Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

"Why, I haven't touched a woman for so long, have you forgotten what to do..." My words were a little out of thin air, and even a little proactive. Although I said it with a half smile and half a smile, my heart was still pounding , turned his head away.

There was a moment of silence, only the sound of Goloy's breathing that hadn't calmed down came from his ears.

And this voice, it is estimated that it will not stop for a while.

because……

"Well!"

"Ah! Let go! What are you doing?"

I didn't resist, but laughed more happily than before. I don't know why, but I think it's too funny. It's the first time I've seen the demon king look so dull and silly.

He wrapped me up completely with his own strength, walked to the bed quickly but recklessly, put me on the bed, rushed over, and pressed me on top of me.

"Lipatia... Lipatia..." He stroked my body while calling my name.

"Be gentle...can you be gentle..."

"I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore..."

"So I didn't say anything, did I..."

Although he looked a little weak, it was more reflected in his violent personality than his physical weakness.

Unbearable, he tore off his clothes and threw the broken pieces aside.

I don't know when it started, but the female instinct has completely penetrated into my soul. Seeing this strong and muscular body like a bull, my body began to produce a natural reaction, wanting to lean over obediently and be beaten by him. To kiss, to be loved by him...

Whatever you do today, I will not refuse.

and so……

Chapter 59. Restraint or insult

At this moment, I am not sure whether I am an angel or a female.

The extreme feeling of directly hitting the soul caused by the body made my consciousness a little chaotic, and rationality gradually dissipated from my mind, and I became like an animal driven by pure instinct.

At least I don't want to think that I am an angel at this moment, and, judging from his actions, it should be a manifestation of the experience accumulated from other females. He treats me no differently than he treats other females.

So I said, at this moment, I am not existing as an angel, but as a female in hell.

"Ha... um..."

"Very cute, Lipatia, I like your voice... so angels can also make such voices like ordinary women, ah, my angel..." He kissed me again, biting my ears, lips, and licking from my chin to the tip of my nose recklessly, but no matter what actions and behaviors he made, for me, the only option was "accept".

He is a devil, a real devil. Besides a devil, who else can get a higher and stronger pleasure/sensation by possessing an angel.

Although I think that I only exist as a female at this moment, and my behavior has nothing to do with the identity of an angel, but obviously my fiancé doesn't think so, asking him to take out my angel body from his mind is simply asking for his Life.

Why can I only accept everything about him.

Because I love him.

Yes.

Because I want to make up for his hardships these days.

Yes.

But I think what really turned me into an obedient lamb at this moment...is the filth and instinct, so that I began to doubt myself, is there such a possibility in the body of an angel?

When I felt the strong body of the Demon King, embraced by such strong arms, the fiery body seemed to be burnt through steel, and countless desires, arrogance and strong desire to control, when all these were imposed on In me, the ingrained female instinct began to play its role.

He kissed me at first, and then played with me like a pet, pressing on my body, sticking two fingers into my mouth and playing with my tongue casually, I embraced him tightly and satisfied all his demands. I thought that this night, I would completely hand over my purity to the devil, and he would become the first devil to take away the holy brilliance of the angel.

Goloy's desire can no longer be restrained, I feel this way, but the more I do, the more submissive and cute I appear.

"I'm your husband...you know, Lipatia." He leaned against the head of the bed, pressing my head with his hands.

"Yes……"

"So cute..." His breathing also trembled.

Even I was forced by him to lie down in front of him, kissing his feet like a slave, and the saliva flowed down the back of his feet to the toes.

I had expected Goloy's desire to be so strong.

But there are two things that I didn't expect.

The first thing is that I am so vulnerable in the face of desire, and my female identity has torn away my dignity as an angel.

And the second thing is that I didn't expect Goloy to be so strong in the face of desire, showing a more restrained side than me as an angel.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that Goloy seemed to be just playing with me, instead of using my body to vent the anger and resentment that had accumulated in her heart for a long time. These behaviors were more like a declaration, just wanting to see me submitting, wanting to see me kneeling in front of him, wanting to see me sucking his fingers, and wanting me to respond to every word he said.

His behavior has happened before, and he has done it to me before.

But I didn't expect that today, he would still be like this.

"I love you, Lipatia, you are my everything." Finally, he gently hugged me in his arms, and everything returned to calm.

I can't understand what he is doing. Obviously I gave him a chance, obviously I have sent myself in front of him, I gave up certain principles and dignity of an angel, and made a decision based on complete emotion. Goloy is more like trampling on this compromise of mine.

I ignored him, didn't speak, but continued to actively kiss his body and lips, but Goloy finally refused.

"Sleep, honey," he said to me.

So we simply fell asleep like this.

He looked tired, fell asleep not long after laying down, and then let go of me and turned around.

I feel that I have been greatly insulted. He played with me like that at first, but in the end he didn’t do anything and said he was going to sleep. I couldn’t accept it, and I was even very angry. I felt that Goloy just wanted to trample on my self-esteem. .

But lying like this, looking at his back with the help of the scarlet light coming in from the window, I gradually calmed down, and gradually recovered my sanity.

I can probably understand his thoughts, a little childish, thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing out loud.

Yes, Goloy may be taking care of my mood, but I think more, as a descendant of the Lucifer family, as a representative of the sin of arrogance, he should not be reconciled to his persistence for so long, just like this It turned into a bubble.

For the principle of me being an angel, he chose to be patient. He will not forcibly take away my purity or have any relationship with other females until he gets married.

But now, if he takes possession of me at this time, wouldn't that be tantamount to surrendering to reality?

Sometimes I really forget that Goloy is still a devil no matter what, and there are too many humiliating things that have happened to him, even if there is only a little bit, the proud character makes Goloy choose to continue to endure .

