About becoming a magical girl

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42、Exactly the same

Everyone has their own secrets, and the identities of the agents are sensitive. Among them, there are agents who keep their identities completely secret because they are concerned about the safety of their families and relatives. Nami Shino will not ignorantly try to figure out the reasons for Evenier.

These are not things suitable for talking to Xue Nai.

Shino saw that Nami had served as Evenier's combatant for a long time, and she was almost used to the side of Avenir as "Naoto Yanase", but Evenier suddenly took the initiative to reveal her own On the contrary, Shino Mi Nami was a little worried.

Apparently, Evenier's sudden confession to Chennai must be because of what happened today.

About Evenier, about Xue Nai, there are many things that have been turned into gears and cannot be stopped again, so Avenir wants to preemptively strike.

Just now Evenier went to the commander because of the series of things that happened today.

Evenier usually looks a little natural, but if her principles and bottom line are touched, then no one can talk to her. At that time, she was always aggressive and oppressive, and she would not leave any room for maneuver... Nami Shino, who has been staying with Evenier, has a deep understanding of this.

Thinking that the rigid commander might even be beaten up by the angry Efnir, Shino felt a little worried when he saw Nami.

"What's wrong with Shino, Miss Nami? I think you look a little bit uncomfortable."

"Ah, nothing."

His thoughts were pulled back, and Shino saw Nami sighed for a long time.

Evenier won't let her intervene in this matter, so it's useless for her to sigh and sigh here now, and now Avenier's task for her is to take good care of Xue Nai.

Shino Mi Nami simply cleared his mind in one breath.

She looked at Xue Nai.

"Sorry, I was thinking about work just now... Well, let's talk about your sister. I was still wondering what she suddenly asked you to go to the hospital for, but now it seems clear..."

Shino saw Nami and smiled.

"But having said that, did she tell you about your sister herself?"

"Let's say it, probably..."

"perhaps?"

"Um……"

Xue Nai thought for a while, but didn't know how to answer.

"Actually, I don't know very well. How can I tell me... There are still many things I want to know, so many that I can't even list them one by one. In the end, I don't know how much I know about her." No self-confidence...my sister used to be that kind of person, she never told me about herself, and when I wanted to know her, I realized that I didn't know anything about her."

Yukina smiled awkwardly, and looked at Shino Mi Nami.

"Compared to me, Ms. Shinomi must have a much deeper understanding of my sister... After all, she is a person who fights together, and a comrade-in-arms who handed over to the younger generation... Unlike me who is just protected and knows nothing, I stand on the side that can't understand my sister..."

Why did you suddenly push the topic here? —— Seeing Nami tilting her head, Shino couldn't laugh or cry.

Besides, do you want her to talk to Xue Nai about Evenier?

It is obvious that the other party is a sister who has lived for more than ten years, even if there is a gap between the two due to certain things, she is not an outsider who is qualified to judge.

"There is no such thing."

"some."

Shino saw that Nami shook her head tactfully, a little bit avoiding this question, but Xue Nai stood up very resolutely.

"There will definitely be. The elder sister in my eyes, and the Evenier in the eyes of Ms. Shinomi... For me, my elder sister is a very important person, and so is Evenier, but they are actually the same person...but it is suddenly difficult to simply accept it...I want to understand them, which is why I am here, so no matter how much, I want to understand the most real elder sister."

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On the way, Xue Nai kept thinking, at that time, when she asked Avenier to save her brother, what was Avenier feeling like...

Why do you show that expression?

To what extent did Eveniel's words to her contain other meanings?

Those inadvertent details and forgotten words are now reappearing in my mind and repeated over and over again.

Since then, in the past year or so, how much of what Evenier said to her was from Evenier's identity, and how much was said from her sister's identity?

The messy balls of thread began to be picked up again in the bottom of my heart, and Xue Nai's mood was once again filled with surging memories.

Perhaps, for Evenier, nothing has changed... The only person who has really changed is Xue Nai.

Can't understand...

Xue Nai couldn't help but wonder if this situation had happened countless times, and if Evenier conveyed something to her again and again during the time she ignored.

But in the end, they were all thrown aside by her who was only thinking about her own affairs. My sister's mood, my sister's thoughts, what the world looks like in my sister's eyes, how many things I have ignored, and there are still many things I want to know no matter what.

Yukina watched Shinomi Nami seriously.

"Before, the distance between my sister and I was gradually moving away from each other, which made me very uneasy, but now, this uneasiness has not diminished at all... I have been blaming my sister all along... But... Maybe it will be a little strange for me to say this, but when I see my sister, I will think of the agreement she made with me when I was a child. I know the reasons for everything my sister does, her difficulties, and things she can't say. In the end, I still get angry at her on my own..."

No matter whether it is towards her sister or towards Evenier, this feeling is not false.

The elder sister hid many things from herself in order to protect herself, and gradually alienated herself from herself. Xue Nai has no doubts about this reason.

But these two emotions were suddenly entangled, but Xue Nai couldn't tell the difference.

"Aren't I disgusting like this..."

Xue Nai pursed her lips and lowered her gaze.

"I also hate myself like this... Maybe I still can't organize my mood to face my sister, so I thought of you just now. Miss Shinomi, you must be a trustworthy person to my sister, you What I said to me before...I care a lot...and Ms. Bai Yan, she also told me a lot of things, I think I still want to know more about my sister, not just as a fan and Supporters, not just as a younger sister, can you tell me more? About my older sister, and also about Miss Aveniel in your eyes."

Seeing Nami looking at Xue Nai for a long time, Shino suddenly smiled meaningfully.

