I, the first son, became a woman

"That night, Nana's brother seemed to be drunk, his eyes were rosy, as if he had cried, and he seemed to be drunk. Does what he said count? Today...it's the fifth day... ..."

Immediately, there was still a familiar blank space.

Only this time Xia Juan didn't hesitate or stop.

She deftly flipped through the next few blank pages, and continued to focus on it when she saw the black font she wanted to see.

Chapter 1418

"I promised Ye Ning...although I don't know why he wants to marry me. But my mother's illness can't be delayed, anyway...that's the only way to go."

"Nana knew about this, and she questioned Ye Ning like crazy. But he is so scary... I remember thinking he was a gentle boy when we first met..."

"Auntie is very happy to hear that Ye Ning and I are going to get married, and my mother's medical expenses are finally settled. But... Ye Ning suddenly told me today that we are just a fake marriage, and we have to sign a contract. What does he want? What are you doing? Fake marriage? It feels like a plot in a novel, I really don't understand this guy..."

So... is that so? ! !

A little bit of thinking came back to his senses.

Xia Juan stroked her chin in surprise, she didn't expect that she would marry Ye Ning like this.

It turned out that I and Ye Ning were really married in a fake way!

Moreover... this matter was proposed by Ye Ning on his own initiative, and he could only agree to it for Zhou's mother's medical expenses, and then they became husband and wife.

It's just... why is it a fake marriage?

Is Ye Ning really an abnormal man?

Or... the diary said that he seemed to have cried, drank alcohol or something...

Could it be that he was stimulated by something?

Or was she simply married by Mother Ye, and then found herself in desperation?

At this time, I just feel that I have discovered too many things and clues, and the amount of information is huge.

Xia Juan stared blankly at the ceiling and remained silent for a long, long time.

It wasn't until I felt that I had barely digested it that I opened the diary again.

There is still more than half of the diary.

It’s just that Xia Juan randomly scanned and found that the following diaries are basically intermittent, and judging from the date, they should be written once a week or two.

a week or two?

Oh, that's right... Nana said before that she would come over every week to sort it out, so it should be written by the way at that time, right?

He shook his head for a moment, and didn't bother to study further.

Xia Juan rubbed her sour eyes, turned over and continued to look at the diary in her hand.

"I didn't expect that I would get married, and I'm still a person I haven't met a few times... But my mother is still in the hospital bed, and I don't know these things. But seeing that she can get stable treatment, I feel more at ease... ..."

"Ye Ning is such a strange person... He seems to be very mean, but sometimes he is very gentle. I can't figure him out... What kind of person is he?"

"Unknowingly, I have been married to Ye's family for half a month. My aunt is very kind to me. After Nana found out about the fake marriage, she no longer fought with Ye Ning. Instead, she often took me out to play. But I don't want to do that. A stay-at-home housewife. And...after a year, I will be able to divorce Yeoning."

"Recently, Ye Ning has been on a business trip for a long time, and it's actually quite nice not to have to stay with him. But Nana always hopes that something will happen to us. Sigh! This little girl..."

"Great! Mom finally woke up today! It's just that she knows about my marriage now. How can I tell her when I get divorced a year later?"

"The girl Nana betrayed me today and even told Ye Ning my birthday. He gave me an out-of-print record, but I didn't expect this guy to give me something... In fact, we are just a fake couple, he doesn't have to so."

"Recently, Ye Ning seems to be in a bad mood. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and see him looking at the computer. Sigh..."

"Mom's situation seems to have deteriorated again... I feel a little embarrassed to spend so much money on Ye Ning. After all, we are not a real couple. Why did he do this?"

"I finally found a new job. I hope that I can work hard to make money from now on. Let my mother live a happy life. And...Ye Ning helped me pay the medical expenses in advance, and I hope to pay him back one day."

"Actually, the relatives in Ye Ning's family are quite interesting. I don't know how to give birth to his boring bones, hahaha..."

"Hmm... After watching it for a long time, I feel that Ye Ning is quite good-looking. No... He has always been very good-looking, but... It's strange, why I suddenly wrote these things."

"Recently, I work during the day and work part-time at a convenience store at night. Although I am a little tired, it is great to see more and more money in my bank card! I hope that one day I can go home with my mother."

"Huh? This date..."

The following diary has less intermittent blank pages.

But the above dates are getting longer and longer apart.

For example, now... this diary is actually three months behind the last diary? !

How is this going?

"I'm a little tired lately... I almost fell asleep at the convenience store today and was scolded by the boss."

