I, the first son, became a woman

"Feel sorry……"

A familiar sound, the two words that seemed to be imprinted in my heart suddenly entered my ears.

Ye Ning froze and turned his head away.

In the sky, light rain suddenly fell slowly.

There was a mess behind him, and there was Qi Changping, who remained motionless and gray.

"Ye Ning...I won't like a man..."

"especially you."

Surprisingly calm, he looked at himself without any hesitation.

Xia Juan in front of him was dressed in men's clothes, with a bright expression, as if swearing something to himself, pressing every step of the way, aggressive.

"what are you saying?"

"Xia Juan, you..."

The vigilance in consciousness made Ye Ning feel a little strange.

He wanted to resist the picture in front of him.

But step forward.

The picture in front of him suddenly blurred.

Like something fell into the water and broke everything.

The surface of the water fluctuates, the ripples shake.

As the breeze blew, the waves gradually calmed down, and in the end it seemed to be spliced ​​again, forming the picture in front of me.

Under the bustling streets of the capital city, there is a colorful beauty.

Among the people coming and going.

Ye Ning raised his head suspiciously and curiously.

In an instant, Xia Juan and Jian Feiyu were walking side by side in the clothes shop, looking affectionate.

He took a step back suddenly and gritted his teeth.

Ye Ning closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and touched his acupuncture points.

"This is an illusion! Illusion... um!"

Clearly aware that this cut is absolutely false.

But there was always fear hidden in his heart, but it was all ignited in an instant, making Ye Ning raise his head uncontrollably, gnashing his teeth.

"Ye Ning, the person Xia Juan likes is me, not you."

"Did you forget? She never liked you, even hated you, hated you!"

"Look...how loving and happy she and I are."

"Actually...you're jealous, I know you're jealous."

"Everyone says you are a good-looking talent, a gentle and elegant young master."

"Everyone praises you and appreciates you."

"But Ye Ning..."

In a daze, Jian Feiyu, who was staying with Xia Juan in front of him, walked over unhurriedly.

Everything behind him stopped abruptly and turned gray.

A beating heart dyed everything above the sky blood red.

Under the blood moon.

Jian Feiyu smiled slightly and walked in front of Ye Ning.

"But in fact, everyone doesn't know..."

"Your heart... was sick many, many years ago..."

"You're so jealous you can't even tell what's real or fake!"

"So you are gentle, you are tolerant, and you are full of kindness to everyone."

"But you are also terrifying and violent, and under that tenderness hides unprecedented anger and hostility."

"Ye Ning...you know your 'disease', and you also know your inferiority complex and conceit."

"What are you taking care of Xia Juan? Why are you...why are you obsessed with Xia Juan and let her so-called reform?"

"You always hide your possessiveness and dominance...you don't allow what you love to leave and abandon."

"It's like that beast inside of you."

"Admit it...you have never been a gentleman."

"You are full of inferiority complex, full of jealousy, and you are even more afraid that Xia Juan will leave you."

"Because of your low self-esteem, you indulge your forgetting."

"But...you ask your heart."

"Does Xia Juan really like you?"

"Will she really... Will stay by your side obediently and won't leave?"

Jian Feiyu in front of him surrounded himself step by step, talking eloquently and eloquently.

Ye Ning stood where he was, his fists clenched in the posture of standing with his hands behind his back.

On that face, there was an uncontrollable gloom and coldness.

It's even scary.

Jealousy urges the most primitive desire in the heart.

Also the most domineering possession.

The heart disease that has always been suppressed seems to have turned on a switch on a certain box during this trance.

Bit by bit nibbling away at his body, carve up every inch of his skin.

I... have never been a gentleman.

Because no one would know the "disease" that I hid, and didn't even dare to tell anyone.

Close your eyes, the ups and downs of memories are invading Ye Ning's memory and body little by little.

His nerves were tense, and he had already forgotten everything in front of him at this moment.

He... believed in Xia Juan.

I believe that everything in the clothing store is just Jian Feiyu's design.

But... he was also afraid, terribly afraid.

It came from his inner inferiority complex and fear.

He was afraid of Xia Juan's departure.

That...is his heart disease.

"She won't be by your side forever."

"Ye Ning, the prosperity and beauty of the capital is destined to wither into a yellow leaf."

"One day, Xia Juan will get tired of everything."

"At that time, it will be the time when she leaves you."

"Then... why are you still obsessed with all of this?"

"He used to be a man, why do you want to distort his will and distort her character."

"Let her become the self who is now a stranger to herself?"

"Ye Ning..."

"Leaving before Xia Juan leaves... is your best choice."

"If you really like Xia Juan, I hope she is well."

"Then you should let go and let Xia Juan chase his dreams and the person he really likes!"

"I know... you think so too, don't you?"

Grinning, he nodded kindly to Ye Ning.

Jian Feiyu's eyes stared at Ye Ning.

Waiting for the other party's final reply.

Chapter 1185 Interlocking Fingers

The snowstorm is getting bigger and bigger.

The entire land was completely engulfed in white, submerged in a sea of ​​snow.

Yin Bo looked at Xia Juan sincerely with calm and firm eyes.

Xia Juan stood opposite, motionless.

But everything... seems to have been figured out for a long time.

"Feel sorry……"

Two short words were spit out from the small cherry mouth.

On the opposite side, Yin Bo's expression changed, and he was about to speak.

Xia Juan smiled slightly and interrupted the other party's words.

"Yin Bo, you're actually right."

"I'm selfish and utilitarian."

"People like me, for their own sake, can always abandon others and give up others."

"Then... I'm selfish for once, father and mother, and sisters..."

"Shouldn't you blame me?!"

"you……!"

Taking a step back suddenly, his body began to transform into a phantom.

Yin Bo on the opposite side looked at Xia Juan with wide-eyed eyes, his legs turned into pieces in an instant.

"You are not Yin Bo."

There was a memory and bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.

Xia Juan stepped forward step by step and closed his eyes.

"Bo Yin has left...it's a fact."

"I am no longer the fledgling Xia Juan."

"I will no longer think about all kinds of dreams in a whimsical way, and think about everything that is nothing."

"Because reality is reality after all."

"It's like..."

Slowly opened his eyes, and looked at the distorted figure in front of him extremely calmly.

Xia Juan smiled warmly and lowered her head happily.

"Just like I fell in love with Ye."

"That……"

"It's also a reality."

Bang!