Civilization Guardian Front

why. ..

Why could he make such a cruel decision?

Unauthorizedly destroying her own defenses, she firmly occupied a corner that was difficult to ignore, and then abandoned her as soon as she turned around, becoming an enemy that ran counter to her ideals.

If this is not a betrayal, what is the pain that tore her heart apart?

Ais tried to explain her inner world to Tifa through words.

she failed...

In fact, she couldn't organize a single byte.

A girl without communication talent cannot organize the raging waves in her mind into clear words.

Therefore, Ai Si had no choice but to reply with a cold sentence:

"Tifa won't understand."

Hearing this, Tifa nodded and agreed with Aisi's words:

"Yeah, I really don't understand..." She said, walking forward.

The inexplicable sense of oppression released from her body made the blond girl retreat involuntarily.

(do not come...)

The sword girl whose bravery has been resounding throughout Olalie, in front of Tifa at this moment, feels like a younger sister who has been reprimanded, feeling terrified.

Clang!

Ai Si set up her rapier, pointed the blade at the black-haired girl's chest, and signaled her not to approach her any further.

The hand wrapped in the glove grabbed the blade, Tifa ignored Sword Girl's warning, and pulled the blade away inch by inch.

"Qios has never denied your beliefs, Ais, and never defended the "monster" as a whole. It is purely to repay the kindness of the savior. Why are you unwilling to understand? "

"Monsters only breed grief and tears..."

"not like this..."

Interrupting Aisi's unfinished words, Tifa looked directly at the other party's golden eyes, and said softly:

"The truth is, without Mary's help, you and I probably would never have seen Chios..."

"!"

Ai Si once categorically denied it, and always refused to face the reality that was enough to shake her will to hold the sword.

Even though her familiar family members unanimously choose to believe, she is still unwilling to accept it.

"Monsters protect humans"...

Like a lightning axe, it hit the girl's heart again.

She was as beautiful as a goddess, and she became pale.

"impossible..."

Looking at Aisi who was trying to refute her squirming dry lips, a complex look flashed in Tifa's eyes.

Now that there is truth, why do lies exist?

Because the former is often too cruel, but the latter can coat it with a layer of sugar, so that people can swallow it happily.

You can't be a hopeless scum, and you can't be a good person forever, so the only way forward is to keep going on the road of lies.

Chios is such a person.

If he hadn't been driven to a desperate situation, Chios would have done everything he could to hide the heretics...

It's a pity that the sky failed and people complained. They didn't give the youth a chance to weave a web, and directly spread the reality in front of Ai Si.

Pull away from the lies that serve as lubricants, and the contradictions immediately become acute.

Tifa knew that as long as she continued to let the other party indulge in false self-pity, the rift between Aiz and Chios would continue to deepen.

From my standpoint, this doesn't seem like such a bad thing.

Ugh...

She shook her head lightly, dispelling the slightly dark thoughts in her mind.

"For Ais, as long as it matches your "absolutely evil" impression of monsters, doesn't it matter even if Chios died because of it? "

"His life, his achievements in saving hundreds of innocent adventurers, and his shared memories with us are not more important than your willfulness?"

Kuang Dang...

The sword of despair fell to the ground.

sick

Recently, I stayed up late too many times, and my immunity weakened. As a result, I fell ill and fell into bed yesterday.My mother thought I died suddenly at home, so she drove over to visit me.From the looks of it, including today's two days, I have to take medicine to take care of my body, lest I really can't resist it.It's best to adjust the work and rest time to be healthy, so you can't be empty at a young age...

Chapter 550 Two? When did this relationship become

"I..."

Ai Si put her hand on her forehead, and her exquisite facial features were slightly distorted, as if she was suddenly cornered in a battle that should have been evenly matched, and seemed at a loss.

She knew that Tifa was right.

Chios neither imposed any views on her nor denied her ideas...

Including confronting Loki's family, holding a sword and fighting against Aisi, there is a simple reason behind the actions that seem to be thoughtless at first glance...

Repay the mermaid girl for saving her life.

At that time, if Chios made the decision to stand by and watch Mary being killed by others, it would be tantamount to giving up the most important thing as a human being.

It can be said that he did not shrink back because of the difficult situation, willingly took the risk of not being understood by urban adventurers, and insisted on the bottom line of morality. On the contrary, it proved Chios's outstanding character.

