Connecting the heavens from the principle of the circle

If Madoka suddenly said one day that he wanted to get out of the way, not dwell on the past, and wanted to create a future where everyone could laugh, and then messed around with the power that no one could resist, then he would be really numb.

But now, seeing that Mami is clearly at the tip of the horns on the road of "regaining the happiness of the past", Zhao Hun has no choice but to speak out his thoughts to enlighten her, lest she really do something that no one wants to see.

As a result, Mami really listened to what Zhao Hun said, and began to think about what kind of future she could create with her parents.

Maybe it's because the mind is still immersed in the kind of thoughts before, and it won't be able to break free for a while. In the happiness conceived by Mami, there is always an innocent and naive little girl. Since I want to go to the future, this little girl can't be me, then...

Let mom and dad have another child?It seems that it is not impossible?Anyway, mom and dad were still young when they died, so there should be no pressure to have a baby.

However, after finally finding my parents, I have not had time to enjoy the love of my parents, so I want to share the love with my younger siblings?Thinking about it always feels a little uncomfortable.

It's not that she doesn't like her younger siblings, Mami is really happy to have one more person related to her by blood, but it's better to wait two or three years, when she can relive enough of her parents' warmth, then the timing will be better.

How about... make a child yourself?

Anyway, he is about to become a god soon, so it shouldn't be difficult for a god to pinch a person, right?Even if pinching people out of thin air is not ethically good, at worst, asking Xingzi to borrow some cells, and together with her own cells, it should be fine to have a child, right?It just so happens that I used to like Xingzi quite a lot, so it would be interesting to raise another little Xingzi.

Mami's thoughts went astray at the speed of light, and soon turned to a strange direction, and even began to think about how she and Kyoko would assign the child's title.

However, Zhao Hun is not interested in Mami's thoughts for the time being, and he is more concerned about Madoka who, like Mami, has a thoughtful expression, for fear that she will suddenly realize something serious.

It stands to reason that the most suitable person to jump out at this time to interrupt Madoka and divert her from thinking about it must be Demon Flame, but at this time, Demon Flame also seemed to be thinking about some serious issue, and did not see Zhao Hun's eyes at all.

And I don't know what Devil Flame thought, although in the eyes of others, she still looked deserted, but Zhao Hun could tell that she was clearly thinking of something strange, if she wasn't used to maintaining a poker face, she might have let out a silly laugh.

I have no choice but to come by myself.

Zhao Hun coughed heavily, and waved his hand in front of Mami as if he didn't notice Madoka's situation at all.

"Mami, you're back to your senses. What do you think of my proposal? Helping your parents become gods is quite a challenging game. Do you want to try a round?"

Zhao Hun intentionally raised the volume, not only Mami regained consciousness after being called by him, but Madoka and Devil Flame were also agitated, their thoughts were interrupted, and their thoughts suddenly returned.

"...Can Mom and Dad really accept me now? A daughter who is completely different from what they remember and no longer depends on them?

I have gotten used to living independently, I will live according to my own ideas, I will eat ice cream by the stove in winter, I will be lazy when I am in a bad mood, pretend to be sick and ask for leave to avoid going to school, I will be picky eaters, I will watch TV while eating, I will feed stray cats by the side of the road, I will deliberately not open an umbrella when it snows...

I, Mom and Dad, can I still accept this? "

At the end of Mami's speech, her voice trembled, with an obvious crying tone. Sensitive people like Madoka and Momonga felt their eyes moisten when they heard it. It seemed that Mami's hesitation entered their hearts along with the words.

But Devil Flame, who is heartless, or doesn't care about other people's suffering, thinks in his heart, "Hey, I didn't expect the elegant and dignified Ba Mami in my previous impression to have so many bad habits. She really can't be judged by her appearance." Apart from watching a movie, she didn't have any feelings in her heart.

And Zhao Hun's reaction was even more "bad".

"Mami, when you listed your shortcomings, didn't you say something like 'occasionally be careful with people who care about you'? You said this, rather than asking me for answers, you simply want me to comfort you and encourage you, right?"

