I, the first son, became a woman

Every time she looked at Ye Ning's sleeping appearance, she thought that she must cheer up and never be troubled and messed up by her demons.

Did I really... have a good impression of Ye Ning?

Every time under such inner disputes and entanglements, I feel sore eyes and dizzy head.

Xia Juan fell asleep unknowingly, until dawn.

But when she woke up, she had another headache.

Every time Xia Juan opened his eyes, it would be fine if Ye Ning was not there.

If this guy is here.

Xia Juan opened his eyes and saw it for the first time.

It was Ye Ning's earnest appearance tidying up the floor.

Or, he was changing clothes.

The looming muscles dangled in front of his eyes, and finally turned his head, a surprised and gentle smile...

Xia Juan admitted that he seemed to be really sick.

She doesn't understand why Yeoning is getting more and more pleasing in her eyes.

Obviously before... I thought he was so hypocritical.

so disgusting.

Even hate.

Later, although they became friends, they became a fake couple.

But...but it's just an ordinary partnership.

At least Xia Juan thinks so...

But now...Xia Juan no longer has the confidence to persevere.

She began to find that Ye Ning's tone was... quite gentle.

She also found out...

The guy is in good shape.

There is also a light fragrance that people like to smell.

And...his knowledge and connotation are almost ready to come out in every word, which makes...

Ugh!

Every time I felt my heart beating wildly, I couldn't control myself.

When the brain is muddled.

Xia Juan will be like an ostrich.

Suddenly he got into the bed and covered his face with a thick quilt.

Immediately, there was an embarrassing soreness on his face.

And inexplicably hot.

In the past, I was able to use many reasons to explain it.

But now...

If there is any reason.

Probably just like what Ye Ning and Zhaodi Nannan said that day.

I'm probably very, very seriously ill.

Otherwise, how could I have a good impression of Ye Ning?

This kind of thing shouldn't have happened to me.

I used to be a man!

How can a man... I'm not a dragon addict!

So I don't like men!

But... But those shocks to his heart are also destroying Xia Juan's inner support time and time again.

She began to waver in this muddled day by day.

Began to be confused.

Getting confused.

Began to hesitate.

Because of her poor health since she was a child, she has low self-esteem.

Fear of being ridiculed by others for not being a man enough, and being found out about my flaws.

So Xia Juan is always nervous and overly sensitive to the topic of men and women.

She maintained and protected her self-esteem excitedly and distortedly.

Maintaining the last bit of dignity as a man.

But the matter of becoming a woman... made her feel confused.

The last bit of her dignity was destroyed.

The last bit of face to be protected is gone.

So Xia Juan became sick, inexplicable, and abnormal.

She is still holding on to who she used to be.

Sticking to yourself is definitely not a flawed man.

Because the fact that he was flawed since he was a child... made him miserable.

Don't even dare to tell anyone.

But how many people can know the bitterness and distress behind it?

How many people can understand?

The people who come and go on the street.

He would never think of a son of a nobleman, majestic and majestic.

But... not even the most basic things of a man.

worldly shackles.

A fear that hits the nail on the head.

conception of the entire era.

Xia Juan was driven away like a victim, lost the way forward, and could only be confused.

But now...

Her eyes are no longer a blur.

Two paths appeared in her eyes.

But these two paths... Xia Juan has a hard time choosing...

even……

She didn't even dare to take another step.

Rubbing his head, drunkenly, he smiled bitterly at Mo Muqing who was opposite him.

Xia Juan was holding the wine jar, her whole body turned upside down, as if she was about to lose her head.

"Xia Juan, stop drinking..."

Looking at Xia Juan in front of him, drunk and in great pain.

Mo Muqing frowned tightly, with anger and worry in her eyes.

This... is already the 11th day that Xia Juan asked her to drink.

Almost the day after his showdown with Ye Ning.

Xia Juan would come to him for a drink every day.

Mo Muqing was also very happy at first.

But in the end, she found that Xia Juan didn't like drinking.

It's not like being lively.

She seemed to...just want to get out of somewhere.

escaping from something.

She numbs herself again and again with alcohol.

But because of the alcohol, he became more frowning and painful again and again.

Borrowing wine to relieve worry is even more worrying.

Xia Juan, why are you bothering?

With a sigh, he pushed Xia Juan's arm.

After so many days of not being drunk and not returning home, Xia Juan is indeed good at drinking.

But no matter how good it is, it is not this way of drinking at all.

Xia Juan's decadence.

Depression and panic were unprecedented since Mo Muqing met her.

This made Mo Muqing very worried for a while, and couldn't help but think for a while.

"Xia Juan, did Ye Ning treat you..."

"not good?!"

Seeing Xia Juan drink away his worries.

Mo Muqing hesitated for a moment, and finally expressed her thoughts in displeasure.

"Ye...Ye Ning?!"

Drunken eyes.

When Ye Ning's name was mentioned in the repeated muttering in his mouth, he suddenly widened his eyes.

Xia Juan suddenly came back to his senses, and took a look at Mo Muqing.

But then he laughed again, and put his head into the wine tank.

She is like an ostrich, dodging again.

It was only after a long silence that he slowly spit out from the wine tank with an erratic tone.

"He... he's actually quite nice to me..."

"It's just...just..."

"Mu Qing...Mu Qing!"

"You said...you said I like Ye Ning?"

"That's right! You said...you said..."

"A man..."

"Could it be... hiccup—"

"Will you fall in love with other..."

"man?!"

The voice fell.

Xia Juan raised his head little by little while yawning, and looked at Mo Muqing with blushing eyes.