Zongman, I am bound to dual systems

Yishiroyu slowly got up from the bed and left the room.

The door behind her was locked with a snap.

She turned her head angrily, and cursed secretly.

On the way back to the room, she put her hands on both sides of her chest and let out a long sigh.

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1Chapter 17 You Get What You Wish

[You are loyal to the persona you have set up, and you repeatedly warn yourself in your heart that you are almost there, and you must not show any flaws. 】

[Although you managed to guide a colorful feather of thinking into the cage you made by using the note left by your wife and your own decadent performance for a while, you still remained calm. The feeling of caring that comes with it is not an unbreakable relationship. 】

[But fortunately, the current Yishiyu has finally started to treat you as a man, and it has been such a long time since his beloved wife "passed away", and you are slowly starting to get better. 】

[You grew up with Yi Caiyu, and you clearly understand the qualities of a man she admires, clean, dedicated, gentle, caring for the family, self-motivated in career, and most importantly, treat her unconditionally. 】

[Following these traits, you start to move closer to the image of a good man she favors in her mind. You want to become the ideal existence in her heart and win her love. 】

[You start to be willing to go out, return to normal life and rest, start exercising, and find a job for yourself again, and from time to time, you will start to go back to Yise and his wife for dinner, chat with them with a smile, and take them and Yiseyu to travel together during the holidays. 】

[Isshiki and his wife are very pleased that you have regained your strength. They also noticed the relationship between Yishiyu and you, which is so close that it is not normal, but they have kept silent about it, showing a tacit attitude. 】

【They thought of you many years ago, and the love you showed for Isiroha, so they rejected the idea of ​​their friends wanting to introduce their son to their daughter. After Madam Isshiki had a private conversation with her daughter, and indeed noticed her reddish face and shy expression, she began to match you up secretly. 】

[Ms. Isshiki will not let Mr. Isshiki, who has no eyesight, intervene. Under her absolute leadership, the process of you and Isshiki gradually becoming intimate is carried out quite quickly and smoothly. 】

[When you go home for dinner at night, Mrs. Isshiki always asks to stay overnight, and after you agree, Isshiki and his wife either need to go out for a temporary business, or a friend suddenly invites them to have dinner. In short, only you and Isshiki are left alone at home. 】

[After this kind of situation increased, Yishiyu also began to gradually realize the thoughts of her parents. At the beginning, she would feel a little embarrassed, but as time passed, her mood changed and she no longer regarded you as an older brother. 】

[These excellent qualities found in you made Yi Caiyu's heart flutter. She noticed her extraordinary affection for you, and she gradually began to take the initiative. She would use the excuse that she would be afraid of watching horror movies to pull you and her to curl up on the sofa in the living room where there was only TV light. The two of you squeezed together in a small blanket, letting your skin stick together. 】

【In the middle, she will show an extremely panicked expression, and desperately let her get into your arms. Finally, when the movie is over, she will close her eyes and refuse to open them no matter how much you push her. Let you go back to the room with her in your arms, and keep narrowing the distance between the two of you. 】

[Yi Caiyu's guilt and the sense of responsibility entrusted by his sister-in-law began to deteriorate invisibly, sublimating into pure love. 】

【The relationship between you and Yishiyu, as you expected, is improving rapidly in a subtle way. 】

[In the amusement park shrouded in the afterglow of the setting sun, when you were at the highest point in the Ferris wheel, Yi Caiyu took the initiative and jerky kissed you while you were unprepared. enter key. 】

[The remorse and hesitation you showed because you cared too much about your "dead wife" actually made Yi Caiyu like you even more. She has said many times that she doesn't intend to take the place of sister-in-law, even if you can't forget her forever, it doesn't matter, as long as I hope you don't resist her existence because of this. 】

[Yi Caiyu, who has made her mind clear, is getting more and more aggressive, and she starts to tease and tease you regardless of the occasion. 】

[In the dressing room of the shopping mall, she pulls you in and helps her unzip the back of the dress. On the bus traveling at night, she secretly touches your stomach and thighs with her hands. While staying in the stove, she begins to gently rub your calves with her feet in front of your parents. 】

【After a company dinner, Yishiyu came to pick you up by car. When you returned to the apartment, you got drunk and went straight to your room and fell on the bed, but Yishiyu dragged you up to take a shower. 】

[You look at Yishiyu's expression that is much shyer than usual, and realize that something might happen tonight, you still pretend to be drunk, return to the room after taking a shower, close your eyes and pretend to sleep. 】

[Half an hour later, you heard the sound of "click" from the bedside table. You were puzzled, and you secretly opened a slit to look over, and saw a photo of you and your wife placed face down by Yishiyuyu. 】

