Zongman, I am bound to dual systems

【The young boy at that time was just like...he is now. 】

[After taking the group photo, Yishiyu also heard from his mother that when Qianli was very young, his parents and elders in the family passed away one after another, and no relatives and friends were willing to take care of him, so he was so young He entered an orphanage at an early age and lived alone. 】

【He has already experienced many times of suffering and was oppressed by the sufferings of life. 】

[Now that he has grown up and has his own strength, he can stretch his legs and stand up straight, relying on his hard work and kindness to reap his true love and have a happy family. 】

[Just like what he said to himself on the night when he and his sister-in-law got married, he may have three children in the future. If the children don’t reject them, he will train them to be doctors or lawyers. The family will enjoy themselves, embrace happiness, and no longer be alone . 】

[But now, all this is ruined. 】

[Suzumiya Chisato's suffering in childhood and childhood can be attributed to misfortune and accidents. Then, after he became an adult, the happiness he obtained slipped away one by one, so whose fault is it? 】

[In the quiet room, the pupils of Yishiyu Wushen don't know how many times she shed tears. 】

[She lets the tears run down her face, and at the same time her lips part slightly, letting out that lifeless, creepy chuckle. 】

[Something is broken inside. 】

【She thought, don't pretend to be innocent and naive, the culprit of this situation is you. 】

[It is your stupidity that made the baby die halfway and cannot be born in this world, let Suzumiya's mother pass away with regret and frustration, and caused her sister-in-law to be barren, and after she knew this fact, she turned from expectation to despair, and finally also Embarked on the road of suicide. 】

【It's you who made the otherwise happy elder brother Qianli's small family fall apart. 】

[If you were more careful and reliable back then, you would be more careful when going down the stairs. 】

[If you can keep your mouth shut and resist your sister-in-law's inquiries, you can hide that sad fact for a while longer. 】

【If you can stay with my sister-in-law for a moment like you promised to brother Qianli back then. 】

[Then, will things still develop to such an irreversible and hopeless level today? 】

[Thinking of these heart-wrenching things, Isshiki Yu, who is overwhelmed by guilt and guilt, has completely dull eyes. 】

【After sitting quietly for several hours, she finally started to move. She left the bed, opened the desk drawer, and took out a hand-made scissors from it. 】

[The sharp edge of the knife reflects a cold light under the light leaking in from the curtain. 】

【Yi SeiYu's hands trembling, slowly pressed the knife edge towards her neck. When she was about to finish it off, her eyes inadvertently met the note left by her sister-in-law on the bed. 】

[Sister-in-law said, let her take care of mom and dad, let her take care of...Brother Qianli...]

[Click. 】

【The knife fell to the ground, and Yi Caiyu lay limp on the floor, covering her heart with her hands, crying uncontrollably. 】

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[In the early morning of the next morning, you woke up. 】

【You find that the Isshiki couple and Ishiroha are in your room, Mr. Isshiki is lying on the desk, Mrs. Isshiki and Iroha are lying beside your bed. 】

[Slight movement made the three people wake up almost at the same time, Madam Isshiki anxiously asked about your physical condition. 】

【Your eyes are full of loneliness and frustration, you just shook your head and didn't speak. 】

【You got out of bed without showing a smile, your steps were a little unsteady and you went to the closet under their watchful eyes, and you picked out a set of clothes to change into. 】

[Midway, Mr. Isshiki came to your side and asked softly where you want to go, but you never answered. 】

【You changed your clothes and wanted to leave the room, but Mrs. Isshi held your hand tightly and refused to let you leave. 】

[Yi Caiyu also blocked the door with her body, you saw her red and swollen eyes, you were silent for a long time, and finally spoke. 】

[Your voice is a little hoarse, you said, you want to go to the police station and ask where is the place where Zhongbeili jumped under surveillance. 】

[After the Yishi couple understands, the will to block you will disappear. 】

【Looking at you who is as emotionless as a marionette, a torrent of negative emotions swept Yi Caiyu again. She pursed her lips hard, sucked her nose lightly, and obediently moved away. 】

[You came to the police station together, and asked about the location where Zhongbeili finally jumped off, and the shoes found by the Japanese police were also returned to you. 】

