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However, what Kotomine Risei didn't know was that Kotomine Kirei was born with serious personality defects from childhood to adulthood, and couldn't understand the feelings of ordinary people.

He is unable to produce any emotional fluctuations on the beautiful things and emotions recognized by ordinary people.

Everything he did was to follow his father's expectations as a goal to drive himself to act.

The life of more than 20 years has made him feel extremely confused, trying to find out what is his real path.

Devout belief in God only expects 'God' to give him guidance and answers.However, it was of no use.

He also knows that there is something wrong with him, that he is 'abnormal'.In order to seek change, he also made a lot of attempts, such as becoming a proxy to hunt down magicians and so on.

In his last attempt at starting a family, he met Claudia Ordesia in Italy.

This is a woman who has been suffering from illnesses due to 'Baizi''s tortured psychic substance, and has only a few years to live.

After two years of marriage together and the birth of a daughter, Claudia Ordesia also discovered her husband's distress.

Kotomine Kirei also discovered that the love he thought he had for his wife was happiness when he saw his wife's pain, and the more his wife wanted to heal him, the more he wanted to see her sigh.

A woman who understands herself so well cannot fill her own flaws.This made Kotomine Kirei completely desperate.

Ordesia wants to prove that Kirei can love others and is a person worthy of survival.

This life is like a candle in the wind, the woman who loves Kotomine Kirei deeply decides to commit suicide in front of Kotomine Kirei so that Kotomine Kirei can experience the feelings of a normal person.

However, she didn't succeed. Seeing his wife's body, Kotomine Kirei did experience emotional fluctuations for the first time.

However, it is not the sadness and pain of normal people, but another kind of indescribable feeling.

"It's a pity that it's not me..."

Such a thought popped into Kotomine Kirei's mind while holding his wife's body.

The thought frightened him, because his education told him it was wrong, and his beliefs told him it was bad.

However, there is no way, when he sees beautiful things and cannot feel their beauty, he tells many people that ugly things are unforgettable.

At the end of searching hard for an answer, he also gave up the idea of ​​changing and returned to Neon.But all this has changed since being chosen as the master.

Kotomine Kirei was puzzled, he knew very well that he didn't have any wishes, so why was he chosen as the Master?

Until he saw Emiya Kiritsugu's profile, and saw that even though this man was bearing all the pain and stigma, he was still there for someone unknown, he felt something special.

Until yesterday, when Gilgamesh taught him the way of pleasure, he vaguely understood something, but was even more confused.

So he decided to come today to personally ask Emiya Kiritsugu to understand what he is living for and what kind of path he is walking on.

And Meng Xiao is also very clear about Kotomine Kirei's information, and he has nothing to do with this poor man.

Even if he finally walked on the path of Gilgamesh's pleasure, in the final analysis, it was only the path given to him by Gilgamesh, and he still followed the instructions of others.

He is like a piece of paper, what you draw on it, he is, what you lead him to do, as long as he can get feedback from it, he will think that is his path.

"Confused, confused? I don't know what I exist for?"

Meng Xiao said with a sigh.Kotomine Kirei fell silent upon hearing the words.

Gilgamesh's way of pleasure is too secondary, not suitable for someone like Kotomine Kirei. Thinking of this, Meng Xiao had a good idea.

"You are born with a flaw in character, and I actually have no good solution, Emiya Kiritsugu's path is not suitable for you.

But that Golden Pickup has already talked to you, right?Let you just go after what can make yourself 'pleasure'. "

Meng Xiao rubbed her chin and said, Kotomine Kirei nodded and admitted it.

"Well, since that's the case, I have a solution that will give you immediate results, do you want to try it?"

"If possible, I would like to try."

Kotomine Kirei's eyes fluctuated, and he said.

"Well then, wait until noon. I'll wait for you outside the Holy Church. Then you go to a place with me. Now you go back first."

Meng Xiao arranged for it.

Kotomine Kirei nodded, turned around and left here.

