I can see that it is a magic item, who can't see it? , I should be aware that this feeling is indeed the feeling of a defensive enchantment... it's just...

"Are you just constructing a defensive enchantment?"

"Yeah, then what do you think we are doing..."

"I thought you were trying to kill me!"