Zongman, I am bound to dual systems

They will reconcile, maybe there will be some unexpected situations in the middle, for example, they or the other party will be embarrassed during the reconciliation because they have not contacted for a long time, but those are insignificant little things, and they will easily cross the line. Pass.

Looking back after they reconcile, those embarrassing moments may still be used as a good memory regulator, the kind that makes people smile.

It's supposed to be like this...

"...I'm sorry Yinglili."

Suzumiya Chisato finally spoke after being silent for a long time.

Wait a moment.

Don't apologize.

"I couldn't bring myself to do it."

His voice was extremely lonely, without the warmth and vitality that Sawamura Eriri was familiar with, like the dead leaves that finally drooped on the branches in the deep winter and fluttered in the wind.

"Why... why!"

Eri Sawamura asked subconsciously, because her voice was unnaturally amplified because she was out of control, causing pedestrians waiting for the green light in front of the zebra crossing to cast curious glances at her.

Such a gaffe should have made Eriri Sawamura, who usually pays attention to her image, bow her head in embarrassment, but now she doesn't take this external reaction to heart at all.

She just stared at Suzumiya Chisato's eyes with stubborn and serious eyes, hoping to get his answer.

The indifference on Suzumiya Chisato's face, with his deliberate efforts, put on an expression of forced laughter.

Sawamura Eriri didn't like that smile at all, it was strange and false, and it made her feel extremely distressed from the bottom of her heart.

"Why... this should be what I want to ask."

"I do not understand what you mean."

"..."

"Cool... palace?"

Don't be silent...

Sawamura Eriri looked at him, and suddenly felt an unspeakable soreness in his nasal cavity.

"... Letting a person who has expressed his heart continue to stay by your side as a friend, looking at you who is close to you every day but can't be touched, what kind of torture is this."

Suzumiya Chisato's face showed a miserable self-abuse smile, Sawamura Eriri was stabbed by his smile, and it was only at this time that she suddenly realized that the reconciliation plan she thought was perfect was wishful thinking from the beginning, and she had no consideration for Suzumiya Chisato's thoughts at all.

"Sorry, I can't continue to be friends with Yinglili anymore."

After saying this sentence that is a foregone conclusion again.

The green light came on, and along with the pedestrians around, Suzumiya Chisato walked forward.

The next moment, his right hand was tightly held by two warm little hands, unable to move forward.

Suzumiya Chisato exhaled shallowly from the side that Sawamura Eriri couldn't see.

It was an expression of instant relief after extreme tension.

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Chapter 28 Friendship Sour

"Don't cry... After this journey, others will think that I have bullied you."

You bullied me. Under normal circumstances, there will be boys who are so small-minded that they want to break up with girls!

Sawamura Eriri wanted to say that, but because she always felt that she was at a loss, she could only keep silent.

"..."

Suzumiya Chisato reluctantly took out a tissue, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Ying Lili's eyes for crying into a big cat face.

Sawamura Eriri blows her nose from time to time, her beautiful azure blue eyes are surrounded by red circles, which looks really distressing.

"What's more, it's all at my house, you can almost let me go."

"...Don't let go, what if I run away for a while."

"I can't run, this is my home, where can I go."

Anyway, I finally let Sawamura Eriri let go for the time being.

Suzumiya Chisato hung the uniform coat in the closet, said "I'll get you some tea", then opened the door and walked downstairs.

Sawamura Eriri didn't stop her, she really needed a space to be alone to sort out her thoughts, even if it was temporarily.

After having such a conversation outside, she subconsciously held Suzumiya Chisato's hand to prevent him from leaving.

After that, she became even more determined not to let go, and followed all the way to Suzumiya Chisato's house.

Fortunately, his mother is not here, otherwise he would be too ashamed to lift his head.

In a relatively private environment, Sawamura's shame came online belatedly.

It's a shame, but it should be pretty good, at least as far as the situation just now is concerned, the relationship between her and Suzumiya Chisato seems to be getting better.

However, it's been a long time since I came to Suzumiya's room, and I didn't stay long after I came here twice before, so I didn't observe it carefully.

Eri Sawamura stood up and took a step to look around.

The room was clean and hygienic, nothing strange or smelly.

There are many books on the desk, most of which are painting textbooks.

Looking at the various paint brushes neatly arranged on the table, Eri Sawamura couldn't help but walk over and gently touch the table with her fingertips.

It is here that he studies and paints every day.

She saw a small lock on the middle drawer of the desk, but the lock was not locked.

