As a painter, how should I face the original heroine

"Tsk tsk, I don't see that you can comfort yourself, Rem. A guy like Roswaal doesn't have a trusted confidant at all. Apart from your sister, he can only rely on himself. Even with the help of Ram every day , he has to deal with government affairs from night to sunrise. So as long as Ram objects, Roswaal will choose to keep you."

Li Wei put it bluntly. Roswaal is an "orphan". Emilia, whom he supports, calls him a pervert in private. Beatrice from the Forbidden Library is like a passerby. Daily fire.There is no one available under him, and everything has to be done by himself. If Ram refuses to do it on strike, he will immediately give in.

"..."

The girl does not deny that this is indeed the case, and she often feels very depressed about it. Why did her sister stand by her back then?

"But it's not, is it? In the eyes of your beloved sister, your status is actually not even as good as Roswaal's. The previous saying "Without one of them, you can't survive alone" is actually just a joke. "

Seeing that the blue-haired maid started to avoid problems like an ostrich again, Li Wei tore apart all the truth very simply.

In troubled times, heavy scriptures are used, and heavy medicines are prescribed for heavy illnesses. Since the thinking is so solidified that it is unwilling to touch other possibilities, then directly smash the three views and reshape them, otherwise it will be just a slow death.

"That's not the case! Elder sister... she must have some unavoidable difficulties. Elder sister's favorite is Rem!"

The girl explained anxiously, but it was not so much for Li Wei to listen to, as if she was constantly hypnotizing herself, trying to prevent her brain from continuing to think about the conclusion she didn't want to admit.

"The truth is simpler than you think. It's just because of the sisterhood between Ram and you, not as much as the love for Roswaal. By the way, Roswaal participated in the massacre of the ghost village, and the witch In fact, she has personally witnessed the things connected with each other from the beginning to the end."

Seeing that the time was ripe, Li Wei dropped a decisive explosive message, crushing Rem's already precarious psychological defense.

"It's impossible! Mom, Dad, they... my sister wouldn't do this! You are completely talking nonsense!"

The girl stood up angrily, her light blue pupils were filled with uncontrollable anger, she never believed that her elder sister would throw herself into the arms of the murderer while watching her parents being killed, this is simply what happened before her eyes. This glib fellow is setting things up.

"Hehe... Is this really the case? Ram is only afraid that you will betray Roswaal and deliberately concealed it. She is jointly killing her parents' enemies and using you, the so-called sister who 'makes up for each other'."

Li Wei looked at the girl who was in extreme anger, and still did not stop his mouth, adding fuel to the flames to reveal the "truth" bloody.

In fact, Li Wei didn't know what Ram was thinking, but this did not prevent him from speculating on the other party's thoughts with the greatest malice, as long as he could achieve his goal.

"Leviathan! If you dare to slander Rem's sister again..."

Rem couldn't bear it anymore at this time, the white horn on her forehead stretched out with her emotional fluctuations, but the next moment, Li Wei, who had been prepared for a long time, held it with his hand.

Huh huh huh huh huh——!

An incontinence-like scream overflowed from the girl's mouth, an unimaginable pleasure flooded her whole body in an instant, her petite body convulsed violently, and her brain was completely unable to think normally due to the ravages of this deep-brain stimulation.

"It's cool, isn't it? The feeling of being filled with too much mana. I said... the truth is simpler than you think. It is because of this addictive pleasure that Ram gradually formed a distorted relationship with Roswaal." A deformed dependence."

Looking at Rem, who was almost unconscious due to the attack, Li Wei let go of his hand with a smile. This technique of transitioning mana needs to keep the four elements in a state of balance so as not to cause harm to people. In theory, only Roswaal, who is proficient in the four elements, can do this.

But he has an organ that purifies the magic power of the great source more than this group of people from other worlds - "magic circuit", so that Li Wei can stably output non-attribute and high-quality magic power, and the senses that can be brought The physical stimulation is also far better than ordinary mana.

"how could this be……"

The girl struggled to hold on to the seat so as not to collapse on the ground, but compared to the physical pleasure, what made her more unacceptable was that her sister would succumb to it.