Among Japanese girls, there are many wonderful unspoken rules, especially among young girls, there are surprisingly many such unspoken rules.

For example, many times a girl will confide her troubles in love to her friends and tell her that she likes a certain boy. The point of this process is not to confide, but to declare "I book that boy", and the biggest effect is to restrain her friends.

In this way, even if she hasn't confessed to the boy, her friends can't shoot at the boy, because "I said I like him, you can't take love/be a third party!".

Similarly, girls, especially those in school days, sometimes complain to their friends in tears, complain about their shortcomings, say that they are not cute, that they are fat, that they sing badly, that they are not good at sports, etc. of.

At this time, her friend can't say frankly:

You are really not very cute, learn makeup with me;

You have gained weight recently, let me supervise your weight loss;

You really don't sing very well, why don't you try to open up a new track and learn to draw;

It's okay, I'm not good at sports either, let's improve together, let me practice long-distance running with you.

No matter how well-intentioned these answers are, they are all wrong. The purpose of scolding one's own girls is actually very simple, and there is only one - praise me!

What a friend really needs to do is to comfort her that you are already cute, you are not fat at all, you can’t sing but you are good at drawing/excellent in your studies, everyone is not good at sports, and you don’t look good at all when you have muscles.

In short, in a small group of girls in Japan, if a child scolds herself, the other children must help her make up for it in other ways.

These are unspoken rules. Girls who do not play according to the rules will be isolated by the girls and even bullied.

And Mami's self-criticism just now meant the same thing—praise me!encourage me!Tell me absolutely no problem!

It's not that Zhao Hun doesn't know or understand these unspoken rules, but he really thinks this set is a bit stupid, and if he cooperates, he will also look stupid.

Therefore, he chose to point it out directly.

Zhao Hun's uprightness immediately attracted Xiaoyuan's resentful gaze. Although she didn't say anything, her sharp gaze was clearly filled with accusations like "You're not gentle, inconsiderate, and you're too much". This is the reaction of a typical girl.

Hmm... To be able to react like a little girl like this shows that Madoka's humanity has recovered pretty well recently, which is considered a good thing.

As for Devil Flame, although her appearance is among the best among women, and she has a charming temperament, she is a standard girl, but she doesn't know whether it is the suffering in reincarnation that killed her girlish heart, or her personality and way of thinking are biased towards boys. In short, Devil Flame is a standard atypical girl.

Devil Flame didn't know anything about the unspoken rules among girls, and she couldn't understand Mami's intention of self-criticism at all, and even teased in her heart that "a person should not be judged by appearance."

After Zhao Hun explained clearly, Devil Flame suddenly realized, and then gnashed his teeth and scolded Sayaka Miki for her insidiousness.

No wonder this hateful blue hair used to like to laugh at himself so much, and often said that he was stupid, single-minded, and uncute. When Devil Flame heard her say this before, he still echoed in his heart and said that the only saving grace of this guy was a little bit of self-knowledge. But now it seems that the despicable blue hair is not self-deprecating.

hateful!

Since there are such unspoken rules, why has no one ever taught me! ?Should I also pretend to be weak, tell Xiaoyuan that I am so tired, I am so wronged, and let Xiaoyuan comfort me! ?

Devil Flame considers herself a warrior, she has gotten used to being strong at some point, and never shows her weakness in front of anyone, when she broke up with Madoka, she never thought of crying to keep Madoka, let alone use her tears and weakness to make Madoka change her mind, she has long since disbelieved in those things.

When her own beliefs conflicted with Madoka's, Demon Flame's choice was extremely strong. She put all her ingenuity and obsession into play, put everything she had on the gambling table as a bargaining chip, jumped into the incubator's trap, and finally forcibly tore apart the principle of the circle, and became a god by herself.

This is how I am used to everything that Demon Flame can fight for and win by herself. I never thought that there is such a magical unspoken rule among girls. Looking back, I always feel that I have lost a lot.

