But, this is not the most important thing, the most important thing is...
The most important... the most important thing is...
Boom-!
I stood up, and when I got up, my legs knocked down the chair. The child didn't seem to be frightened by the noise, only Belegia looked at me slowly.
"What's wrong, Lipatia?"
"You, what are you doing..."
"What? I'm loving this kid. He's cute, isn't he?"
"I mean! What are you talking to this kid!"
Facing my sharp questioning, Belegia replied calmly: "I'm telling him the truth of the matter."
Chapter 219. The Difficulty of Being a Female (Lipatia)
Naturally, I will not let Belegia let her run amok, no matter whether it is me or Goloy, I have a little doubt about Belegia, but this is not a kind of discrimination from the bottom of my heart. It's the fear and worry about the unknown that has fueled this doubt, and as the unknown side of the shadow part is revealed little by little, my reaction will always fluctuate according to its nature.
Belegia looked very calm. Facing my questioning and anger, she didn't care at all. She stared at me with sleepy eyes, and curled the corners of her mouth casually. The sharp canine teeth could be vaguely seen.
I didn't care about my posture anymore, maybe in the eyes of others, all my anger vented didn't get Belegia's sympathy or fear, let alone any equivalent behavioral response, I just sat there with a seemingly indifferent attitude, and the reputation of incompetence was all on me.
However, sometimes if you don't abandon this chain called self-esteem, you can only watch the situation worsen step by step.
Holding that paranoia, I tried my best to persuade myself not to be kind and soft-hearted, and my voice was trembling when I spoke, so I started arguing with Belegia.
I asked her over and over again why she taught that child such a thing, and she just answered me the same thing over and over again—because she thought it was the truth, it was a fact.The biggest contradiction in hell is the contradiction between the sexes. This is Belegia's point of view, and there was no such contradiction in hell, but since entering the period of the demon king, the demons have learned human culture, and such contradictions have gradually swept across hell like a plague. So far, it is unknown how many people have died from the plague brought about by this culture.
I know I have a guilty conscience, because no matter whether Belegia's theory is right or wrong, what she said is true. Females exist as slaves of males, and females' self-worth can only be realized through males. I am all of these I deeply felt it.
But even so, I still can't let Belegia spread such ideas at will, because it will have a great impact on Goloy's rule.
"Yes, I admit that in hell, there are contradictions between the sexes, but, what you are doing now, isn't it adding to Lust's prestige? Let Dipalona gain a firm foothold in moral public opinion?" My tone may sound sonorous and forceful, and even I feel this way, but I also know that the twinkle in my eyes may have been seen through my weakness by Belegia.
She let go of the child in her arms, and the child was still reluctant to part, as if Belegia was her real mother.After getting up, I was fascinated by Belegia's light and elegant steps. Her eyes were focused on the legs wrapped in stockings decorated with rose patterns, and she came to me. She leaned her waist and leaned over to look at my face.
"Lipatia, don't worry, I won't do anything to you, you are my most important person."
"What do you mean by that?" I felt a little uncomfortable, and covered my body with my arms.
"It literally means, I value you very much, because I can understand your pain. The suffering you have suffered after coming to hell makes me feel sad and sad. I will not regard you as an angel of steel like other people. In my eyes, you are a poor girl who is bullied by males to the point of helplessness." She stretched out her slender index finger and gently slid it from my chin to the top of my cheek.
Hearing these remarks, I was indeed stunned for a moment, with mixed emotions coming up, but...
I blocked Belegia's hand at once, took half a step back, and continued to say in an unmoved manner: "Are you crazy, Belegia, do you know what you are talking about? Listen to what you mean, what do you want to do, kill Goloy? It is true that I have suffered a lot, but it is not for myself, but for me who is more noble. What is my own suffering? If you really want to ruin everything..."
"You misunderstood me, Lipatia." Belegia's eyebrows were slightly lowered on the outside, and she looked really aggrieved. "I didn't intend to do anything to Goloi, I was just teaching this child the most correct thing, don't you think so? Don't you think that today's hell has been twisted to a state that cannot be added? Don't you think Do you want me to tell this child that the current appearance of hell is the most perfect?"
Her series of rhetorical questions made me unable to refute, because fundamentally, I also hate the way hell is now, and I also understand how painful it is to live in hell as a female. , are purely for the premise of protecting Goloy as the Demon King.