【Holding your beloved wife's shoes, you came to the spot where she jumped off, sat down cross-legged slowly and looked at the sea in front of you, like an old monk in meditation, without moving for a long time. 】

【Yishishiyu is looking at you dully from behind, the back that she thought was safe and reliable before, but now she has become precarious and crumbling in her sight. 】

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Chapter 144 She Started Living With You

[After you woke up, you accepted the investigation report of the Japanese police. Although your wife's body has not been found yet, she is undoubtedly no longer in this world. 】

【You have come to the place where your wife died to remember for a week in a row, sitting silently for a long time. 】

[On the eighth day, you didn't go to that beach again. You spent two days holding a simple funeral for your wife. 】

【Only you and Isshiki's family are at the funeral. 】

[On the tenth day, you put on your briefcase and walked out of the house. The Isshi couple was overjoyed, thinking that you have gradually come out of grief and started to work hard. 】

[But they were wrong. That afternoon, you went home with a big cardboard box in your arms. 】

[The cardboard box contains some personal items used in your workplace, and you have officially resigned. 】

[You have repeatedly promised the Yishi couple that you will not do stupid things, but there are too many things that have happened recently and you want yourself to rest for a while, then leave Yishi's house and return to your apartment to live alone. 】

[Yi Caiyu comes to see you almost every day. As time goes by, she gradually finds that the alcohol and tobacco you quit before began to reappear in your room. 】

【Your bedside ashtray is full of cigarette butts, and the coffee table in the living room is also full of empty beer bottles. 】

【She will clean up your room every day, but it doesn't work. The next day, the interior of the apartment will turn into that depraved and dirty look again. 】

[You haven't spoken much since you resigned, and most of the time you smell like alcohol, even if you want to communicate with you dryly, you won't get any meaningful response. 】

[But fortunately, you can eat a few bites of the food she cooks every day. This is the only thing that comforts her. 】

【Three months later, you were lying on the bed drunk, and Yi Caiyu in the living room was cleaning up for you very lightly. You suddenly called her to you and asked her to bring the seal tomorrow. 】

[Yi Caiyu is very happy that you can take the initiative to talk to her after being silent for so long, but I don't understand why you suddenly asked her to wear a seal. 】

【She cautiously asked the reason, but you didn't answer, turned over on the bed and curled up together. 】

[Yi Caiyu is a little sad, she really wants the confident brother who was calm and easy to do everything in the past to come back, but she understands that such a thought is an extravagant wish. 】

[She covered the blanket for you, turned up the air conditioner in the room a few degrees, and left after simply tidying up. When she came to the door with a seal the next day, you handed her several documents and asked her to stamp them . 】

[Yi Caiyu took it over to check, and found that those documents were all real estate asset transfers, there were four sets in total! 】

【Everything happened suddenly, but it didn't surprise Yishiyu. When she went back last night, she was vaguely aware that such a situation would happen. 】Outgroup: 51.14￥7 (948; 1　

[Yishishiyu shook her head, she refused to stamp the document, and she didn't go back that day, but called her mother directly to send her daily necessities and a change of clothes. 】

[No.1 is called perspective substitution...]

It was around three o'clock in the afternoon. After receiving her daughter's call, Mrs. Isshiki rushed home from outside, packed her clothes and rushed to Chisato Suzumiya's apartment.

She pressed the doorbell, and Yi Seyu opened the door.

"Mom, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Yishiyu took the bag from her mother.

"What's going on? You were so anxious when you called. What happened to your brother Qianli?"

Mrs. Isshiki wanted to enter the house, but was stopped by her daughter.

"Nothing happened."

Yishishiyu showed a fake, seemingly okay smile, she didn't want her parents to worry about it,

"I just suddenly felt that it would be nice to stay with brother Qianli for a few days now and then to accompany him."

"It's really okay?"

"Well, really, mother, go back, I will call you as soon as there is something wrong."

One Color Feather closed the door.

The apartment was quiet again.

Is there really nothing wrong...

The corners of Yi Caiyu's mouth raised when he faced his mother slowly flattened.

She put the bag she received in the guest room, and carefully pushed open the door of Suzumiya Chisato's room.

