I, the first son, became a woman

He went out, closed the door, and Ye Ning was the only one left in the room in an instant.

"Last night?... What happened to me last night?!"

The strong smell of alcohol on his body made Ye Ning frowned.

He raised his head in doubt, Xia Juan's face in the darkness of last night suddenly flashed in his mind.

In an instant, his originally confused and careless pupils widened.

In this short moment, Ye Ning was completely awake!

"Last night... suffered!"

His face turned red involuntarily.

At the end, Ye Ning's entire face was burning hot, almost on the verge of catching fire.

"What did I say last night?! I'm crazy! Unreasonable!!!"

Ye Ning suddenly felt very irritable in his heart, grabbed his hair with both hands and shook it a few times.

"I actually... I actually said that to Xia Juan..."

"Damn it! I'm clearly not sure if I'm a dragon-yang addict...!"

"I know... I'm clearly still struggling and hesitating... Maybe I'm not?!"

But...if I'm not...

And why did he talk to Xia Juan after getting drunk...? !

God? ! !

It was in vain for me, Ye Ning, to read the books of sages since childhood!

But yesterday I went to pester another man!

"I think Xia Juan must have hated me to the core yesterday! He thought I was a man with broken sleeves, and thought I liked men!"

Until now, Ye Ning is still not sure whether he is a long-yang addict.

Because this matter is too...too mysterious.

How could I be a dragon-yang addict? !

and……

And when did I feel so fascinated by Xia Juan? !

a little...

Really just a drop.

So it doesn't mean I like men!

maybe……

"Maybe it's just my love for my friend?! It's just..."

"It's just that I mistakenly placed it on Xia Juan?!"

As soon as the words fell, Ye Ning was shaking his head again and again.

but……

When did I start to feel this way about Xia Juan? !

Was it the night of defeating the flower picker?

Or the night when she sent the pill without leaving her name?

Or...

Was it the rainy day when Bo Yin told me that she liked the sweet-scented osmanthus cake I gave her? !

Ye Ning's heart is in a mess.

From childhood to adulthood, no matter what happens.

As long as he has distracting thoughts in his heart and silently recites the book of sages, he will gradually calm down.

But today, no matter how many times he repeats it.

His heart will only become more and more irritable.

Even let myself become more and more unable to control myself.

Those are all literary masters and thinkers.

Unknowingly, those old and majestic faces turned into Xia Juan's frosty face.

"Ye Ning, you are such a beast!"

With a "slap" on his face, Ye Ning tried to wake himself up.

Regardless of whether he is a dragon-yang addict or not, he harassed another man like this yesterday.

It's already a very disgusting thing!

Ye Ning hated himself last night.

"Hey! I copied the "Jinghai Jing" a hundred times in the past few days, as a punishment for my behavior of playing a hooligan to a man!"

Taking a deep breath, Ye Ning tried his best to calm down his heart.

Longyang addiction is a word he once saw in a book.

It refers to the love between men and men.

Ye Ning never felt that he was a dragon-yang addict.

Because he never...

I have never had any throbbing or special inexplicable emotions for any man.

But since the frequent contact with Xia Juan in recent months.

Ye Ning has some doubts about her own life!

He even wonders sometimes.

Is the self of the past 19 years the real self? !

Does that mean that I am really a dragon-yang addict? !

Then... do you like Xia Juan? !

Ye Ning was terrified by this instinctive rejection.

Ye Ning also remembered clearly what was written in the sage book.

He knows that there is no difference between Longyang addiction and ordinary love between men and women, and should not be excluded.

Just say those generals and doctors, I heard that they will more or less raise some male pets for fun.

but……

But even though I understand this truth, that kind of resistance from the bottom of my heart...

Ye Ning naturally respects and doesn't care about other people's obsession with dragon and yang.

They will even send blessings and say a lot of truths by the way.

But myself...

How can I be a dragon-yang addict? ! ! !

Although I don't laugh like many people, I even hate Long Yang's goodness...

But that doesn't mean I'm going to be one of them? ! ! !

This is what Ye Ning is afraid of!

Because he suddenly felt so strange to himself in the past 19 years.

The concept instilled by his family from a young age conflicts with his current perception of himself.

So that Ye Ning fell into a state of extreme confusion and confusion.

Not to mention... not to mention...

"No! What I did last night was too much!"

"Whether it was Xia Juan's fault or right in the past, no matter how she treated me, I shouldn't treat him like this!"

"He is a good playboy who likes women. But last night I said something like that..."

"Ah! I'm making trouble out of no reason! It's unreasonable! Crazy! I'm just a lunatic! All the self-cultivation and sages I've learned over the years are in vain!"

Things have come to this point, there is no point in thinking about it.

Ye Ning didn't dare to think about whether he was a Longyang addict, and he was even more afraid to think about it!

He decided to forcibly suppress the fear and confusion in his heart.

Stop thinking about this painful thing for him.

As for the future...

Nothing seems impossible to be alone.

In the situation where he was not sure how he was, Ye Ning felt that he should not harm anyone for the time being.

Whether it is a man or a woman.

As for if the parents urge you in the future...

With a bitter smile, a trace of helplessness flashed in Ye Ning's eyes.

Then stay in the capital well, assist the prince, and be a benevolent minister...

"But on Xia Juan's side, I did something wrong no matter what, and I have to apologize to her."

After learning from the pain, Ye Ning stood up after pondering for a while.

It is absolutely not suitable for him to apologize to Xia Juan face to face.

After all, what happened last night made him ashamed to face the other party again.

the only way...

"Write an apology letter..."

Ye Ning hesitated.

"Xia Juan, from now on, I, Ye Ning, will never appear in front of you again..."

"I won't bother you anymore."

"We will have an indefinite future..."

Chapter 172 Everything I Expect (Emperor Yan plus 9)

"Little master?!"

"Young master...?!"

Knocked on the door, but there was still no response from inside the house.

Yin Bo frowned, put down the food in his hands, and motioned for his servants to take it down.

"Strange. What's wrong, young master?!"

Came back from last night.

Until now, the sun is three poles high.

Xia Juan didn't eat or drink, and didn't even say a word.

In retrospect.

Yin Bo only remembered that Xia Juan came back late last night.

At that time, he was preparing a midnight snack, and let Xia Juan finish eating before going to rest.

Unexpectedly, Xia Juan was furious like never before.