"Not only Emilia, but you also think that Roswaal is a pervert, don't you? Of course, Subaru-kun and I also think so, so... would normal people like this kind of guy? Not to mention that he is still The murderer who is inseparable from the death of your parents, Ram should have no better explanation than falling into desire."

"It's not true..."

In Rem's mind, her former sister was an unattainable child prodigy. Under her desperate pursuit, she has gradually become a symbol of "perfection". Li Wei's remarks are tantamount to discrediting her former beliefs. Beat to pieces.

"Ram had many chances to avenge her parents, but she chose her 'love' in the end, and now... you are being sacrificed, Rem, for the same reason."

Because Roswaal can be resurrected with the body of his direct descendants, he has always been in a state of defense against Ram. On the one hand, he is testing her, and on the other hand, he has a confident attitude.

But even so, Lahm never chose to do anything, and in the future that Li Wei knew, she was even willing to give her life for the other party.In contrast, the position of Rem as his younger sister in his heart can be said to be squeezed extremely weakly.

The fact that supports this conclusion is that after Rem's name was swallowed up by the gluttonous sin priest, Ram as an older sister simply forgot about her.

In the arrogant IF, Crusch was devoured because of the failure of the crusade against the white whale, and even if Felice lost the memory related to it, he would feel sad because of the huge and irreparable vacancy. This is true for Ram. Not reflected.

"No, my sister wouldn't treat me like this..."

The girl's eyes widened in disbelief, and tears began to pour out of her eyes unconsciously. She clearly regarded her sister as the only existence in her heart, but why did she still treat herself like this...

"Rem, you don't think you've covered up well, do you?"

Sensing the depression and even resentment in the girl's heart, Li Wei stroked her head lightly and gently hugged her into his arms, and then... mercilessly pierced.

"Cover up... what?"

The girl who was crying on the shoulder of the magician suddenly raised her head, uncontrollable panic appeared in her trembling pupils.

"Laughing at Ram, when her ghost horn was cut off, didn't you laugh? Because the horn that denied her own existence was cut off, I felt joy from the bottom of my heart."

Li Wei smelled something unique, that's right...it was the "food" he was thinking of.

"No... Rem is just..."

The girl desperately wanted to explain, but she didn't know where to start. With her personality, she couldn't open her eyes and talk nonsense.

"It's just jealousy, you don't have to feel ashamed, as one of the original sins of intelligent beings, it's an unavoidable emotion."

Li Wei gently comforted the girl's back. Every time a human being knows the true self, it will always be accompanied by unacceptable pain, but only after truly embracing the heart, will it feel the detached freedom and happiness, usually... People call it "decadence".

"Rem is already desperately trying to atone for the thoughts that night, to complete the path that my sister could have accomplished, to do my best in every aspect..."

Even if the thoughts in her heart were seen through, the girl still tried to justify herself. If she didn't do so, the unbearable sense of guilt would completely overwhelm her.

""Even if it's just one thing, as long as you can beat your sister", this is your dream, right? "

Li Wei repeats the same trick he used to deal with Lancer, even a warrior like Diarmuid will be shaken, let alone Rem, who has already begun to doubt himself.

"How do you...know?"

The girl's soft body trembled unexpectedly, and the filth hidden in the deepest part of her heart was lifted like a sea wave.

"As long as the thoughts are born out of "jealousy", I can perceive them."

Li Wei leaned close to that delicate and small ear, and said word by word.

"I... I just..."

The girl was trembling and unable to speak, the strong sense of shame made her want to break free from the other party and find a place where others would never find her to hide, but those hands clamped herself tightly, forcing her to face the reality.

don't say it... please don't say it...

"Facing the elder sister whose ability has degraded to be lower than ordinary people after losing the ghost horn, and who is inferior to myself in all aspects, do you feel a sense of superiority that you have never had before?"

Shut up... if this goes on...

"The so-called "big sister's life" is nothing more than a fig leaf produced by the intertwining of jealousy and guilt. "

Memories of being with my sister that I cherish...