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Happy New Year, gentlemen, today we are going to have a New Year’s Eve dinner, and I will help the family with things, and there will be another update later.

To celebrate today, a new chapter will be added, which is the fifth watch today, but the time will be much later in the evening. .

Chapter 45

Chapter 44 Hongzhou Banquet Hall

After Kotomine Kirei left, Meng Xiao greeted Irisviel and helped Maiya Kuu to go back to the castle.

As soon as the four of them returned to the gate of the castle, they saw Diarmuid smashing the glass and falling to the ground with Kenneth covered in blood on his back.

Seeing this, Irisviel hastily summoned the White Stork Knight to be serious.

"Forget it, forget it, aren't you tired after playing all night, Diarmuid, you Lemonhead, go, Mrs. Allie, hurry up and check on your husband's situation."

Meng Xiao waved her hand and said.

Sure enough, Lemonhead, the honest man, fell into Emiya Kiritsugu's calculations, destroying 80.00% of the magic circuits with a single shot by the origin bullet, and even the Archibald family's inheritance magic seal was partially damaged.

Seeing this, Diarmuid also heaved a sigh of relief, nodded to Meng Xiao, and took Kenneth away quickly.

And Irisviel also supported Hisau Maiya and hurried back to the castle. After putting her down for simple treatment, she hurried to find Emiya Kiritsugu.

At this time, Arturia had also returned, and it was a bit embarrassing to see the tragic state of the castle.

Emiya Kiritsugu, who had recovered from the side effects of continuously using the Inherent Temporal Control System, also followed Irisviel back to the hall.

Seeing Arturia, Emiya Kiritsugu just gave her a deep look, didn't say anything, and went to check on Hisau Maiya's situation.

"I'm sorry, Allie."

At this time, Artoria also felt that she was a little reckless. Although she believed in Diarmuid's chivalry, it was still too dangerous to let the enemy's servants face her own master.

Irisviel still shook her head gently and said:

"Don't worry about it too much, since everyone is fine, it's best."

After finishing speaking, he squatted down and continued to help Hisu Maiya heal.

Arturia gritted her teeth and said nothing, since she was wrong, she was wrong, and the majestic King of Knights is not the kind of person who refuses to admit his mistakes.

"You are busy, let's go back to rest first."

Seeing Sakura yawn, Meng Xiao picked up the little guy, greeted everyone and took her upstairs to rest.

When she woke up, it was almost noon, Meng Xiao waited for Xiaoying to finish washing and took her downstairs.

The damage caused by previous battles in the castle has been almost repaired, and all kinds of debris have been cleaned up.

The gate has been simply repaired, and the restaurant that had a hole opened before has no choice but to temporarily close it.

"Gui'an, Mr. Meng Xiao, have you rested? Are you going out?"

In the hall, Irisviel and Artoria were sitting and drinking black tea facing each other. When they saw the two coming down, Mrs. Aili greeted them.

"Well, let's go out for a while, as agreed with the priest before."

Touching Sakura's head, Meng Xiao said with a smile, and nodded to Artoria as a greeting.

Then he took Sakura to find a sports car in the castle garage, and left Einzbern Castle.

After driving to the gate of the Holy Church, Kotomine Kirei was already waiting there early.

Meng Xiao stopped the car, signaled the other party to get in the car, and then went to Fuyuki city without stopping.

Kotomine Kirei sat in the back row and didn't speak, nor did he ask Meng Xiao where he was going.

Sakura turned her head to look at this Tosaka Tokiomi's disciple, then at Meng Xiao, and tilted her little head.But still obediently did not ask anything.

Half an hour later, the car stopped outside a food street.He took the two of them out of the car and walked into the food street.The last few people stopped in front of a restaurant.

At this time, Kotomine Kirei raised his head and saw the restaurant's signboard 'Hongzhou Banquet Hall·Taishan', and a wave of fluctuation flashed in his rare eyes.

Meng Xiao glanced sideways at Kotomine Kirei and said:

"You come here often, let's go, the answer may be here."

