True Marriage and Love

The light is always on in the church.

The sea breeze blows the leaves and casts the swaying shadow on a corner of the church wall, just like Huo Yan's swaying mood at the moment.

She should still be in there, and does he want to go in? What should he say after the meeting? Ask her directly, is she pretending that Xu Yinuo ruined his wedding with LAN Bing?

If she denies, what should he do?

Many misgivings in his mind showed that he was helpless.

No matter how difficult the case was, he was never baffled. It was this woman named Lu jing'er who made him helpless several times.

"Dang, Dang, dang..." Then the church bell rang.

It was three o'clock in the morning, but she had not been seen at the church door.

Is she going to stay here all night?

Why is she here?

Huo Yan weak sigh, he still have to go in, still have to see her. If you allow yourself to continue to sit here, constantly emerging questions will fill his brain is not enough!

The church door is half open. When you get to the door, you see the familiar figure kneeling in front of the statue of Jesus. His pious appearance is not only a believer, but also a criminal who has committed heinous crimes, begging for God's forgiveness.

Huo Yan can't help frowning, she has been kneeling there, with her weak and thin body?

He couldn't help but step up. As soon as he entered the door, he saw the nun come in from the side door in front of him. He knew the nun, who had given him infinite warmth with a cup of hot coffee on that night of great expectation and despair.

At this time, the nun was still holding the tray with a coffee pot and a cup in it.

She went to Lu jing'er and asked softly, "would you like a cup of hot coffee?"

Lu jing'er shook his head gently: "thank you!"

The nun saw her face, put the tray aside, and took her hands. "What do you want to say to God?" The tone is full of pity.

Not to mention the nun's benevolence, any compassionate person who can look at her look of despair and pain will feel compassion.

Lu jing'er still shook his head: "I..." Probably kneeling too long, even the voice is hoarse, she endured the pain to swallow saliva, can continue to say: "I dare not say, I am afraid God will not forgive me!"

The nun gave a gentle smile: "God will not refuse anyone! As long as you have the heart to repent, you will be forgiven! "

Lu jing'er couldn't believe it and hesitated to look at the statue of Jesus.

The nun released her hand and poured her a cup of hot coffee before she turned and left the church to her.

She looked at the statue of Jesus for a long time, and even Huoyan, who was not far away from her, didn't notice.

"I'm guilty." Suddenly, she said these words.

Huo Yan wanted to go to her side, hearing, he could not help but stop.

"It's also a sin to yearn for something that belongs to others," she continued to say to the statue of Jesus. "Knowing that it belongs to others, knowing that it can't belong to yourself, but thinking about it every day, my sin is too deep He has a wife, and I also have a fiance. I'm sorry for Xu Yinuo, John and him His feelings for Xu Yinuo are so loyal and persistent, but he betrayed his deep feelings because of my deception. I am an unforgivable sinner, and I have destroyed the most beautiful feelings in the world... "

Huo Yan was so shocked that every pore was stunned. His instinctive consciousness urged him to go away immediately and stop listening. The more you know, the more burdensome it is.

However, he couldn't move at all, and his heart was still in the same place.

"I feel like an executioner. No, I'm more like a devil. I even want to destroy him and Xu Yinuo. Maybe I'll have a chance to stay with him..." At this point, she finally shed tears, "if he knew what I thought, he would not look at me again! If only he really knew, he would hate me, hate me and reject me. Otherwise, with my own persistence and self-control, I'm afraid I can't stay away from him all my life... "

She couldn't speak any more and fell on the ground. Helpless tone hidden in the number of deep pain, I am afraid only she knows.

This kind of pain is tormenting her mind and swallowing her will all the time. Especially in the late night, the only happiness between him and her will be magnified infinitely, repeated in her mind again and again, out of control.

She has no place to find peace, she can only come here.

Nun said that God would forgive her, then, will God pity her and give her some inner peace?

She lay on the ground crying for a long time, until the cold before dawn hit the whole body, so that she could not help shivering. Her wild thoughts gradually calmed down, probably due to the effect of tears, or maybe the dawn is coming, and those crazy thoughts also calmed down a lot.

She put her hands on the ground and straightened up slowly. Suddenly, she heard a series of footsteps.

She immediately turned her head and caught a flash past the door."Huoyan?" The name blurted out in her mouth, and she didn't know why she recognized him, so she hurriedly got up and ran after him, "Huoyan, Huoyan!"

There was a man outside the church, not Huo Yan, but Xu Yinuo!

She was shocked, and her heart could not help but feel empty. She can't help turning her eyes, subconsciously hope Huo Yan is also in this time, she instinctively will Huo Yan as a source of security.

Xu Yinuo didn't say anything. He strode forward and slapped her in the face.

Lu jing'er, who was unprepared, was stunned. She was shocked, frightened and angry

"How dare you look at me like that?" Xu Yinuo angrily asked: "I have heard what you said in the church. It's not enough for me to slap you more!"

What?

Why?

Why is she here?

"Lu jing'er, although you have a face similar to mine, you will always be Lu jing'er!" Xu Yinuo severely warned her: "you like Huoyan or you fall in love with Huoyan. If you don't want to be ruined, you will be far away from Huoyan right away! If I find out what you are trying to do with Huoyan, I will not let you go! "

Xu Yinuo didn't want to talk nonsense, and then he turned to go.

"You stop!" Lu jing'er recovered from the slap and immediately yelled.

Xu Yinuo eyebrows surprised, did not expect that she can be so loud!

"What do you want?" Xu Yinuo arms around, asked with a sneer.

Lu jing'er stares at her angrily: "I like Huo Yan right, this is my own business, you have no right to blame me!"

"Oh?" Xu Yinuo can't help laughing, this sounds really fresh, "Lu Jinger, if you lose your memory, I can tell you that Huoyan and I are legal husband and wife, your behavior has endangered my family, I can't tear you too much!"