Yes, it's not complicated at all.

It was such a simple thing, but it was distorted by her and regarded as heresy.

Believing that monsters are absolutely evil, the girl can even ignore the facts in front of her eyes in order not to waver in her belief in killing them.

Anyway, as long as I know Chios is fine...

Even refusing to accept the fact that the youth was saved, of course it is even more impossible to consider it from the standpoint of the other party.

It's a pity that a position based on falsehood is nothing but a rootless duckweed after all.

In the face of the truth, fakes are so vulnerable.There is no need for passionate words, just facts are enough to easily penetrate Aisi's defense line that she thinks is solid.

Unable to continue to deceive herself, Ai Si had to face up to her true thoughts deep in her heart.

"Ugh..."

The blond girl's vision was blurred for a moment, dizziness and nausea suddenly emerged.

In fact, she already knew...

How selfish and ugly your own thoughts are.

It's just as bad as hell.

The source of the ache in her heart, the basis of the betrayal she felt, had something nauseous mixed in with the hatred for the unforgiving monster.

That is, the dark possessive desire that sprouted in the bottom of my heart at some time...

He wished without hesitation that no matter what happened, Chios would stand by his side without hesitation.

Be tolerant and accept yourself, just like when you are guiding her to swim, hold her hand tightly and never let go.

However, she is just wishful thinking, imposing this expectation on the young people.Indulging in the gentle village of self-construction, I have been reluctant to wake up for a long time.

So when she saw the young man standing in front of the monster, even though she looked at him and begged him with a face that was about to cry, but the other party still refused to budge, Ai Si felt unprecedented anger.

"Sorry, I can not do it."

The gentle but decisive words shattered the girl's dreams.

At that moment, Ai Si suddenly woke up from the vain fantasy.

She realized with horror...

Turns out, Chios was never "her" Chios.

It turned out that Chios might let go of her hand, leaving her crying alone in the dark...

No!

She didn't want to hear it, she didn't want to face the cruel truth.

Therefore, before the other party spoke, Ai Si arrogantly blamed all the faults on the monster and the young man.

It was Chios who lied to her!

It caused her to mistakenly think that they were close enough to each other, and had the illusion of being connected with each other!

It's all... all your fault!

Just venting his anger so willfully, escaping until now...

"me......"

Finally seeing the image of the heart lake clearly, Ai Si staggered back a few steps, her beautiful golden eyes became dull.

Her own ugly psychology made her feel sick.

The cold reality seeped into her skin, freezing her almost unconscious.

She wriggled her dry lips, trying to say something...

boom!

The fierce and restless revenge black flame climbed along the blood vessels, crazily biting the girl's body and mind.

In a daze, she seemed to see her familiar homeland, warm daily life, and loved ones again...

In the next second, the beautiful scenery in her memory was torn to pieces by the claws of the monster, the canvas stained with blood red was burning, and the endless red devoured everything she once had.

In the end, all that was left for her was the gray and white of nothingness, and the blackness that symbolizes hatred...

Severe questioning came from the deepest part of consciousness:

Think carefully, do you really want to believe that there are benevolent individuals among monsters?

Do you need to distinguish whether the enemy is good or evil before you swing your sword in the future?

Once the will to wield the sword falters, do you think that within a limited lifespan, you may gain the strength enough to fulfill your sad wish?

You should know better than anyone else what kind of terrifying monster you are facing, right?

For that man, don't you even care about the enmity of your parents?

A sentence of words that tortured her soul was like a steel whip with barbs, lashing her mercilessly.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!"

The blond girl screamed.

The phantoms in my mind dissipated.

The girl's legs went limp, and she sat on the ground paralyzed.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, Tifa quickly stepped forward and leaned over to be concerned:

"Ace, what's wrong? Why did you..."

"I'm sorry..." Ace apologized sadly, interrupting Tifa's words.

"I can not do it."

Realizing that she instinctively used the same words as when Chios rejected her, her eyes briefly flashed a wave of shaken, and then quickly disappeared.

The girl hugged her knees and shrank her slender body, burying her face in the shadow that no one else could see.

The crystal ice beads slid across her cheeks, and shattered to the ground silently.

Although the movement was minimal, it still caught Tifa's attention.