Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

"Locador is about to die."

"Whether that kind of trash is dead or not, what does it have to do with me?"

"How long are you going to pretend, as a descendant of the Cain family, these things you did are unforgivable."

Minojiaya suddenly showed an aggrieved face, and said to me: "Don't say that, I'm a devil, you're an angel, isn't it natural to want to get rid of you?"

I nodded and said softly, "Okay, how about telling Goloy about these things?"

"What kind of things?"

"It is you who joined forces with Locador to persecute Monstein, framed me, and even secretly contacted Dipalona. If these things are known to Goloy, it will not be as simple as death. The whole family of Cain will be punished. Eternal curse, whether it is heaven, earth, or hell, there will no longer be a place for your family."

After hearing what I said, Minojaya finally took off her disguise, and showed all her hatred and disdain for me on her face, no longer hiding anything.

Her face was gloomy, and her legs stopped swinging. After a few seconds, she slowly said: "Why... you angels must be so annoying, angels and gods... are all bastards, after abandoning us in the world, they came to make trouble in hell." Minojiaya raised her head and stared at me angrily. "Why can't you just die!"

Facing the angry Minojaya, I calmly said, "Of course God will not forgive you for the sins you have committed."

"What crime did we commit... That's right, I wanted to kill you. It happened that you wanted to kill yourself and offended the nobles and ministers. I just helped them. Sooner or later, my dear, you will be killed by a bastard like you!"

"You're right. Be it Goloy or other demons, sooner or later they will lose to the angels. God's will is irreversible."

"You!" Minojiaya's face was almost distorted, and she felt suffocated by the powerlessness at this moment. Then, her body trembled, and a arrogant smile appeared on her face again. "What can you do, even if you know that I want to kill you, can you kill me now, or say, you are going to sue me to my dear, do you think my dear will believe it? When he was on guard, I was the only one who was by his side and comforted him, what are you!"

"What is it? I'm an angel!" I stood up and slapped the table hard, which shocked Minojiaya. "Do you know that just before Locador's death, I asked him to do one thing, that is... asked him to write a crime statement, which clearly listed your crimes."

I slowly leaned forward, leaned in front of Minojiaya, and said provocatively: "I'll tell Goloy, what can you do, you look down on angels too much, will Goloy believe it?" ? You call out dear one by one, but you don’t know the person you love very well, and Goloy is more suspicious than anyone else, especially at this time.”

I slowly sat back on the chair, and said to Minojaya: "Locador wanted to use Toronsa to kill me, but I used Toronsa to kill Locador, and then you want to pick Dipa Lorna's hand got rid of me, but I escaped through Dipalona, ​​and now, you can get close to Goloi and frame me, and I can also use this wind that has not passed to get rid of you , or even the entire Cain family.”

Minojiaya's pupils trembled, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly as she said, "You...you can't do it."

"Then try it, and see how Goloy will deal with it."

Seeing that Minojiaya didn't respond, I chased after the victory and threatened again: "Before...Goloi was summoned to the human world, but according to my observation of the celestial phenomena, at that time, Goloy was not the only one who was summoned to the human world. There should be another person or demons who made some kind of warning to human beings through advanced magic. This is also what you did."

"What do you want……"

"It's easy for me to get rid of you now, but... I don't want to get rid of you."

"What do you mean."

After all, the Cain family has a certain influence in hell, so it may not be appropriate to just get rid of it like this. Besides, Goloy has lost two confidantes, Monstein and Locador, if he is asked to get rid of Mino at this time Gaya, it might be burning herself, it is better to use the crime written by Locador to control Minojaya.

"I mean, keep you alive."

"what is your purpose……"

"No purpose. I didn't have any malice towards you and your family. These things are purely helpless. You are jealous of me being by Goloy's side. I can understand that. Although I don't have any feelings for that bastard devil, if Goloy is allowed to deal with you at this time, he will definitely be very sad."

Minokia frowned and looked at me with some sadness.

"you……"

"You can still get close to Goloy as before. This is a matter between you, and maybe you have preconceived ideas. I don't want to kill you, and I don't hate you that much."

Rather than getting rid of Minojaya and the Cain family, I would rather use this resource to deal with other lords in the future, which is also a means.

Minojaya wants to be with Goloy, so I’ll let her do it. She doesn’t want to die, and she doesn’t want to make Goloy hate herself, or make Goloy feel sad. These restraints have given her too many excuses, but I am only loyal to God and will not be bound by too many things.

Minojiaya choked up, and asked with some doubts: "You really, are willing to do this...let me live."

"of course."

"Don't you hate me..."

"For me, demons are all enemies. If I want to hate, I won't just hate one."

Minocaya lowered her head slowly, and after a while, tears oozed from the corners of her eyes.

She was not crying because she was moved, she was crying because of fear. When she calmed down, she thought about the scene when she was hated by Goloy and the scene when she was facing execution. That kind of fear is self-evident, and it erodes every cell like a disease.