Leaving aside the difference between a typical girl and an atypical girl, Mami's eyes full of resentment made Zhao Hun uncomfortable. He always felt that this girl was planning to secretly give him a brick, and Xiaoyuan's gaze was also very stinging. In the end, he could only sigh helplessly and speak again.

"Forget it. In fact, I still have a set of theories. It was not suitable for a child like you to listen to. But since you have this attitude, then change it and use it."

Zhao Hun's words aroused the interest of the gods who were watching the theater, and they pricked up their ears to hear what he said that children can't hear. Zhao Hun didn't hold back and continued.

"The so-called kinship and blood relationship, in essence, are not up to us to choose. It is a relationship imposed on us by the world. Whether it is parents or other relatives, when we were just born and didn't know them, we didn't refer to our own wishes at all, and directly became our parents and relatives.

It’s like when you first went to school, the teacher randomly arranged someone you didn’t know as your deskmate. Because that person became your deskmate, would you suddenly have a strong love for him, would you be willing to suffer for him, and endure his bad temper when he was in a bad mood?

This is of course impossible. The final relationship between you and your deskmate depends entirely on the process of getting along with each other. If you can talk and share similar interests, the relationship will naturally get better and better;

Can't get along but don't hate it, just get along plainly, and wait for graduation to part ways;

If you look at each other and hate each other, then naturally the more you get along day and night, the more you hate each other, and you will constantly hurt each other. If you can't bear it anymore, you will find the teacher and ask for another tablemate.

The same is true of the so-called kinship relationship. Children and parents will slowly become a family that loves each other. However, in the process of growing up, children will inevitably be influenced by their parents, and gradually become similar or complementary to their parents. In the end, most of the relationships will get better and better.

But it is undeniable that there are also some children who will eventually embark on the road of completely breaking with their parents and severing the relationship.

It's like... changing your deskmate. "

To most people, Zhao Hun's theory is unorthodox without a doubt. Dumbledore, who attaches great importance to family members, and Koshin of the Phoenix Academy, both show obvious disapproval. Even Zi Yakumo, who is obviously a clan and has no parents at all, also faintly rejects this statement.

However, no matter how everyone reacted, Zhao Hun himself strongly agreed with this theory.

At the beginning, he was addicted to alcohol by the older generation, and he finally quit it for a while when he was in college. Everything seemed to be improving, but when the dead child of his uncle's family heard about it, he thought how could he have such a strange physique, and secretly poured a glass of white wine into his soup, successfully making all his efforts in vain.

Zhao Hun was almost mad at the time. How much effort he had put in to quit alcoholism was in vain because of a dead child's "I don't believe it". When he wanted to ask for an explanation, his mother who helped his younger brother even forbade him to "trouble" his uncle, accusing him of not caring like a child, even though the "child" had been repeated in high school for two years and was legally an adult.

At that time, it was this theory that I didn’t know which tabloid read that saved Zhao Hun, helped him strengthen his determination to sever ties with his parents, allowed him to break away from that suffocating family, and bought a moment of respite for the collapse.

Zhao Hun thanked this theory from the bottom of his heart, but he also knew that due to his special situation, it would be difficult for ordinary people to accept this theory, so he never publicized this idea, let alone force others to agree with him. Throwing out this theory now is partly to comfort Mami, but more to divert the attention of Mami and Madoka, and by the way, to dig a hole for "Zhao Hun" who has been watching the show silently.

Everyone doesn’t feel it now, but when they go back and look back, they can’t help but think, “Zhao Hun’s thoughts are so distorted when he has regained his emotions, and the thoughts of “Zhao Hun” who has no emotions may be even more difficult to understand.

This group of new gods can take the path of extreme emotion to ascend to the gods, and it is self-evident that they value family affection. Dumbledore regards family as the bottom line. The Phoenix Academy is still happy that his lover has become his family. Otto dreams of becoming the family of the saint. In this environment, Zhao Hun and "Zhao Hun", who deny family affection, will inevitably cause their rejection.

