Zongman, I am bound to dual systems

[There is only one person who is not happy-Eri Sawamura. 】

【She had been looking forward to the trip for a long time, because she could travel with the person she had a crush on, but now that person voluntarily withdrew, and her joy faded away like the ebbing sea. 】

【You know this clearly, but you don't really care about it, because you know that you will make her happy during the trip. 】

For some reason, Suzumiya Chisato watched the situation develop like this.

I feel faintly happy, and at the same time, I am looking forward to the development of the following plot.

Could it be that deep down in my heart, do I really have a hidden yellow-haired attribute, which is usually suppressed by the worldly conscience and kept quiet, and then when I am stimulated by various bad plots in the process of experiencing the simulation, it can't help but emerge directly?

He couldn't help but have such doubts.

[On the morning of the departure of the travel and accommodation, An Yilun also came to your house. He was driven by your mother to a ranch in the countryside. You stood at the door of your house and waved goodbye to them. When the car was completely out of sight, you put on a bright smile on your face. 】

[On the way to school, you think that you have already prepared a plan to get closer to Eriri Sawamura, and most of the things have been confirmed, only the timing of implementation has to be carefully considered. 】

【After you think about it for a while, you finally make up your mind...】

【1. Find an opportunity to implement it in the early stage of the co-location. 】

【2. Find opportunities to implement in the mid-term of the joint accommodation. 】

【3. Find an opportunity to implement it in the later stage of the camp. 】

Is now the time to choose?

Too early or too late doesn't feel right, mid-term, so that no matter what happens, there's room to roll around.

Chisato Suzumiya's attitude from now on is to seek stability.

【A few nights before the trip, the school organized a lot of mandatory group activities. You realize that this is not a good time, so you hold back your temper. 】

[On the fifth day of the joint camp, you invited Eri Sawamura out of the hotel. You were strolling on the beach by the sea, and you splashed sea water to tease her. With your deliberate actions, her dull mood for some reason was relieved, and a purer smile appeared on her face for the first time in days. 】

[On the sixth night of the travel and lodging, you mysteriously asked Sawamura Eriri to close her eyes not to peek, and you asked her to hold the other end of the mineral water bottle in her hand, and took her to the lookout on the top of the mountain behind the hotel where she was staying. On the platform, you find a flat grass, spread out a small camping blanket and guide her to lie down slowly, and then you signal her to open her eyes. 】

[Sawamura Eriri opened her eyes, she was stunned, what caught her eyes was a dreamlike starry sky, the sound of birds and insects came from around, the world seemed so pure that only you two were left. 】

No.1 is called perspective substitution.

Chisato Suzumiya raised his arm, pointing his index finger to the sky thousands of miles southeast,

"That's Vega, and then...Tianjinsi, Altair, obviously, right? They are connected in a line, which is the famous summer triangle."

"Yes, I can see clearly."

Eri Sawamura responded in a daze, and the stars in the sky found their home again in her big beautiful eyes.

"I told Ying Lili that my hometown is in the countryside."

"kindness."

"When I was a child, when I was in a bad mood, I would often climb up to the roof, and lie down facing the starry sky like now. If I do that, no matter how many troubles I had before, I will be relieved instantly."

"Yeah, nature is really powerful."

"So, Ying Lili, you should be a little bit happier about the rare co-sleeping trip in your high school career."

"Eh... no, I..."

"I've always understood."

"Understand what..."

"Yinglili, you are distressed, Yinglili, what you are losing, I know very well, because I am going through the same thing as you now."

Sawamura Eriri turned her head.

Chisato Suzumiya was lying next to her, two fists apart.

"Suzumiya..."

"But it's okay. I'm very satisfied with the relationship I have now. I meet when I want to meet and talk and laugh every day. It couldn't be better, isn't it?"

"Sorry, Suzumiya..."

"Why should Ying Lili apologize? The one who needs to apologize is me, right? I did that kind of thing at the beginning, but in the end I still insisted that I don't regret it, showing a very reasonable look, but Totally unaware of the fact that I've hurt you."

"Suzumiya! It's all in the past, and besides, I don't care at all."

"No, I want to say, please let me go on. You can only know the weight of many things in your heart when you lose them. I don't think I am a weak person, but during the days when I didn't contact you, every time I Fear and anxiety all day long."