[Yi Caiyu made up her mind, she came to you and lay down gently, softly calling your name tenderly. 】

【You ignored her soft call, the next moment, the girl posted up and kissed you at the same time. 】

【You can no longer pretend to be asleep. A little devil's smile appeared on the face of Yi Caiyu. When she saw you open her eyes, she lay on her side beside you shyly and boldly. 】

【The knowledge her mother taught her, she was finally able to use it flexibly tonight. 】

[The affection born in childhood, then began to sprout and grow in adolescence and turned into a love you couldn't ask for. After so many years of patience and planning, everything has finally come to an end at this moment, and you have got what you dreamed of! 】

【Your sanity has collapsed. 】

[Your actions towards Yishiroyu, from being cautious at the beginning as if you were afraid of breaking her, gradually became more comfortable. 】

[During the process of Yishiroyu calling your name continuously, you and her confirmed the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, and as you wished, you officially took that step. 】

[The next day, you and her stayed in bed until three o'clock in the afternoon, and Yi Seyu felt that he loved you even more. 】

[One month later, Yishiroyu was pleasantly surprised to find that she was ##. 】

[You proposed to her on her birthday, your wedding scene was very lively and received blessings from many people. 】

[It's just that you seem to have caught a glimpse of someone who absolutely shouldn't be here. 】

This chapter is revised.

Chapter 148 Final Chapter

[You saw your wife who was supposed to "depart from this world" appear at the wedding scene of you and Yi Shiroyu. 】

[Even though she was wearing a baseball cap and a mask, you, who are very familiar with her, still recognized her at a glance. 】

[You are terrified by this, the Central and North American ceremony of feigning death should not appear at your wedding. 】

【What does she want to do?Spoiler?make trouble?Expose in public the deceit you have done over the years? 】

【You are terrified in your heart, unable to figure out the purpose of her coming here. 】

[In recent years, every few months, you have been secretly meeting Zhongbeili on the grounds of business trips. She has always loved you deeply and obeyed everything you said and done unconditionally. She is still greedy for the pain you inflict on her, which will make her more emotional and excited. 】

[She is the same as before, unchanged, you have always believed so firmly. 】

【In your heart, you urgently want to let Zhongmei Li leave, but at the wedding, you are the protagonist, and your every move is under the watchful eyes of others, so you have no way to go directly to her, and you don't believe that anyone other than you will contact her, so you can only endure the uneasiness. 】

[After the wedding, you came to the banquet hotel, and you didn't see Zhongbeili again. You found an opportunity, used the excuse of entertaining colleagues in the company to leave temporarily, found a private and safe place, dialed Zhongmeili's number, and what came to your ears was the sound of "the other party's mobile phone has been turned off". 】

[You can't contact Zhongmei Li, and you feel more and more uneasy, but you still hide your emotions, let Yi Caiyu hold your arm as happily and naturally as possible, and spend the most brilliant and beautiful day in her life. 】

[After the wedding, there is still a week left for the honeymoon. Yi Caiyu happily bought beautiful clothes online and bought a brand new camera. She wants to record the scenery along the way as a souvenir, and also as a gift for future generations. Big baby look. 】

[You originally asked the company for half a month's leave, but because of North American courtesy, you told Yi Shiroyu that the company is very busy recently and has a lot of external business, so you have to go back to help. 】

[Yi Caiyu pursed her mouth, she was not very happy, she didn't want to be separated from her newly married husband, she wished she could stay by your side all day long, she reluctantly agreed after you made sure that her honeymoon trip would not be affected. 】

[The next day, you went to the company, took the initiative to take over the business trip, and immediately went to the secret apartment far away from Tokyo that you prepared for the Zhongmei ceremony. 】

[The moment you pushed open the door of the apartment, you instinctively felt something was wrong. Many furniture and decorations had disappeared, and the inside was empty, like a rental house waiting for people to live in. 】

[On the floor in the middle of the living room, there is a letter, you go forward to pick it up and open it to check. 】

[The folded paper is opened, and there are dense words on it——]

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Husband... No, you are someone else's husband now.

Qianli... please allow me to call your name so intimately, you should see this letter, right?No, you will definitely see that you are so smart and cautious, you will definitely come to me to confirm the situation as soon as you find out that you can't get through to my phone.

Or maybe I will be spotted by you at a glance when I go to your wedding secretly in the future. I am a little looking forward to your reaction at that time. Will it be surprise or anger?

However, probably not, after all I will wrap myself tightly.

Because if you don't do that and let other people recognize me, it will definitely cause you a lot of trouble, so you will definitely not recognize me either.

You love little sister Caiyu deeply, and hope that she loves you deeply, you are a match made in heaven, and I don't want to ruin everything you have done for her so far because of my relationship.

