People in Mond, arrogant sun, not hated

Elmes:  …

This may be the first time he has the urge to turn around and run away.

Now he is no longer qualified to say anything.

"Mr. Elmes, I'm sorry I said that to you emotionally a few days ago. I'm really sorry."

She would come here to apologize for such a thing, this lady is really too gentle.

He thought to himself, and bowed likewise.

With consciousness, he told the truth of the matter.

"She died because of me..."

"No, it's not like that."

But was interrupted.

"what?"

He stared blankly at the person in front of him who should hate him.

A sad smile appeared on the old face.

"If you hadn't appeared, the child would probably have chosen to disappear in a daze. He chose to give up because he was so painful and unwilling to hate this world with despair."

But she didn't notice that Elmes, who was listening, lowered his head, and clenched his loose fists again.

"It was you who made her, who had been unable to walk normally all her life, experience the feeling of running, and made her gloomy script emit a moment of light at the end. If she was asked to choose again, even if she knew the result, the child would definitely still choose this. find a way."

The old man has already looked away.

but--

not like this.

The boy said in his heart.

No, the conclusion you draw is false, she did die because of me.

To speak out completely, he opened his mouth.

This is his responsibility. Since he made a mistake, he should apologize. This is a truth that even the young master knows.

"She has already seen it, why do you want to light the flame of hatred for the firewood that has already been burned, and then make her suffer for it for the rest of her life?"

No, even if it is to be worthy of the knight's responsibilities and promises, he still has to speak out.

"Do you think it's wrong to help others? Do you want to bear her life? Even if she fell in love with you without authorization and died without authorization?"

Nothing to do with that, it's just something that should be said...

"This is a lie"

The inner voice broke the truth.

【You just want people to hate you】

If you are hated by others, it can also become a life-saving straw for hope.

Elmes opened his mouth, then closed it.

There was the most silent sigh.

He raised his head and said coldly.

"Enough, old woman! I don't want to hear any more."

"Huh? Mr. Elmes..."

The purple pupils look down contemptuously, and the emotionless voice interprets the impeccable irritability.

"As you said, I just kindly helped her heal her leg. It's her own bad luck that she died, and it has nothing to do with me. I don't want to bear these inexplicable responsibilities and feelings anymore. Don't do it again in the future." talk to me."

After speaking, he turned around and left, leaving only an arrogant figure behind.

She didn't look back at the mother's lonely eyes, but Rosa's younger sister looked at her mother's sad look, waved her fist angrily and said.

"What, we didn't say anything bad, why are you so arrogant and indifferent, hey, bad man!"

"Okay, Rosa, don't talk about it. If that's the case...forget it, let's go home."

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"Have you heard? The captain of the guerrilla team seems to have been dismissed and left Mond. I heard that he has been secretly using power for personal gain and secretly making deals with people from other countries."

"Oh! I just said, no wonder I haven't seen that person have a good relationship with anyone. It's rare that I feel that he gets along better recently."

"Wait! Did the Knights officially announce this news? It can't be a rumor, right?"

"My cousin is still a knight! I heard that everyone else is gone. It's just that the previous position was too high to be publicized."

"Oh I got it......"

In just a few nights, the negative news about the Sun Knight spread through the streets and alleys in the form of rumors, which directly broke the original positive image of the powerful faction and lowered the reputation to a fairly safe height.

But I am afraid that no one will know that it is the parties themselves who made these rumors.

And Qin, who took over the position of acting team leader, scratched her head in confusion with the long-term leave of absence in her hand.

Where did this rumor come from?Why did the party run away again?If Ms. Alice hadn't greeted the head of the group, she might really have believed it.

Elmes, where did you go?

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"What are you kidding! What are you kidding!! This is a miracle, a miracle with a price is not worthy of the name, what kind of rubbish curse, obviously did nothing, just exist well, why should I suffer this kind of thing!"

Then in the process of transforming from eating sugar crazy to eating knives like crazy.

Fifteen, angry.

The facial features of the entire small face were all wrinkled together, and the voice was so loud that it almost screamed out.

Yura, who also watched her unfortunate past, lowered her head in confusion.

In addition to heavy feelings, watching "myself" encounter misfortune with my own thoughts and eyes is quite subtle in a sense.

Although she was a little irritable, she didn't feel like Shiwu was so angry that her brother died.

Finally calmed down a bit, Shiwu still frowned and turned to look at her, and spoke in silence for a few seconds.

"You, you don't seem very surprised... remember?"

Yura nodded affirmatively, without any wavering or headache, she spoke with a sigh.