Seeing that I was silent, Belegia leaned forward again, she held my hands gently, and said softly: "I think it doesn't matter whether it's an angel or a devil... After all, as a devil, I don't want to let You feel pain, but those males, even Goloi, even if they don’t want to make you suffer, as a female, your interests are opposite to theirs... isn’t it?”
I understand, I understand all of Belegia's words...
Yeah, being a female is much more tiring than I imagined. In hell, my gender was forced to be a female, and I have been living as a female since then. I have experienced the weakness and smallness of females , delicate...all this really pains me.
Isn’t Goloy’s tenderness towards me and desire for me also based on my gender? If I had survived as a male, would I still be able to get to where I am today?
"Don't worry, my dear Lipatia," she said to me sincerely. "I know what you are worried about. The interests of the devil have completely restrained you. So, whether I want to or not, since I don't want to hurt you, I can only accept this... Therefore, you don't have to worry about my disagreement, but this doesn't mean that we have to do everything according to Goloy. At least, I think letting people see the truth is what we should do, isn't it?"
Goloy loves me, I know it, but he never understands how painful and helpless it is to be a woman in hell. As a woman, my dignity and authority are three points less.That's why I want Goloy to have a taste of being a woman, more like building a gender-based magic system.
Could it be my thoughts that led to the birth of Belegia...
"After hell is unified, everything should have a new look, right? At that time, the conflict between the sexes will replace the fictional conflict between the seven families. It's time to get hell back on track. Are you right, Lipatia?"
"I……"
I don't know, Belegia makes me feel a little ashamed, she thinks farther than I do, she is indeed a differentiated body of Goloy, and her character of being prepared for a rainy day really hasn't changed at all.
But for me, the future of hell will be completely controlled by heaven. I believe that by that time, the relationship between the sexes will not be like it is now, where one party has completely lost himself, while the other party has all the value.
"In that case...then I have nothing to say." I turned my head aside. "I just hope that you can focus on the overall situation. Our current main enemy is Rust, and the main goal is to completely control Enwei and make it a part of the Demon King's forces."
"Well, don't worry about this, because as I said at the beginning, I have no choice at all, don't I, I don't want to be a dog to that bastard Dipalona."
Belegia laughed a few times, and I couldn't help laughing too.
"You're so kind to the kid," I said.
"Yeah, since I've taken on the job of educating him, I will naturally devote all my efforts to it. It's a living creature. If you only use him as a tool, he will turn against you one day sooner or later. If you only emphasize the cold benefits of reason, but ignore the usefulness of morality, you will suffer. You say so, Lipatia."
I always feel that Belegia is picking up what I like to hear, but if you look carefully, that child really has a strong dependence on Belegia, and she is also staring at Belle here. Chia.
Yin told me that she was worried because she sensed the values that Belegia instilled in that child.I was also worried, it was like this at the beginning, but I can’t deny that I was moved by Belegia, the current culture of hell is indeed going to change, females will no longer need to show their value through males in the future, I agree with Belegia's words.
I don't think there's anything wrong with Belegia if she's just instilling this in the child.
Although I am a little worried, but now I don't have any evidence, and what Belegia said is not nonsense, I can only silently deny Yin's worry in my heart, maybe it's a bit of a big deal.
"cowry……"
Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat, and the fear that eroded my whole body erupted again. In a trance, I saw Belegia's distorted smile again, which made my whole body stiffen in fright, as if I had seen some ugliest monster, and I didn't dare to take a breath.
"What's wrong, Lipatia, you're sweating a lot."
"Uh...this..."
"Are you ok?"
"Ah." I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that just now seemed to be just an illusion in my mind. "I'm fine." As I said, I raised my hand to wipe the sweat from my forehead.
What happened just now...
"By the way, if I can, can I still stay here? No matter what, I feel that I have an obligation to complete my observation activities."
"Is that so, I understand." Belegia let go of my hand and took a few steps back. "Then I will continue, Lord Angel, you just stay here and watch."
Before she finished speaking, Belegia lowered her head slightly, showing a cold smile.
"Just leave everything to me, Lipatia."
Chapter 220. The Night's Disturbance (Lipatia)
At night, I was awakened by a rapid knock on the door.