"Xiao Xuenai...is very imposing. She is completely different from when she first met. Sure enough...you sisters are all the same. Not only me...everyone probably thinks so."

Shino sees Nami and motions to Xue Nai to look around.

"Have it……"

Xue Nai looked away and looked aside, only then did she notice the curious eyes from all around.

It's very quiet here, so even though Xue Nai's voice is not loud, the people around can more or less hear her voice, so, suddenly, Xue Nai blushed.

She glanced away in embarrassment, and sat stiffly.

"Huh, I'm sorry... I just said so much on my own... Miss Shino, please don't make fun of me..."

"How can you make fun of it?"

Seeing Nami leaning forward, Shino smiled with her chin propped up.

"But Xiao Xuenai looks so cute, she probably can't help but want to play tricks on you."

Seeing that Nami was holding a coffee spoon in her hand and fiddled with the empty coffee cup, Shino suddenly sighed again.

"It's the same for Evenier. Doesn't it look like you didn't say anything in the end? Although it's a bit inappropriate for me to say this, in fact, your sister must be in the same mood as you right now. She stands still and hesitates because of you. In this regard, your sisters are really exactly the same."

"Well... is it..."

Yukina smiled a little embarrassedly, not quite understanding what Shino Mi Nami said.

There was a brief silence between the two, and Xue Nai lowered her eyes to look at the dirty shoes she had made under the table.

Are she and her sister really the same...

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43. Disturbance

"Yeah, the same."

Shino saw that Nami looked away, her gaze stayed on the bottom of the empty cup, and she looked at a distant place through the flickering lights.

After a long time, she opened her mouth softly.

"Little Xue Nai is a very good younger sister. She has always been thinking about her elder sister. She is beautiful and brave... It must be very hard for you to be told such a thing suddenly... But please, Xue Nai, don't blame your sister for this. You have always been the most important person to her. No matter what her choice is, she is acting for you."

Seeing Nami put down the coffee spoon, Shino sighed, and when she was about to continue to say something, the screen of her mobile phone on the table suddenly turned on and vibrated.

Looking at the number displayed on the screen, Shino Mi Nami frowned slightly and looked at Xue Nai.

"I'm sorry, but I'm sorry, can you wait for me here for a while?"

"It's okay, Miss Shinomi must have her own work to do, I'm here and I won't go away."

Seeing Nami standing up, Shino smiled, then walked quickly to the side and answered the phone at the same time.

Xue Nai looked at Shino and saw Nami's figure disappearing around the corner, so she looked away. She looked at the completely eaten dinner plate in front of her, and took out her mobile phone with a broken screen to look at it again and again.

The mobile phone was bought for her by my sister a long time ago. At that time, Xijing City had just re-established the civil communication project in the city. Then my sister took her hand and said, "I can hear each other's voice at any time in the future. Voice", gave her this precious gift.

She has been taking good care of the phone.

But today, the mobile phone was broken just like her state of mind.

What is it like...

With so many things happening, I wouldn't be surprised if nothing came when I woke up from a dream.

Just when Xue Nai was still thinking, Shinomi Nami came back here, Xue Nai raised her gaze, just about to say hello, but suddenly noticed the flash of solemnity and seriousness in Shinomi Nami's usual smile.

"I'm sorry, Xue Nai, it may be a little sudden, but there is no time to continue chatting now."

Nami Shino said in a low voice.

"Eh?"

"...I will explain the specific things to you later, please follow me now."

Sensing the subtlety of the atmosphere, Xue Nai pursed her lips, stood up, and followed Shinomi Nami.

Seeing Nami Shino walking neither fast nor slow, Xue Nai followed her, and the two chatted as usual. When they came to the elevator, Nami Shino quickly pressed a few buttons on the operation panel, and the elevator door opened. Only slowly closed.

"call……"

Nami Shino breathed a sigh of relief.

"Miss Shinomi, what happened?"

Xue Nai looked at Shino and Nami, and couldn't help asking.

Seeing Nami's eyes with doubts and anxiety, Shino squatted down slightly and looked at Xue Nai.

"It's about your sister."

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The elevator went down, and there was a dull vibration under her feet. Xue Nai stared at the toes of her shoes, a little dazed.

The delicate air is spreading.

Xue Nai clutched the corner of her clothes, feeling heavy with uneasiness in her heart.

There it was again, that nasty feeling.It was the same when I got along with my "brother" before. Although I was dissatisfied because of my brother's hot and cold, but when I saw my brother came home with injuries on his face, I couldn't help but feel tight in my heart.

This contradictory but genuine feeling...

Shino Mi Nami kept her gaze on the digital display board, counting the changes in the numbers, looking a little nervous.

Xue Nai tried to ask.

"Well...Miss Shino, what happened to my sister?"

Seeing Nami's gaze, Shino hesitated to speak.

"She...is now 'Ephnel'..."

"Evenir...?"

"Yes, it's the real Evenier, not Ms. Yanase... Now she is acting as an 'agent', right here at this headquarters."

Shino Mi Nami twitched the corner of her mouth subtly and explained.

"Just now, our department suddenly observed the appearance of the wavelength of 'Ephnel', and the location is in the headquarters. I thought it was some unexpected situation that caused everyone to panic, but after checking, I found out that it was your sister... But... Before I could relax, someone reported that when I checked the situation on the surveillance, I found that your sister was in a fully armed state of 'synchronization' and went to the commander's office like that."

Xue Nai was bewildered when she heard what Shino saw Nami said, and she hadn't recalled it yet.