Sorry Qianli, by the time you read this letter, I must be dead.

I made this decision arbitrarily without discussing it with you, but please don't feel sad about it. I just did something that I wanted to do but never dared to do.

I was abandoned by my parents since I was a child, and was thrown on the safety island in front of the orphanage. I came to this world alone. Although I received help from caring people in society, my heart was always empty, and there was nothing worthy of my concern.

But this is me, but I fell in love with you when I was very young.

Like this kind of emotion is really an emotion that can't be explained by any reason and rationality. When I came back to my senses, my sight was uncontrollably and I started to get used to chasing your figure.

When the orphanage caught fire and we were separated into different places, I was very sad, and I strongly hoped to meet you in the future, but the emotions of children always come and go quickly.

When I was very young, after a period of time, I gradually downplayed your existence in my heart, and only occasionally remembered that when I was a child, I had such a handsome friend who didn't talk much.

Presumably you are the same, go to a new environment, soon forget your childhood partner.

After that, I was adopted by two families, but my life was not good. I finally returned to the orphanage and finished high school in a regular manner. Fortunately, my grades were good, and two universities were willing to provide me with a student grant.

I ended up choosing a university in Tokyo.

The universities in Kyoto are better known and funded than those in Tokyo, but I didn’t know what I thought at the time, maybe it was because I didn’t want to leave the city I was familiar with, or maybe I still had a little bit of saying in my heart. Unclear expectations.

But it turns out that I chose the right one, and I really met you.

Perhaps the so-called life is like this, many things may be predestined in the dark.

I survived after being abandoned by my parents, but I had to be separated from you because of natural disasters. When I grew up, I met you again. You dated me and proposed to me, but you loved someone else. We were destined to separate.

But even so, I am still very happy, after all, once owned is considered owned.

Life has given me a lot of surprises, and I think it's fair to take them back after the experience period.

I'm sorry, because I think I won't be able to see you again in the future, my heart is a little messy, and the things I write are also messy, so let's pick some important things to talk about.

The rationale behind why I had the exact thought of dying.

I hope you read the following content and don't feel disgusted with me.

Even if I'm dead, the only thing I don't want is to be hated by you.

To put it simply, in the past few years, I have found that my mental state has problems.

When you were not by my side, I became more and more jealous that Iroha was by your side, and many, many scary thoughts came into my head.

Most of them are malice aimed at Iroha, I hope that the person who disappears by your side is not me but her.

And I, following those malicious drives, did perform some actions.

I didn't tell you that I used to stalk Cai Yu with a dagger. I kept thinking at that time, as long as she died, it would be fine, and you would come back to me when she died.

Fortunately, I didn't do such a stupid thing. I think, your love for Caiyu should be no less than my love for you. If she dies, you should have no hope of living anymore.

So in order to prevent me, who already has some mental problems, from doing stupid things and hurting you and Iroha, I have to kill myself.

It should bother you to do it without a word of care, right?

But it doesn't matter, because as long as you are happy, in order to protect Suzumiya Chisato's love, I would rather die.

You are different from me, you have worked so hard, you deserve a happy ending.

So, please don't be sad and troubled by a crazy woman whose brain is not normal. If I am not here, Iroha will not have the slightest chance of discovering the truth. To a certain extent, this is also a good thing, right?

Qianli, after reading this letter, burn it.

Regarding my small savings and the house you bought for me, I am sorry that I contacted the lawyer on my own initiative and asked him to donate it to the orphanage for me in a month.

If it is left to you, it always feels like something will go wrong.

Finally, please take good care of yourself and live happily... happily.

please.

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[Two weeks after you read the letter, you learned from the newspaper that the fishermen on the seashore caught up a female corpse with stones tied to her legs. 】

[The police report that the identity of the deceased is not confirmed, but it can be confirmed that it was a suicide. If there are people who are missing women around the age of 25, they can contact the police station to provide relevant information. 】

[You don’t dare to call to confirm, but the deceased with a mosaic face published in the newspaper, her clothes are almost the same as the clothes worn by the Central and North American bridesmaids you saw on your wedding day. 】

[You still love Yi Caiyu deeply, but a piece of your heart seems to be missing forever. 】

【Your personality begins to change, gradually becoming taciturn. 】

【The birth of your child has restored your spirit, but it is only temporary. 】

【When the child was ten years old, Iroha told her that her former father was cheerful and handsome. The child didn't believe it, because she had never seen you like that. 】

[You died at the age of 63. 】

[Yi Caiyu was depressed after that, and the time of your death was less than a year away. 】

[The simulation ends. 】

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Icy.

asphyxia.

dark.