"Well, I remember everything, except for some details, I have almost recovered everything."

Although there have been very sad scenes all the time, as long as I talk to Elmes well, everything should be fine, after all, she has recovered her memory.

But at this time, the voice of suspicion suddenly sounded.

"why?"

Fifteen tilted his head and said.

"what why?"

Yura expressed doubts.

"According to what we have seen, your memory should have been completely deleted like data that has been completely wiped out. Why can you still remember it now?"

As for this question, of course she could only spread her hands.

"How could I know this? But I did remember it all. This is an undoubted fact. Maybe some miracle happened."

But despite what she said, the suspicion in Fifteen's eyes still didn't fade away.

The act of seizing the only chance in the absolute close to zero is called a miracle.

But the creation out of nothing in a void where there is absolutely no possibility can only be described as absurd.

"So Fifteen, I also have something I want to ask you."

Yura suddenly changed the subject.

"Ermes said that he was born with purple pupils. If so, why are your eyes black?"

And the answer to her was naturally the same answer.

"How could I know this? But my existence itself is an undeniable "fact". "

Chapter 366: Everyone has to do multiple-choice questions called life

"Help! Help!!!"

Accompanied by a roar full of bloodthirsty breath, a huge tiger opened its bloody mouth, and fiercely rushed towards the middle-aged man who was fleeing in front of him.

The cat's reflexes and strength far surpassed that of primates, and it approached the fragile neck in an instant, and it opened its mouth and was about to bite it off.

But in the next second, with the impact of a heat wave, the tiger's strong body was instantly torn apart under the scorching light, and the broken pieces of meat fell on the ground, exuding the smell of barbecue.

"Thank you for your help—"

The uncle who was about to thank him for saving his life turned his head, but he didn't see any figure, but saw a faint ray of gold at the moment he turned his head.

"What about people?"

He spoke in confusion.

And Elmes, who walked a hundred meters away without saying a word after saving people casually, put down his smoking hand indifferently.

Continue to walk in the direction of Liyue Port.

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"Al, I heard about you from Ms. Alice, but I didn't expect you to come to me after two months of disappearance."

Zhong Li took a sip of tea lightly, and said to the taciturn blond boy at the table.

"But it seems that you still haven't been able to untie your knot... Tell me, where did you go?"

The purple pupils were rarely dim, as if he had been in a daze for a long time, and it took him several seconds to react.

After taking a sip of tea, he opened his mouth slowly.

"It's nothing, just walking around."

By the way, I tried a little extreme sports for ordinary people.

For example, diving into the deep sea [-] meters below with a rock in your arms, lying still, watching the whales swimming around, and then running back to the shore to punch the sea, to test how well you can chop. Open a few kilometers to the ocean.

Then I jumped down from a height of [-] meters and tested myself that it took a few minutes to fully heal. I thought it was stupid to self-mutilate like this, so I used magic to create a random space teleporter, and came to a strange place without the sun. Remember that there is a high-intensity tower light bulb built next to it.

Then I killed all the lizards and strange things all the way, and saw a lot of ghosts of dead people who could speak human language, because I was too lazy to listen, I killed them casually, and finally felt bored and left.

What's next, it's the same as just now, a guest role as an envoy of justice to do good deeds, as if this will make him feel better, but he knows it himself, and knows that all of this is meaningless.

Zhongli looked into his eyes, thousands of years of wisdom and experience allowed him to see through everything.

"Al, what are you looking for?"

A drowning person climbs grass to survive, his current posture is like desperately looking for some reason for what he needs, but he can't find it at all.

"...Maybe, I'm looking for a desire that will allow me to maintain the status quo."

He gave somewhat vague answers.

Unlike the heavenly principle of divinity, and the traveler who has a clear purpose and is destined to leave sooner or later, he is an outsider who has made up his mind to stay in this world forever.

Originally, he thought that he should have gradually harmonized with this world, but in the end it was just his own wishful thinking.

He has no such thing as wish, and it is only one of them that he is born with no requirements in this regard. More importantly, there is nothing he can't really do.

Because the strongest, so invincible.

Because you are invincible, you have no desires.

No matter how dark or lofty the ideal is, it is not impossible for him to do it, but something he has no interest in doing.

He has always regarded the connection between people as the bond that he lives in this world.

But when he found out that he couldn't have that kind of thing at all, he lost his direction all of a sudden, and felt that everything accumulated in the past had disappeared.

No matter whether it is a promise or someone who cares, those are not allowed, there is no so-called enemy or external cause, what troubles him is the curse itself that comes from his power, and it is the evil result that he has forged.