Kiyana, I want to be a Valkyrie

——Heavy handwriting——

That kid Mei must not be able to withstand such a blow.

However, if Xinjiang is there... Mei will be fine.

However, the backside of this matter is not simple. As far as I am concerned, am I not even allowed to visit the prison?

Who on earth has such great energy and can do these things...

Can't find a clue at all.

2013.11.18

——Some fidgety and scrawled handwriting——

Cocolia, the chairman of Global Heavy Industries, swallowed the ME company so quickly.

Damn, how long has this woman been planning?

With the resources I can use...

Not at all.

2013.11.21

——very fidgety handwriting——

What the hell is going on?

You actually asked me to ban Xinjiang from contacting Xiaomei?

The dog... (crossed out) What the hell does a woman mean?

2013.11.22

——Heavy handwriting——

No way... The resources at hand are against Cocolia...

It's more ridiculous than hitting a stone with a pebble.

The gap is too big.

2013.11.27

——The handwriting is so heavy that the paper is somewhat damaged——

Although she has already hinted at Xinjiang, let her distance herself from Xiaomei.

But Xin, this child...is he really pretending not to know?

Let's wait a few more days, maybe...

Gee.

2013.11.29

——A page full of tangled——

(cross out)

(cross out)

(cross out)

No, I really can't hold it anymore.

2013.12.5

——The emotion called regret seems to overflow the paper——

Is it a bit heavy...

Heart Sauce looked sad.

Ugh...

2013.12.5

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——Helpless handwriting——

What happened to that kid named Kiyana...

Forget it, let them go.

As long as you hang around for a while, there may still be a chance.

I'll find a chance later, give my heart a good hug.

2014.2.21

——Simply but somewhat scribbled——

It went very smoothly, and in a few days, I will be able to adopt Xiao Mei to the eldest brother's name.

In this way, the contacts over there can be used in a legitimate way.

Strange, my eyes seem to be a little blurry recently.

Am I too tired?

It would be nice if I could hug my heart at this time...

Alas... so tired, I have to make excuses even to hug my daughter.

What's wrong with my education? What's going on with Xinjiang's strange brain circuit?

2014.3.20

——very scribbled—

My head hurts a lot lately, but the doctor said it's okay and let me take it easy.

How to relax at this critical time.

At noon today, Xin-chan doesn't seem to be coming back... I decided to go to Xin-chan's room to take a nap and relax.

2014.3.28

——very scribbled—

Sure enough, the room of the heart sauce can make people relax.

I feel more comfortable in my head.

As long as Xiao Meiyi signs it tomorrow, the resources there can be used in a legitimate way.

Xin sauce should be very happy, right?

It's been a long time since I've tried my best to fight for something, I hope this time... (strike out).

It must be a success.

However, this time is a good opportunity, maybe we can untie the knot with Xinjiang, right?

Really, I'm a mother. What's wrong with relying on my mother?

2014.3.28

—scribbled to the point of illegibility—

Strange... (scribbled)

How do you feel today...

Heart...

a little uneasy...

...pain...

2014.3.28 (cross out) 29 (cross out half)

Today... number?

--unrecognizable--

......Room

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2014.4

The handwriting stopped abruptly.

C.18 Take everything with you

Kanna Shin couldn't describe how she felt.

Grief or something else...

The mother described in the notebook is far too different from the mother in her impression for Shen Naixin.

Since she was a child...perhaps since she was five or six years old, she has never seen her mother have a kind smile on her.

He has always maintained a dignified and serious appearance, almost like a statue to be enshrined.

With such a mother, how could it be possible for Shennai to get to know her and get close to her thoughts...

But the mother in the notebook seems to love her very much...

With such a huge gap, Shen Naixin couldn't understand at all, where did she make a mistake that caused such a huge misunderstanding between her and her mother.

All along, Shen Naishin has been very sensitive to feelings, and she is relatively mature in thinking.

It's impossible for her not to feel her mother's attitude, unless her mother deliberately did it for some reason...or was forced to alienate her.

But what is described in the notebook is 'misunderstanding' rather than 'forced'.

This made Shen Nai feel a little confused.

She sat on the edge of the bed, her eyes looking a little empty.

Whether by misunderstanding or forced.

The way she has been getting along all the time has made Shennaishin not have any 'intimate' feelings for her mother.

However, Kannashin's eyes were empty, but her face was already covered with tears at this moment.

Obviously, from a subjective point of view, Shen Naishin felt that she didn't have very close feelings for her mother.

But at this moment, the uncontrollable sadness poured out from the bottom of her heart, driving her body to express her 'sorrow' emotion instinctively in the form of tears.

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......

At some point, Kanna Shin stopped crying.

The empty eyes also regained a little bit of spirit.

The heart-piercing pain from crying also followed, making it difficult for Shennai to breathe.

She didn't care that the bed was already full of dust, and she didn't care if her white sweater would be difficult to clean.

She fell on the bed like this, breathing in the dusty air with difficulty.

'very scary...'

An unspeakable fear enveloped her.

At this moment, she really felt what loneliness is.

She really realized that in this world, she had no relatives.

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