"Ye Ning told me not to work part-time. He said he would give me money. But I don't want to be that kind of woman. I also want to pay him back the medical expenses he paid..."

"I've been working secretly lately, and it's obviously labor, but I feel like I'm a thief... I'm going to sleep first."

"Mom's illness... Alas!"

"It's been a long time since I wrote a diary. Before I know it, a year is almost here. Forget it, go back to sleep first..."

"In another month, it will be the diary of the divorce. I don't know why I suddenly feel a little reluctant... so tired."

"Mom's illness has worsened again, what should I do..."

"Work hard, come on!"

"Tomorrow is the day to divorce Ye Ning."

Finish.

Snapped!

Xia Juan gently closed the diary in his hand.

She stared blankly, feeling a little dazed and melancholy for some reason.

Is this... the former Xia Juan, the former me?

A girl who is hardworking, active, and loves music.

She... died suddenly in the Civil Affairs Bureau because she was too tired from work?

Then I took over my body?

Judging from the diary, in the next few months, Xia Juan no longer had the spirit she had before. Many troubles and pains tormented her, making her overwhelmed, and the whole person fell under the double pressure of spirit and body.

So... Did such a young and beautiful life come to an abrupt end on the day he was reborn?

Xia Juan... Xia Juan?

I... Is she the existence that once existed in my body?

Close your eyes at this moment, and feel that your brain is very complicated at this moment.

For the loss of such a life, Xia Juan felt a slight sadness at this moment, and his mood became depressed.

But after thinking about it, Xia Juan is such an active girl... Should I be like her?

Take good care of Zhou's mother, live a good life, be positive...

OK then!

"Xia Juan, I will definitely live on your behalf."

"Don't worry... I will definitely!"

Unknowingly, I stuffed the diary into the drawer again, to the farthest corner.

After hesitating for a while, Xia Juan suddenly shook his head and took out the diary.

"These... are all songs that Xia Juan liked to listen to before?"

Chapter 1419

"Well... why don't you give it a try."

Looking thoughtfully at the CD player in the drawer, he couldn't help but smile softly.

Xia Juan gently pressed the play button, then carefully put the earphones on her head.

The light and flexible music seems to surround your ears for a while, putting yourself in a wonderful and unique atmosphere.

Xia Juan glanced lightly at the information introduction on the CD.

This is Ding Wei's album "Beginning", and a song called "I Want to Say" is playing next to her ears.

"Hmm... this is Xia Juan's favorite music before."

Sitting quietly on the bed, wearing headphones.

Xia Juan lightly pressed both hands on the earphones, bringing the music closer, as if he was getting closer to the girl named Xia Juan.

Calmly, she looked at the moonlight outside the window, and opened the diary again with a faint smile.

But this time, she didn't browse the past.

Instead, create a brand new life of your own.

"August 2020..."

"Nowadays……"　

"Well! It's a great day for my divorce!"　

……

"..."

The chirping sound continued to linger outside the window.

Among them are the whistling of heavy traffic, the ear-piercing sound of children laughing and playing, and the shocking Midnight DJ Wild 2020 by the square dancers.

It's just that all these sounds didn't disturb Xia Juan in his sleep.

Xia Juan didn't realize his existence until he woke up naturally, and opened his eyes in a daze.

"Huh? Why...it's dawn?!"

Aren't you listening to music?

Aren't you writing a diary?

Why are you listening... huh? !

Sitting up at this moment, I found that I was still wearing headphones on my ears, and I didn't know how many times the record "Beginning" was playing in it.

"Yawn... It seems that I fell asleep while listening."

"and……"

Carefully took off the earphones.

After a while, the surrounding noise penetrated into his ears, and Xia Juan suddenly understood the reason why he was able to sleep until he woke up naturally.

It seems that I can sleep until now, thanks to this headset.

"Forget it, it's time to get up, what time is it now?"

Yawned.

Xia Juan crossed her hands together and stretched, the top was immediately pulled up, revealing a small snow-white belly, and then it was quickly covered again.

Crack clap clap... clap clap clap!

In the kitchen, the kitchen knife quickly swung on the chopping board, cutting a round tomato into thin slices.

The clock on the wall was ticking, showing that it was twelve o'clock at noon.

That's right...

Xia Juan himself did not expect that he would sleep until noon the next day.

And as soon as she woke up, she felt so hungry that she could swallow a big stone directly.

But fortunately, as an otaku, Xia Juan used to take care of food, clothing, housing and transportation by himself and arrange it by himself.

So cooking things like this, after watching a lot of food videos and tutorials, she can be considered handy, and it is not a problem to make a few small dishes for herself.