Darkening Guardian Knight
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Fernant smiled wryly, his eyes dimmed, "Forget it... In short, I am willing to teach him my secret skills, just because I think he is pleasing to the eye after all, there is no special reason."
"Ah, that's it." Luna also smiled when she heard the words, "Since Kid Carter agrees, and you said so, why should I object? Isn't it just women's clothing? Carter must be able to control the size! Are you right? Carter."
"Yes." The black-haired boy nodded and promised, "I will definitely learn from Senior Fernant, and I will definitely complete the adaptation to the new identity within the specified time!"
"Then I'll leave Carter to you, right?" Luna turned her head and glared at Fernant. There seemed to be a murderous intent hidden in his eyes, which was very scary.
"Of course there is no problem, Lord Mayor." Fernant didn't care about Luna's threatening eyes, and replied normally, "I will definitely do my best to train this boy to be a good pretender, and I promise You can't even tell he's a man after the fact!"
"Aha..." Luna didn't doubt whether Fernant could really get to that point.
It's just that she was a little worried about Carter, fearing that the boy would go astray with Fernant.
But the smart boy seemed to have foreseen her worries, and secretly cast a reassuring look at her, signaling that Luna would be fine.
Seeing Carter's confident appearance, Luna finally stopped worrying too much.
She glared at Fernant, and said coldly to the man, "Do it well! This should be our last pastime. After sending the boy away, we should start moving!"
"Are you finally going to be active?" Fernant said in a deep voice after hearing the words, "It seems that you have finally made up your mind."
Luna didn't answer Fernant again, she left Carter alone at Fernant's house, left alone, and returned to the professor's house.
This is because she knew that Fernand would only teach Carter his secret skills with confidence when there was no one else. In order to make him feel at ease to teach Carter his box-pressing kung fu, Luna had to leave.
But because of this, Luna didn't know what Fernant taught Carter during this half day.
This is a mystery that only Carter and Fernant know.
The day the special became the turning point
After driving away Luna, Fernant turned around and stared at Carter, his eyes were very naked, wandering around Carter, as if he had seen the whole body of the boy.
Carter also felt uncomfortable being stared at by Fernant like this, so he asked aloud: "Senior Fernant, didn't you want to teach me the skills of disguise? Let's start quickly, we only have one night, very limited time ah."
"No hurry, no hurry." Fernant waved his hand, still staring at Carter intently, with a look of indifference on his face, "Haste makes waste, everything must be done slowly."
Hearing this, Carter frowned slightly, thinking, where is the time to take your time now?
Fernand should have handed over all the techniques he could teach as quickly as possible, so that he can quickly learn how to pretend.
However, although he had criticisms in his heart, he didn't show it.Because the person in front of him is his senior, he should have some intentions in doing so.He wanted to wait for Fernant to explain everything, and pass on his magical skills in disguise.
But Fernant didn't show any inclination to teach Carter. He just kept looking at the young man with a deep look in his eyes, but didn't move his hands.
Fernant looked at Carter, and Carter was unhappy, so he also stared back at Fernant.
So this formed a very strange situation: In an empty and silent room, an uncle and a teenager were staring at each other.
Both of them are concentrating, and if they enter the land of no one, their eyes are full of ancient wells, so that outsiders can't understand what they are doing.
The scene didn't last long before it was broken by a long laugh.
The one who laughed was Fernand.
His laughter was hearty, real, and loud, piercing through the clouds, as if he wanted to use his laughter to release all the depression that was still suppressed.
The laughter seemed to be infused with his happy mood, possessing a magical appeal, making Carter, who was standing opposite him, grin involuntarily, with the urge to laugh out loud.
But Carter finally controlled his facial movements with strong mental power, held back, and did not lose his composure.
He secretly marveled at the miraculousness of Fernant's smile, it was inconceivable that it could touch the minds of others.
The laughter faded away, and Fernant's eyes returned to Carter again.
But this time he didn't stay silent, but nodded to the young man, and said in an admiring tone: "You are very good, did you see something just now? Or, did you learn something?"
Fernant's question was so sudden and inexplicable that Carter was stunned and didn't answer right away.
Carter didn't know how to answer.
Did he learn from Fernant?Maybe, but that's hard to say, he didn't know whether the answer he could give was the answer Fernant expected.
In short, he himself is not very clear about this.
In fact, he already had a conclusion in his heart.
Probably since he entered the gate of Fernant's house just now, he has been receiving Fernant's teachings.
Including when Luna and Fernant were arguing, including Fernant's eye contact with him, and the previous long laugh--Fernant's teaching actually started as soon as Carter entered the door.
It's just that this teaching is hidden, hidden in Fernand's behavior, influencing Carter invisibly, instilling him with some knowledge or some habits.
