As a painter, how should I face the original heroine

No arrival, no room for reversal, no results, a continuous world is about to end.

"I don't want to die yet."

Even if it's just a lump of moving flesh now, even if his soul has already decayed to the extreme.

This is the pain before death?Or because of regret?

After surviving 500 years of suffering, what did he gain?

The family line of magicians was cut off 300 years ago, and the pain began at that time.

The Makiri family had already stopped at that time, desperately covering up and resisting, that was the whole life of Matou Zouken.

"I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die!!!!!!"

That's right, there is no reason to die.I really hate this corrupt body. There is only pain for 500 years, and there is only pain in life.So is it always wrong to seek?There is only pain that cannot be satisfied, how can it disappear without leaving any traces?How could it be possible to die in such pain?Looking back on 500 years, it is equivalent to dust...

"You...why don't you want to die?"

A nostalgic voice sounded in a trance.

The old magician stopped struggling, and it seemed that he had once again seen the woman in his long-standing memory, the golden saint of the Einzbern family, who would never fade no matter how many years passed.

This simple question stopped his painful thoughts.

Why don't you want to die?

Why is there no reason to die?

Obviously, as long as it ends, you can be freed from the pain, but you still keep holding on to all the pain, clinging to life, why?

"Oh oh oh!!!"

I remembered.

Yes, for a noble purpose, there is only one dream thing.

——In order to abolish all the evils of this world.

We risk our lives for an ideal that cannot be realized.

Seek the Holy Grail for this, seek the miracles that are humanly possible.

Before it is achieved, there is no reason to disappear. No matter how many times you are defeated, no matter how many times you realize that you cannot reach it with your physical body, as long as you are still alive, you will never give up.

So, stay alive.

Believe that existence has its meaning, as long as it exists, one day, it may be able to cultivate people who inherit their own will.

So keep on surviving.

Even knowing the pain, there is no reason to die.

Even if I want to change myself, I want to overthrow the immature lament when I was young.

This is one's own way of life, and it is also an answer that one cannot answer.

Yes, even in the future ahead without any rewards.

500 years is nothing.

Because, how can it be possible to achieve it with only this few years.

Our wish, even more distant, dazzling, and noble, must be fulfilled somewhere in the future.

Puff -

Matou Sakura strangled the engraving worm vigorously, and the old magician's thoughts stopped abruptly. The dirty juice splashed all over the little purple-haired Lolita, but she didn't show any disgust.

On the contrary, the corners of Matou Sakura's mouth slowly rose, revealing her first smile since she adopted Matou's family. It was very sweet, but at the same time, it was also very creepy.

"Girl, you did a perfect job, now it's time for me to keep my word."

Li Wei couldn't restrain his joy at all, and ordered the family of the stars to put Matou Shinji back on the ground.

"Sakura... did you really kill grandpa?"

Matou Shinji looked at his sister in disbelief. Not only did she do this, but she also seemed... very happy?

"..."

Matou Sakura was still immersed in the aftermath of her revenge, she ignored the seaweed boy's questioning at all, but subconsciously expelled those imprinted worms that had lost their masters from her body.Dozens of bugs used to modify the magic circuit drilled out from under the girl's skin, twisted and fell to the ground.

"Strange...monster!"

Matou Shinji, who witnessed the whole process, felt his crotch heat up, peed on his pants, and fled back to the room scrambling.

When facing Li Wei, he didn't feel fear, but when he found out that his sister who had been with him day and night for a year actually "hatched" worms from his body, Shinji Matou could no longer suppress the panic in his heart.I just want to hide under the blanket and end the nightmare that happened tonight.

"Sakura, do you know where the worm warehouse of Matou's house is? My little pet is a little hungry, and the dessert just now wasn't enough to fill his stomach."

Li Wei walked around behind Jian Tongying who was in a daze, and asked softly in her ear.

"I'll take you."

The purple-haired little loli also gradually came back to her senses. She felt a lot more relaxed after she was relieved of her shackles. She did not refuse Li Wei's request and took him straight to the basement.

"There are quite a few, so you should be able to have a full meal. Are you going to stay here and watch, Sakura? Well, although the picture may be a bit disgusting, it may be a pleasing performance for you."

Li Wei smiled and pressed Jian Tongying's shoulder, letting her watch the bugs that had tortured her screaming and being swallowed by invisible things.

The engraved worms screamed loudly and frantically wanted to crawl out of this devil's lair, but the family of the stars would not give up the opportunity to feast on it, licking every corner and crevice of the worm warehouse clean, not leaving a single one.

"Well... the magic furnace is full, let me see, what should I reward you, a good girl? System, how about my task settlement?"

[Drip, the host has completed the hidden task: Exterminator, and now rewards...]

【Fate Points +1000】

[System Note: You have killed more than [-] bugs by physical means, and there are dozens of cans of protein powder ground from those corpses after drying. It's a pity that you feed them all to your pets. 】

[Drip, the host has completed the hidden mission: 500 years of obsession, and now rewards...]

【Fate Points +1200】

[System Note: The end of the wrong way.

Chapter 8 Breaking the ties of the past