For my fiancé, the Demon King, the arrogance and dignity derived from blood may be the supreme principle that he will never back down.

Thinking, thinking, as the desire receded and my heart calmed down, I moved my body and leaned towards him, stretched out my arms, and gently hugged him from behind...

It's really... more and more like a devil.

……

Because we lost some time at night, we had to continue to pack our luggage when we woke up in the morning. The devil was a bit miserable, but in fact there was nothing special to pack, mainly some files, and the clothes were prepared by the servants, but the files and books related to confidential content could only be done by ourselves.

Chapter 60. Cloudy and dull mood (Lipatia)

"Whether you are an angel or a female, whether you look at it from the perspective of holiness or depravity, your appearance is a bit too embarrassing." '

'To shut up……'

'You realize it yourself, that's why I'm saying these things, it's not so much that I'm condemning you, it's that your soul is condemning you, and you know that these things cannot be accepted. '

'shut up……'

'When you choose to surrender to the devil and kneel in front of him, tsk, it really looks like you are a dog raised by the devil. Since when did your master become a devil? Even a fallen angel, this look is too disgusting. '

'...'

'As a victor, you won, you defeated your enemy, and then, you chose to use all the glory you won as a kind of tribute to the devil, just in exchange for the right to be raised by him, you defiled It's not just your dignity alone, but the dignity of the whole hell, the whole heaven, even the most depraved fallen angel would not do such a despicable thing. '

"I told you to shut up!"

"Hmm! I... I didn't say anything..."

Goloy was taken aback by me, and jumped up from his seat, clinging to the corner of the car, dropped the notebook in his hand on the ground, and stared at me with eyes like bells in horror.

"what……"

"..."

"It's nothing."

"..."

"I said nothing, you sit down."

Still staring at me, Goloy sat down slowly.

Bored, I propped my cheeks with my palms, sat with my back bent opposite Goloy, looked at him with half-opened eyes and said, "Say something."

"..."

"I'll let you speak a word."

"Uh……"

"Tut." I frowned and smacked my lips. "Why do you look like a fool, you can't even speak."

"I...cough..." Goloy found his voice hoarse as soon as he opened his mouth, so he coughed twice. "I... No... Are you okay?"

"What's wrong with me?" I glanced at him.

"You seem to be in a bad mood since this morning. You haven't said much all the time, and suddenly you shouted something... It's really scary."

"You are a devil, did I scare you if I didn't speak?"

"It's not just that you don't talk, how should I put it...it's hard to describe. Anyway, your appearance today is a bit scary..."

I ignored his eloquent explanation, and turned my head away after giving him a blank look.

That voice has been lingering in my head since I woke up this morning.

It wasn't someone else's voice, it was Belegia's voice.

That's not my auditory hallucination, but that Belegia really exists in my soul, or in other words, Belegia has become a part of my soul, and my existence at this moment contains the so-called "Belegie". Ya" of this entity.

The original creation of Belegia was the result of my co-creation with Goloy, and now Belegia's body has been destroyed, but her soul is immortal, after all, she must have a certain destination, and the result is that all the power of the body has become Goloy's property, and the inflated soul has become a part of me.

But Belegia does not exist in my body as an independent body. I must emphasize this point. She is me, I am her, and she is a part of me. Just like my limbs, heart, and will to eat and sleep are not independent bodies, the so-called "Belegia" is also a part of me, not parasitic in my body.

From the morning I could hear the voice of reproach that I had betrayed both my femininity and my angelic dignity, the greatest defilement of the two holiest things.

I couldn't escape it, because it was Belegia's voice, but it was also my own.

How can I escape from myself.

Because I realized it, when I recalled what happened last night, when I realized that I would be immersed in physical affection like an animal, when I came back to watch all this, this feeling made me feel a little bit disgust, fear and guilt.

I know, I know this is going to happen sooner or later, and I know it's going to be more intense than last night.After all, Goloy is my fiancé, and it is impossible for me to break the marriage contract with him, because the agreement between us does not exist in itself, it is my emotional acceptance of him.

But I didn't expect that this taste would be such a painful torture.

I've been battling with the spirit of "Belegia" in my mind, and I've actually just listened to that sanctimonious condemnation one-sidedly, so it's possible that, as Goloy said, I look a little scary.

Because I really don't feel that way.

But... even in the face of me like this, Goloy doesn't seem to have any plans to calm down.

Seeing that I ignored him, he tried to lean over and asked, "Is it because of what happened last night..."

Hearing this sentence, I turned my head abruptly and stared at him viciously, which made her shiver and quickly retracted.

"I won't say it, I won't say it..." Goloy swallowed, his words revealing a strong desire to survive.

After packing up in the morning, we set off for Sloss without further ado, because there was really not much time left for us to delay.

This trip is only the two of us, so we only need two of us, but in fact it is still three people, because Goloy has sent Melika to Slos to pick up his sister, and when he arrives in Sloss, We are also sure to meet.

This is not the first time that I have gone to other territories with Goloy, but it is the first time that Finisely is not by my side. Especially at this time, I don't really want to stay with Goloy, but want to stay with Finisely.

But before I left, Finiseli didn't wake up. Before I left, I sat beside her bed for 10 minutes. Seeing her sleepy appearance, I really felt very uncomfortable.

Finicely...

Only at this time can I feel that it is really impossible for males to truly understand the feelings of females...

Seeing that I was not in a good mood, Goloy didn't talk to me again, and also took the initiative to distance himself from me. Just like that, I curled up and leaned against the other side. Although the voice of Belegia in my soul was getting weaker and weaker, that kind of cloudy and weird mood kept me unable to escape from this low mood.