There are two reasons why Belegia is not by my side. After listening to her class for a day, the relationship between me and her has reached a kind of relaxed and elegant fantasy. Staying with each other all the time, dedicating everything to each other, what you get in the end is only a hangover-like remorse and disgust, so Belegia didn't bother me tonight to enjoy the long-lost peace and savor The dream-soft entitlement.As for the other reason, it is another delicate kitten beside me.Finicely curled up and leaned against my arms, just like Belegia treated Leviathan's child. I don't know if this reminded me of some instinctive tenderness in my heart, caressing Finicely's The body, the exhausted body actually laughed inadvertently.
And she felt nothing.
This succubus maid complained to me that she has been estranged from her recently. Even though I didn't feel that way, Finicely is still one of the demons I trust the most. Compared with La Serviere and Beda, this succubus maid who has always been by my side is the one who can make me feel at ease.As compensation for her, I accepted her insistence and allowed her to sleep with me tonight.
But the ruthless knock on the door still destroyed this precious peace.
I opened my eyes and got up from the bed. The sound didn't seem to have woken Finiseli. Seeing her peaceful sleeping face, I crept to the bedside, tiptoed down to the ground, and looked back three steps at a time. On the other side of the bed, he walked towards the door.
After slowly opening the door, the glare of the fire made me turn my head aside, and my sleepy eyelids closed tightly.
"Sorry to interrupt your rest, Lipatia-sama."
"La Servillier?"
It was none other than La Servillier who knocked at the door.After coming here, she suddenly became elusive. She stayed at the army station all day long, not knowing what she was doing. She spent more time with me and Belegia than with Belegia. They are all with Beda, the relationship between the two is like sisters, and they stay together almost all the time.
From my personal point of view, maybe Lasevier has found some sense of belonging from Beda. Lasevier, who has become a woman, is known as the Queen of Martial Arts, but in an army dominated by men , who can treat her the same way as in the past, and maybe ridicule and slander the hero who has made great contributions to Goloy, but only Beda, the status of a female, and the status of a general make all the differences in the There was nothing left in front of the two of them.
This reminds me of Belegia's words.
Could it be... is it really as she said?
"You came to me so late...what happened?" I asked while rubbing my eyes.
"It's not that something happened, but there are some situations that I think I need to report to you."
"what's the situation."
La Servillier glanced into the room and then at me.
I understood what he meant, and walked out, closing the door gently.
In the dark corridor, there is almost no moonlight shining in through the thick fog and dark clouds, and there is only a faint and elegant beam of light, which is not enough for people to swim wantonly in this dark nightmare, and they can barely move with the help of firelight.
"Okay, let's talk."
"Yes, Lady Lipatia, that's how it is. Regarding the things you told me and Beda, we... have made some progress."
"What did I entrust to you and Beda...?"
La Servier was talking about the "Kraken Triangle" which is something we've been trying to accomplish for a while now, of course I know what she's talking about, I just don't understand what she's saying about "progress "What kind of progress can it be, so I just asked casually.
Then I noticed that Lasevier was still wearing his military uniform, and he looked as if he had just returned from nowhere.
"It's about the Sea Monster Triangle. We have already investigated some of the major armed separatist forces in the surrounding area, and we have also received information that some leaders of the armed separatist forces may have some actions in the near future."
I almost forgot about this.
Before, I did ask Lasevier and Beda to investigate and sort out information about the armed separatist forces in the entire southeastern part of Envi, especially around the Sea Monster Triangle.
There are quite a few such separatist armies in Enwei now, most of them took advantage of the fire to rob, and took advantage of the fall of the Leviathan family to make a fortune, and then began to recruit soldiers and build their own power.
Especially near the Sea Monster Triangle, where there is the power of the Demon King, and the power of the Sea Monster Triangle, it is not easy for those guys who managed to pull together a team to survive in such a place matter.
The demon king's power is too powerful for them, and they dare not provoke them, so only the Sea Monster Triangle can occasionally take advantage of them.But those three generals are also the former members of the Leviathan family, and it is impossible for them to swallow their anger. I heard that they launched their own siege before, knocking out some edges and corners of these scattered forces, causing a lot of damage to each other. Loss.
"Ah... Could it be that those guys want revenge?"
"Well, I guess so."
"The self-esteem is quite strong, so, is the information reliable?"
