I am not the one who joins the chat group

And the owner of this body is a girl named "Raiden Mei".

I watched helplessly as the young man named "Li Qingge" in "Lei Dian Mei"'s memory held my hand, hiding and fighting in a city full of dead men.

Heh, it's ridiculous, he doesn't know yet, those dead soldiers were infected by my Houkai energy.

I really want to know how wonderful your expression is when you find out that the girl next to you is the murderer of everything.

Before I knew it, I was so looking forward to seeing that boy's clumsy fighting style.

Soon, they met a new survivor, a girl named "Qiana" who was very lively.

That was some time ago, a transfer student from Qianyu Academy, and a good friend of "Mei Raiden".

There is also a little girl named "Bronya" with a cold face every day.

The world of two people soon became the world of four people.

What, it turns out that Qiyana and Li Qingge have known each other for a long time.

So isn't Raiden Mei a latecomer?

It really pissed me off.

However, is the emotion that flows continuously from "Raiden Mei" really touching and joyful?

I do not know……

I was born in Raiden Mei's body, I can see her memory, see her pain and happiness, everything is so real.

But those don't belong to me, those belong to Raiden Mei... nothing belongs to me.

Although there are two more people, the situation of this small team has not improved, because, in this city, Honkai Beasts gradually appeared.

Tiredness appeared on almost everyone's face, and it was not until the night that the heartstrings could be relaxed for a moment.

When they fell asleep, I quietly woke up.

Unlike Raiden Mei, I have great power.

The lightning that danced between his fingers was enough to turn anything into atoms.

For a moment the thunder light stagnated on their sleeping faces, perhaps they would never believe that they were once only one step away from hell.

Maybe my heart was softened, the thunder and lightning illuminated the night, and slashed at the Houkai Beast entrenched around.

It's unbelievable, I'm clearly the Herrscher, and I wanted to destroy humans with my own hands, but I actually helped them instead.

I don't know what I'm doing, maybe, it's just because my mission is too empty.

In the dark night, I often look at the memory of Raiden Mei, not the past, but the one after I was born.

Because, I have not experienced her past, but from the perspective of a bystander, I walked with them.

But the more this happened, the more uncomfortable I felt.

Because Leiden Mei can laugh with them, but I can only hide in the shadows and rely on memory for comfort.

But even so, I never appeared in front of them.

Because what they need is Raiden Mei, not the Third Herrscher... I know very well.

Things were quickly revealed, of course, because I never tried to hide myself, at least in the night, not to make the noise so loud.

Maybe I'm a little jealous of Raiden Mei, inadvertently, I released my power, and the pulsating thunder and lightning flickered.

"Mei, what's wrong?"

"Nothing at all!"

It's really funny, this flustered look trying to cover up.

But then, the sadness and pain that flowed from Raiden Mei made me bite my lip tightly.

Damn it, Raiden Mei's feelings, why should I bear it too! !

Worry, helplessness, depression... These bad feelings made me more and more manic, and the more manic I became, the more I couldn't control myself.

I can't hide anymore, Raiden Mei! !

... In the night of that day, I did not wake up, I hid in Leiden Mei's body, and watched her walk up to the high rooftop.

His body was trembling, probably because he was afraid, hey, what a coward.

I didn't stop her, maybe I also thought that it would be good if it ended like this.

Raiden Mei closed her eyes, and I too... feel the whistling wind.

No—his body hit the edge of the tall building heavily, and it hurt a lot, but what was even more unexpected was the hand that tightly grasped the body.

Raiden Mei opened her eyes, and so did I.

"why?"

She cried and asked, I also want to question him like this, question--Li Qingge.

Leiden Mei knows, and I also know, how weak the power contained in his not strong arms is.

His pretty face was flushed, what was in the purple eyes, anger?

why?

"let it go……"

Let it go.

"I don't want... I won't let go of the hand I hold!"

Obviously I can't even speak clearly, even I am falling down a little bit, obviously...

The tactile sensation that slid across the face, is it tears?

It's so clear, is Raiden Mei crying? No, I'm crying.

"If something happens to you, I'll think it's me!"

certainly not!

"Thunderbolt Mei!"

are you calling me?

"I helped you, but you didn't pay me!"

"So, your life is mine!"

It's really... a very domineering statement, but it's surprisingly not annoying.

What is the surging emotion in my heart?

"Before I give up on you, you must never give up on yourself!!"

He didn't know where the strength came from, and he pulled Leiden Mei up.

She hugged him and cried loudly.

Raiden Mei, what a coward, a crybaby.

I hid again, and stopped giving Raiden Mei a "little surprise" every now and then.

In her body, it might be nice to watch them squabble.

I thought it would go on like this until the day——

Perhaps it was because they were approaching the edge of the city, and their vigilance was relaxed... Qiyana and Bronya were attacked by the tall knight, defeated one after another, and lay down on the ruins.

The smell of fresh blood was so clear, the wound was so glaring when he stood in front of Mei Lei.

"Run away..."

Run away, what a joke!It is Raiden Mei who should run away, not me!

I am the Third Herrscher, the queen who controls thunder and lightning! !

"don't want!!"

Raiden Mei, give me your body, and I will remove all obstacles that hurt them! !

Thunder rumbled across the sky, drowning everything.

That tall knight was also easily electrolyzed into atoms.

When I came back to my senses, I was standing on top of the ruins, and there was nothing around me.

Strange, obviously completed the mission, but so empty, so... lonely.

"give me back……"

what?

"Give me back Mei!!"

He got up and swung his sword at me, obviously his body was so broken and covered with blood.

The way he looked at me was so hateful and dazzling.

But, why do you look at me like this, the eyes clearly staring at Leiden Mei, are so warm, so intoxicating.

By the way, I am not Raiden Mei, I am the Third Herrscher, the enemy of mankind!

Then, just fight, kill me, and I will do my best to kill you.

"bring it on."

What kind of mood did I have to say this?

……Can not remember.

I just remember that at the end, I was lying on the cold ground, with the broken long knife stuck in the ground next to my cheek.

I couldn't see his face clearly, the blood was dripping from his face on my lips, it was salty.

Did I lose?

True, but how did I lose?

"Aren't you going to kill me?"

His consciousness is almost gone, I know I can't get the answer, but I still ask.

He answered, obviously out of strength.

"Because, I was wrong..."

wrong?

"I saw... your expression is about to cry... you are sad."

What a joke, I am Herrscher, Queen of Thunder and Lightning, how could I cry!

But what is this choking feeling?

"You are also Raiden Mei."

I... am also Raiden Mei?

Is that what you think?

It's a shame you guessed wrong.

Li Qingge fell down and fell into his arms.

This feeling of touching each other is far clearer than what I feel hidden in Leiden Mei's heart.

I feel like I don't want to let go.

But, I know, you won't allow it, you will be worried, worried about that Leiden Mei.

"If you lose, as a punishment, just be my servant for the rest of your life."

Unilaterally, I announced his future fate.

The body was returned to Raiden Mei, and I reached an agreement with her.

I probably understand why Raiden Mei is happy, and I am happy, and Raiden Mei is sad, and I am also sad... because I see myself as Raiden Mei.

However, I am her, she is not me, I have another emotion that belongs to me alone.

I want to protect, protect that fragile him.