I, the first son, became a woman

Then it was devastated by the thunder of the heavenly tribulation.

In fact, it can be said that he is still alive today, which can be called good luck!

Of course, this also benefited from Ye Ning's own will.

He cleverly used the indestructible body of Liu Yue Furong Wang Tianjie Realm to resist for himself.

He also protected his body with the will breath of the ancient Daluo Jinxian King Zhuxian in the Zhuxian sword.

and also……

There is also a series of care after Xia Juan.

She even brought Ye Ning into her dantian three inches below the navel...

That is, in the Ice Profound Cave Mansion.

Because of this, Ye Ning lingered on, leaving his last breath.

This is also something that Xia Juan has been brooding over the past few days, like a nightmare.

Because everyone who practices martial arts, anyone who knows a little bit knows it.

The location of the dantian is extremely close to... a certain place!

In my haste, I brought this guy into my dantian.

Isn't that...

Whenever thinking of this, Xia Juan gritted his teeth, hating Ye Ning to the bone.

Sometimes Ye Ning just finished his work and opened his eyes.

You will suddenly startle, with a look of perplexity and doubt.

Because of that moment.

He would see the strong murderous look in Xia Juan's eyes.

That face is expressionless, but can make people feel very ferocious and resentful face looming with the fire, a little scary!

Could it be...

What did I do to her when I was unconscious? !

Ye Ning frowned, and looked at his body again.

In the end, he could only shake his head, enduring Xia Juan's white eyes and sarcasm.

For a moment, the two seemed to have changed back to the way they were when they were in the ruins.

A few days ago, the same hatred and hatred, united as one, helping each other.

At this time, it seems to have been left behind, and it has become two worlds that are staggered from each other.

Xia Juan would always sit alone on the other side of Ye Ning, silent.

Over the past few days, the two of them hardly spoke, they were both exercising and healing their injuries.

Occasionally almost verbal communication, but also some perfunctory answers.

Because Xia Juan suddenly came to his senses.

Beneath her calm appearance, she was actually unable to restrain her churning emotions.

She would always think of the words she said behind Ye Ning's back a few days ago.

It was like an unbearable dark history.

As long as Xia Juan was in a daze for a while.

That sentence, a piece of picture will linger!

She tried to forget.

But she has a superb memory, and she will never forget it.

Even that sentence was more impressive every time she recalled it, and tortured Xia Juan even more.

At that time... am I crazy?

Watching the flames dance, Ye Ning, who was opposite, closed his eyes and meditated.

Xia Juan curled up her petite body like a black and white glutinous rice dumpling.

She quietly watched the flames beating, her eyebrows wriggling with her emotions from time to time.

"why……"

"why?"

At that time, why would I say those words?

friend?

Did I take the initiative to promise Ye Ning that I want to be his friend?

Why am I, at the moment when that guy was shrouded in catastrophe.

Even willing to give up everything I have to rescue him?

Eyes closed uncontrollably.

Xia Juan had to admit.

Something called fear gradually spread in her heart.

She seemed to feel something vaguely.

A kind of thing that she can't evade, the peachy thing.

She is smart and understands everything.

Just like my third sister Xia Lingqiu would always call herself a "little person" when she was a child.

Because from a very young age, Xia Juan was smart and quick-witted.

What adults do, do, say.

She understands.

She also understands.

But after growing up.

Xia Juan understands that knowing everything is actually not a good thing.

So she began to learn to forget, learn to ignore.

She began to forget her emotions.

Ignore what you feel.

She often tried to forget that she was a woman and remember that she was a man.

She often deliberately avoids her increasingly feminine side.

Avoiding changes in your body.

Avoiding the words that she couldn't even open her mouth to talk about.

But at this moment.

Xia Juan began to have doubts for the first time.

She is doubting herself...

Is there even a little bit of throbbing...

The eyes couldn't help but closed.

Xia Juan shook his head.

I feel that my emotions seem to be a little unstable in the past few days, fluctuating violently.

She has really deliberately ignored, forgotten, and ignored that word and those things.

Yeoning is kind to himself every time.

Confession to myself in the capital, when I was in the Qing Changfu.

Does she really not understand? !

How could someone as smart as her not know.

Really don't understand? !

she's not stupid...

She is very clear and sober!

Even if a person has not experienced emotional entanglements, he can still feel the naked care and love of others.

Unless it's a fool.

Or a madman!

The corners of the mouth twisted bitterly, a half-smile, which made one feel a painful struggle.

Xia Juan curled up and buried her head in her arms.

It's like hiding in a body, protecting yourself.

After the assassination in childhood.

Whenever she encounters something that scares her.

Things that make her feel insecure.

Xia Juan would curl up habitually, as if returning to her mother's womb, completely calming herself down.

At that time, she could only hear her own heartbeat and her own voice.

But today, that trick seems to have lost its effect.

Sometimes, Xia Juan envied fools and lunatics instead.

Because they are heartless, they don't have to worry about anything, and they may have no feelings.

She was pretty much that.

She kills decisively and acts swiftly and resolutely.

She treats everyone coldly.

For people like Ye Ning who have a little influence on their own interests, they are even more vicious and fight each other!

She used to be such a person!

But now...

When did I start to change? !

become less indifferent.

No longer so cruel and ruthless.

even……

I even reconciled with Ye Ning, and even volunteered to be friends with him? !

This period of memory after entering the capital is like a dream.

When Xia Juan recalled it at this moment, it turned out to be blank, empty.

She couldn't remember anything, couldn't see anything clearly.

Her photographic brain seemed to stop functioning in an instant.

She had forgotten everything about the past.

Or……

Did you change without knowing it? !

Even myself, didn't even have the slightest awareness? !

Suddenly opened his eyes tremblingly.