I didn't say anything more, stood up slowly, turned around and walked towards the door.

In this way, even if the internal environment has stabilized, the next step is to deal with other lords.

Chapter 65. May the Lord forgive me

Locador was executed by Goloy, perhaps because he was his confidant minister after all, and Locador's people were not implicated too much, but even if Goloy didn't do anything, Luo after losing power It is also difficult for the Fuko family to live a better life, but... the Luofu family has a long history, and their ancestors have served the Lucifer family for generations. Goloy will not break this relationship so easily. .

On the night when Locador was executed, I didn't fall asleep for a long time, and a kind of worry and trouble haunted me all the time, and this worry mainly came from Minocaya.

The Cain family shouldn't make any big moves in the near future, and without the cooperation of the ministers, it's hard to be successful as a businessman. What I'm worried about is the influence that Minojaya will leave on Goloy.

During this period of time, Goloy and I have kept a distance, and the relationship between the two parties is also very good. But now, when Goloy is saddest, Minojaya is not here, so I...should I go to comfort him and strive for some active advantages.

Thinking of this, I suddenly sat up from the bed.

Looking at the deep scarlet sky outside the window, the boundary of the hell sky is extending infinitely, slowly being elongated, and a white light glows in the middle.I became a little nervous. Ever since I came to hell, one thing has been bothering me.

That is whether it is possible to use all means for the purpose, or can only use "permitted" means to achieve the purpose.

I'm very confused.

For angels, our purpose is very simple, that is to be loyal to God and our fellow man, and we cannot compromise in the slightest when dealing with evil.

But... if I want to fight for my fellow man and God in hell, then I have to make some compromises with the demons.

Thinking of this, I lay back on the bed again.

Sure enough, I still have to have certain restrictions on myself, and take the initiative to win the favor of the Demon King, which is too strange.

"..."

However, if I keep doing this, I will always maintain this delicate relationship with Goloy, and I will never be able to win the initiative.

I sighed and sat up in bed again.

God, what should I do, please tell me, please show me the direction.

I lowered my head, my eyelids drooped slightly tiredly, the moonlight shone in through the window, reflecting on my slender wrists, under the moonlight, my skin looked a little pale, I turned my head slightly, raised my head and brushed up the smooth long hair scattered on my shoulders.

Everything is God’s will. I have become this appearance, and I have become this appearance that can please the devil. God must have known it a long time ago. Since God did not give me a male appearance, but made me a female appearance, it means that I have to use this appearance.

I put my right hand on my chest, exhaled lightly, and stood up.

The Demon King's Palace at night is very quiet, perhaps it is more appropriate to say that it is dead silence. This kind of silence has replaced the wail of hell. Although it is no longer that kind of chattering, it is still so creepy. Although the two are opposite to each other, they are equally chilling.

My footsteps echoed in the corridor, the footsteps were so strange, my consciousness seemed to be separated from my body, my whole body was walking uncontrollably, and my consciousness seemed to be blurred, and I looked around in a daze.

When I came to my senses, I was already standing in front of Goloy's bedroom door.

I stared worriedly at the doorknob, my left hand was holding the clothes on my chest, and my right hand was hesitatingly approaching the doorknob, but when my hand was about to fall on the doorknob, my heart jumped violently again. It made me sober up, and when I wanted to give up, it seemed like I had been cursed. The patterns around my hands turned into vicious snakes, entangled my wrist tightly, and hugged my sharp fangs towards me. The venom dripped on my hand, reflecting the moonlight with a cyan light.

Goloy's bedroom door was pushed open.

I quietly leaned my upper body into the room, and under the moonlight, Goloy's bedroom was also brightened.

I slowly entered the house and glanced around, everything was covered in a dim color, revealing the breath of death.

And Goloy, sitting quietly by the bed like that, bent over, covering his face with his hands, didn't look unusual, maybe, maybe so, but when the breeze blew in through the gap in the window, the black The curtains and white gauze fluttered gently, like ghosts, but at this moment Goloy's appearance seemed to be dead, without any vitality.

I walked towards him cautiously, but as soon as I took a step, a terrifying picture flashed through my mind. It was a devil's face, a pale face, and his eyes had been gouged out, leaving only There are black holes, the corners of the mouth are bent into an unbelievable shape, and it grins all the way to the ears.

This startled me, and I took half a step back subconsciously.

Goloy remained motionless, and I couldn't tell whether he was sad, asleep, or dead. This made me panic, but I took a deep breath and walked to the bed.

When I came to the bed and stood beside Goloy, I didn't know how to speak.

I stretched out my hand, wanting to touch him, but Goloy suddenly reacted and grabbed my hand, which shocked me a bit.

Although his movements were sudden, they were gentle, even a little weak.

I slowly sat down next to him, and Goloy held my right hand, although it was not obvious, he seemed to be shaking.