Chisato Suzumiya spoke indifferently, unable to hear his emotions at all.

"However, I'm not afraid that the relationship between us will continue like this, but I'm afraid... If it really continues like this, I will feel sorry for Sawamura Eriri, and for her who will no longer exist by my side in the future. This fact has gradually become acceptable... If the me who has become so indifferent really becomes a fact, I am afraid of becoming such a me."

"..."

"Only the feeling of falling in love with Ying Lili, I don't want to forget."

"!"

Sawamura Eriri felt that the extremely soft place in her heart was gently kneaded by something.

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Chapter 32 She No Longer Resisting

"What I said next, Ying Lili, you take it as a complaint or a complaint. You don't need to think about the deep meaning in it, and you don't need to think about how to answer it. Everything is just talking to myself on a whim."

"kindness……"

"So far my life can be said to be happy, and I don't have so much dissatisfaction with all aspects of life, but after meeting you, I realized that this kind of life can be happier. Whether it is painting, learning, or other things, as long as I think of you, anything that is difficult to persist will immediately increase my motivation.

But just like when a child sees a favorite toy, he definitely doesn't just want to watch it through the window, but wants to buy it and really own it.

At that time, I had such thoughts and acted like that. I knew it was not the right thing to do, but I did it anyway. I wanted to get Ying Lili's attention, and I was no longer willing to be just friends Relationship.

Fortunately, you were not angry with me because of this, but now thinking about me at that time, I was probably sure that you would not really blame me, so I made such a bold move. To some extent, I may be What a despicable scum..."

"it's not like that!"

Hearing Suzumiya Chisato's chuckle, Sawamura Eriri couldn't keep silent any longer, so she interrupted.

She felt heavy in her heart, and she couldn't say exactly what kind of feeling it was, but there was no doubt that she didn't like this feeling, and she didn't like the derogatory words Suzumiya Chisato used to describe herself.

"Suzumiya, you are not such an unbearable person. You have always been very serious and hardworking to help your friends. Lunye's whim, didn't you also spend a lot of time and energy helping him realize his dream? You even privately asked your mother to let Lun also not work so hard when working on the ranch, and repeatedly begged her to pay Lunye more. I heard all the whispered conversations between you and your mother in the kitchen that day."

Suzumiya Chisato just smiled gently, the expression on her face did not change at all without what Sawamura Eriri said.

He is denying,

"That doesn't explain anything, maybe it's just my little conscience?"

"It's not that..."

"Don't cry at this time, if you don't bring a tissue, you will have to borrow my shirt to wipe your snot."

"Who would cry!"

"I just heard someone blowing their nose."

"It's just bugs flying into the nostrils."

"Hiss, I actually feel a little envious of that bug for a moment, what should I do?"

"Pfft...don't tell such a disgusting joke!"

The atmosphere eased slightly, and Eri Sawamura lay down again.

The two lay side by side again, looking up at the starry sky.

After a while, Chisato Suzumiya spoke again slowly,

"Eiri Sawamura, I'm going to do something that I've endured for a long time, and I want to hold your hand."

"!"

"Because I have endured for a long time, it may take a long time to hold your hand this time. By the way, my palms may still be a little sweaty because of nervousness, so this time, it doesn't matter if you don't want to. I will take your hand now." Slowly stretch out the left hand on the chest, if you don't want to, just avoid it."

"..."

The left hand left from the chest and moved slowly towards the side.

When she touched the small palm, she didn't choose to avoid it, but actively hooked the other's little finger the moment the two palms touched.

Suzumiya Qianli raised the corners of his mouth silently, he filled the other's fingers with his fingers, and they held each other tightly.

"Also...you don't have sweaty hands, you liar, you're not nervous at all, are you?"

In order to relieve her shyness, Eri Sawamura took the initiative to speak.

"Very nervous, but it's not that obvious. My heart is beating very fast. Listen to me if you don't believe me."

"I want to move……"

"Oh."

"...Now it's time to go back to the room and sleep."

"Go back later and go back through the side door of the hotel. No teacher will see it."

