Of course Xia Tian has the answer in his mind, but it is not a good question right now.
Chapter 350 Seven I Want To Sing For You
The night wind blew through the blue hair, and the slightly curly hair slid to the back of Xia Tian's hands, as refreshing as ice silk.
Gan Yu fiddled with the grass bent by the wind, as if combing her hair, melancholy like a girl.
"I originally thought that after leaving the world where I lived for thousands of years, and returning to the Absolute Cloud, where I haven't returned for a long time, I would be as relaxed as other immortals..."
The slightly furrowed brows expressed the hesitation in his heart: "However, these few days I have stood on the top of the mountain in Absolute Clouds, breathed the air in Absolute Clouds, and talked with all the immortals, but I still couldn't get rid of the noise in my heart... ...The more I think about it, the more I feel that even my status as a fairy has been rejected, and there is no place for me in Jue Yun."
A sigh.
In the eyes are the reflections of the moon and summer.
She raised her head, as if she wanted to grab the driftwood in the torrent: "Mr. Xia, where should I go? Where does it belong to me?"
Gan Yu's confusion did not happen overnight, nor did it arise suddenly.
It probably started when she went to Liyue Port and was alone in the rain for the first time in the sea of people.
It is obviously impossible to dispel the sorrow accumulated for thousands of years by a certain person or a certain sentence.
But Xia Tian wants to try: "When Seven Stars and Immortal reached an agreement, you thought that Liyuegang would divide the boundary between "Immortal and Human" and make you, a half-immortal, lose your position to help human beings, so you quit your job and left For Liyue Port, which has been guarded for thousands of years..."
Gan Yu nodded: "If you are not needed, there is no value in staying. Why don't you be more decent and leave voluntarily..."
That matter is actually quite simple, nothing more than a misunderstanding.
Xia Tian stated the facts in a hypothetical way: "That is to say, if they didn't squeeze you out, if they needed you, you would definitely be willing to go back?"
"Huh?" Gan Yu lowered her eyes, "Do you think I'm wrong?"
Could it be that I misunderstood myself?
No, it's impossible, Baishi and the others have already taken over the work, and Master Ningguang also asked me to stay in Jueyunjian for a while...
The so-called relaxation and rest...
"Right or wrong, you can go back to Liyue Port to see." Xia Tian shook his head: "But this is not what I want to talk about."
Looking at the face that is more beautiful than the cold moonlight, his eyes are full of distress: "Whether it is Jueyunjian or Liyuegang, your decision to stay or not depends entirely on whether they need you... This is what you want to do." Weird place."
"Strange?" Gan Yu didn't understand the meaning of the words.
"Let's put aside those who are not needed, are you excluded... Even if you no longer serve as the secretary of Seven Stars, you can still live in Liyue Port, just like Grandma Ping, just like us, just like ordinary people... "
Xia Tian said a little excitedly: "Similarly, if you are tired in Liyue Port and want to relax for a few days, you can also go back to End Cloud..."
"No one can stop you from going, the world is free, and you are also free, you can go wherever you want..."
Then, there was another short period of silence.
I don't know how many of these words can be heard.
"I have no place I want to go." This is Gan Yu's answer after thinking about it.
Xia Tian was stunned, for some reason, sadness swept across his chest.
Gan Yu looked at the same starry sky as he had been going for thousands of years, and flipped through his memories: "I participated in the Demon God War when I was very young. Although there are very few things I can do, the emperor said that my unicorn blood can help recover from injuries..."
"Later, the Demon God War was over, and the emperor said he wanted to build Liyue Port, so I became the secretary to assist Seven Stars..."
Noticing the almost pity in Xia Tian's eyes, she smiled: "Mr. Xia, don't look at me like that, I don't feel any bad about these things... Being able to help others is a big deal for me. a satisfying thing."
There are also some people in the world who don't care about their own gains and losses, and think about others wholeheartedly.
Satisfy your heart by helping others and gaining approval from others.
Xia Tian is also very enthusiastic, and he is also a bad person, but his gentleness is due to the factors of "greed for beauty" or "lust for power".
Even if you don't ask for anything in return, you will be willing to do all kinds of things on the premise of having a good impression of them.
Like Gan Yu, who ignores men, women, women and children, and treats everyone equally, he cannot be compared.
Xia Tian admires from the heart.
But...but...
"Don't think about other people, such as Liyue Port, Jueyunjian, Seven Stars, common people, immortality or not... You, it's just you, it's just Gan Yu, in my eyes, it's just very...very good girls."
Xia Tian couldn't agree with Gan Yu's self-sacrifice and her philosophy of "living for others".
"The Demon God War is over, Liyue Port is now prosperous, all of these are your footprints, all of which are your credit... The emperor has abolished all the contracts, you are free, you can do whatever you want... ..."
"You don't need to be satisfied so simply, you can desire more, you can get more, and you can do as much as possible to make yourself happy."
Xia Tian said a lot, and even the language became confused, and even he didn't understand what he said.
