Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

I do not know.

Did I make it.

I do not know.

Did I fail.

I do not know.

Is there really an end to all this?

I have no idea.

"Then what do you want?"

This is the world of my soul. The person I am facing is myself. It is not a fake, but a real part of my personality. "She" once occupied my body. She has a personality like a succubus, sweet and cunning. It is a personality that was born after I merged with Lucifer's blood.

"I thought you were gone," I said.

This is her room, a dark world in my soul, a small room with all internal organs, and the music I have never heard before is played in the room. The walls are red and black, and there are strange paintings everywhere. The colors are mixed together, and they are extremely abstract.

As for her, she was lying lazily on the red sofa wrapped in a layer of white gauze, her blond hair was scattered casually, and her fair skin seemed as if it hadn't been exposed to the sun all year round, and it was as delicate and smooth as snow.

"Why, do you want to drive me away? Do you think I have taken over a part of your soul? No, this is our soul. You can't monopolize it by yourself."

"I have produced many personalities, the original personality of an angel, the personality of the 'Master Angel' as Lipatia, the personality of the male named Samieri who was once split from my body, and your...Satan personality."

"It's really ugly. You're calling me Satan if you say I'm Satan, aren't you, dear?"

"Don't call me that!"

The music got louder.

She smiled, raised one leg, bent over and gently slid her slender fingers from the instep to the thigh, deliberately showing off my appearance.

"I thought you were no longer in my body. I annihilated other personalities. I swallowed up other personalities. The only one in my body now is the angelic self. Even though such a real body has been dyed the color of Lipatia, no matter what, I shouldn't have you in my body anymore..."

"As expected, you are running away. Belegia was created, and I must be one of the factors. You think you can guarantee your purity by transferring me to another body. You are worthy of being an angel. You are even more cunning than I imagined."

Maybe I do have such thoughts, even though I don't realize it myself.

But in any case, in reality, I have lost my mind and roared crazily, which is why when I opened my eyes, what I faced was the torture of my own soul, not the cruelty of the real world.

"The last time you showed up was when I was saving that child. Did you want to warn me of something?"

"Wrong, dear, these are not the point of the question."

"What's the point? The music is so loud. Am I going to die? I'm going to die in hell, under my own resentment. I don't even know what happened to Belegia. If I die, you will die with me."

"We are like the front and back of the same coin. Your purity is not absolute. My dear angel, do you think I look like a devil in one place, but as you said, I am dirtier than any devil."

She slowly stood up from the sofa, stretched her waist, let out a breath like a child, then gracefully touched the ground with her toes first, and then stretched out her hand.

"Pull me up."

"No."

"Did you despise me?"

I sighed, walked up to her, and pulled her up from the sofa.

"Welcome, Angel."

"You are also an angel, aren't you? You are me, I am you, I will not deny this. After all, I did create a lot of disasters. After returning from the ancient hell, everything changed for me. I became Satan. I accepted the dragon that symbolizes evil. I accepted Goloy's love for me. My soul has been eroded. Until this moment, I really started to blaspheme God's creation. Tell me, is this what I must face, but I have been sticking to God's will from the beginning ...then, what went wrong?"

"It was God's will."

"Nonsense! God can do nothing wrong! God is absolute!"

"Then how do you explain all this? Could it be that you did something wrong yourself?"

"It must be...it must be my own fault..."

She took my hand.

After merging with Lucifer's blood, my appearance has changed, but she still retains the appearance of a woman I used to be. She is shorter and thinner than me now.

"All of this is not important now. The important thing is that Belegia is fulfilling your wish. She is your slave." She laughed. "Evading in this way, evading in that way, isn't the final result the same? In the ancient hell, 'I' became Satan, and finally returned from the ancient hell to the present. You are determined to change everything, to completely eliminate your own sins, and destroy my personality, but you still created a slave to execute your own will. Be sober, angel."

"But... such a blasphemy..."

"Profanity?" She laughed again, this time with a brisk shake of the head. "We're not blaspheming."

"Isn't it?"

"No."

"Then what is this?"

"This is treason, angel."

The music became louder, I covered my ears, and the melody became pure cacophony.

"Treason...I...betray..."

"The point is not whether you betray God or not."

"What is it about? No matter how much I insist on God's will, the position of an angel, no matter how hard I try, how I try to maintain my own character, in the end, I still commit all kinds of sins again and again. Why can't I avoid it? I do not understand……"

"So you don't need to understand, you just need to make a choice now."

"Choice, what choice, what else can I choose, haven't I been falling all the time, that's why you were born, and that's why I'm standing here now... Is this a predestined necessity..."

"You can choose whether you want this world or not."

"this world……"

"Since I have been avoiding depravity and avoiding making mistakes without any results, it is better this time to face my own essence, face my mortal sin, and make a choice."

"I……"

She hugged me, just like Belegia did.

"I just have one question, Angel."

"..."

"What exactly do you want?"

Chapter 309. Everything Will Change (Lipatia)

My world was originally very simple. Heaven is the gathering place of all good things. It is a holy place with absolute concepts. When I lived in heaven, I never made any choices, because I never needed to make any choices.

Such a world is absolutely beautiful.

"Honey, are you all right?"

I felt like I had a splitting headache, the buzzing in my ears couldn't go away, my limbs were weak, and a strong sense of nausea roiled my weak body.