"Yes, Lipatia-sama, there should be no problem with the information."
"These guys really aren't afraid of death, are they crazy about wanting to be the devil king, and going head-to-head with that sea monster triangle, wouldn't it be self-destruction... Hey, Lasevier, tell me, is there anything wrong with this... Conspiracy or something, otherwise, such a move would be too stupid."
Lasevier immediately echoed me and said: "I agree with your point of view, Lady Lipatia, although the power of the Sea Monster Triangle is not comparable to that of us or Rust, it can be regarded as a power worthy of Envi. After all, those scattered armed separatists are just bandits, even if they are united, they are not the opponents of the Sea Monster Triangle."
"Then what do you mean..." I gently tugged at the white gauze waistcoat on my shoulder.
Although there was no one around, Lasevier still looked around, stretched back with an oil lamp in one hand, approached me and said in a soft voice: "I suspect that this matter may have something to do with Rust, Lady Lipatia."
Chapter 221. The Purpose of the General's Late Night Visit (Lipatia)
From a normal point of view, although Lasevier's suspicion is somewhat reasonable, it is still difficult to make sense, and this general will not easily say such casual words, like some people in the market. When he is drunk, he will show off for a moment and talk nonsense casually.Her words and deeds are directly related to her ideas, and thus related to the movement of the entire Demon King's army.
Therefore, Lasevier often keeps silent, which can be regarded as a good habit. Some words that sound good are prudent, and some that are bad are scheming. No matter what, Lasevier himself is very aware of the weight of what he says, so it is easy not to Open your mouth.
But under such circumstances, even if it seems absurd on weekdays, people have to bring it to the table to think about the possibilities contained in it.
This is nothing more than being forced out. What permeates this palace is not only Enwei's unique smell of suffocating fog, but also the strong smell of gunpowder lingering in each of us. Said, is the fear of death.Every one of us feels that Ruster's knife is on our necks, and it may be cut off at any time.
I can't eat well, and I can't sleep well. No matter what I do, even if I wash my dirty body in the bathroom, I will feel that charming chill constantly invade my spine.
I can understand Lasevier's worry, so what about the general, she is just an individual demon with limited abilities, recalling Belegia's kind smile, and thinking of her words, Lasevier Yeah, she is still a woman, and her cowardly side may be wider than I imagined.
"Miss Lipatia, what do you think?"
"Really, Rast, under such a situation, it is said that some of our sufferings were given by Rast, and Rast has to bear a lot of responsibility for the difficulties we face... No, to put it further, all the obstacles that we can encounter when we unify hell, all appear in front of us in the form of a powerful force called Rast."
There was a ignorant light in Lasevier's eyes, he looked at me like a madman, held up the oil lamp, and didn't say a word for a long time.
"Maybe." I shook my shoulders, probably because I was wearing too thin, and I had been protecting my body with my arms. "But it doesn't matter anymore. Whether those bandits are really connected with Rust or not at all, in fact, it has nothing to do with us at all."
"Why do you say that?"
"It's very simple. If those bandits are connected with Ruster, then what does Ruster, Dipalona, want from those bandits? The power of the sea monster triangle cannot be resisted by aiding a few soldiers or a few weapons. I'm afraid Ruster is unwilling to spend too much resources on training those bandits at this time, just to fight against the sea monster triangle. After all, we are the main enemies of Queen Dipalona, aren't we?"
Lasevier bowed his head again, but not completely, but savoring my words as if they were a dish.She didn't feel sad because I disagreed with her. It can be seen that my words dispelled the unresolved doubts in her heart, and finally put a trace of peace on her gentle face.
"Then, if Rust has nothing to do with the bandits, we can simply attribute the problem to the fact that those bandits are really crazy. They really want to fight head-to-head with the sea monster triangle. The idiot collects the corpse."
Goloy has also talked about this kind of topic with me before, and occasionally said half-jokingly, I don’t look like an angel or something. Angels, after all, are gentle and kind, indifferent, arrogant, and contemptuous of some lives. No matter how they sound like it, it can only be done by a demon, let alone a low-level angel. This indifference is too arrogant.
I don't deny that after merging with Lucifer's blood, my consciousness is entangled with a kind of emotion that I can't even figure out. Occasionally, it makes me feel manic, making people feel that I have lost the kindness that angels should have. tolerance.
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