"Happiness... True Monarch Liuyun also said the same thing." Gan Yu still smiled, but she couldn't hide her doubts: "But..."
Xia Tian took a deep breath to calm his emotions: "In other words, are you happy these days in Absolute Cloud?"
Gan Yu didn't say a word, maybe she wasn't irritable, but she shouldn't be happy.
Xia Tian asked again: "Then, when you were in Liyue Port, you were very busy every day, and you didn't even have time to rest. Are you happy?"
Gan Yu tried to recall, but failed: "I don't know, there were endless things to do every day, so I didn't think about them."
"So today, are you happy?"
"Yeah." Gan Yu couldn't deny it.
Whether it's summer looking for me, or the delicious dinner, or playing with Ying and Mona, they can all be called happy things.
"That can always be..."
Before Xia Tian finished speaking, Gan Yu interrupted him for the first time: "However, it can't be like this every day. Mr. Xia has something for Mr. Xia to do, and I... also want to find something I can do."
She seemed to have her own answer.
Gan Yu put her palms on her chest, and said self-deprecatingly, "A person like me, isn't he too...in human terms, isn't he too "hypocritical"?It seems that I can't be satisfied... Hehe. "
Laughing reluctantly.
this moment.
Xia Tian knew that he was wrong.
Gan Yu regards the approval of others as the value of her own existence.
is this okay?Xia Tian felt that this was not good.
As a human being, of course we should think about ourselves and do things that are good for ourselves.
But no one can make decisions for others, and no one can understand each other 100%.
Who can deny that helping others is not what Gan Yu wants to do?Isn't that kind of satisfaction also a kind of happiness when you do what you want to do?
"Feel sorry."
Xia Tian's apology made Gan Yu confused: "Mr. Xia...what's wrong?"
"Because I made a mistake." Xia Tian did not specify, but changed a relaxed tone: "In order to express my apology, let me sing a song for you!"
The sudden surprise seemed to be the biggest expectation in thousands of years.
Gan Yu opened her big eyes, and she couldn't believe it like a dream: "Mr. Xia... want to sing for me?"
"Yeah." Xia Tian scratched his cheek in embarrassment: "But my singing skills are terrible, you are not allowed to laugh at me."
"No way." Like a good baby in kindergarten, Gan Yu sat upright, waiting for the small cake after lunch.
"..." Xia Tian licked his lips for a long time, his face was flushed, and he retreated countless times in his heart.
If it’s a KTV or something, it might be easy to sing because of the atmosphere, but when it’s so quiet, and the girl I like is on the other side... I should have said that I should treat guests to dinner if I knew it, why should I sing and pretend to be a wolf with a big tail Well!
Gan Yu propped her chin with both hands, the light in her eyes was full of anticipation, filling the quiet night with courage.
In the end, the not-so-pleasant singing still sounded in the mountains.
That was the song that Xia Tian wanted to sing to her.
"..."
"After you left, the remains of love are like an empty city"
"Lost, your cup gloves and laughter"
"In the end, you only took away your fragility and innocence, and the person I couldn't let go of"
"I don't want you to be alone, alone in the crowd"
"I don't want you to go through the storm alone"
"I don't want you to suffer the cruelty of this world alone"
"I don't want tears to accompany you forever"
"What do you mean, I know you're not here, but I still ask."
"Just because I'm used to your satisfied eyes"
"It's just that the last possibility I wish for is to have a happy life for you"
"Just ask fate to take you on a new journey"
"Run to the horizon of happiness"
"Don't look back, run forward"
"..."
Chapter 350: A Kiss Is a Contract
"I Don't Want to Leave You Alone" is a song by "Mayday".
The lyrics are not long, maybe not all the meanings can be matched, but Xia Tian's thoughts have been expressed.
"Gan Yu, you in the future will definitely meet many, many friends."
"And we fill your loneliness before you know them."
"If you want to go back to Liyue Port, if you want to return to the mortal world, I will be by your side."
"If you want to stay among the clouds, in this place of green mountains and green waters, I will help you find the feeling of being a fairy."
"Anyway, I just want you to know that you are never alone."
Xia Tian said his monologue, which was more melodious than the singing just now.
It was clearly night, but it was like seeing the sun, melting the winter snow covering the heart.
Under the winter snow, there are love flowers that have already taken root and sprouted.
Bathed in the sun at this moment, blooming completely uncontrollably.
flutter--
Two "thumping" hearts fell on the grass.
The body is faster than the mind.
When Gan Yu reacted, she was already lying in Xia Tian's arms.
The broad and strong chest was defenseless, and welcomed her impact.
This is the first time I was so impulsive that I forgot to control my strength.
More like a throw than a hug.
She was polite and did not choose to apologize.
Her hands wrapped around Xia Tian's waist, and her forearm was bearing the weight of the two of them, so it was numb from the pressure.
Even if you are about to lose consciousness, you don't want to let go.
Heart, thumping, breathing seemed to stop at this moment.
the strange thing is.
This time, I didn't get the peace of mind in the past, but I was more flustered and scared than ever before.
If you let go, will Mr. Xia run away?
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