His back was bent and his head drooped so I couldn't see his face, but I knew that Goloy was more vulnerable than ever, so vulnerable that I might kill him.

I couldn't feel any vigilance from him, either he didn't use any precautions and vigilance against me, or his defense was too clever for me to notice at all.

I frown at him, but he just holds my hand and doesn't say a word.

I licked my dry lips, and when I was about to open my mouth to say something, the hand held by Goloy was suddenly touched by something.

Something dripped on my hand and ran down the back of my hand.

I turned my head away, not knowing what to say.

After a while, Goloy spoke, his voice was a little hoarse, and it was very deep.

"Sorry……"

I turned my head back, although I hesitated, I still moved my body and got closer to Goloy.

"Forgive me..." Goloy said tremblingly.

Maybe he was talking to me, maybe he was talking to Monstein, and more likely he was talking to Locador, I don't know, because no matter how you think about it, in this incident, Goloy The one who hurt the most and failed the most.

Goloy deliberately avoided his downcast appearance, as if he didn't want me to see it, he rubbed his eyes with his arm.

Goloy's self-esteem made it difficult for him to show his sloppy side in front of me, an angel, but even so, I closed my eyes and whispered to Goloy, "Cry."

The pillar supporting his self-esteem finally became the straw that crushed him. The downfall and frustration of the past few days, as well as the grief and anger that could not be vented, all merged together at this moment.

Demon King Goloy fell into my arms all of a sudden, weeping in a low voice. When something is destroyed, the destroyed thing has already been destroyed, but what still exists will suffer ten thousand times the pain of destruction.

I patted Goloy on the back, closed my eyes, and prayed wholeheartedly, repenting of all conceit and arrogance. I don’t pray that the things I will face in the future will be smooth and beautiful. I only pray that I can have a strong heart and soul to withstand any suffering and devastation.

Opening my eyes and looking at Goloy in my arms, I hugged him a little tighter.

Looking up at the moon outside the window... I prayed silently.

Almighty and eternal God, please forgive my sins, forgive my transgressions and uncleanness.

postscript

After thinking for a long time, I finally decided to finish the first volume here. The number of words in the first volume has exceeded the expected number of words.

Ah, how should I put it, the writing of this volume is so embarrassing, it made me feel a little overwhelmed. As a writer who has been writing books until now, I have never encountered such an embarrassing feeling.

I'm a little overwhelmed, yes, I feel very strange now, I have a bunch of things I want to say but can't.

At this time, I told myself, "Get it right, bastard author, you are writing the epilogue now, don't show your idiot side."

I think I'm right, so let's start over.

Why do you say that the writing of this book is very embarrassing, because it is stuck in a strange place, that is, the stage of transition from non-commercial standard novels to commercial standard novels. This book did not get rid of my original ideas and writing style at the beginning, even the plot, so it can be seen that the first few chapters are still more drama-style.

But after writing it, I thought, "This is not going to work, do I have to make some changes?"

In terms of style, I started to make some changes on purpose.

This also led to one thing, that is, I was very dissatisfied with the first volume.

If the full score is 10 points, then I will give myself 5 points at most for the first volume, which is the most, and counting the favor points I gave myself, it is enough to get 5 points.

Because I was extremely, very dissatisfied with the volume I wrote, so I chased people around and asked, "Do you think there is something wrong with the writing, please tell me."

As a result, none of the readers felt the same way as I did.

Maybe it's because the readers are more magnanimous, not as narrow-minded as me.

But in the final analysis, there are quite a few discrepancies between the first volume and my own writing style. Whether it is the writing style in the later period, the shaping of characters, or the distribution of plots, I try my best to get closer to commercial standards.

The reason is very simple, because according to my own standards, it is impossible to complete a volume with 10,000+ words. I am afraid that this number of words has just been paved, and the shaping of characters will be more serious.

But the consequences of writing like this are very serious. After all, when it is released on the shelves in the future, there will be a fee. It is impossible for readers to spend money to buy a lot of foreshadowing chapters or some chapters that are not nutritious to read. Therefore, I must set the tone of this book now to prevent future troubles.

More importantly, the characterization of this book has not set a good position. This character refers to no one else, but the protagonist, the angel.

Many readers and friends know that I also have a tuba, and the tuba also wrote a book called "The Breeze Through the Garden of Eden", which is also from the perspective of angels, but the angels in that book are all scheming bitches.

But Lipatia, I originally wanted to create a naive and pure angel, the kind without a city, but I was influenced by the large book, and I wrote and wrote, and finally became a scheming bitch.

So, I can only go with the flow.

In the final analysis, the role of angel is a bit wrong, because angels are religious creatures without gender, so...the point of sex change cannot be reflected!

The general point of view of sex transformation is the psychological changes of the characters after the sex transformation, and the contradictions between behavioral habits... But... angels... there is nothing contradictory about such things.