The bedroom curtains were drawn tightly, not a ray of light came in, the whole room was dark and gloomy, only the light and shadow of the desktop computer on the table flickered.

Chisato Suzumiya was sitting at the table, watching the movie on the screen, his eyes were dull like an old man who was dying, and there was no life in his body.

It is because of this that Isshiroha has avoided meeting his parents and Chisato Suzumiya directly during this period of time.

He has been in such a state for such a long time, there is really no way to make people feel at ease.

She had naively thought that brother Qianli's condition could be slowly recovered through the healing of time.

But she was wrong, anyone's heart has a threshold, beyond the tolerance range, there is no way to rely on self to get out of it.

Today, he even prepared a contract for the transfer of property under his name.

This absolutely abnormal behavior made the alarm bells in Yishiyu's heart ring loudly.

The image of sister-in-law jumping down still keeps reappearing in her mind. She will not allow her brother who loves her the most to do stupid things again.

"Brother Qianli."

Isshiroyu slowly walked over and stood beside Suzumiya Chisato.

Chisato Suzumiya didn't respond, the light from the computer screen shone on his face, he hadn't taken care of himself seriously for a long time, the bangs on his forehead had already covered his eyes, and the stubble on his chin was also growing in disorder.

Yi Caiyu was used to his reaction like this, so she continued talking on her own, trying to smile as much as possible,

"In the evening, I will cook a pot of pork rib soup and add the corn you like very much. Then you can drink more, okay?"

Suzumiya Chisato slowly closed her eyes, her upper and lower lips slowly separated,

"...Go back, Iroha."

"If I don't go back, my family is not free at all. If I go to bed too late at night, I will be told by my father that you are still free here."

Yi Shiroyu pretended to be relaxed, she wanted to use her vigorous and cheerful voice to dispel the suffocating gloomy atmosphere in this room as much as possible,

"Speaking of which, we haven't played games for a long time. Let's play with me for a while tonight. Anyway, you don't have much to do now."

Suzumiya Chisato looked at Isshikiyu who leaned over and held her arm actively, with a coquettish expression on her face, and suddenly realized that for a moment, she seemed to go back to the past.

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.

Yi Caiyu forcibly held back the sour feeling in his nose.

This was the first time that Suzumiya Chisato agreed to her request directly.

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Chapter 145 The Last Step

【It will be fine, even if it is difficult to see the current situation, but everything will be fine, Yishiroyu firmly believes. 】

[Isshiroyu, who realized something was wrong from your behavior, began to live with you formally. 】

【She will be with you 24 hours a day. She puts away all the sharp things at home, paper knives, scissors, and fruit knives are locked in the kitchen cabinet. Only she has the key. Take it out and use it, then put it back right away. 】

【She lied, using the clumsy excuse that she has been having nightmares recently and is afraid that she needs someone to be with her to feel at ease, and made a bed on the floor in your room. 】

【She completely treats you like a baby. Even if she is cooking in the kitchen, she will poke her head out every minute to see what you are doing. 】

【When you go to the toilet, she will wait quietly outside the door, and when you take a shower, she will wrap a bath towel in her face and wipe your back for you. Try to keep you in her sight at all times. 】

[But even so, you still haven't seen what you expected. 】

[The bureau that lasted for several years, you suppressed half of your life, and you don't want to be flawed in any aspect, so that everything will come to naught. 】

[Yi Caiyu, who gets along with you day and night, has not changed her thinking. Driven by guilt, although she obeys his wife's orders and takes good care of you, she still regards you as her elder brother. I didn't treat you as a person of the opposite sex who can fall in love. 】

[In this regard, you feel that the last step of the plan in your heart is time to put it on the agenda. 】

[You keep in mind your own settings. The originally tough, kind, dedicated, and hardworking man has now become depressed and muddled under a series of blows. 】

[In this way, you will not, and it is impossible, to show any desires. The more numb the better, the more melancholy the better, and the more pessimistic and world-weary the better. 】

[No one or anything can move such a person, and no one can stop what you have decided. 】

[Unless... In this world that makes you feel meaningless, there can be hope that makes you feel warm and can support you to continue walking. 】