Zhao Hun didn't intend to win over them, as long as they could repel "Zhao Hun".

Anyway, there's nothing wrong with saying it, is there?

Ignoring everyone's complex expressions, Zhao Hun smiled and spread his hands, continuing to talk to Mami.

"Look, the tablemates who used to be close, separated because of changing seats, moving house, transferring schools, etc., when they meet again, it is inevitable that they will be a little strange, but as long as they still have the same way of thinking, share the same interests, and spend a period of time getting in touch, it will definitely not take long before they can become good friends again.

Mami, after resurrecting your parents, you don't need to treat them as parents, but just get along with them for a period of time as juniors and friends. If you get along well, your family relationship will naturally recover slowly.

If you can't get along, separate decisively and only visit once during the holidays, it's still an option, isn't it? "

From Mami's expression, it is not difficult to see that Zhao Hun's unique comfort had no effect on her, and she didn't listen to it at all, but at least, she no longer wanted Zhao Hun to comfort herself, and Zhao Hun's goal was achieved, and everyone was happy.

Chapter 66 Through the Chest

Mami obviously didn't agree with Zhao Hun's theory, but she didn't dare to say that Zhao Hun was talking nonsense, so she could only change the topic embarrassingly.

"Well, cough, I see, what should I do now? Create a new clone?"

"There's no rush for this, you first destroy the avatar that holds your past memories."

Zhao Hun waved his hand, and gave Devil Flame a look. Devil Flame nodded knowingly, and lightly raised his hand, throwing the young Ba Mami avatar back to Mami's world.

"After all, this is the 'young Ba Mami'. It is not appropriate for any of us to destroy it. Mami, you should make a decision yourself."

...It's over, is it?

Mami looked at the other self floating in the air, and fell silent for a while. After Zhao Hunna's threatening persuasion, she had indeed given up her original idea. She also knew that under such circumstances, there was really no need to keep this young clone.

However, this "young self" has an extraordinary meaning for Ba Mamei. This avatar carries all the memories and emotions of her before she became a magical girl. She was the purest, happiest, and most immature version of her. If she were to kill this avatar herself, she would feel a little bit reluctant to do so. She always had the feeling of obliterating her past with her own hands.

However, what Zhao Hun said was correct, this matter really needs to be settled, since Mami has decided to face her parents directly, there is no need to activate the avatar, and letting the avatar that is already a complete life sleep forever, might not be a kind of extreme cruelty.

But it is not suitable to wake up this clone. She carries all the memories of Ba Mami, and was given the meaning of living as "Ba Mami" when she was born. After Mami changed her mind, this meaning has undoubtedly been completely deprived. If she wakes up like this, how will she face a world where she has no place for herself?

What's more, Mami has not become a god yet, it is just an ordinary avatar that has not been activated. Once Mami completes the process of ascension to the gods, that avatar will be endowed with an extraordinary concept and become "the past body of a god".

A naive, ignorant of the world, lost all the meaning of existence, but possessed a terrifying power in the past, a god in the past, is simply a perfect villain template, blackened in minutes, and it is not surprising to kill Ba Mamei and replace him as his life goal. If he is not careful, it will lead to catastrophe.

Mami's considerations are not as comprehensive as Zhao Hun's, but just considering these points now, she understands that ending is indeed the best choice.

Reluctant to look at the familiar face, Mami raised her hand to gently cover the clone's lightly closed eyes, turned her hair back and let out a soft sigh.

"Really sorry."

The next moment, the avatar that never woke up, with beautiful memories in its arms, peacefully left the world that he had never really seen in his sleep.

Looking at the place where the avatar disappeared, Mami had a complicated expression. She found that apart from sadness and reluctance, she felt an inexplicable sense of relief, as if she had unloaded some burden that had been on her shoulders.

Mami took some time to sort out her thoughts and calm herself down again. The others didn't bother her, and thoughtfully left her enough time.

