True Love Lasts

Xiaoqing feels a pain in her heart. His disappointed and cold eyes make her feel guilty. There are so many unexpected things. She always wants to be considerate of others. She thinks that Li Beichen will always tolerate and never leave

She had never scrutinized him, so unconsciously, they came to this stage.

"Xiaoqing, I want to marry you and have children. I want to get you back and marry you..." He stroked her face and murmured, like a babble forgotten in a dream, with his boundless greed remaining.

The more he said that, the more sad Xiao Qing was. He choked out: "I'm sorry Li Beichen, I'm sorry... "

She always solves problems in her own way, but the result is the worst.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

"It doesn't matter." He interrupted her with his forehead touching each other, raised one of her "legs" with his palm, and squeezed himself in a little bit. The greedy mood also converged like a mirage, "it's OK, I don't want to now, I will never marry you..."

When a dream has just taken shape, he has mercilessly broken it.

Xiao Qing's heart was extremely cold and painful in an instant, and he also increased his strength This time, compared with the pain in my heart, it's nothing.

"Li Beichen..." She could only grasp his arm helplessly, choking, unable to speak, as if to stay, as if to ask.

She knew she was wrong.

She wants to make up.

But this time, she realized that she was really going to lose him

"Isn't that good? Our relationship is better to be simple... " Her tears even more "stimulated" his nerve of revenge, so he took advantage of his drunkenness and became more ruthless, "simplified into a" intercourse "? Or am I supposed to support you? What would you like? I can afford it anyway. "

Xiao Qing couldn't speak at all, so he could only shake his head.

His movements didn't stop. As he said in advance, he tried to be gentle

But for her, it was the cruelest night

The next day.

Li Beichen woke up from his hangover, his head heavy and painful.

Strange sky "flower" board, strange lighting environment He was stunned for a second and suddenly turned over. Only then did he realize that he was in the small apartment where she was locked up. Then the next second he remembered what he had done to her last night.

Junmei frowns slightly, and his eyes flash cold and irritable. Then he suddenly turns over, opens the door of the bedroom and goes out -

she is in the living room, her eyes are red and swollen, her shoulders are shaking, and she seems to be still choking He looked at it coldly, until at a certain moment, she suddenly stood up and rushed to the bathroom, where came the sound of her retching and the sound of boiling water

Li Beichen's figure suddenly froze.

The steps that he wanted to lift his feet stopped. He heard her retch, and his head went blank. Then a clear possibility appeared in his brain. Junmei frowned. He rushed to the door suddenly and eagerly, but at the moment before pushing the door, he closed his hand again.

He hesitated.

The relationship between them has entered a dead end. He couldn't be sure whether what appeared in it could change their relationship? If not, he can't stand this kind of one-sided hot trample any more

He sat back in the living room.

Then the waiting for a few minutes became particularly long for him. In addition to the "Hua Hua" sound of running water in the bathroom, there was no other sound. After a long time, there was a slight sound of door lock unlocking, and she came out from inside.

Her face was as white as paper, even her lips were bloodless.

Xiaoqing had just retched for a while, but he didn't spit anything out, but he was almost collapsed. Her eyes were red, and there were crystal tears in her eyes, not only because of her heart, but also because of her body

With the door behind her, she raised her eyes and saw Li Beichen sitting in the living room. She didn't know how long he had been sitting here?

"You..." Xiao Qing wants to make a sound, but he interrupts first.

His eyes from the tea table she did not move on the dinner away, turned to look directly at her, eyes deep and dark, cool and calm to open a mouth: "is not pregnant?"

"I..." Xiaoqing reflexively stroked her abdomen, and her eyes flashed with consternation and bewilderment. Finally, she murmured the truth I don't know. "

"Go to the hospital." He had stood up, picked up the car key and went to the entrance to change his shoes.

His voice, his attitude It's still so cold.

Xiaoqing's heart is slightly cool. He has become so strange and cold that she regrets and loves At the same time, some grievances! Bei Chi ran over her lower lip. She stood in the same place in embarrassment and hesitated for a few seconds, but she didn't have the courage to ask -

"Li Beichen, if I'm pregnant, what would you do to this child Do you want to be so cold? "

But she could not and did not dare to ask.

What he said last night, what she owes him He really has a cold reason!"What are you doing?" She did not move, he could not bear to urge, eyebrows slightly raised, "put on a dress, go!"

Time is still very early, the hospital did not officially go to work, only an intern to see the examination.

