As a painter, how should I face the original heroine

"Oh, it's really stupid, you think you understand Kiritsugu? Don't make me laugh, it's obviously just a guy who can't even reach his heels."

Irisviel sneered, and spared no effort to belittle the enemy, even if her body was too weak to support her in fighting, she still wanted to attack the opponent with words.

"What do you mean?"

Apparently his psychological defense was touched, the black-clothed priest stretched out his hand to grab the white-haired wife's slender neck before she could say more mocking words.

"Your essence has long been seen through by Kiritsugu, but the ideals in his heart are far beyond what you can guess."

Irisviel didn't have the consciousness of being a prisoner, and declared completely with a victorious posture.

"The same futility, the same confusion, what's the difference between that man who just repeats meaningless killings!?"

Kotomine Kirei, who had finally found the same kind, suddenly became emotional, he urgently needed to find the answer to his confusion from Emiya Kiritsugu, and he would never allow any mistakes in the middle.

"Hmph, since you've already asked that, then I'll tell you. Emiya Kiritsugu's long-cherished wish is to save mankind, put an end to all wars and bloodshed, and realize eternal world peace."

Although there is no specific plan on how to achieve this wish, if the Holy Grail is really a universal wishing machine, it must have a way to directly realize it, so Irisviel proudly stated this seemingly unrealistic ideal.

"What kind of stupid thing is this? Is that how he treats you? Poor woman."

Kotomine Kirei laughed dumbfounded, what is this all about?Emiya Kiritsugu was also too wicked, pretending to be a righteous partner in front of his wife, but actually acting like a butcher behind his back.

"During these nine years, I watched his heart and shared his troubles. The bond between me and Kiritsugu is far beyond what an outsider like you can understand."

In fact, it was not the first time for Irisviel to hear this kind of statement, but she still firmly believed in her husband's ideals. After all, with his character, he didn't bother to act in front of her at all.

"Then why did Emiya Kiritsugu sacrifice his beloved wife to seize the Holy Grail to achieve some so-called world peace? This kind of behavior is completely meaningless."

Kotomine Kirei once had a wife, and poured out her doubts and anguish to her. In the end, Claudia chose to commit suicide to prove to her husband that he could also feel the emotions of normal people.

"It's really ridiculous. People like you who think you have nothing in your heart, why should you laugh at other people's ideals?"

"As long as a normal person thinks so, right? Struggle is the essence of human beings, and eradicating it means turning all human beings into lambs to be slaughtered, cutting off all future possibilities."

Kotomine Kirei, who came from a burial institution and was in charge of cleaning up heresies, knows very well that this world is far more than intelligent creatures like humans. Countless threats lurk in the darkness, only waiting for the moment when their prey show their flaws.To achieve world peace?It's just self-mutilation, self-destruction

Author's Note: Chapter 79 has been reported and has been re-submitted for review. Previous readers, grandparents, please do not refresh

Chapter 88 Supreme Joy

"That's why he wants to rely on the power of miracles. On the way to pursue his ideals, he has been forced to abandon the one he loves more than once, in order to save more innocent people caught in the chaos of war, and to make the previous sacrifices not be wasted."

Irisviel tried her best to defend her husband's behavior, but fortunately Li Wei was catching up on sleep at this time, otherwise she would definitely be speechless.

"More than once? I understand... So this is Emiya Kiritsugu."

The priest in black had lost interest in talking to the woman in front of him, so he strangled her unconscious.

He made a mistake from the very beginning, Emiya Kiritsugu was not the same person as himself, it could even be said to be the complete opposite.

Kotomine Kirei is constantly looking for the meaning of existence in nothingness, while Emiya Kiritsugu attributes things that are meaningful to him to nothingness. It's really ridiculous. The life I envy and yearn for is actually belittled and fooled in this way! ?

Anger and hatred were brewing in Kotomine Kirei's heart, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration, by the way, if he could completely shatter the ideals of this man who bet everything on miracles, how many satisfying lamentations and emotions would he gain? Happy?

Thinking of the distorted grin gradually appearing on the face of the black-clothed priest, he couldn't wait to see Emiya Kiritsugu's weeping and desperate face.

bang bang --

The Magician Killer closed the car door with a gloomy face, stepped straight across the threshold that was destroyed by Lancer, and came to the Japanese room where Maiya Hisau was resting.

He searched the entire Fuyuki City for two full days, but without the help of his assistants, he couldn't find any trace of Sola Nazelai, which was a complete waste of time.

After receiving Li Wei's notice, Emiya Kiritsugu could only come back to the ancient house to meet up in the evening, but before again, he still needs to order Hisu Maiya to do something, otherwise tonight, he will meet with Shangyan. Mine Kirei wasn't completely sure either.

"Kiritsugu?"

Seeing this man again for whom he had given everything, Hisu Maiya struggled to get up from the futon.

"Maiya, how is your injury now?"

Naturally, the magician killer wasn't concerned about the opponent's body, he just wanted to know if the assistant could still go to the front line.

"Both legs were broken by Lord Leviathan...the kind that were completely smashed from the middle of the tibia."

The black-haired woman showed a helpless wry smile. She finally understood Li Wei's thoughts at this time. Is this "clairvoyance"?Foresaw her own future death, and then messed up her fate like a god.

"……,have a good rest."

Seeing Hisau Maiya who couldn't even walk, Emiya Kiritsugu heaved a rare sigh of relief.

He is such an extremely contradictory person, as long as it helps to achieve that ideal, anyone can be placed on the precise balance as a sacrifice without any hesitation.

But what repeatedly tormented this man was the emotion no different from ordinary people, the same gentle and delicate heart.

The happy smiles of others filled him with joy, and the wails of others touched his heartstrings.

The desperate resentment of others made him burn with anger, and the lonely tears of others always made him unable to resist reaching out to wipe them away.

While pursuing ideals that transcend human norms, he is too much like an ordinary person.

So when he was about to order the assistant the almost death-defying task but found that she was unable to carry it out, Emiya Kiritsugu instead found a reason to convince himself.

Even if he needs to treat everyone "fairly and equitably", pointless sacrifices are unnecessary.

When I found Li Wei, he was scratching his head and making up the plot of the fanbook. Is it more ghostly or evil?It's a tough question.

Sitting opposite him was the King of Knights who came to discuss strategies, but her attention was clearly attracted by the blushing dialogue novel.

"Leviathan, are you sure that the place where the Holy Grail descends is in the Civic Hall?"

Without any pleasantries or gossip, Emiya Kiritsugu asked straightforwardly.

"Of course, my familiar has been lurking next to Irisviel, and she's already lying down on the spirit vein node."

Li Wei still immersed himself in scribbling and drawing on the manuscript paper, and absent-mindedly answered the questions of his allies.

"Aili... is she okay now?"

Emiya Kiritsugu opened his lips awkwardly, he knew that he was not qualified to ask such a question, but guilt and self-blame were constantly tormenting his heart.

"Excellent."

Looking up at the slovenly middle-aged man, Li Wei replied angrily.

"Leviathan, what is your purpose? If you just want to protect yourself in the Holy Grail War, then after the Supervisor and Tohsaka Tokiomi are killed, you will have no enemies."

Regarding Li Wei's ridicule, Emiya Kiritsugu turned a deaf ear to it, and instead began to suspect the other party's motives.Since he didn't recognize his own ideals, why did he frequently help him?