[Sawamura Eriri didn't resist your hand, and even unexpectedly, she took the initiative to a small extent, which made you feel overjoyed. 】

[When going down the mountain, there was a sudden strange sound and shaking among the dense leaves beside the road. Eri Sawamura was so frightened that she lost her footing and fell to the ground, accidentally spraining her foot. 】

【You are a little annoyed, the Wings of Darkness did a little too much, and it didn't achieve the kind of situation you expected in your heart. Eri Sawamura felt scared and threw herself into your arms. 】

[But it doesn't matter, the whole journey down the mountain is carried by you with Eriri Sawamura on your back. She lies on your back and hugs your shoulders, and you hold her little butt up from time to time, although the Nakazawamura Eriri is somewhat shy, but the relationship between you has indeed deepened after this night. 】

[On the seventh day of the joint camp, Eri Sawamura was unable to participate in group activities because of her sprained ankle, so she was resting in the hotel room. You asked for sick leave halfway, bought traumatic medicine from outside and came to her room, and you asked her to take off. After taking off her shoes and socks, she squatted down and applied ointment for her, and touched all the skin around her calf and ankle with her hands. You can clearly feel that Eri Sawamura's resistance to you is not as strong as before. strong. 】

[On the ninth night of the joint camp, Eri Sawamura's ankle recovered. You asked her out to go shopping together. You didn't even need to say anything on the way, and your hands were naturally held together. She took this level of physical contact for granted, as long as she was not seen by other students.You had a great time in the night market. On the way back, you took a group photo in front of the local attractions, and your intimacy is like a couple in love. 】

[Returning to normal campus life after the dormitory, everything is back on track, An Yilun also lost a lot of weight after working on the ranch, but gained a lot of money, he happily wants to treat you to dinner and thank you, you smile Declined. 】

[Days go by day by day, summer vacation is coming soon, the situation you are getting along with Sawamura Eriri now is that as long as you are alone in private, you can hold her hand very naturally, and she will not respond to it As for the reaction of resistance, sometimes when she is in a good mood, she will very cooperatively scratch your palm with her little hand. 】

【You think it's time for the most important step of development. You have several plans in mind, but you are still hesitating which one to implement...】

[1. Yinglili, let's go to the aquarium during the summer vacation. 】

[2, Ying Lili, come to my ranch for summer vacation. 】

[3, Ying Lili, teach me how to draw manga in summer vacation. 】

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Chapter 33 Matters related to comics

"..."

Regardless of the three options given, Chisato Suzumiya is more concerned about what "the most important step of development" specifically means.

This is finally not satisfied with just holding hands, want to do more exciting things step by step to the stomach?

I always feel that it's too fast. The fox's tail is exposed so quickly, won't it really scare Sawamura Eriri away?

After all, just looking at the written description of Sims, she still seems to have a vague liking for An Yilun, the guy she grew up with.

But it's useless to think like this now, all he can do is to choose the most suitable and safe option, so that the development of the situation will not end in tragedy.

Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu's awkward woman ran away with her daughter after being married for many years. Such a simulated ending always made him feel uncomfortable.

A similar ending must not be repeated this time.

Ask for a happy ending instead of a bad ending!

Choose three.

[The matter is of great importance, you did not rush to a conclusion, but spent a whole night thinking about it. 】

【If you want to have a better relationship with Eri Sawamura, the aquarium is not the best choice, because if you go to the aquarium, the time you spend with each other will not be long. You pass in the morning and come back that evening.

Besides, the aquarium is also a public place. In public places, according to the character of Sawamura Eriri, she will hold hands with you at most, and it is unlikely that she will have a closer development with you. The location is not very good. suitable.

To sum up, the idea of ​​going to the aquarium has been crossed out by you. 】

[Think about it again, is there anything wrong with the proposal to invite Sawamura Eriri to go to the ranch in her hometown after the summer vacation.

If you are on the ranch, you can take Sawamura Eriri to see all kinds of cute animals in the ranch. You can let her sit in front of you by teaching her how to ride a horse, and you naturally hug her waist, The two of you are very close, and you can also take her to fish and catch shrimp by the stream in the back mountain, and maybe let her wear a swimsuit to feast your eyes.

But there are a few problems, that is, if you only invite Sawamura Eriri alone, will it appear that you have ulterior motives and make her vigilant?If you don't want her to have such an idea, then it's easy, just invite An Yilun directly, but in that case, there will be someone in the way, and the world of two people alone that you expected will no longer exist up.