Li Beichen and Xiao Qing did not speak, and the atmosphere in the clinic was embarrassed and depressed. The intern got the test sheet and looked at it for a while, then he laughed slightly, slowed down his voice and broke the deadlock atmosphere: "the blood test results are normal, you are not pregnant, and you have no other diseases. What other symptoms do you have? "

"No Xiaoqing shook his head in a low, light voice I just felt sick this morning... "

She has been having a bad appetite in recent days, and she just thought that she was in a bad mood, so she didn't elaborate.

The intern nodded and took another look at her red and swollen eyes. She had already made a judgment in her heart, but on the surface, she tried to put it mildly: "it may be mental vomiting, such as excessive pressure, emotional excitement and major stimulation..."

He listed a lot of possibilities, and finally his eyes stayed in Xiaoqing's eyes: "although I don't know what happened to you, I should pay attention to adjust my mood and relax in everything. As for children, you are so young There will always be. "

He said, while the laboratory will send the test sheet pushed in the past.

As soon as the words fell, Li Beichen suddenly got up and went out.

His abrupt departure made the atmosphere in the consulting room even more awkward. Even an outsider like the doctor could see that there was something wrong between them.

"Thank you." Xiaoqing didn't have a big reaction. She just dropped her eyes and stopped for a second. Then she put away the test sheet and said thanks in a low voice.

"Hello The intern lowered his voice. He could not help but get close to Xiaoqing and said, "is that your husband? I see you cry like this Shall I call the police for you? " Can't it be domestic violence or something?

There are many such things these days!

My wife didn't dare to say it when she was out, but she was hit hard, leading to mental vomiting It's quite possible.

"No more." Xiaoqing shook his head, directed at the intern hook lips, but very farfetched smile, "thank you."

"But All right After all, the intern did not continue to meddle.

***

when she opened the door of the clinic and went out, she almost ran into Li Beichen standing at the door.

He did not go far, standing in the door of the consulting room, back against the wall behind him, weighing a cigarette in his hand. No lighting, no smoking He just quietly pondered and played, and her restlessness that she couldn't understand coagulated between his eyebrows.

Xiaoqing was silent for a second. She was embarrassed by the stalemate. Finally, she couldn't help but make a sound first and murmured something unimportant: "don't smoke You can't smoke here. "

"Oh."

With a sneer and a slight lift of his finger, he accurately threw the cigarette into the trash can opposite, and then looked up at her again -

"why don't you accept the doctor's help? He can call the police for you. " He spoke coolly, with a sneer in his voice. "I thought you were good at this..."

At the beginning, she was good at calling the police several times. She tried hard to find the contact information with the outside world and wanted to seek the help of the so-called law! Now why don't people help you? She was also restricted from all freedom.

Xiaoqing didn't respond. Of course, she could hear the sneer in his words, and she could feel his cold and disdainful attitude. But after all, she took it in silence -

"the doctor prescribed some medicine to stop vomiting and nourish the stomach. I I'll get the medicine

There was silence all the way back to the car. Until he turned a certain intersection and got close to the apartment, Xiaoqing could not help but open his mouth first -

"do you want to send me back?" She turned to look at Li Beichen in a low voice.

Li Beichen didn't look at her. He just focused on the road and answered coldly: "I thought I made it very clear last night..." He knows that he said a lot too much last night, but as far as they are concerned, that kind of "too much" is often the most long-term relationship mode.

"Do you want me to repeat that?"

Xiao Qing's heart is filled with dull pain. He thinks of his ruthlessness and determination last night, and his words without respect She looked down in embarrassment, as if persuading him and herself: "you were drunk last night."

So she can ignore what he said. Isn't that good?

So they can talk again.

"But I'm sober," he replied, breaking all her hopes and hopes, telling her word by word, "Xiaoqing, I know what I said and did to you What do you want now? I can afford it anyway. "

If the first half is a sneer, the second half is a real shame.

Those words about caring hurt her last night, and it's the same now. Xiaoqing endured a burst of strong sour nose, restrained the shaking of his voice: "Li Beichen, I want to go back with you..."Her voice was soft and flattering. She endured all the humiliation and grievances. She put her little hand in his arm and cried: "I never wanted to leave..."

This matter, he really misunderstood her.

The fake identity is for my cousin. From the beginning to the end, her unhappiness and his unhappiness have nothing to do with "leaving" But she did not know why, things eventually developed into what they are now

A single spark started a prairie fire, and she could not explain it, just as she could not explain the whole forest fire with a fuse.

"I'll go home with you..."

She murmured, tears quietly from the cheek down, she can only use this meager strength, looking forward to his change of mind. But he didn't even wait for her to finish. He shook her hand and waved it out.