People in Mond, arrogant sun, not hated

No one can stop it.

"Oh, is that really the case?"

The id blocked the raging storm, and the purple pupils reflected the boy's figure.

After listening to all the words just now, Shiwu clenched his fists expressionlessly, so hard that even blood fell drop by drop.

Chapter 373: Self-deception is also an essential skill for growth

The two suns collided suddenly in the void.

The fiery high temperature seemed to melt the surrounding space, and the aftermath of the flow alone was enough to exceed the high temperature of the lava, and the mortal body was helpless in the face of that overwhelming violence.

If it wasn't for the self to protect them, they would have been instantly melted at that moment.

Ying, who was subconsciously planning to launch an all-out counterattack, lowered her palms and turned to look at her self who had just spoken.

"Which side do you want to stand on?"

"Of course I am on my side. In this farce, everyone still has to make a decent choice."

When he said this, he slightly lowered his head and glanced at Shiwu, who had been silent since just now.

Ying clicked and said decisively.

"Just tell us how we can help him."

And the response was very straightforward.

Those are the cold words of course.

"No matter what, you can't help him. The difference in strength is obvious enough. In this spiritual space, both of them can be in the state of being the only one in the world forever. The aftermath of the battle can explode the city. You guys How do you insert it?"

And when Ying opened her mouth to speak again, I spoke again.

"But it's only now, keep watching, there will be times when you will come in handy."

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The charged punch shattered the sound barrier in an instant, and the impact force enough to shatter the mountains sent me flying like a cannonball.

And before it was over, the fiery sharp gun shot up from the ground in an instant, and blasted towards the tiny figure that was knocked out like a cannonball. Shrouded by the light of the sword, a golden boundary rushed tens of thousands of meters away.

But it was mercilessly blocked back by another shot of the holy sword, which reverberated in the air as if it wanted to make the atmosphere scream.

And after this impact, two golden light spots collided again, and this was not the end, the speed and rhythm instantly accelerated in the next second.

In the end, it had accelerated to such an extent that they couldn't even see the trajectory clearly. Everyone could only see an irregular geometric shape composed of countless lines suddenly appearing above, as if an extremely beautiful starry sky had been created in this world.

If one ignores the scorching rays of light that burst out from time to time and the aftermath of the impact that sounded violently like a drum.

However, with a top-to-bottom tomahawk-style slash, my figure once again flew downwards, piercing through countless crystal-like space layers, and then crossed my arms again to block the hair. The merciless sunshine gun and the huge beam of light dispersed the newly formed starry sky in an instant.

This is an ultimate battle far beyond the realm of gods, and mortal eyes are not even qualified to watch the battle. Although I have already experienced this deeply in the game, no matter how many times I watch it, I will feel a suffocating sense of despair in my heart.

And it can only be seen that in the battle just now, the self has gradually fallen into a disadvantage.

This is a very strange thing. Both of them use the highest scale of the same power, and they are both part of the same person. Both posture ability and strength are exactly the same. Anyway, there shouldn't be such an obvious gap. That's right.

"Of course there is only one answer, and that is instinct!!!"

Ying twitched the corner of her mouth and looked at her self who was fulfilling the famous line again speechlessly.

Not all similar scenes are suitable for famous lines.

And Ben I scratched my nose contentedly and said.

"You are right. There is no difference in their strength, technology and combat experience. The current situation is caused by the simplest awareness, that is, whether they want to fight or not."

"Hehe, why do you think I'm the only one who has always played the role of such a marginal tool man in this incident, because after observing what happened that year from Yula's perspective, his thinking itself is biased towards the superego, And if you are not ready to fight, the speed of punching will of course slow down."

"And from this aspect, he may also be expecting to be defeated. And this is what you should do."

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"How about just giving up on the final struggle? Let it all end quickly."

The slender white legs bombarded his chest like a cannonball, and even though he barely blocked it, it sent Elmes flying a few meters away again.

The self remained silent, unmoved at all.

"You know how many things you have done wrong, and you should also understand that you have never had your own wishes in life so far. At first, it was to be born and fulfill his purpose, and then to fulfill your brother's last wish, until you came to the new world. Being able to start over, you're living those promises again."

"Obviously you have the strongest power and the most choices, but you have never lived for yourself, spent the most precious time in the cheapest life, and used this cheap time to take away so many important things. Haven't you thought about it yourself?"

"After experiencing the memories with Yula's posture, you should have experienced her feelings at that time, so you should understand that no matter how you ignore or deceive, you still ruined a girl's most sincere memories and love with your own hands, that is The scars that could never heal except by making a choice have all disappeared."

A swift punch hit his right cheek again, but this time he didn't block it.

Because these feelings come from the heart, the arrogant Sun will not deceive himself.

And what she said also reminded him of a night that was not clear at all.

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Chapter 374: The easiest time to live is the happiest time

"Ermes, do you have any wishes?"

One night during a mission, during a rare break, Yura suddenly asked him curiously.

"Ugh?"

Elmes drank the fish soup in the bowl, and raised his head in surprise.

"You look like you've never thought about it... After all, you have such great power, you should be able to do many things that ordinary people dare not even think about, so you don't have any wishes or ideals?"

Yura supported her cheek with her hand and continued speaking.

"Isn't there often in the kind of novels you write? What about climbing to the top of the world's power and power, opening a big harem, etc. Isn't there something that you really want to do?"

Regarding this, Elmes scratched his head, thought for a while and then spoke.

"In terms of universal rationality, it can only be said that there are no big ones. From the starting point, I don't have the conditions to give birth to desire."