I was lying on the bed, and Belegia was sitting beside me, looking at her like this, there is indeed a bit of my shadow on that delicate face, because she is my child, but there are more shadows of Lucifer on her face, alas, forget it, isn’t the blood of Lucifer flowing in my body?

"How should I face you..." I raised my hand and stroked her cheek lightly with my fingers. "Are you just a collection of certain consciousnesses, or are you an independent life?"

"Does it matter now?"

"Important, of course important, all of this is actually very important, I want things to keep their essence, I want everything to be as it should be, but the more I plan like this, the more this dream will come true. A despicable attempt to be out of reach...too many people have asked me what really matters, does it even matter, and now that I think about it, what doesn't matter..."

Belegia bent down, she held my hand, and kissed it. Her warm lips and breath made me feel the freshness and heat of her life.

Immediately afterwards, her whole body was pressed down, lying beside me, her slender arms hugged me, but at this moment she was plump like a coquettish child, reminding me of the descendant of Leviathan who had been "inhabiting" in her arms, as if losing me, Belegia leaned on my chest and breathed out in peace.

"There is no contradiction. I am a living individual life, and I am also the embodiment of your will, my dear. The two are not contradictory. I am not only your child, but also you, and more importantly, a person who loves you. Just like God himself, isn't it also composed of the Son, the Holy Spirit and the Father?"

No matter what I said, Belegia's answer gave me a sense of relief, as if I was being led in a certain direction by her.

"Did I pass out?"

"It's my fault. You were a little frightened. In addition, you have been worrying for the past few days. You couldn't eat or sleep well. You didn't get angry all of a sudden, so..."

"That's it."

I looked at the ceiling, and she rubbed my arm with her tiny nose.

"What will happen to the world if this continues... If I continue to let you do this, what will hell look like in the future? What will happen to the seven families? What will happen to Goloy? Belegia, can you tell me."

"Hell will become better, isn't that what we all expect, to make everything better." Belegia's tone did not have the slightest hesitation, she was so convinced, just like I firmly believed in God's will. "In this way, females no longer have to be attached to males, and even those males will have to pay for what they did. Those males who used females as tools and slaves will now be punished with the same punishment and live as slaves."

"Is this kind of thing possible?"

"It can be done, as long as we use this magic, we can do it. The balance between the two sexes, the absolute relationship hidden in this balance, is a mistake in God's creation, and we need to use the same method to eliminate this mistake."

"Is it a change of concept? Is this magic simply changing the concept in everyone's mind?"

"Yes, but it's not just that." My interest stirred up Belegia a little. "Conceptual changes are natural, but at the same time, more importantly, material changes. Through this huge magic, the material environment of hell will be broken and reset. Do you remember, my dear, that the seven original sin demons all chose the identity of females, why is that?"

"It seems to be because... females have stronger control over the magic source?"

"That's right, this magic will force all the demonic sources in hell, whether collective or individual, to make them more effective in favor of females. In other words... rather than changing a world, we are more like creating a brand new world."

"Then according to what you said, isn't the face of hell completely broken..."

"Isn't it right?"

"What about Goloy, according to what you said, Goloy is a heinous person."

Belegia was silent for a while, I didn't look at her, I didn't dare to look at her, I just held my breath and waited for her cruel answer, I knew that answer would be cruel, Belegia has never had the slightest sympathy for Goloy, so where will Goloy be in that so-called new world.

"I'll absorb him, dear."

"..."

"At that time, I will absorb him as the main body, because in that world, everything is dominated by females, so Goloi, who is a male, is naturally a subordinate and will be absorbed by me. After that, I will replace him. He will unify hell as a complete demon king."

Sure enough...

In such a world, Belegia, the female, and the whole hell would not be able to accommodate Goloy.

Because in that kind of hell, what Goloy had done, toy with females, and greedy for female flesh, was a complete crime, committed by the following.

"Honey, I believe you, you are an angel, you are holy, do you love Goloy, I don't think you love him, you are forced to fall in love with him a little bit by the overall environment of hell, but it is not true, you have become his slave, just like any woman he has played with before..."

Why am I silent, why am I afraid to defend Goloy, Goloy didn't play with me, but if I really became a slave, then Goloy wouldn't be able to talk about playing with me.

Have I really become the slave of Goloi's dream?

"I won't do that to you, because we are all the same, Lipatia, that world is beautiful, and I will do better than Goloy, because I don't have the greed and depravity of a male, You know, you know better than anyone, don't you?"

What the hell do I want.

Do I want Goloy.

But in this world, isn't it miserable enough for females to live?

Belegia, is she more capable than Goloy?

If Belegia becomes the Demon Lord, will hell be better, will I be better, can I... no longer be a slave.

Belegia will definitely not treat me as a slave, I know that.

"I... believe you." I said hesitantly.

"Honey, don't you think I'm lying to you by saying all this, don't you think... I said all this just to cover myself, but in fact, my purpose is to become the devil?"

"No..." I turned sideways, and gently helped her straighten her forehead hair. "I know, you are not such a devil, I know... because what I see in your eyes is the same perseverance as always."

in the eyes...

heart...

The kindness and light that Goloy has always had in his heart...

Goloy...

but i...

Chapter 310. Dedicated to a noble purpose (Lipatia)

Belegia seemed to understand my hesitation very well, and everything was within her expectations, whether it was the change in the battle situation or the change in my heart. From this point of view, from the maturity and stability she showed, as well as the wiseness of the commander, she did seem to be better than Goloy.

"Honey, I can understand what you're thinking."