Every movement of Fernant is a psychological hint, which can make people fall into a deep trap unconsciously. If Fernant wants to, he can order others at will through such hints.
This is a terrible thing. It is very difficult to subtly change people's habits, but Fernant can do it, which also shows Fernant's extraordinaryness from the side.
If it weren't for Carter's mental strength being much stronger than that of warriors of the same level, he might not be aware of this.
But Carter was only aware of it before. It wasn't until Fernant asked this question that he was really sure that Fernant was subtly teaching him.
Because although Carter found out that Fernand was deliberately guiding him and changing him, he was powerless to resist, or at all unable to resist...
The gap in mental power between him and Fernand is still too large, and he will only be affected unilaterally.
Moreover, things on the spiritual level have always been the most mysterious, and cannot be explained clearly in normal language.
Carter could only feel that he was indeed being changed by this middle-aged uncle, but he didn't know what changed.
Carter felt that Fernant's guidance was indeed conveying something to him, but it was difficult for him to comprehend the specifics.
What Fernant gave him was as ethereal as a broken jigsaw puzzle, but Carter was unable to complete the jigsaw puzzle, so he couldn't understand its inner meaning.
Carter felt that he seemed a little short of finishing the picture, seeing what Fernant had passed on to him.
But he couldn't find where he was wrong, it was difficult to understand his changes, and naturally he didn't know if he had learned anything.
So it was difficult for him to answer Fernant's question.
"I don't know." In desperation, this was the only answer he could come up with, "What exactly did you teach me, I don't know. You should be the one who knows?"
Facing Carter's answer, Fernand looked a little disappointed.
He shook his head and said, "Sure enough, did you misunderstand the person? Learning is your own will, and I didn't control it, so naturally I don't know what you have learned."
"I originally hoped that you could inherit me, but it seems that I was thinking too much." Fernant continued to sigh, "Although I did teach you my unique skills, it is useless if you can't understand it. Pretending to be a method requires you to devote yourself to the role, and even change your thinking mode, but you can't do it. It seems that it is useless to package you as a girl. You should give up this unrealistic idea and stay here."
"No!" Fernant's words made the young man sullen. He frowned and retorted, "Senior Fernant, don't deny my possibility so quickly! I will succeed, and then go out from here and become a Great magician!"
"Aha." Fernant smiled disdainfully, and said mockingly, "You can't comprehend my skills, and you can't become a great magician, because your heart is not here."
"!!" Because he was absent.
This sentence really stunned Carter and made him speechless.
He asked himself, is his heart really here?
Are you seriously understanding Fernant's camouflage method?
Is it on this Divine Light Continent?
In fact, the answer is obvious, and Carter knows it well.Fernant was right. It might be difficult for him to comprehend the true meaning of camouflage because he was absent-minded.
Without hard work, everything cannot go smoothly, especially things like learning new skills require extra effort.
And Carter is not here, so where is his heart?He was confused and entangled, unwilling to admit the result he knew in his mind long ago.
"Do you still care about the master of another continent? You are really loyal." When Carter was confused, Fernant sneered, and said lightly the result of that question, the answer that Carter didn't want to touch, "You have never forgotten her, and you can't give up your oath to her. That's why your heart is not in harmony and you can't comprehend my magical skills."
"Your master is the bondage and shackles of your life. If you don't understand and break free from the shackles, it will be difficult to move forward on the real path of cultivation."
Fernant was persuasive, but his tone did not soften. He was still stern and cold, "In this continent, you are not a knight, you don't have your own master, you can be yourself, there is no need to put shackles on yourself and limit your own development... You should forget your identity and start again. Only in this way will you have a chance to climb to a higher place."
"Forgot my identity... Do you want me... to forget her?" Carter gritted his teeth, pursed his lips, and his heart was shaking.
She used to be the most important person in Carter's life, the person who accompanied him to grow up, and the person who gave him a new life... For Carter, it was too difficult to forget her and that beautiful figure.
But Fernant continued to speak out, instigated and seduced Carter, and eroded Carter's heart with his strange and obscene skills, trying to make the boy forget a certain girl, give up performing the duties of a knight, and go to a higher peak of practice alone climb up.
Carter only felt that all kinds of pressure came from all around, forcing him not to bother about her, but to let him devote himself wholeheartedly to the practice.
Carter even felt that if he gave up this obsession, his martial arts cultivation might be able to break through and reach the peak of the fourth level.
This is a fatal temptation for martial arts practitioners, and it is almost impossible to refuse.However, Carter did not give up this obsession, and relied on his will to reject the temptation, and did not follow Fernant's words to forget Jessica.
"Why, are you still insisting? Choose quickly! Either forget her, learn the method of disguise, and venture outside the town; or keep your memories, but you have to stay here forever."