After a while, Mami finally adjusted her mood, and turned her eyes to another clone, which was her past body, because it was used to divert and filter the will of all beings, Mami did not endow it with any memory or emotion, and only kept it at a minimum Although it is a pity to spend the time on destroying this clone, it will not be so uncomfortable.

"Then, does this avatar also need to be terminated?"

Mami turned her searching eyes to Zhao Hun. Although there are many gods present, and the principle of the ring is present, Zhao Hun is the only one who takes the path of the gem of will to ascend to the gods. To be on the safe side, Mami must of course consult him.

"You don't need this, just use it directly."

Zhao Hun shook his head. There is nothing wrong with using his past body as a clone. After all, when he ascended to the gods, the clone he used to filter the will of the gods was also the female body he had used for a while.

"I didn't approve of you using your own body as a clone before, just because there was a problem with your mentality. Now that the psychological problem is solved, it doesn't matter what the clone is that filters the will of sentient beings."

With Zhao Hun nodding, Mami was also happy and relaxed, and did not insist on replacing the clone.

"Then, will I trouble you, Zhao Hun?"

Talking about troublesome Zhao Hun, Mami's gaze unconsciously turned towards Devil Flame.

Zhao Hun had already explained the steps of becoming a god to her very clearly before, and he also told her clearly that those Ba Mamei familiars born from other people's memories were special familiars Zhao Hun specially selected for her to provide the will of all living beings.

In order to prepare for these familiars, Zhao Hun spent a lot of time traveling around the world during that time. Every day he was busy showing various movies with Ba Mami as the main character, or bringing her familiars to harvest people's memories about Ba Mami.

During the peak period, the number of those familiars even exceeded [-] million. Even after Zhao Hun's strict selection and removal of unqualified familiars, there were still tens of millions.

But now the large number of familiars are all because one of them has a cheap mouth and angered Demon Flame. Now there are not many familiars left who have been killed by Demon Yan, and the remaining familiars, under the instigation of the children in the false street, are still desperately killing each other, and the number is still steadily decreasing.

It's not that she doesn't trust Zhao Hun, it's just that in this case, is it really okay for her to become a god?

Devil Flame is free every day, either pestering Mami, or following Zhao Hun to watch the fun. Of course, she is also very clear about Zhao Hun's arrangements for those familiars, but facing Mami's gaze, she still doesn't have the slightest regret, her eyes don't shift in the slightest, she looks straight at Mami, and squeezes out a cold snort from her nose.

She didn't feel that she did something wrong, anyone dared to ridicule those sloppy familiars, not only said bad things about her, but also called Zhao Hun a fool, if she hadn't acted early, those ignorant familiars might have ridiculed Xiao Yuantou.

Zhao Hun didn't bother to argue with the familiar. She, Demon Yan, didn't have such a big heart.

Before she ascended to the gods, she was angry in various ways. The incubator taunted her, the disgusting blue hair thought she was a messenger of justice accused her, and even Xiaoyuan regarded her as an enemy. In order to save Xiaoyuan, she swallowed all these grievances in her stomach.

Now that she has become a god, if she still has to swallow her anger and be ridiculed by others, she can't care about it. Isn't it a little bit of a loss for her to be a god?

Besides, Zhao Hun, who made these familiars himself, didn't say anything, so why should others blame her?It's nothing more than a group of familiars. If you kill them, you will kill them. The big deal is that Ba Mamei failed to ascend the gods. What does it matter? Can Bamamei ascend the gods as important as her mood?

If it wasn't for Zhao Hun's obsession with making Ba Mamei a god, even if she angered the world where the familiars were born, she would directly destroy Ba Mamei's world. Could it be possible that someone could punish her?

Therefore, even though he was stared at by the "owner", Demon Homme didn't feel that he was wronged at all. On the contrary, it was Mami, who was guilty of being stared at by Demon Homura's increasingly dangerous eyes, and looked away embarrassingly.

"Well, don't worry, leave it to me. You can go chat with Momonga and the others first, ask for their experience as a god, or just do something to pass the time."