Kotomine Kirei nodded, followed Meng Xiao's footsteps into the restaurant.

Because it was noon, there were already quite a few diners in the restaurant, and a waiter came to order immediately after the three of them sat down.

Meng Xiao took a look at the menu and found that they were all traditional Chinese dishes. She casually ordered a fish-flavored shredded pork, a fried assorted dish, a bowl of tomato and egg soup, and then ordered two orders of the signature mapo tofu.

Glancing at Kotomine Kirei, after Meng Xiao ordered two servings of mapo tofu, there was a look of anticipation on her face.

With a snap, the food was served soon.Smell the fragrance, it is an authentic Chinese way, no wonder the business is good.

Pushing two plates of mapo tofu in front of Kotomine Kirei, Meng Xiao didn't say much, and after handing Sakura a pair of chopsticks, they began to eat in silence.

I saw Kotomine Kirei scooping up a spoonful of mapo tofu and stuffing it into his mouth. The strong spicy taste accompanied by the boiling hot tofu made his head sweat instantly.

Meng Xiao secretly tasted a piece of untouched mapo tofu from another plate. It was indeed delicious, but she still couldn't bear it.

Although he can eat spicy food quite well, the signature mapo tofu of this restaurant can be said to have reached the point where it is abnormally spicy.

Mine Kirei didn't seem to think how spicy it was, and wiped out a plate of mapo tofu with three strokes.

Xiao Ying saw that the other party's food was so delicious, and her little face also looked eager to try, so Meng Xiao was so frightened that she quickly pressed Xiao Ying's chopsticks.

After eating the first plate of mapo tofu, Kotomine Kirei wiped the sweat from his brow with a paper towel, then undid the two buttons, and pulled the second plate to continue working.

Seeing the man's and woman's tormented face, Meng Xiao's scalp also felt a little numb when he wanted to stuff his mouth with shiny red mapo tofu.

Soon after everyone finished eating, Kotomine Kirei also sat upright, and finally said:

"Thank you very much for this lunch, I don't know what you said before..."

Meng Xiao shrugged her shoulders and said:

"Don't worry about this..."

The waiter was called and said that he would invite all the guests in the restaurant to eat a signature mapo tofu.Soon, portions of the signature mapo tofu were delivered to the tables of the guests present.

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The second watch is coming, and the third watch will be later. I wish you all a happy new year.

Chapter 46

Chapter 45 Must Not Be an African Sheikh

The guests in the restaurant were very surprised by the red and oily mapo tofu that was delivered suddenly, and they nodded their thanks to Meng Xiao after knowing that it was Meng Xiao's treat.

However, since they are all regular customers, most people are still a bit insensitive to the signature mapo tofu here.

However, there are still a small number of people who plan to give it a try because it is free and free, or they have not tried it before.

However, most of them just took a sip and their face immediately became bloodshot, or they coughed violently, looking for cold water to rinse their mouths.

Seeing those people sweating profusely and flushing their faces, a gleam of joy flashed in Kotomine Kirei's eyes.

"You see, you have also discovered your own problems. Ordinary things can hardly stimulate your emotions. As the saying goes, beautiful things move people, but pain and destruction are more unforgettable."

Meng Xiao spread her hands and said helplessly:

"You should also know that spicy is not taste, but pain, and severe pain or pain can make your mood fluctuate.

This is not a bad problem, but you need to face it squarely, so as to understand the beautiful things from the side. "

Meng Xiao began to fool around... No, she led Kotomine Kirei.

"Look at the diners here, and see how they can't bear it but can't control their desire to eat after eating the delicious mapo tofu. Don't you have any thoughts?"

Meng Xiao pointed to the diners in the store who were eating Mapo Tofu, and said.

Kotomine Kirei looked at the diners around him, and his expression unconsciously became cheerful.

"Have you ever thought about becoming a Chinese Xiaodang after the Holy Grail War... Ah no, what about becoming a chef? Specializing in mapo tofu."

Seeing Kotomine Kirei's emotional state, Meng Xiao suggested viciously: