Zongman, I am bound to dual systems

The life in the dream does not seem to be fictional, but rather real.

The more Eiri Sawamura thought about it, the more confused her thinking became. She scratched her hair irritably and shook her head. The hat on her head fluttered down to the ground, and her dazzling blond hair was naturally scattered on her shoulders. .

"I don't understand it at all!"

Kasumigaoka Shiwa quietly watched Sawamura Eiri's venting behavior. On the surface, she looked calmer and calmer, but the shaking in her heart was not at all easier than that of Sawamura Eiriri.

Because the love story in the dream she experienced did not end well like Sawamura Eriri.

When she found out that her relationship with her husband in the student days was all based on lies and calculations, she, who had been in poor health after pregnancy, easily had negative thoughts.

Her thinking fell into a dead end, she felt deceived, and she became suspicious of everything that had happened between the two of them.

She made a decision that looked extremely wrong in hindsight. She took her daughter away and cut off contact with her husband, without even giving him a chance to explain in person.

Just left him unilaterally, stupidly and selfishly.

After she died of illness in the dream, her perspective changed one after another. She saw her husband's anxiety when he saw the letter she left behind. From the ecstasy when her daughter came back to the grief when she learned that she had passed away.

Like a ghost, she stayed by her husband's side countless days and nights, watching him regain his dignity on the surface, pretending to be a good father in front of his daughter, but in private, he had to swallow drugs every night to fall asleep.

She was sad, heartbroken, and remorseful.

But the fait accompli is irreversible. She watched the situation develop so close, but she didn't have any ability to change the development of the situation.

On the day her daughter graduated from college, she also witnessed her husband showing a relieved smile, dragging his body like a walking corpse, and swallowing a whole bottle of sleeping pills.

She cried out with all her strength, she tried to touch the other person with her non-existent body, and told him, a person like me is not worth what you do, for Qian Yu, and for your own life, please live on!

But everything was in vain, the breeze coming in through the gaps in the window sill was more obvious than her hysterical reaction.

She could only watch helplessly as her husband's breathing slowed until he lost his heartbeat.

She has no body, and she can't even do things like shed tears.

"Me too, I don't understand at all..."

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's drooping eyes revealed a feeling of sadness and sorrow.

On the top of the telephone pole beside them, a little crow blinked its black eyes, motionless in the afterglow of the setting sun.

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Chapter 51 Thoughts After a Lifetime of Regrets

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu has never been dissatisfied with her life.

She has a bright mind, a beautiful appearance, and a proud figure.

Before experiencing that real, happy and sad dream, she was sure without a doubt that her future life would go on smoothly as before.

But now she hesitated.

Time cannot go backwards, there is no chance to do it again in life, the regret that has become a fact can only be let go, there is no chance to make up.

But that feeling of regret remained, clearly engraved on my heart, and every time I thought about it, I felt a faint throbbing pain.

Some things are also done, and only after enduring the heart-wrenching feelings will I blame myself and cry and regret.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu hated the self in the dream, even if the self in the dream was suffering from illness, and his face was so pale and thin that he was dying, he couldn't make her feel the slightest bit of sympathy.

Even from her point of view, the self in the dream did not dissipate consciousness after death, but became invisible to watch his life by Suzumiya Chisato's side, which was also a punishment for herself.

Let her watch the person who loves her the most end her life but can't do anything.

Powerless?Blame yourself?pain?Regret?

It is right to be able to feel these, it is the feeling that the person who loves you experiences every day during the time of losing you.

These are the punishments you deserved for the you who did such a foolish act, and the you who chose to escape from him!

You let your daughter lose the love of a father, you let your lover lose hope of life, you deserve it!

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu faintly received such a signal.

The novelist's thinking began to diverge, and the conjectures that had sprung up in his heart also quietly changed at this moment, from the theme of suspenseful crimes to the realm of fantasy love.

I no longer think that I have such a dream because of hypnotism, but feel that it may be something that another person has actually experienced in a parallel world or a certain reincarnation in the previous life.

"She" died, but regretted it too much, so she used some kind of wonderful power to pass through the dimension wall and time and space, reminding herself in the form of dreams, pointing out true love for herself, and at the same time hoping that she would not act like "she" "That, selfish and stupid thing.

Since ten minutes ago, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was on the side of the glass window and saw the moment when that person walked out of the campus full of vitality.

Her thinking and mood, like a runaway wild horse, are no longer under the control of reason.

She held Sawamura's hand to prevent the other party's radical thoughts, thinking that she was still keeping calm.

But she didn't realize at all that what she had thought at the beginning, just wanting to take a look at it from a distance, had completely disappeared.

Instead, there is only a firm plan to take a step forward, surrounded by the dream life that is so real and vivid.

Don't just watch furtively in the dark, but want to stand on the bright side and contact him more openly.

If the him in reality is really not that different from him in the dream, and he can still fall in love with her at first sight, then maybe she can really do something...

This time, I will never be stupid again, and I will never give up and leave on my own. I want to redeem the regrets in my dreams in reality!

"Me too, I can't understand it at all... But even so, we have to calm down a little bit."

Kasumigaoka Shiwa bent down and picked up Sawamura Eriri's hat that had fallen on the ground.

She gently patted off the dust on the light green peaked cap, and put it on her head very steadily.

"What do you mean?"

Sawamura Eriri didn't notice that the expression on Kasumigaoka Shiwa's face had changed several times in just a few seconds.

All her attention is now on the restaurant that Suzumiya Chisato walked into, she tried her best to look there, and at this moment, she even regretted not buying a telescope on the way here.

Although the situation in the dream cannot be generalized in reality, because it is too realistic, Sawamura Eriri still feels angry involuntarily.

After all, with the blessing of such a real and clear memory, she now naturally assumed the role of Suzumiya Chisato's wife.

So the current situation has changed. The wife caught her husband and another girl who ran out of nowhere and seemed to be dating very intimately. This kind of bad situation can't calm people down anyway.

The remaining rationality told her again and again that this is reality, that you have nothing to do with Chisato Suzumiya in reality, and the two of you don't even know each other, so you can't be impulsive.

But even if I understand, even if I understand...but I'm still very angry!

So at least get closer, at least sneak around their seats, listen to what they are talking about, and confirm the relationship between them.

"We go in when they have finished ordering and the food is on the table and they are officially starting. At that time, most of their attention will be focused on the food, which reduces the chance of us being discovered."

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu also stuck his head out from the corner of the street.

"...I thought you were going to stop me from going in."

"It's not to stop you, I just think we have to choose a good time, at least for now we'd better not be noticed by him, because right now is not the best time to meet him for a showdown."

"……kindness."

For the first time, Sawamura Eriri felt that Kasumigaoka Shiwa, a stinky woman who was always venomous on weekdays, didn't seem to be so annoying anymore.

When I stood on the same front with her, although I was very reluctant, I had to admit that she thought about far more points than myself, which made me feel extremely at ease.

Be it the hat and the mask, or the location chosen for the secret observation, they were all suggestions from her mouth.

The feeling after forming an alliance with former enemies is not bad.

The restaurant is not too far away, and it can be clearly seen that Chisato Suzumiya and the girl just finished ordering food from the front desk, and now they are walking to a seat by the window one by one and sitting down.

Sawamura Eriri was slightly relieved, because she saw that her husband... Suzumiya Chisato and that girl were not sitting side by side.

But Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's complexion gradually became gloomy after he noticed certain phenomena and pondered carefully.

She noticed that the girl's walking posture was slightly abnormal. It seemed that some parts of the lower body were uncomfortable. She occasionally showed a painful expression on her face when she was walking.

The thighs wrapped in black silk slowly tightened.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu is also a girl herself, and she clearly knows that if it's just her menstrual period, the other party will never have such a reaction.

That's the only explanation...

She also experienced it clearly in the dream... for the first time and within a day or two afterward, there will indeed be such pain left.

"Let's go, the food they ordered has been served."

After saying hello, Sawamura Eriri walked forward eagerly.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, who was full of worries, followed without saying a word.

After the two left, the little crow landed on the ground, and after a while, it flapped its wings and flew into the blue sky.

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Chapter 52 Crisis Awareness

"I've noticed it since I just left school, what are you looking at?"

In the family restaurant, Touma Kazusa, who finally adjusted to sit in a position that would not make her injured hip feel uncomfortable, asked Suzumiya Chisato a question while she was bored while waiting for the food she ordered to be served.

Because it happened to be the time after school and work, and there were people coming and going outside the window, if Suzumiya Chisato had been chasing those hot girls with short skirts or big sisters in black silk OL suits, she wouldn't bother to ask such questions.

But the problem was that the angle Suzumiya Chisato turned his head several times was not looking straight up, but slightly looking up at the sky.

Dongma Hesha also secretly raised his head and glanced at the sky, but there was nothing worth paying attention to.

"It's nothing, I just think the weather is good today, even the sky looks better."

Suzumiya Chisato withdrew her gaze, and lied without changing her face.

He is not a melancholy and sentimental literary girl. He is not interested in the scenery of the sky. At that time, he would rather concentrate on watching Touma Kazusa's heroic side face with the corner of his eyes.

In today's society, there are many good-looking girls, but handsome and good-looking girls like her are rare.

As for the real reason why he looked at the sky several times, it was because he was confirming the whereabouts of the Black Wings.

When he was in physical education class, he wanted to put it in the closet, but it didn't agree, so he repeatedly told him not to be too far away from him, and to stay within his line of sight. Free movement within a certain range.

It probably felt that flying freely in the sky was more comfortable than hiding in a pocket, so it didn't even think about coming back after school, but followed Suzumiya Chisato at a distance.

Chisato Suzumiya could still see it before leaving the school gate, taking off and landing on the trees planted by the roadside.

But during the time after he walked out of the school gate, he didn't see any trace of it at all.

Suzumiya Chisato became a little worried.

After all, no matter how powerful the system is, it was only born for one day, so there won't be any accidents, right?

What worried him didn't happen. When the waiter brought the food to the table, he finally saw the black wings landed on the telegraph pole in sight, and there were several other crows standing beside him.

Just made friends to play.

Really, don't worry about it.

"Thank you, I will invite you back next time I have a chance."

Suzumiya Chisato picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of fried pork chop and put it in his mouth, it was tender, juicy and delicious.

The price of pork cutlet rice is 860 yen on the customer list that the waiter brings to the table along with the dishes.

Suzumiya Chisato originally planned to pay for the order he ordered.

But Touma Kazusa took out the wallet first and swiped the card. The whole process was quick and natural, and there was no chance for Chisato Suzumiya to refuse.

This kind of behavior made her more handsome in Suzumiya Chisato's heart.

A girl who is good-looking and handsome and willing to invite herself to dinner is even rarer in this society.

"If you really want to thank me, you don't need to ask me back. Leave me alone after eating. Just go home first."

Dongma Hesha's dinner is an ice cream sundae with mango flavored pudding, topped with chocolate sauce, which looks super sweet.

She really has no resistance to these sweet foods.

"Don't worry, after sending you back, I will go home honestly, and I won't be cheeky enough to ask you to invite me into the house for tea."

"Isn't it good to go back early and do what you want to do? Don't waste time on me."

"I don't think helping my classmates is a waste of time. I know that you don't like to get along with other people, Touma. I am the same for this. We are both marginal characters in the class. We two of the same kind should not be so alien and get along well. Bar."

The classmate’s polite suffix was omitted, and it was the first time that she was directly called by her surname, which made Touma Kazusa secretly happy, but her actual performance was as if she couldn’t change the reality, and she mumbled powerlessly and resignedly, “Troublesome guy".

On the inner dining table five or six meters away, Kasumigaoka Shiwa and Sawamura Eriri sat together, the two of them were silent, their ears stretched out, wanting to hear the conversation between the two.