Fernant raised his brows, unable to understand where Carter's resistance came from, "Isn't it just to forget your master? This will do you no harm, why not?"
"Because I can't forget it!"
Carter's face was gloomy. He couldn't obey Fernant's words. His mental strength was resisting Fernant's invisible brainwashing, and he tried his best to fight against this change: "I am the lady's knight. She is the person I want to protect in this life. How can I forget?"
"What can't be forgotten?" Fernant heard the words, and the sneer on his face became stronger. "Remembering this kind of thing is nothing more than man-made in the end, and it may not be true. It may be played out. Why? Do you want to believe in such a memory? Why can't you forget such a memory?"
"!!" Carter was stopped by the question again, and Fernant's question was too sharp to come up with an answer.
Are your memories really your own?Is everything about Jessica unreal?
he does not know.
However, this does not mean that he cannot draw a conclusion—his answer and his persistence have never changed!
The day the special became the turning point
"Senior Fernant, please don't say any more. No matter it's true or false, I will never forget her." Gradually, the gloom on Carter's face faded, and it returned to its usual color.
He figured it out, and no longer entangled in the degree of single-mindedness: "I will not forget her, and I will learn the technique of camouflage. Go out from here and enter the Honglan School District!"
"Impossible. If you don't concentrate and your attention is distracted, you won't be able to learn how to pretend."
Fernant said firmly, "That's not a skill that can be learned with a loose mind. If you don't take your heart back, you won't be able to cultivate it!"
"That's not necessarily!" Carter insisted, not blindly believing Fernant's words, "The so-called hard work is nothing more than concentrating one's energy, concentrating on studying hard, and delving into skills. The concern for the young lady will not be my hindrance, because that is what I am doing. motivation!"
"If I must concentrate, I will divide my heart into two parts! One part is for the eldest lady, and the other part is used to learn your disguise skills!"
Carter said angrily, he just did what he said, calmed down, recalled the actions Fernant did just now, and wanted to feel it again, to grasp what Fernant imparted to him invisibly—some kind of inspiration.
Previously, Carter felt that he was only close to success, but now he knows that what he lacks is a kind of wholeheartedness.
But he couldn't do it, and in fact I'm afraid most people can't.
It is also for this reason that Fernant has not found his heir.
The method of camouflage is a very profound method, its technical content is extremely high, and it also requires the person who learns this method to fully devote himself to his camouflage, so that there will be no flaws at any time.That's why Fernant said that one cannot learn the art of camouflage without being single-minded.
But is it really so?Can the method of camouflage be learned only by sinking one's heart and completely hiding the true self?
Carter didn't believe it.He wanted to break Fernant's opinion with facts.
Carter understood that the method of camouflage is actually a method of concealment, which requires people who learn this method to control their emotions as they wish.
Even during the period of disguise, one must completely forget the original self, otherwise the disguise will be imperfect and there will be loopholes.
For example, Carter's emotion towards Jessica is a loophole in the disguise law, which will project Carter's sincerity.
This is not allowed by the basic elements of the camouflage law, so there is Fernant's argument.
But now Carter doesn't want to forget his original memory, but still hopes to learn Fernant's method of disguise. The only way is to divide his heart and spirit into two parts!
Schizophrenia!
Seal the memory of Jessica in one of the spirits, and use the other to practice the method of disguise.So Carter envisioned, and he immediately began to try.
How can you split your mind?Carter didn't know, he hadn't learned such a technique.But at this time he has no other choice, no matter how difficult it is, he will do it!
If there is no way, then come out!If there is no way, create it by force!
Carter had already made up his mind, so he never looked back.He controlled his spiritual power, tore his spiritual consciousness from the middle, and wanted to divide it into two.
Forcibly dividing self-consciousness into two parts is a very messy thing, and it will become disabled if you are not careful, and this process will cause unimaginable pain, which ordinary people cannot bear.
But Carter did it steadfastly, without any hesitation, endured the severe pain, and actually tore his consciousness in two!
The tearing of self-awareness is an extremely painful thing. This does not come from the pain of the body, but the pain that goes deep into the soul and shakes people's hearts!
At the same time, Carter has to bear the sense of confusion that the self has been cut off, and he has to maintain the "self" on both sides without losing it.
This behavior is very dangerous, too direct and brutal, and the success rate is very low.If there is a slight mistake, it will be the result of eternal doom, and you will lose yourself.
After all, this is an operation related to the soul and spirit, and there is a probability of death.I am afraid that in this world, few people can make such a choice.
Fernant watched quietly from the sidelines and did not stop Carter's actions.Although he kept beating Carter in his mouth, he really hoped to produce someone who could inherit his magical skills. After all, there were too few people who were suitable for the disguise method.
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