"You may not understand the details. Let me tidy up the wording a little bit. You can understand it this way. Before I was 14 years old, I lived in a big house with my father and brothers. Other than that I have never been in contact with anyone, and for some reason, the education and ideological baptism I have received since birth have been at the level of fairy tales."

"Huh? A fairy tale?"

"Well, not only that, we have never read books or been exposed to some dark information, because of the limitation of nature, almost all we see is pure goodness and beauty, and we have almost never read books or exposed to dark information during the ten years of growing up. I have never felt pain or sadness, and until the end, I didn’t even know what [death] meant.”

Yura was startled suddenly.

It sounds like something is wrong with this matter, as if he knows something serious.

Elmes continued.

"You should have heard that in most cases, what kind of environment and what kind of education determines what kind of person you will become, just like a guinea pig in a scientific experiment, in quite deliberate shaping, Even when we are close to puberty, our psychological personality is still as pure as a little white flower."

"To put it bluntly, it's a group of captive sheep who don't know suffering, don't know desires, and have short-term thinking. Looking back from my current perspective, I really feel complicated."

A bit of nostalgia and helpless self-mockery appeared in the purple pupils which was rare.

"When a person's world view is fixed within the scope of [family], the desire determined by vision will also become short-sighted. The most intense competition is nothing but a competition between brothers. The one who wins the first place can get a piece of cheap chocolate or Other stuff, and whoever wins will share generously, so every day is a happy time."

Observing myself at that time with a normal person’s mind now will feel a little scary and disgusting, because it has no self and is stupid, but it cannot be denied that when the mind is simpler, it is the closest to the so-called happiness.

When I grow up, I always think that noisy little kids are noisy and troublesome, and I probably envy them that they can run freely without worrying about anything.

His initial and most core personality is such a blank holiness, and he can now form mature values ​​that are not much different from ordinary people because of the influence of his ability to connect the memories of many people.

It seems that there are many layers of colorful shells on the outside, but the most essential core may still remain the same.

A guy whose thoughts and desires stay at the family level.

Yura kept her mouth shut for a long time.

There must be something wrong with this strange past.

"Then...why did you come to Mond?"

Yura asked what she regretted the most that night.

The strongest in front of him stared at the warm fire that was burning, and his pupils seemed to reflect countless phantoms of the past in the firelight.

He said.

"Because a place with only one person left cannot be called home."

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The swift elbow hit the chest, making the bones shatter, but he ignored the severe pain, grabbed the opponent's feet in the next moment, threw the big windmill with all his strength, and then threw it directly into the distance.

But at this moment, the light of magic exploded in front of his eyes.

Although it was only a low-level magic used to illuminate in the dark, under the terrifying power output of the sun, it formed a terrifying effect that could directly illuminate the night. The too dazzling light even took away his vision, who was also the sun, in an instant.

Let him return to the darkness he was familiar with.

Can't see anything.

"On top!"

Ying's shout came from afar.

It allowed him to react in time, and blocked the violent kick with a punch, but his body was still repelled by the overbearing force for a hundred meters.

Fighting up to now, still doesn't feel any special meaning. Fighting with oneself is such a boring thing. It's worthless to argue about the right and wrong of ideas. He doesn't even feel pain and desire to fight back.

If it was a complete Elmes, he would probably be able to resist this farce, but after all, he is just an ego, not even a personality.

Anyway, I don't have any special wish to realize, so it's not bad to lose to her to create a perfect world of absolute justice.

And looking at the ego that has obviously gradually lost, everyone is already a little panicked.

They have no interest in continuing to OMO, and they are running out of time in every sense.

Yura was even more annoying.

Those things he experienced in the past may indeed be painful and hopeless, but the sun should not be so fragile, and the Elmes they know should not be so weak.

And there is one more thing.

She grabbed Shiwu, who hadn't known what he was thinking until now, and said loudly with a serious expression.

"Since all three parts are in place, what exactly is this guy, and what part of Elmes is it?"

But for this question, I, who has always had an answer, didn't say anything.

Fifteen patted her hand off rather unhappily, a cold light flickered in his black pupils.

"I'm thinking about something, don't touch me casually. I'm not him, and don't keep taking the responsibility on yourself. You are not so important. Most of his emptiness and situation are not because of you."

Hearing this unceremonious speech, Yura was stunned for a while, but she seemed to understand something in a trance, and quickly asked again.

"What do you mean?"

"It means that he has experienced such cruel things a long time ago. Your past is just tearing open the scars that have just begun to heal. In addition, it is quite troublesome. He has quite a lot of thoughts about life and death. Unclear, that ability has allowed him to personally experience too many dead people’s experiences, and his attitude towards life and death has become quite enlightened.”

Those eyes had a complexity never seen before.

There are negative emotions such as jealousy and anger, as well as self-blame and entangled sadness. She can see that this person is also troubled by choices.

But he still spoke.

"Since you've done it once, you might as well try again and give him a reason to live again."

Fifteen patted the self standing next to him, and spoke calmly.

"It's almost there, let's start with her first, and send her there."

Chapter 375: There are many kinds of sad feelings, one is powerlessness

It was another gloomy afternoon. On the third day after that incident happened, that is, the second day after the violent beating of Tianli, because the memory was not deleted, the head of the regiment suddenly broke out again on that day.

The reason was that he was assassinated by the Abyssal Order and poisoned when he was fighting Tianli. Although all the assassins were chased by him and wiped out all the assassins, the accidents one after another still made the situation very bad all of a sudden.

After repeatedly confirming to Ms. Alice that his life was not in danger, he reluctantly relaxed, picked a few of the best Cecilia flowers that bloomed on the cliff, wrapped them into a bouquet, and walked towards the church's infirmary. go.

He just wants to spend time with his important people.

Then say sorry nicely.