I, the first son, became a woman

Thanks to Xia Juan, she also feels that she has a very good sense of direction.

The result is walking.

I saw a black pit...

Xia Juan can never forget the embarrassment and helplessness she felt at that time.

She couldn't figure it out.

Is there such a fate between myself and the hut?

Ugh!

In any case, all this is just a sideshow.

Anyway, Ye Ning chased after him and told Xia Juan where each direction was.

Only then did Xia Juan roughly understand the structure of the house.

Of course, from the beginning to the end, she still had a lukewarm attitude.

only……

I don't know if it's my own delusion.

Xia Juan hugged Cang Ku and stood beside Ye Ning.

He listened to the other party explaining to himself gently.

From time to time, some gentle laughter.

Xia Juan actually felt that he could not help staring at Ye Ning's face in a daze.

even……

My heart seems to be beating faster and faster...

How could such an unbelievable thing happen to me?

but……

But feelings are always the most unpredictable thing.

Something that cannot be comprehended.

sometimes.

Maybe it's just a thought, a picture, a small fleeting thought.

But since that thought.

Everything...is destined to no longer be normal.

Everything that was used to it.

Even if there is no change, the aspects you look at have also changed...

Xia Juan is currently in this situation.

Ever since she had that brief thought that day.

Everything that was normal has become abnormal.

Especially for some reason, the guy in front of me who is tired of watching is getting more and more pleasing to the eye?

But I have known Ye Ning since childhood.

Why am I only now starting to feel...?

This kind of thought, even if it is a flash, is not thoughtful.

Even Xia Juan couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat and swallow his saliva.

Everything is too sudden.

It is also too inexplicable.

But the reality is that it is often when you are not prepared.

Suddenly give you a slap in the face.

So Xia Juan was dizzy, and even lost himself and calm for a while.

She had never been so outlandish as she had been the last few days.

So embarrassed.

Not when Ye Ning confessed to her.

Not when kissed by Yeoning.

Not when marrying Yeoning.

Because Xia Juan at that time never wavered from the beginning to the end.

anyway.

She firmly believes that she is a normal man.

Everything I'm going through now is a sacrifice for turning back into a man.

And surprises.

But this time is different.

This time, there was no interference from any external factors.

That is to say...

There is no other object to shirk...

Because this time, it was Xia Juan who wavered on his own.

I started to have thoughts that I was afraid of.

And it became more and more intense with the time spent with Ye Ning.

It is becoming more and more unbearable.

19 years of life.

This is the first time Xia Juan has faced the matter of feelings in a real sense.

She had never thought about this before.

No time to think about it.

She also thought that love is your love and my wish, the words of parents.

but everything...

It's like becoming a woman yourself.

Life has been completely disrupted.

The whole world seems to have been distorted and changed because of this.

everything is messed up...

Lying quietly on the bigger new bed.

Xia Juan looked at the closed door.

The flickering candles cast a wavering shadow on the door.

She held the sleeping Cang Ku in her arms.

My head is a mess, always in a daze.

She...will think of the first time she met Ye Ning after more than ten years.

I will think of the first skin-to-skin kiss between the two that night.

I will remember the first time I held hands with Eye of the Underworld.

I will think of the trance when the two were married holding a glass of wine.

I will even think of the sudden daze when I looked at his face during the day.

But Ye Ning turned his head, smiled and asked what was wrong with him?

The scenes of those scenes floated again and again like watching flowers on a horse.

Xia Juan's mind was disturbed.

She couldn't figure it out.

I...how could I have such an idea?

squeak-

Just when Xia Juan couldn't figure it out and felt uncomfortable.

Ye Ning, who gave the money to the servants, finally opened the door and entered.

Then he closed the door.

damn...

Seeing Ye Ning coming in, Xia Juan didn't know why.

My heart started to throb...

This guy, shouldn't he rush over?

but……

Why do I have an extra copy besides panic...

expect?

What am I doing? ! !

are you sick?

Xia Juan rubbed her temples, trying to keep herself awake.

"Haven't you slept yet?"

He casually glanced at Xia Juan as usual.

Ye Ning started to lay the floor, looking at Xia Juan who was really weird these days.

"Cough cough..."

Asked by Ye Ning.

Xia Juan subconsciously felt nervous.

She clenched her hands, and Cang Ku, who was sleeping soundly in her arms, suddenly had two eyeballs protruding.

Almost strangled to death by Xia Juan!

Xia Juan ignored Ye Ning's voice.

She quickly turned her head and turned her back to Ye Ning.

With a heart, the war started with fear.

I must be sick... sick...!

It seems that I have to find a doctor to take a good look at another day...

Moreover, the method of keeping a distance from the person surnamed Ye seems to be useless!

Thinking of this, Xia Juan remembered something again.

In fact, haven't you used this method before?

Apparently... it doesn't help.

Because in any case, I and Ye Ning are fake couples.

In order to pretend, the two had to stay together so as not to arouse suspicion.

But the problem is...

I just can't have any intimate contact with Ye Ning now!