It can be locked, so there should be some important secret hidden in it, such as a diary to record your mood?

Rationality told Sawamura Eriri that it was not good to peep at other people's privacy, but she still stretched her hand towards the drawer unconsciously.

The current Suzumiya Chisato made her feel more and more strange, even though he unilaterally announced that they could no longer be friends, but she was still unwilling to give up just like that.

If I can really see Suzumiya's diary, then I might be able to understand his inner thoughts better. In this case, the friendship between them will have an additional turning point, right?

Ying Lili's fingers had already lightly put on delicate locks.

"quack!--"

Suddenly, there was a sharp and unpleasant sound in the room.

Before Sawamura Eriri could realize what the sound was, a black crow fell from the sky and landed on the desk.

It flapped its pitch-black wings desperately, frightened Sawamura Eriri back and forth, and sat on the bed.

"what happened?"

At this time, Suzumiya Chisato also opened the door and came in with tea.

He saw the dark wing standing in the middle of the desk, and saw the panic-stricken Sawamura Eriri, and vaguely understood something.

He quietly handed the tea to Sawamura Eriri,

"Sorry to scare you, this is my pet, I should have told you before."

"Not that it's a bird..."

Eri Sawamura realized what she had said subconsciously before she finished speaking. Crows are indeed a kind of bird.

"Go back after drinking this cup of tea."

Suzumiya Chisato returned to the indifferent attitude she had when she was on the street.

Eri Sawamura squeezed the teacup in her hand tightly, the time of coming all the way has made her firm in her mind,

"I won't just go back, unless Suzumiya promises to be my friend again."

Chisato Suzumiya sighed.

"What I just said, Ying Lili, did you not understand at all? Do you need me to repeat it again?"

"I do not care……"

"what?"

"I don't care about that. I don't want to break up with Suzumiya. Why do we have to end our friendship like this? Have you forgotten that we have an appointment to participate in this year's art competition?"

"Things are different now..."

"What's the difference! It's the same as before, just forget about the unhappy things, Suzumiya, are you still a man!"

"Why do you still say that kind of thing now..."

Facing the inexplicably excited Ying Lili, Suzumiya Chisato got up and walked to her step by step, and looked at her who was not to be outdone,

"Being favored really has nothing to fear. Unhappy things can be forgotten. The reason why you can say such things so easily is that you understand that you, who I like, have the capital to be arrogant and willful at any time. For you, I am just a boredom-relieving product to prevent you from being lonely and sad. It is only to this extent, right?"

"No...it's not like that, I never thought about it that way."

Sawamura Eriri managed to generate the courage and determination to save her, but before Suzumiya Chisato's indifferent expression, it disappeared in an instant again.

The gap between the two is still deepening.

It cannot continue like this.

Do something to change the situation.

He clearly knew he had to do this, but his body was cold, his brain completely stopped thinking, and he couldn't do anything.

Now that I am like this, I am so dumb, I am absolutely stupid, right?

Ahh what a nuisance...

I couldn't help crying again...

woo woo woo woo……

"I said it all... don't cry..."

"Wuuu, do you think... who am I because of..."

Those words that were originally intended to be respected and said forcefully, gradually lost their strength and became smaller and smaller.

Suzumiya Chisato wiped away Sawamura Eriri's tears with her thumb, felt her delicate skin with her fingertips, and finally softened at this moment,

"I understand."

"Eh?"

Eri Sawamura was a little unbelievable.

What he just said means...

"Let's make up."

Without pretending to hesitate, Suzumiya Chisato said it directly.

He looked at Eri Sawamura's eyes that gradually became brighter and repeated,

"Anyway, I'm just such a poor guy who is hopelessly in love with you. If it can make you happy, then let's make up like this."

"Suzumiya, you... aren't you trying to coax me?"

Don't be! ! !

Eri Sawamura prayed silently in her heart.

Suzumiya Chisato shook her head,

"But it's just a little... Whether it's pity or charity, when I'm frustrated or can't bear it, I also want to be able to hold Ying Lili's hand in private like today. This is my only request."

Without anyone else knowing...

Just holding hands...

Eri Sawamura blushed, and she nodded shyly.

Suzumiya Chisato smiled, and the next moment, she spread her arms and embraced the petite girl into her arms.

Hey, didn't you just hold hands...

Forget it, this time it will be regarded as an exception for the celebration of reconciliation, just this one time...

The tension that had been tense for a long time relaxed in an instant, and Sawamura Eriri's hands slowly wrapped around the opponent's waist.